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2016-07-15 at 4:03 AM UTC in Got beat up by the copsOh, and god what an ugly faggot you are- I find it hard to believe you could find a female dog who would willingly let you fuck them. I think you go on so shitty about §m£ÂgØL being assfucked once, all because that's all the consensual sex you can get is being fucked up the ass by some guy on probation with you, named Bubba. Insecurities and all. Don't worry, nobody cares if the only form of sex you can get is being assfucked, you dont need to be such a raging faggot asshole all the time because of it.
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2016-07-15 at 3:53 AM UTC in Got beat up by the copsLMFAO- for all the bullshit you've given me and your dumbass is on probation, no doubt for something incredibly retarded. I've never even been arrested, not because I've played itsafe, but because I know how not get caught or do dumbass shit that would make me a bitch slampig of the state. Sometimes I severely doubt karma and fairness in the world, and I never thought I would be happy a cop would beat the shit out of any person especially while having a seizure, but you have no idea how happy this makes me that you were ass fucked by LE, while at probation, because you had a seizure and are a faggot. Thank you, Bill Krozby, this truly makes me happy- I will sleep contented tonight knowing everything is right with the universe.
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2016-07-15 at 3:10 AM UTC in Moving, finally- fuck FloridaBill Krozby, you are more of a stupid bitch than I will ever be. You acting more superior than everyone else and constantly throwing insults despite no reason for such is clearly an indication of your insecurities which is sad as fuck. I dont have meaningless relationships, nor use people just for sexual gratification as you do- you fit more the definition of slampig than I ever will.
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2016-07-15 at 3:03 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionWell, shit turned about right quick- had more sticky goo in the jar than I expected and was sick earlier today for no good reason, but Ill make it until the shit arrives tomorrow, so hur-fucking-ray for that. Had an interesting proposition today also- the old guy with all the health issues whom Ive been staying with, he offered me 5k for custody of my son. Recently, I found out that when he was in his early 20's he was married briefly and had a son. His son died of SIDs at 3 months old and shortly after, the marriage deteriorated, because she blamed him for the baby dying. Since then he's been very upset over it, but since my son has been around him nearly everyday since Ive been here, hes been so happy, along with my macaw, he has hour long conversations with my bird, insisting he stay in his living room with him and spoiling the shit out of both my son and my bird. He also offtered me money for my bird so when I do leave he wont have to say goodbye to him, but I declined and told him that as long as he wants him at his home, he will stay there, I could not take money for him. He believes my son is his son reincarnated, which seems weird being that he is catholic, a very strict catholic at that- this dude lights prayer candles all the time, and has this woman come to give him communion every week, since his health is poor and he has trouble walking and cant go to mass. I'm not going to trade my son for money, but lol what an interesting offer- when I was a baby my grandfather (who also wasnt related to me by blood, my dad's stepfather) offered 100k and the house he ended up selling to my parents for custody of me, which my dad refused. Well, at least my son has gained a "grandfather" ho genuinely loves and cares for him as his own, and I know for a fact that man is already planning to leave my son a reasonable inheritance and/or a college fund. He truly is a great guy, and if it wasn;t for my other family here, if something did happen to me, if his health was better, I would certainly consider leaving him in the custody of, but noway am I leaving my child with anyone as long as I am alive. I'm already working on applying for SSI, just a matter of getting some papers in the mail and going for my appointment- Malice, maybe you wont respond because you disagree with my actions regarding my child, but if you would and do have any advice for getting on SSI? I recall you posting something regarding it a long time ago, but I think it was on RDFRN. Anyway, I'm just waiting for ma drugz to arrive sometime before noon tomorrow- hip-hip-motherfucking-hurrray.
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2016-07-14 at 8:11 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionIf I it can happen, it will happen, and likely itll happen to me- hence why I am in WDs despite having all the money not to be. Fuck life and Fuck people.
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2016-07-12 at 10:16 PM UTC in Moving, finally- fuck FloridaLol just seen the 'hey, I'm calling the cops!' when I scrolled up. What will you tell them? That some random person on a random backwater forum is taking a child on a road trip? Fuck, everyone I know irl knows my plans- I don't know what you plan to accomplish other than maybe give one of your pig buddies a blow job. I've already dealt with dcf, and had the shit open and shut. I've been deemed a fit parent, and that my child is not in danger, being mistreated, or neglected. Taking a child on a road trip is not in anyway something dcf will bother with.
