Posts by hydromorphone
2021-03-11 at 7:31 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..I’m feeling scared... just... fuck my life. I feel like suicide is the only way to stop the pain.
Fuck you, Cino, for implanting thoughts that suicide would make shit worse than it already is... fucking douche bag... I hate that he’s so positive with rainbows and sunshine and shit while we’re sitting back in a Brando where a heroin addicted,crackhead prostitute recently died. Who does that.? Also kinda creepy hearing steps coming down stairs we know nobody else was there or having cans, cookers, and change fly off the table randomly. Or when we asked for a "Sign".
I wish someone would just kill me to make it easier.
How painful is an air embolism?
2021-03-11 at 7:07 AM UTC in Have you had THE vaccine?
Originally posted by Bill Krozby no i haven't taken it and don't plan on taking it , you all can take it first. last time I got a vaccine was two years ago and the doctors gave it to me when i was passed out a tutnis shot and it made my arm break out in hives for a month. Besides that I haven't had a vaccine since I was forced to in primary scheeol. It would take several busty nurses to hold me down and pull my pants down to give me the shot.. I'd be willing to go through scenario like that if confronted with the vaccine but I doubt that would happen, it would be several men bending me over a table yanking my calvin klein micro-fiber breifs down and not buying me a lolli pop afterwards.
But seriously my parents have gotten the first shot and so have a couple of friends, the maduro one
Jesus, and to think you could have gotten lock-jaw and died if those asshats hadn’t of given you a post exposure tetanus shot. It’s a shame.
2021-03-11 at 3:18 AM UTC in Best and worst NIS jobs
Originally posted by Bill Krozby you're a loser that pretends to be a meter maid, but yeah she's a shit head like you, she asked me for money also with no intent on paying me back. She got my number unsolicited just to beg like the homeless ho she is.Complete bullshit. You completely twist shit. I would never come to shithole Texas, nor lead anyone that I would. I especially never go out of my way to visit you if you lived across the street.
It's unfortunate that people that actually work have to pay for shit bags like you and hydro.
She asked me for 50 dollars so she could buy heroin.. like common.. you're already a prostitute surrounded by male beta orbiters cant you just go suck a dick or something.
She was like "ooh Bill Krozby ill totally break bread with you when i go down to austin despite not having a vehicle and have no intent on going there"
what a clown
Originally posted by Sudo Hows she going to inject it and tie off? I have seen people do some creative stuff with their mouth in those situations but I figure it would be tricky. Best thing to do is train a pet to be a harm reduction specialist and hope they don't kill you
There are more places to inject than just in the fore arms. The femoral vein in the groin area is a good spot. There are also many veins all over the body. As long as I don’t need to do a lot of standing or walking which causes a lot of edema my legs are a good spot.
I like the training a helper monkey idea. My dad once convinced a lady that was supposed to help him but wasn’t doing her job, that he was blind and had a dyslexic helper monkey (she kept telling him to read a faq page which he did and I did which didn’t answer his problem, hence him becoming frustrated and coming up with the helper monkey). Lmfao.
I however am trying to stop using heroin at the moment. Not sure how that’ll go, but we will see.
2021-03-10 at 2:44 PM UTC in Best and worst NIS jobsDisabled drug addict in chronic pain. Currently I’m in the hospital and will be going to a nursing home again for the second time for more IV antibiotics for my osteomyelitis in my left radius. I may need amputation... that was a choice for me. Now plastic surgery is looking to do a series of surgeries over the course of a year (they estimated 8+/- surgeries, 4 or so being debridment, the rest being reconstruction where they’d take muscle from my thigh to put in my arm, removing my radius if the antibiotics fail and putting in a rod).
I won’t be working again. Filed for disability. Up until recently I was making money panhandling daily for the last few years. Made 100$ minimum every day, often more, however the virus shit did cause me to not make as much for a while, where I’d make 150$-200$ a day now I’d be making 100$-120$. That wasn’t counting the food and other shit people gave me too. I was very blessed.
2021-03-10 at 1 PM UTC in Christianity is insanity
2021-03-04 at 5:48 AM UTC in Islam is demonic
2021-03-04 at 2:36 AM UTC in You're going to kill yourself, what would you do first and how would you end it all?Those who manage opioid overdose and end it are the luckiest ones. Make sure there’s no one round with narcan.
