My mother is a good manipulator. He got kicked out at 18 because he refused to undergo another spinal tap, so he moved in with her. He never intended to have kidswith her, she "forgot" to take the pill is how I manifested into existence. Nobody is perfect and love has you do some weird shit, but as soon as she started attacking me, all bets were off. He was a loyal soul and really didnt see her true colors until the end. I see what you are saying but youd have to know my mother and father to know what Im talking about. He certainly wasnt perfect but as far as fathers go he was the best imo. He really lived for me to be happy and did so much to make that a reality. If I am half the parent my father was to me, my son will be lucky.
My mother is the devil and anyone who meets her eventually finds that out. She was poisoning my father and I before we left (had a series of dreams warning me someone in my life was doing this since I was like 4—5) and later after leaving and recovering we found out about life insurance policies she took out on me that my father was unaware of, noto mention she canceled her policy years before yet still had my dads policy paid up. There was some weird situations I wont go into since its so much that really confirms a lot of this. So to sum up.. I wouldnt piss on my mother if she was on fire. My dad on the other hand was the best. Sure he had faults like anybody, but he made up for it in so many ways. He was a really coolperson just to be around, even §m£ÂgØL can vouche for that.
Yeah, the botulism fear is null and void because we are dealing with freeze dried royal jelly. As for giving this child guidance in life, Im trying to do that. I spend at least an hour a day trying to stimulate him with flash cards and talking to him and engaging him to the best of my ability. Im not trying to get an easy ticket to a smart and happy child, just I want him to be the best he can be. Im going to do an allergy test and if he passes, Im going to start incorporating lions mane mushroom extract into his goatmilk, probably 10-20mgs a day. Again, at worst I see this shit doing absolutely nothing. My theory on him being happy is this: if he is smarter than things should come easier for him in life such as school and work... if he doesnt have to struggle like I have maybe he will be happier. Money doesnt make you happy, but it sure as fuck helps.
Btw malice- been doing the royal jelly on my son sublingually daily. He is just over 3 months now andmy grandmother bought him a shape sorter toy, youknow with differ blockshapes and a box with those shapesto put them in? Well its labeled for 6m+ and he sat on my lap today holding the blocks and putting them in the right holes. Im really proud of him, Iknow every parent says their child is smart but I really think he is exceptional atleast for his age. Iwonder if the T-PAIN use had anything to do with it.. either way hes doing really good and I couldnt be happier with my squishy baby.
HSA- the capstar ran me 220$ for a kilo. Once I get it (if I do, he said I would though) if you all need any hit me up and Ill cut you a good deal. I have 13 dogs and 3 cats at the moment so it wont last forever but I plan to sell some to cover the cost of my next order. Oh and holy shit! I just ate the last bit of free acid (I gotfucked on ebay too- what was the seller if youdont mind me asking?) They sold itas sodium but Iknew right away it was free acid. Powder city isback instock and Ijustmade a 50g ordwr.. wish I knew before I did though. This is what Ilove about trt.
2015-08-27 at 6:48 PM UTC
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How did religion begin?
Aliens.. seriously. Think of like the hindi religious texts talking of flying chariots and shit that fits the description of nuclear weapons and the aftermath of such... remember these people didnt have words to describe shitlike planes or ufos.
Oh I know those customs faggots got a hardon with my package lol I was think "yes.. its you.. youre the one who popped a ragging boner when you opened my shit.." when I first began talking to this douche.
Still waiting on mypackage from customs even though the officer Ive been dealing with since earlyJuly said it was cleared from the lab. He told me it was clear 2 weeks ago and now even he is baffled because he hasnt got it back yet so he gave me the number to the lab so I can call and harass them daily too. Ipretty sure I can now have kilos of heroin shipped to me "FUCK THIS! IF IT DONT SAY HEROIN ON IT THEN LET IT GO! That bitch wont stop calling me when a package is held up!" Its obvious hes sick of me calling and why now I have anew number to vent to now, though they dont know wtf is going on either... god knows where my fucking drugz are or if Ill ever see them.