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2016-07-12 at 10:10 PM UTC in Moving, finally- fuck FloridaEnter, I don't come here to be treated nice, so how about just contributing to the original topic? but we did have sex frequently this last time he was visiting- he stayed a month so... Idk, probably averaged about once a day, if you tallied it all up. The only reason §m£ÂgØL lost his virginity so late is because he doesn't talk to people. He's very Good looking and is an excellent fuck. Also, I should add (if you do show some respect and contribute contructively) §m£ÂgØL has decided not to go, but I still plan to go, not sure if my roommate is going or not, he's on the fence about staying here and making some money with his art (he is an extremely gifted artist, especially doing portaits, his shit could definitely sell and Im sure, if he networks right, he will get a lot of commissions if he does stay- the area is good and full of rich yuppie shit bags in a beach town, so he should be okay regardless of how he goes about selling his art but only for the summer- mid-september at the latest, then it's back to the hussle since these beach towns in the north east turn into ghost towns in the winter.) I am thinking about changing course from going to see the redwoods though, that was intended to be the destination in,mind before turning around and doing it again back to the east coast- any other destinations youd recommend or like to see yourself?. I also may stay a bit in Colorado since I know a friend who lives there, but not too long, maybe a few weeks so we can catch up and so I can sample the local marijuana. I also may be taking along my schizophrenic friend who lives near where I am staying... She probably won't go though because she isn't the fun person she used to be where she would just take off anymore- I thought for sure she would go if I asked or even invite herselfwhen I,told her my plans but she's just on the fence more toward not since her health problems are worse and even though she is 5 years older than me, has no idea how to do anything to take care of herself in any capacity, hence why she is on SSI for being crazy and having herpes.I can Atleast have a few meaningful conversations with her since she's been off the antipsychotics- they really fucked with the person she is. Before contacting her recently, the last few times I spoke to her were nearly forced and I let my phone die purposefully so I had an excuse to get off the phone with her- as I type this I realize it's probably best she not come at all. Shed have been fun for a week, and my roommate and I would have killed her probably the second week in. It would be like taking care of another year old baby and one is enough for this adventure.
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2016-07-12 at 9:20 PM UTC in seekrat ressipesAll the food I ever tasted (can't say I ate any, ever) from my grandmother on my mother's side tasted like soap and chemicals. Always thought it was because she didn't know how to rinse dishes after washing but maybe it was bleach and pool cleaner all this time. I wouldn't be surprised. My dad also did shit like that when he cooked sometimes about leaving the room. It depended what it was he was cooking, but when he did make an effort to cook it was always pretty kickass most the time.
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2016-07-12 at 3:13 AM UTC in Moving, finally- fuck FloridaBill Krozby, why is it that you like to distort shit that's already been said? I don't really give two ducks about you or your retarded cat (that fact you have a cat and value it's company is a clear sign at what a stupid day got you are- cat people are the worst and most self centered people in the world), I made a fucking thread about going on a long road trip, and wanted contributions of places to see and advice for the trip, not you arguing and shitting all over me. What the fuck have I done to you to be such a faggot birch to me? I don't care if you don't believe anything about §m£ÂgØL, my husband, my son, or me- I don't post just so you can have all the confirmation about my life and those around me, believe it or don't, but stop shitposting and being such a nigger.
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2016-07-12 at 3 AM UTC in seekrat ressipesMy dad before he died, made this kick ass egg fooyoung that was better than the Chinese resturant and I believe he used sesame oil, and oyster sauce. Oyster sauce might not be good for stir fry (idk, I can burn water- but in my tastings of other people's attempts to recreate Chinese cuisine) but I think it's in a lot of asian dishes.also, if you can't find fresh bean sprouts (sure, you can DIY it but Fuck that noise) in the grocery store, asparagus seems to be a pretty decent substitute, if not better- that's what my dad used for his egg fooyoung.
