2021-02-15 at 2:53 AM UTC
Hope youre doing good.
Happy Valentine’s Day...
the Russians won out against a lot of their enemies because what they would do is they would pull back in the winter and poison their wells so when the enemies were pushing them back they couldn't withstand the cold Russian Winters, nor would they find anything but poisoned food and wells. It would be a bitch and a half to haul all those provisions to keep their troops fed so basically they would just starve their enemies out
If it was, please post some of the other retarded tales from that nigger. I honestly didn't believe niggers like that existed until I met one of my own.
There's a couple used book stores in the yuppie part of town I like to go to sometimes since they have books that you don't see other places and some that are out of print. They're also reasonably priced. I'd rather spend $5 and be able to get a few books then have to spend $20 on a single book. Especially when it's the same book I would buy used rather than new. Ml
Dying. Literally dying.. I might lose my arms... I'm kicking dope for good. Literally trainspotting shit.... I wish someone would just kill me.
Caps are for pussies. Just dip a giant 2-3grams out and there ya go. That's how I did T-PAIN anyway...
I'm giving up dope for good. I'm really bad off. I'm gonna need a lot of surgery to fix what I've done to myself....
Lol think what you want. My buddy is gay btw and I don't have any STDs. I don't prostitute anymore, I don't have to. A cardboard sign makes me my money.
And it was pretty good thanks to my friends. Went to the aquarium all day, spent time at the coffee shops, ate good food- it was nice.
I've been having issues that I should be in the hospital for as well... If I don't get admitted and have surgery soon, it'll probably kill me eventually so my friend has told me he's going to put his whole check into making sure I stay there and get what I need done and that way I'll be covered for my dope while I'm in getting these surgeries/care I desperately need. Hell,he's also allocated a bedroom for me to stay at anytime I want in his house too.
I'm lucky that I have a friend like I do. He really made me have an awesome birthday and has saved my ass more than once... Now he's likely literally saving my life...
Makes ya feel all warm and fuzzy when you have a friend like that. I'm really grateful to have it as good as I do, and have a friend as good as he is. Even the friends I have that might not be able to help me like he can, I'm grateful for what they do and being there for me and having my back when I need it. I'm very lucky.
Hope y'all are doing well. take it easy.
I mean... This is a good start to ending prohibition on drugs, however... Why would you, knowing that people STILL are going to inject, provide them with an oral pill form? Why not just provide the shit straight up, ready to IV as one would find in a hospital? It'd sterile, clean, and well... You'd have less issues in the event of a miss causing abcesses from unsanitary water, cookers and the like which could occur. If done how I suggested, all one would need to worry about is a clean rig and property prepping the skin prior to injection...
Also, if people had this all available (cheap, clean drugs, ready to IV, prepped sterile) I'd think that just providing long term users safe ports or PICC lines to inject (you'd be using safe clean sterile drugs manufactured for the purpose of IVing... Then it just falls to the user to properly and sanitarily inject the drug into the line as one would if in a hospital- proper cleanliness procedures being taught obviously... That would be the way to go to avoid users of destroying their cardiovascular system with misses, over use of veins, and abcesses forming from said misses etc.
I had a resident doctor at Hopkins whom took a shine to me, have this very discussion... He agreed. There is a large number of users who's only real issue with using is the legality factor, not being able to get employment due to legality factors, being made criminals just for being a users, etc.. when it'd just make more sense to let them live and let live, do their shit, and promote them doing as safely as possible.
Also, while I don't condone stealing to take care of a habit, getting rid of the artificial inflation of drugs would help a lot in terms of crime with users... Typically people don't need to steal to maintain an alcohol addiction because well... Beer and liquor are pretty cheap... It'd ruin the cartels too.. cutting them off at the balls. A lot less crime would exist due to legalization.
Also I am very much in support of people being responsible for what the fuck they do. That's one reason a lot of addicts don't want legalization lol. They like to blame their fuck ups and shit decisions on their addiction rather than themselves.
2020-01-11 at 12:48 AM UTC
what should i buy from amazon
Buy drugs. Doesn't Amazon still sell T-PAIN? I think they used to as a super overpriced supliment or something. Maybe I'm wrong but I think I remember seeing something there.
Lol IDK. Buy shit you need. Or save it for when you do need something.
2020-01-11 at 12:39 AM UTC
Was it suicide? Or did he like kill himself by autoerotic affixiation like in the movie world's greatest dad? I think sploo was like that kid to be honest, that's how I saw him anyway. Just curious. I honestly don't care about that sack of shit. Happy he's dead honestly and I can't say that about many people being serious. I'd just like to know how he did it for the lulz because I'm sure there would be some in his dying.
I would never bother the family but confirmation would be nice. I honestly feel bad for them. They dealt with so much shit from their shit bag son. It's probably a relief to them deep down that he's gone if it's true.
Yeah my buddy who ironicly moved close to me from the same state I left where I originally met him have me one of those.
I'm pretty stoned right now and haven't been in forever.
Miss these kinds of days sometimes. Dude who gave it to me was my partner in stealinga public bench while stoned.
I am not a racist. Many of my friends (most, actually- dude, I live in Baltimore... White folks are the minority) are either black or Hispanic. There are a lot of Hispanics who live in Fells Point, surprisingly enough, however there are Hispanics spread all over too, just Fells has many more than most areas. I'm just sick of Gollum's near stalkerish bullshit.
I am genuinely happy. I don't post much here for this, exactly. What's the point in socializing and sharing experiences when 90% of you want to shit all over anything good I have to say, and some of you tells out right lies like Bill Krozby. I never asked him for money. It was when I was during a hard time and ask YOU ALL for help in a thread (thank you, Aldra for trying, and a few others I know who would have helped had they been able). I only talked to him because I felt bad his daughter died. I bet it's a lie now too.
I do not sympathize or would help anyone harm a child.
If you want to believe I'm this aweful person, then go ahead. You'll never know what gollum really is because he lies so much or refuses to disclose. I know what he is though and he's far worse than what I am, and he's a huge pussy on top of it. I fucking never harassed or threatened that piece of shit either.
My life may be different,and difficult sometimes, but I'm happy. I have medical care, I have a therapist. I go to regular appointments, and I have a routine which I believe helps my mental state a lot. Hey, maybe tomorrow things will change... I hope not, but it could... Ill deal with that when it comes and just appreciate the now.
I wish those whom aren't complete brainwashed sheep that'd believe the likes of Bill Krozby and Gollum to have a wonderful holiday season and happy New year. Narc, Sophie, HTS & scron, Aldra, Lanny and fuck I'm probably forgetting a few more but you know who you are... Have a wonderful new year and be safe. Don't drink and drive.
With love, peace and hope,