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  1. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    I fucking love thrift stores! Ive found some pretty cool shit before and the best part is its cheap. I saw a server tower not long ago (6ftx3or4ft) and all I could think was how cool thatd be for a reptile cage such as a iguana or to convert for an indoor grow. Plenty of places for lights and excellent ventilation. I dont think we have ever bought new furniture either and Ive always found really expensive stuff at super affordable prices. Babies are also expensive, pretty much everything I have for him save for the cloth diapers was either given secondhand or bought at the thrift store. I found a chillum in a couch I purchased too lol along with 10$ in change which was how much the damn thing cost. It was a nice leather couch too..
  2. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Actually, the medical emstablishment has more of an interest to have shit go wrong down the line.. Sonthey can "fix" it later on. Not saying they conciously do this but.. They dont have an interest in having a perfectly healthy child that never needs to see a doctor.
  3. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    One reason it has crossed my mind is because everyone says "drugs are bad!!"during pregnancy (which some are), but then some drugs they prescribe or say are safe during and all they are going on as far as " safe" is that the babies are born without extra limbs, and most of them suckle and have normal vitals at birth.. No one really can say wtf low doses of some anti-psychotic has on a fetus other than that most of them turn out normal.. But what about when that child gets older? Also, ultrasounds.. They can cause cellular changes bit no one really thinks twice about getting them done. I read an article early on in my pregnancy about them and besides the one I got at 6weeks6days before I read that article, I didnt have any other done. Pretty much the amount of ultrasounds done now versus 20-30 years ago are insane.. They wanted me to have them done every month and then every 2 weeks in the third trimester. Not saying it DOES fuck kids up.. But with rates of autism coupled with the fact the standard of safely is based on technology from the early 90's which were muchless powerful.. For fucks sake, they break kidney stones wih the same technology. It amazes me people dont think more about it.. And go into it with more caution. Point is, the medical enstablishment is more concerned with money and obvious birth defects.. They really dont care if the drugs/procedures I take cause depression or learning disabilities later in life as long as his organs function normally and they get a paycheck. This is why I took my prenatal care in my own hands for the most part and had a water birth at home.
  4. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    I agree, mmQ but Im just curious at what other think about it. I am NOT giving him anything, its just a topic Ive never seen discussed before and this is more of a crowd to get real answers from rather than "youre a bad mother for even the thought!!"
  5. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    What would you suggest? Obviously there is shit one should avoid with a ten foot pole but what would be something percievably safe? I smoked pot for the nausea (I didnt like the idea of low dose anti-psychotics they use as anti-nausea drugs) as I was violently ill pretty much my whole pregnancy and also took T-PAIN. If anything he is developmentally ahead (I know everyone says their kid is smart but Im serious) he has awesome head control for 2 months and is crawling pretty good too- its slow but he has the motion down now. I guess my fear of using anything stems from not wanting tonfuck him up or create unforseen problems later in life such as depression.. Though genetically he probably has a high risk anyway.. Being smarter probably would help though Id image.
  6. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    So.. Since Ive had my baby Ive been very interested in teaching him. Since he has been born Ive been reading to him, using infant stimulation flashcards, and generally doing everything I can to facilitate him learning. He seems engaged when I work with him so Im not worried about his development. He is 2 months old and already rolls over front to back and back to front and has been doing it since about a month old. Getting to the question- since there are a lot of smart drugs out there, what would be some that could help boost his intelligence so he becomes a super genius? Also, why do you think this might be a bad idea? Why arent people interested in giving their children a competitive edge early on? Malice, what do you think? You mentioned giving rats nootropics.. What about a baby? FYI Im not going to be drugging my baby up but I am curious about how that would effect a developing mind.
  7. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    I really appreciate all the recommendations. Im gonna do a wee bit more homework and hopefully by the end of the week make an ordee for some shit for her. I laugh my ass off a lot when I think about who and where I get my advice from... the weirdness of it all. Most people would think im trying to just drug her up and neglecting her By not bring it up with a doctor (this is her choice though and shes not so bad she couldnt refuse something if it turned out she didnt likeit/it didnt agree with her).
  8. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Back in 2002 I found totse. My father was going through bad wds off dilaudid and was struggling to find a doctor who would write him what his old doctor used to prescribe. I made a thread to see if there were any tricks to finding such a doctor, you know, help weed out the ones who werent going to do jackshit. Someone mentioned asking the pharmacy for a list of doctors that accepted medicaid- being they were less likely to prescribe narcotics. I pretty much lurked though.