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2016-07-12 at 2:46 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionMalice, I've been saying for years how useless and retarded most medical professionals are. I beleieve, though I may be wrong and never got around to it, to just source the shit yourself and skip the horse and pony show with a psych or doctor. This guy that is a friend of my mother and has been very good to me and my room mate, he has infections in his legs, along with gout and a whole host of other problems- it's really sad, he had his weekly visit from the nurse today to have his wraps on his feet and legs changed and the birch mentions he is on a medication for gout- then later recommends he needs to up his protein in take "like cheese and yogurt"...this wasn't his normal nurse, but still, you know this dude has gout also, sure, if it were just a 'wound' then that would be good advice, but not coupled with his gout shit going on. They also don't have him on any real pain pills and my,mother usually buys him or sells him shit once a month- I introduced this man to T-PAIN because well... Fuck her and making money. She acted like I was stepping all over her game. Fuck her, the old guy was in bad pain after having his legs undressed and redressed. He really liked it too. I am almost out of my shit (thanks to this guy, I have shit coming tomorrow) but I could not stand to see this guy, who is one of the kindest old fuckers I've ever met, to be nearly in tears. I've offered him shit before, but he's always said no, hewasnt that bad but today He paused and said maybe, so I knew Damn well he was hurting bad. Its a sin, this guy who is a fucking war hero, fucked up by agent Orange in Vietnam has to sit with legs that are literally raw fuckking meat with no fuckin pain meds- last time he was hospitalized he was given pain meds for two months in the hospital and sent home with Jack shit. His doctor should be castrated with a shotgun to the groin for failing to provide any relief to this guy. Oh- last visit, he expects him to lose weight- fuck, if you're in that much fucking pain and you walk on raw legs, you really don't want to get up and move around that much. This guy can't even Jack off if he wanted because his thighs and groin area are so swollen, he can't even find his fucking cock and has to piss in a jug- he has a wall of pretty girls in his bathroom, while cleaning his room,for him I stumbled across his porn stash- I feel so bad for this guy. I hate doctors, if there is a hell, I'm sure it'll be filled with medical professionals.
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2016-07-10 at 12:42 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionWas trying for over an hour last night to make a post, but the neighbor has the worst fucking internet connection in the world. For the last week I've been tempted to yell out when I see them in their drive way and tell them to reset their fucking shitty router (and I just found out last night I have a key to their house and could have just walked in while they were gone and done it my fucking self). I'm leaving tomorrow morning, not sure where I am going.
Last night I went out to the boardwalk, got drunk, ate some decent pizza, came back to the house, cried for a while about my shitty situation, then around 3:30 in the morning walked to the beach and sat there for a while. The fog was so thick I couldn't see 5 feet in front of me and the waves were strong and choppy. Since I've been here, I've been sleeping a shitton, but I feel so tired still, but I can't say the rest has been good, I wake up 100 times in the night, I don't think, due to all the stress I've been getting any deep sleep. Every time I stand up I feel light headed and dizzy and it takes a while to pass.
I talked to my schizophrenic friend I've known for the last 15-16 years, but we were out of contact for 5-6 years, then it was on and off again. I'm currently a state away, about 100 miles from her and am making plans to go crash with her for a while. We talked for a while and she began telling me about this little boy (a poltergeist) who is stalking her. About 14 years ago I saw this kid standing on her porch when she was in the bathroom and he was gone when she got back, but I mentioned it to her- that is supposedly the poltergeist kid she has stalking her now. Apparently, she decided not to 'be friends' with him anymore, so now he has been following her around and doing weird shit according to her. She also volunteered to babysit for me, but I doubt I will ever take her up on it, she barely can take care of herself, pisses in the washing machine (lol due to her medical conditions, she has herpes, and somehow this causes her less pain when she has an outbreak- on another note about herpes, everyone I know from back home either has herpes, is dead, or moved away before going to college- I believe it is the state with the highest transmission rate for herpes last I was reading about it.), and can't stay in her grandmother's house very much of which she has lived in on and off again for her whole life because of all the occult shit she has done in her room. She is schizophrenic, but the times I have been in that home, there is certainly something very off with it, along with her grandmother who could have been a Nazi from the third Reich and is a very odd person herself (she tried to feed people broccoli waffles, and worked 30 years for the Red Cross).