2021-03-02 at 5:12 AM UTC in Bipolarhighroller/1337
2021-02-15 at 2:53 AM UTC in Bipolarhighroller/1337Hope youre doing good.
Happy Valentine’s Day...
2021-01-26 at 12:03 AM UTC in Shit's getting real in Russia with OMONthe Russians won out against a lot of their enemies because what they would do is they would pull back in the winter and poison their wells so when the enemies were pushing them back they couldn't withstand the cold Russian Winters, nor would they find anything but poisoned food and wells. It would be a bitch and a half to haul all those provisions to keep their troops fed so basically they would just starve their enemies out
2021-01-25 at 9:09 AM UTC in Found a place to look at QAnon postsIf it was, please post some of the other retarded tales from that nigger. I honestly didn't believe niggers like that existed until I met one of my own.
2021-01-25 at 7:06 AM UTC in Found a place to look at QAnon posts
Originally posted by jfakldjfkdaljfalkdfjlkad This is exactly how i found out my friend was into it. That term exactly is what clued me in. I spent a good while earlier this week talking with him about it. I was so disappointed
Was this the same friend that believes that melanin gave him superpowers along with other off the wall completely ridiculous bullshit?
2021-01-25 at 4:32 AM UTC in So I went to barnes and noble with my mom todayThere's a couple used book stores in the yuppie part of town I like to go to sometimes since they have books that you don't see other places and some that are out of print. They're also reasonably priced. I'd rather spend $5 and be able to get a few books then have to spend $20 on a single book. Especially when it's the same book I would buy used rather than new. Ml
2020-12-21 at 8:45 PM UTC in I got my puppy today :D
2020-12-21 at 8:17 PM UTC in what's the last thing you bought?Drugs
2020-07-19 at 4:37 AM UTC in What are you doing at the momentDying. Literally dying.. I might lose my arms... I'm kicking dope for good. Literally trainspotting shit.... I wish someone would just kill me.
2020-07-19 at 12:50 AM UTC in how do you fill your gel caps with product?Caps are for pussies. Just dip a giant 2-3grams out and there ya go. That's how I did T-PAIN anyway...
I'm giving up dope for good. I'm really bad off. I'm gonna need a lot of surgery to fix what I've done to myself....
2020-03-01 at 7:45 PM UTC in Merry Christmas- get down on it...
I've never taken someone for something in exchange, however I have taken other homeless I know,as well as strangers since I have a year pass and can bring a guest with me.
I go rather frequently. At least once a week, and often everyday. Last month I went 20 days of the month. I love it, and love seeing my pignose water turtle in the Australian exhibit. The rainforest is cool too and where I do a lot of my writing and drawing.
Despite me using dope for pain relief, my life doesn't totally revolve around it, and while I am homeless, I do spend money on things that are good for my mental health. This is probably the best money I've spent on that since I it helps put me in a good mood quite often even when shit is shitty.
2020-02-17 at 7:02 PM UTC in Just celebrated my birthday...Lol think what you want. My buddy is gay btw and I don't have any STDs. I don't prostitute anymore, I don't have to. A cardboard sign makes me my money.
2020-02-17 at 6:53 PM UTC in Just celebrated my birthday...And it was pretty good thanks to my friends. Went to the aquarium all day, spent time at the coffee shops, ate good food- it was nice.
I've been having issues that I should be in the hospital for as well... If I don't get admitted and have surgery soon, it'll probably kill me eventually so my friend has told me he's going to put his whole check into making sure I stay there and get what I need done and that way I'll be covered for my dope while I'm in getting these surgeries/care I desperately need. Hell,he's also allocated a bedroom for me to stay at anytime I want in his house too.
I'm lucky that I have a friend like I do. He really made me have an awesome birthday and has saved my ass more than once... Now he's likely literally saving my life...
Makes ya feel all warm and fuzzy when you have a friend like that. I'm really grateful to have it as good as I do, and have a friend as good as he is. Even the friends I have that might not be able to help me like he can, I'm grateful for what they do and being there for me and having my back when I need it. I'm very lucky.
Hope y'all are doing well. take it easy.