Oh jesus fucking christ.. some bee jelly isnt gonna give a kid eye cancer. FFS if thats the case I just give the fuck up.. there ware probably 10 other household chemicals kids can and do come in contact with thats far fucking more risky thank fucking some bee vomit.
I recently ate 25grams of Crouton in a 4 hour period, two 10g dosings and a 5 thinking "is it working?.. wtf I was tricked into eating shit that tastes like tea" now Ive had nothing at all today save for some pot Ive been feeling like shit. Crouton only seemed to help with the sneeze, rls sand a slight bit with the overall ache. Fucking site went out of stock fast as shit monday... hopefully they restocksoon... Imgoing back to college next week.
He probably bought the king of all fucky toys and iskeeping his precious safe from his borther whom I suggested to him as fucking his fucky when hes gone to work. This also accounts for his reoccurring yeast infections him and his brother probablysuffer from never cleaning fucky fucker. He will spend a 100$ on something to put his dickin but, no way spend 60$ on fluconazole to cure his itchy dick.
Ipersonally want tohomeschool... notso.much forthe breeding ground of sick that publicschoolsare but rather I feelits way more conducive to learning than the average american school. PlusI will not tolerate my child to be fed propaganda. Though speaking ofpublic and children, while at the doctorsoffice Isawthis nigglet snot all over his hand then grab the door handle and leave mucus everywhere.. his motherwatched and didnt say a word. How da fuk? Sure kids are disgusting, but teach your kid to use tissues or at least notsmear their deathsnot all over everything ffs!
I have a herniated disc, nerve pain, athritis and have fucked both my knees up. The damp weather really hurts, especially when there is a chill in the air even though its not particularly cold. A lot of it has to do with working with horses. WhenI was younger I got busted up breaking/doing farrier work. The first and only time I ever got the wind knocked outta me was when I was kicked square in the chest by my draft horse and thrown 15ftback in the air. I also got ran over by a car by a friend's pissed off boyfriend who attempted to run over someone else. I wish I wasnt like this, and I know I seem to speak so fondly of opiates to point of obsession.. but live with legit pain everyday, and find something that turns it off, grants leave from the constant ache and makes it possible to do what you otherwise couldnt or wouldnt do because of the pain.. youd speak fondly of them too. I gotta do something, I havent given up yet. Im gonna get shit together and get it figured out. Last night I was in a really bad place and needed to get away to evaluate the situation away from the drama at home. One thing I love about Florida is the springs. I live near several that are free to the public and like the one Iwas at and went swimming last night in, doesnt lock the gates so I can go whenever and its theclosest one to my house. They are really beautiful and the water is so cold. It stays that temp yearround (67 I believe?) So in the winter the water feels warm from the air being colder than the water. Really, its the only perk to living here.. besides maybe the stars whichare beautiful onclear nights.
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I hate that shit. I wont take it even if Im in bad wds, even though it will help, I really really hate its effects. I know Im probably being an opiate snob, but the shit makes me want to kill things. I gave §m£ÂgØL the bottle I found while cleaning out thw house down south since the ER was niggers (he shoulda let me stitch him up,Id have done a better job than the shitty half ass job they did),to him and didnt write him a pain script for his hand. When I was getting prescribed it I gave it all away to people who did like it.
Whale milk was my idea, nigger.
Sitting alone at the spring near my house contemplating shooting myself in the head. Crouton is not a good thing, especially when already in an off mood. This T-PAIN shit is ridiculous, everyone always out of stock, withdrawaling every other week.. The only good thing is the Crouton has helped the wds, though it does jackshit for pain.
Last night a friend staying with us picked up some meth. I abstained but my husband and him smoked it. LMFAO He was in the bathroom for 3+ hours looking for shit he imagined he dropped after I already took a shower.. Then he searched the garage floor until they both went to work, God only knows how much dog dander/dirt/sand that nigga licked up. Only the way home when I picked them up he seen a piece of lint on my dress and picked it off and ate it.. And I was nowhere near the shit not to mention it was all gone by the time I got dressed to take them. Never in my life have I seen a nigga so obsessed about finding a flick of meth after only one .2 baggie.
T-PAIN.. Given the choice Id of course being doing hydromorphone daily for the pain. T-PAIN does more for my mood then anything but does help with the pain somewhat. In wds recently I was eating 5-10 grams of l-theanine at a time. I have taken it for anxiety at times. I also take propranolol daily for my fast heart rate (normally its in the 160bpm range without). I sometimes take shots of dexamethasone for swelling, ever since I got overdosed with rabies vaccine about 2 years ago my face will randomly swell.