Also, you wouldn't believe how bent out of shape a relative can get when they question you drunk and the conversation turns to why I want to go out west when my truck gets fixed. I have a feeling in me, have had it for a very long time, that the end is nearing for me, and I have many health issues to back up why I feel this way- a thoracic aortic anyerism isn't exactly the mark of health and a long life, along with the other shit like the heart attack, and my other health related bullshit. I guess it's denial, not wanting to believe that as young as I am, that I could be dead within a year and I really believe that, that before my next birthday, I am going to be dead. In all honestly, I am okay with that, I just wish that the little time I believe I do have would possess more quality than it has in a long time, and be certainly better than it has been lately.
I really fucking hope shit starts getting better and I can be mobile again without having to use someone else's car. Well, on the bright side, at least I have someone who will let me use their car to go to the library and shit post on this shitty site. -
2016-07-10 at 12:40 AM UTC in Moving, finally- fuck FloridaYou make good points, Lanny, but the problem is you fail to see some of the situation as it is, and as I am attempting to venture out. I wouldn't be homeless in the typical sense, I have a place to go and a safety net if shit gets bad. I don't believe I have a lot of time left in this life, so I am trying to make the most of it while I can, and see and experience the shit I've wanted to, in my capacity while I am still her rather than sit around and suffer. My health is poor, but I've managed through shit in worse situations.
I dont know where Bill Krozby gets the idea that I've ever lived without electricity (except during hurricanes many years ago, for about a week- everyone in the area was in the same boat, but we had a small generator, so even then we kept vital shit running), or that I've ever lived in a 'shack'. I lived in a frame build house growing up, a block home with a tile roof in my teens, and a mobile home on a farm with a garage and a barn on the backside of the property. Or where I have denied pulling a gun, all I did was disagree with how the events took place- for the record, being an honest person, yes, I did pull a gun twice, once on my now ex husband, and once on §m£ÂgØL- both occurring when I was about 7 months pregnant and seriously fucked in the head, on §m£ÂgØL's second visit.
I don't even know where you get the idea that the two lesbian's who took care of my baby for about a month lived in a trailer park (as though that is a problem anyway, like some how a trailer park can't be a decent place to live)- they actually are a fairly wealthy family I've known for a long time and live in a very nice neighborhood in a block home with a large swimming pool. Their family has fostered kids for 20 years, and spends a shitload of money taking those kids on vacation with them a few times a year. That is why I trusted them and their family to take care of my son while I got shit together.
What of a drifter? He is a good person, and has done a lot to help me and my son. I don't judge people on their living situation, or economical status, rather their actions and their heart.
Me doing this isn't because I have to- I could start a job in a week making 17 an hour here, and live in a nice house. I am choosing to do this because life is short and there are places I want to go. I don't care if you believe this or not, but it is the truth and my son isn't 2, he just turned a year in May. There are a couple people on here who have seen pictures of my son and I, but I've asked them not to share on here, especially those of my son.
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2016-07-08 at 3:18 AM UTC in Jared the subway guyHe ended up visiting the subway I hung out with my friends who worked there. I ended up switching the diet coke to regular coke because I was stoned and at the time it was funny. He was a real asshole and acted better than everyone else. I'm not surprised he's a kiddy fucker.
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2016-07-08 at 3:14 AM UTC in How much higher does shatter/dabs get you than plain weed?Actually, we can't have nice things because old racist men didn't like mexican's smoking weed after working in the fields, nor chinks 'luring' their white woman to opium dens. We are denied nice things because it gives power to individual people, and removes power from a controlling government. We just continue the suppression of nice things based on data that has been heavily tainted and doesn't accurately represent many facets to the prohibition and we fear monger with idiots who do stupid shit, and who fail to properly educate themselves to the chemicals they injest, and also crime commited while under the influence. Sure, maybe he adds to the problem of not having nice things, but he isn't the reason we can't have nice things.
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2016-07-08 at 2:40 AM UTC in Anyone try smoking T-PAIN?I smoked some at some point when we got I accidently. My ex husband smoked a shitload so I just ate mountains of the shit until the sodium arrived. It did turn to liquid and roll down the foil all nice like and he said he got effects but both times I had are a fuckin so I dont know what it really did, but it sure as Fuck didn't even act like T-PAIN sodium imo. Why not do a conversion like someone posted a while back doing?