From the times I have done dry and even just recently its always felt different from fresh or freshfrozen. Id rather have fresh if at all possible.
Yeah Ill try that next time with dry mushies. A friend bought half an ounce and I was over and they offered.. I dont ever get nausea from mushies soI just ate them. §m£ÂgØL has been arguing with me on potency of mushies dry vs. Fresh for a while now. Ive personally always felt fresh was better but he kept going on that there is absolutely no difference.. myself and about 5 old hippies Ive known beg to differ.
He is still here. Yes, I did have the baby back in May.
Im buying this kid a ticket home asap...what nigger just goes through shit when you tell themthere isnt anything good, plus if Idid have anything good (besides opiates,and §m£ÂgØL can vouche for this, I gave him a bottle of soma, tramadol, and ativan along with a few hodgepodge pills here or there Ifound) Id have given it to him. I told him we didnt have any robotussin or bundy shit- before my dad died we all were sick with the flu and we took it all. He goes behind my back and askes my grandmother if he can look for shit and then I get bitched at because he left everything laying out and didnt put shit away, and of course he didnt find anything. He came in one night somewhat paniced asking what was in a jar I had that was a white powder.. Iasked why and he said "well I tasted it and didnt know what it was"... its a shame he didnt find the jar I have of lye. Who fucking does that? Tonight I foundmy bottle of animal tranqs laying out and I had 2 phenobarbitals which went MIA and he denies taking them. A few weeks back I found random SSRIs all over the floor near the dogs.. which for no other reason pisses me off because the dogs could have gotten intothem. He is also a dumbass- we spent the day at the spring with the baby and him and he spent the majority of it looking for weed.. wellsome nigger sold him a joint of "spice" for10$. Lmao wtf... why when I try to do the right thing like let someone who would be homeless stay in our house, instead of just being happy they got a roofover their head, they take free reign to snoop around? Look this kid aint all bad.. hes seriously helped us out.. but wtf? I feel shit on honestly. I have personal shit I dont want people to see.. Atleast if §m£ÂgØL did snoop around he was smart enough to put shit awayor notget caught doing it, though I highly doubt he did or would do anything like that, anything worth stealing Iwas saying "hey, motherfucker, take these!", believe it or not Im a real giving sort of person.. if Igotit and dont need it, I give it to the next person who does.
Well, you can see where Im coming from,right? Im only doing the royal jelly, and yeah.. I wont getany difinitive proof he is smarter because of it, but maybe it will make a difference and give him a better shot at being happy in life. Some parents do all sorts of weird shit to help their kids along, and my sole reasons for doing what I do are purely to make his life better. Im not wealthy enough to give him everything I would like to in life, but if I can help him be smarter he should have a happier and easier life. This isnt me wanting to ger my kid high or give him drugs for the lulz... though it is kinda lulzy. I just want to do right by him and my view on the world is warped from the way most people view life, hence he eating bee vomit as an infant lol
Waiting for an express package at my local PO... I do this wait so much the regular lady said first thing when I walked in "express truck isnt here yet... you got like 30minutes"
Oh god.. please dont tell anymore fucks about T-PAIN, its hard the fuck enough to get as is. The free acid is garbage imo. It really doesnt even feel like the same drug imo. Plus I went through it like Grant went through Richmond because my tolerance is so high and well... its like a cut to fuck version of T-PAIN. Yes it does last a wee bit longer but I dont get the same pain relieving effects, nor does it do as much overall.
Probation is the biggest money racket out there. They know youre gonna fuckup and yougotta paythe to do it, notto mention drug testings at a whim.. its a fucking joke. Serving the max setence would be easier in lotsofcases.
^^ yes, we do. You wouldnt need much to start either, just take care of it and watch it shit out oxy. Would be a wonderful day when that happens.
Awesome but I think 16k litres of yeast would be a fucking ridiculous. Easier to just grow and harvest poppies. Hopefully shit improves and youd see niggers growing oxy like making cheese or brewingbeer.