Speaking of public shootings my friend worked in the silver spring, MD area at the time and was still in highschool at the time. He had a part time gig at a party store and they had him dress as a clown and hold a sign right near all those shootings when they were going down before those niggers got caught. I was rolling laughing when he told me. They shoulda just stuck a bullseye on him. Inwas gonna send my mother a tshirt with a bullseye.. Had they shot that cunt I would have donated money to their defense.
Yeah I am.. Not a bad thing, but I wanna go down the road of science and it sure as fuck isnt gonna be some doctors bitch as an RN. As of right now Ive got all my prereqs for the RN program which I could further in a NP but fuck that.. Id bitch slap a doctor and thatd be the end of my medical career. I dont much wanna go into social science nor business either.
Well, I jumped through hoops Monday to ger shit for college rolling. Registered for classes, fax my tax bullshit, now just gonna wait to order books. Got stoned this morning and spent about 2 hours trying to figure the classes I needed to take to get the most back my pell and still take the classes I need.. Between this semester and next Ill be done.
I was just discussing with §m£ÂgØL fish oil last night but I forgot to mention it in my last post. Im probablyl gonna give him that too. Looking into the lions mane mushroom still and am kinda on the fence about it but maybe.. I dont give him T-PAIN though I did use it throughout my pregnancy.
Checked it out and the order is placed so we will see. Thanks so much, I wasnt expecting to get that as a suggestion but after looking into it it seems like a good choice.
§m£ÂgØL, he guessed the weight dead on, 6lbs 7oz. The royal jelly does sound interesting and doesnt sound like it would be a problem but if I remember correctly they suggest avoiding honey in babies under a year because of a risk of botulism.. Im going to look into it though since it does seem safe at least from first appearances and if not Ill start him on it at a year if anything. Its just rich honey essentually so I cant imagine it could do anything more harmful than the current average diet of a child.
.You misread what I was saying. My reason to avoid them was not because they were from the 90's,rather the research done deeming them safe was from the early 90's and was relatively short and did not include things like how children developed metally later on. The machines we use now are much more powerful than the ones used in the studies from the 90's aswell. It is proven to cause cells to grow larger so it does have an effect and some people are suspicious in regards the the amount of use increasing in pregnancies and the rate of autism increasing. I did a good bit of research on the subject while pregnant and decided it wasnt worth the risk considering his first was normal and I had no complications to indicate getting one done (had there have been a good reason, say I began to bleed, of course I would have gotten one). People also forget ot wasnt that long ago ultrasounds werent even used. Many things can be assertained with a stethescope and palpating and yes Im no expert but we did this frequently and again there was no indication to suject him to an ultrasound. I didnt even find out his sex until he was born and trust me it was driving §m£ÂgØL crazy lol. I would have loved to have known his sex before. The reason I believe there hasnt been any real investigstions into ultrasounds is because of money- ultrasounds are big money for OB/GYNs and medicaid will pay for as many as the doctor believes are needed and today it is an insane amount compared to when I was a baby (Im 26 so this would be in 88-89 when I was still in the womb) and my mother only had 2 her entire pregnancy and the second one was done only because I was breach about a month before my birth so the cephalic inversion to her belly and flipped me around. You can determine the position of a baby by palpating the stomach so you dont really need an ultrasound to know position. I just want more info regarding ultrasounds from sources that arent biased since most the people who would spend money to fund studies stand to lose a lot of money if it were determined they have negstive effects on the fetus. I personally dont have any clue but decided to err on the side of caution once it was brought to my attention because like most mothers I didnt even think about it being a problem and Im not saying there is a problem- I just want more, better and uptodate research on the current ultrasound machines. LOL I almost bought one back when we had the farm animals so I could confirm them being bred/problems so I dont have anything against them except since it was brought up I now am concerned and dont know why more people arent. I know it is relatively mild but we are dealing with something that is newly forming before our eyes and is much more sensitive to influence than an adult body and we KNOW it influences cells growing larger. I did it only out of wanting to protect my baby, not to neglect or harm him and as said before had there been an indication, I would have done one without a second though. Fortunetly he was born health happy and is developing along nicely
Yeah down here in Florida they cracked down on pain management doctors. Its ridiculous. I knew people paying 500 cash to get a script of dillys. It was a shame for people like my dad who truely met the criteria for needing opiates to be denied yet this little punk ass bitch goes in and gets pretty much whatever he wants. Control, money, and greed is why we live in a world like this.
I dont want to be a parent that hides shit from their child. I plan on telling them like it is from go. I also intend to homeschool since public school is an assembly line and no true learning goes on there.