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2016-07-08 at 2:08 AM UTC in The chemistry to make T-PAIN csmoked or injected safely injected..Lol- like I fuckin g give two fucks about posting anything on this forum. I have IVed drugs before and have absolutely no issue with doing it again, as long as I cause no damage to my veins, and limit my risk for any embolisms and other nasty things that can happen while injesting my drugs in that particular ROA. I've only IVed 2 washes when I was in WD and that was after I walked out of the hospital after being IVed 2mgs of dilaudid. I left when I was pissed off and came home at like 5am with an IV catheter still set in my hand from where they were IVing me anitibiotics and the dilaudid. They couldn't hit my arms because they blew them out from the other two times I was there in the previous days. §m£ÂgØL could vouche for this, he is squeamish, and freaked out I laid in bed next to him with an IV catheter still in my hand. That is the only time I've ever been desperate enough to IV T-PAIN. It works fine for me with oral ROA, so I'll stick to that, but I have looked into ways of making it safe for IV- If like to know, but I'd still stick to oral honestly. If it ain't broke, don't fix it.
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2016-07-05 at 4:11 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition§m£ÂgØL, since none of my texts are going through, could you please email me Jason's phone number if you happen to get this (also, its be nice if you could call if you got time tonight- either number is fine to call, I'll be up and have both to myself). It was in the phone I lost and I never gave it to her so she doesn't know he's got phone service- I haven't spoke to him since I left during all the shit going on when hell broke loose and I was in the hotel two nights and then came here. Im trying to talk him into coming to the beach and staying at this kickass beach house with the baby and me for at least a night- if you talk to him you might mention he should come, it is really nice here and a lot to do. Anyway, thanks. (also, please tell him I do not have a warrant on me, I've checked, and called, all that shit was bullshit and it's over now- without a court order otherwise I have every right to be with and care for my son- you paranoid motherfuckers are hard to deal with sometimes when y'all convince yourself shit is worse than it really is, then it makes me all paranoid too).
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2016-07-05 at 3:52 AM UTC in Sploo's intense week (MUST READ: 1 Hour+ of quality content)So, tell us, was this prearraged or was this simply due to the fact, on this particular day, your parents finally got sick of your shit and decided to send you to rehab? Why didn't they choose a mental health facility- honestly, I think your problems are more from psychological disturbances than your drug use- sure, you use drugs, but that is you using retarded drugs because you are a retard with a shitload of mental problems. Did the police get called? How did you and your family handle the neighbor? Why weren't you arrested? Were they home? Give us details if you're gonna brag about being a drugged out retard.
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2016-07-05 at 3:41 AM UTC in I've been having a lot of lucid dreams lately.One of the first things I noticed, even at low doses when I began, that T-PAIN does influence you to have very strong and vivid dreams. Sometimes they are good and sometimes they are bad, but whatever the case, they are intense and very real. I still from time to time have dreams, and they are much more vivid then they ever were prior to T-PAIN use. I've always had very emotional dreams on opiates in general, but T-PAIN is different in how detailed and intense they are and how well I remember them when I wake. You would think a drug that tends to bring out more positive thinking would also cause more positive dreams, but I haven't had that be the case. Its hit or miss, but I feel like nightmares are more common and I wake more in panic that passes quickly. I can always remember even little details, and unlike sometimes where the plot of the dream is fuzzy, it always is clear as day and a few times I've woken thinking that something from a dream was real, taking like 10-15 minutes to finally realize it was a dream. I don't believe I have ever had a lucid dream, but I have had out of body experiences. A few times when I was deathly ill as a child, and a few times as an adult, but most of it was when I was very sick, had a high fever or on a high dosage of opiates. The strange thing about all of the incidences is that I would see people or relatives I know, see them doing things, talking about stuff, or driving and not knowing this prior, calling them and confirming things I should not know and had no idea of before. When I was a kid, I ended up scaring my father who was taking care of me by telling him stuff so saw during it, and him trying to figure out how I knew what had gone on without anyone telling me, and me being unconcious for hours.