  9. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    I didnt know that, but I can tell you one thing T-PAIN does effect opiate tolerance too. In November I had a horrible time and could barely walk so I got morphine.. and after my baby was born I had percocets and dillys.. same dosages that should have helped considering I hadnt touched anything in a long time were worth jackshit. So, this shit does effect tolerance with opiates. I was pretty surprised by that, as I said it was a long time in between me doing any real opiates.
  10. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Hey, was wondering.. did you tell them it was T-PAIN? I pray this shit doesnt become hard to get... it really is the only thing that keeps us going, especially with the baby here now. That is fucked up that it happened because of that- I knew the shit didnt sound all that good to be shooting but Im glad you said something because the only reason it even crossed my mind to shoot was because you mentioned it was a good opiate rush a while back. Knowing this now, it wont be in my mind to do that again.
  11. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    ^No shit, sherlock. §m£ÂgØL can tell you from dealing with my husband and I in T-PAIN wds.. they are bad. Weve been on the shit since january of last year and havent stopped. Our tolerance is way the fuck up. Recently Ive contemplated shooting it when things have been bad, but havent done that yet thankfully.
  12. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    I appreciate the suggestions, Malice, lsd, lanny. I havent had time to do any homework yet, but Im getting on it soon. Im at least glad our conversation went in a positive direction toward being open to doing shit about it rather than just letting it get worse. She was taking T-PAIN a while back buck ceased using it since her son died (shes one of those people who associate shit with shit that has nothing to do withit- he had the flu, heart and kidney problems.. the T-PAIN didnt kill him- if it did Id be dead now too since my tolerance is about a gram a day now). When she was tsking it regular it did help her depresssion.. not sure if I should get her back on it too but there was a marked difference in motivation/feeling of well being. Thanks guys, Ill keep you all up dated on how it goes.
  13. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Everytime I see a doctor they confirm for me time and again why I have no confidence in them whatsoever. This douche just about slammed face first into an automatic sliding glass door while walking out texting on his phone.
  14. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Well, shit has finally began to hit the rotary ocillator and I being pelleted with a fine mist of bat guano. . My grandmother is showing more noticable signs of alzheimers. Luckily I talked to her later on after her batshit episode and realizes what Im saying is real. Malice, you got any ideas? I could use your autism powers right now. She doesnt want to bring it up with doctors and is willing to try shit now shes having such a cognitive decline. Im gonna try and get her to try the piracetam again but you think of anything else? Shes forgetting whole pieces of the day and shit she says and she cant even remember so extremely memorable times Id thought would have been impossible to forget. She loses everything... besides that fact that shes fucking nuts and its sad, I need to fix this shit for my own sanity because I cant live with this level of looney toons shit.
  15. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    ^ I gotta agree, sex on meth is one of the finer pleasures in life. Same with blow but with meth you can fuck for days.
  16. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Id end up killing sploo IRL.
  17. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    inb4 blah gets arrested for sexual harassment of his MIL
  18. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Id suggest calling exotic breeders, those niggers make it their job/hobby of importation of strange shit they want. Id also try calling importers. There are special companies thats sole job is to import shit ao theyd be able to tell you laws and such. Try more than one because some just specialize in shit like livestock and others which would be more up your alley would be more knowledgable on importing bird and other exotics. Ive talked several of them before when my family was considering a move to Brazil. I was mainly calling to find out how to import my macaw into Brazil... they didnt have a clue how that would work since they import birds into the US all the time but never the other way around. If I get bored and have some free time (haha, probably not going to happen), Ill see about digging into it further.
  19. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    I used to have a client with minis Id trim back when I did my farrier gig. They were ill behaved little assholes though, but easy enough to man handle. My other client who had a shitload of fullsize horses was another story.. one time it took all 3 of us to pretty much drop this fucker to the ground so I could finish the job. Its not the proper thing to do but I wasnt in the business to train your horses while trimming at dirt cheap prices anyway.
  20. hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    better living through chemistry has turned into surviving life through chemistry. Thank god for desomethasone, I got an ear infection with my head swollen so bad and this shit is keeping me from being in a fetal position crying my eyes out in pain due to swelling. Of course Id prefer opiates but this shit is pretty impressive at reducing swelling and far better than nothing. FYI you get worse munchies on this shit than pot.. and if youre lactating it helps up production too.
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