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2022-06-11 at 2:27 PM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME edition
Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood Man do I ever regret going to work
My pallet jack was stolen 3 times today already and each time I just gave up trying to find another for like 40 minutes just walked around and pretended to cut open boxes that were already open
I've already checked out at least my co workers are chill
I have double the "limit" of attendance points but found a computer hack to make the machine not fire me
ah, reminds me of working at walmart. sucked so bad. -
2022-06-11 at 5:27 AM UTC in The TRT Thread: Its the end of the world as we know it so GET WHOLESOME editionhas anyone heard from 1337/bipolar highroller?
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2022-06-10 at 9:44 PM UTC in I'm in hospice care/stage 4 renal failure
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2022-06-10 at 9:42 PM UTC in I'm in hospice care/stage 4 renal failureI'm in a nursing home (skilled nursing facility/SNF). This one is generally nice. My hospice people come weekly. I can call them 24/7 if I need them though.
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2022-06-10 at 9:39 PM UTC in I'm in hospice care/stage 4 renal failureI was on antibiotics because of the infections in my arms and bones.
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2022-06-10 at 9:26 PM UTC in I'm in hospice care/stage 4 renal failureThe antibiotics are what trashed my kidneys, fyi.
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2022-06-10 at 9:25 PM UTC in I'm in hospice care/stage 4 renal failureearly teens. dope about 4 years ago. I'm 33.
my kidneys barely function and those I've met were in my age range. -
2022-06-10 at 9:18 PM UTC in I'm in hospice care/stage 4 renal failurethe people i knew on dialysis had to go multiple times a week, and there were a few of them.
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2022-06-10 at 9:16 PM UTC in I'm in hospice care/stage 4 renal failure
Originally posted by Back Lane Madders Once a month.
Maybe Hydro can get a transplant.
It might buy time, I thought they were working on growing kidneys from your healthy tissue on the back of lab rats
I appreciate hat you care, but they dont typically give transplants to junkies, and honestly I'd rather see it go to someone more deserving than me. -
2022-06-10 at 9:10 PM UTC in I'm in hospice care/stage 4 renal failure
Originally posted by Rape Monster are they giving u good drugs for it?
find a compassionate doctor who will hook you up with physician assisted suicide
I get scheduled hydrmorphone 6mg q4, and hydrmorphone 6mg q2, 1mg ativan q6, and some other junk, zofran, reglan, etc. regularly, plus 80mg methadone twice a day.
my arm still causes me excruciating pain, and have lost most use out of it. despite meds I struggle to sleep because of the pain so recently, after months off dope, I'm back to using. I just snort and do a ton less though. -
2022-06-10 at 9:03 PM UTC in I'm in hospice care/stage 4 renal failureanother update: I quit smoking, and not because I have to or too sick to smoke. I stopped before my kidneys decided to shit out on me. I vape now...
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2022-06-10 at 9:01 PM UTC in I'm in hospice care/stage 4 renal failurenooo, mq, we need more mq's in the world!
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2022-06-10 at 8:50 PM UTC in I'm in hospice care/stage 4 renal failuredue to all the antibiotics for the bone infections, they've trashed my kidneys. I don't wanna do dialysis so they estimate
6months or less. I've been sick vomiting a lot. Thought this should make some of y'all happy. -
2022-03-05 at 11:39 PM UTC in What I’m looking for in a friend:
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2022-03-05 at 11 PM UTC in The police just woke me up
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2022-03-05 at 10:28 PM UTC in What I’m looking for in a friend:
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2022-03-05 at 10:09 PM UTC in The police just woke me up
Originally posted by SEGA Nigga Drive If you were insulting me, that would mean the insult wouldn't apply to you, so you would say that a dead woman WOULD fuck you, right?
He's saying that even a bloated rotting maggot filled corpse would find your sick fuck ass too repulsive to want to be in the presence of much less have intercourse with a disease filled leech such as yourself.
That's what he's saying. It's not hard to figure out, Karen.
Obbe, my condolences. Sorry you're dealing with such a hard situation. I still struggle with the loss of my father. I'm also sorry there are people like wariat who say such sick vile things in order to get a cheap reaction to your emotional pain. Mt prayers and good vibes are with you for whatever that's worth. -
2021-12-24 at 12:43 AM UTC in Marinol and ketamineI fell through a kitchen floor in a bando at 2am after getting inmu first night out of the hospital. I ended up in the basement.
So much for not using dope. Got right back on the horse. My dealer got shot 5 times like 10minutes minutes before I got there. That sucked. -
2021-12-07 at 12:30 AM UTC in Marinol and ketamine
Originally posted by Solstice All you have in your life is your massive drug regimen that you still think is cool to brag about even after your addiction has ravaged your body and brought you to the brink of death.
Kill yourself.
I don't think there is anything to brag about, I just thought that being prescribed marinol and having a course of ketamine (I'm now completely weaned off actually) is definitely interesting. The ketamine is supposed to help with pain a long time after it's being discontinued and so far, so good. The marinol helps both with pain and anxiety without being "high" which I'm grateful for.being this is a forum to discuss drugs and their psychoactive activity in our wee little brains and how they act on our body, I thought it'd be a good time to discuss since it's not something I see or hear about commonly being prescribed- if that's bragging or thinking cool, well I guess this would be a pretty useless and empty forum if anyone posting their account of such would be accused of such. I was hoping someone would enlighten me more on the drabinol and any interesting anecdotes regarding it.
Before now I wasn't really prescribed much. I was just on gabapentin andy methadone I get from a methadone clinic. Now there's marinol but still ... That's not a lot.
Sorry you're somehow butt hurt still. I feel really bad for you. I know you suffer from a lot and despite the initial urge to return the "kill yourself" comment with "you first", I honestly just hope you get the help you need. the last I recall mentioned you going to kill yourself soon. I guess that didn't happen, not that I'm surprised, and I'm glad it didn't. I truly wish you good luck and healing.
As for me being suicidal... Not going to say it doesn't cross my mind but I likely will just disappoint y'all, at least in the near future. We all can dream and hope though. Maybe I won't be such a huge disappointment to you all and myself down the road, one can hope. -
2021-12-02 at 2:49 AM UTC in Marinol and ketamine
Originally posted by Sudo Yeah I think 30mg morphine is supposed to be equal to 6mg dilaudid which is ridiculous. I wasn't really thinking of IV when considering what would cut through a high dose of methadone but I'm surprised you feel anything within 6 hours of getting your done.
I would imagine fent would be what some hospitals would go with when considering pain management for methadone program participants. I kno most ppl on methadone like morphine for the pins and needles crunch when they shoot them.
Has isotonitazene made it to da skreetz of ballymo yet?
Probably. Got a tested batch a while back which was an odd opiate chem but good.