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2017-07-18 at 10:25 AM UTC in The evolution of Bill Krozby: I've changed my views on sex

hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]

Originally posted by RisiR † I'm glad you actually suffer and that happy go lucky bullshit is just a front.

You're a piece of shit and deserve everything you got.

The best part is, despite trying to give legit advice, not just me, but everyone else, he's still "fuck it, I'm gonna drink". Must not be a very strong or deep relationship if you can't bring up problems with your gf when you need some suppot through something that's difficult to overcome, while I'm here to criticize.

When you got a problem like this, and you want off it controlling your life, you gotta step away from it for a long while... using alcohol "to be jolly" is a crutch.

2017-07-18 at 10:12 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS

hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]

Originally posted by Lanny Lol, gamma knife equipment is pretty damn rare, I really doubt you're going to get scheduled to lobotomize yourself because autism

He can just go to some southeast asian country and pay them to do it for far less than what they'd ever charge here, plus... they don't give no fucks about some autist wanting his brain lobotomized as long as he can pay for it.

Good luck, Mal. Hope it works out for you. I think you should give therapy and the meds a lot more time though before jumping on this boat.

2017-07-18 at 8:29 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS

hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]

Originally posted by Discount Whore 2.0 Hydro I want to see the vintage camera you took that pic with

It was taken with my shitty built in webcam on my laptop I'm borrowing from the old guy I take care of. Bad lighting in the room too.

2017-07-18 at 8:27 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS

hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]

Originally posted by Kinkou Jars of what?

T-PAIN sodium, obviously... since I'm a T-PAIN addict... I even said, each jar contains 50grams @ 212$ a jar... do the math.

2017-07-18 at 2:21 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS

hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]

druggie jenga... and it's all gonna fall apart soon... I have dozens upon dozens of these jars from over the years... fuck, this year alone... I hate myself...

50grams @ 212$ each. Do the math (they're all 50gram jars btw)

2017-07-18 at 1:03 AM UTC in What is your greatest drug-induced epiphany?

hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]

Originally posted by Sophie True story: I forgot, all i remember was that it was pretty damn profound.

Yeah... about the same over here... I was flat on my back in the front pasture laughing like a loon at the moon.

2017-07-18 at 12:59 AM UTC in Got muh Toyota Land Cruiser today

hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]

Originally posted by greenplastic also if you live in florida you should do a vlog of going to track down brandon scott quintana and see where he is these days

last I heard from him he was in Miami, then went somewhere out in texas... I don't think he's in Florida anymore.

2017-07-17 at 6:45 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS

hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]

Originally posted by mmQ Omg shut up you snowflake!

Have you ever done mouthwash or Raid?

Get with the timez or hold your opinion BITCH.

Thanks

2017-07-17 at 6:39 PM UTC in Hey lanny boy

hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]

Originally posted by -SpectraL Hydro's "friend" said so in a post here. He said Lanny was going to have to supply information to authorities again.

You and §m£ÂgØL are both full of shit. I keep my nose clean.

2017-07-17 at 6:09 PM UTC in The evolution of Bill Krozby: I've changed my views on sex

hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]

Let's start with I don't like you, and think you're a pretty big asshole 99% of the time, and yes, I get it, you don't like me for whatever reason. That doesn't matter.

I really do hope you sort out your drinking problem, and get your shit together. Acknowledging you have a problem is the first step... during your week off, what did you do to work on your problem? I really hope it was more than using it as a vacation to continue drinking instead of working through tapering or something that would be positive and helpful...

I'd suggest getting something, gabapentin, even some benzos and use them so you don't seizure while coming off the alcohol, because it's clearly obvious that you are physically dependent at this point. Once you get off, you need to stay away from that shit for a LONG TIME before you fuck with even a drink here and there, because it'll come back to bite you in the ass quicker than you think and becomes a slippery slope. Ask your GF for help... it's always easier getting off of something when you have someone to support you through it.

Good luck.

2017-07-14 at 11:45 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS

hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]

cocaine is such a wonderful and fun drug... too bad I don't have certain love-bunny to share it with... ah.. the irony that is life... Wish I had an 8-ball and my squishy, honeycakes... and possibly a few clean rigs...

Also, drug faeries are fucking awesome creatures. Free drugs are the best drugs... and OMG, this is some FIRE fucking blow.

2017-07-14 at 11:41 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS

hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]

Originally posted by cerakote i was pointing out the irony of someone of supposedly high moral character considering suicide

morals have jackshit to do with suicide, you fucking nigger-faggot.

When pain overwhelms, and you don't have the coping mechanisms to deal with it, suicide is a pretty understandable solution... especially when there seems to be no way for it to ever end...

What he doesn't see is there is a way for it to end without suicide.

2017-07-14 at 4:24 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS

hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]

Originally posted by sploo do it faggot

How about you do it, faggot. The world would be a better place without leeching faggot niggers who cry about not having bundy and their parents wanting them to grow up and be decent member of society, but they just won't ever be that...

Kill yourself, faggot.

PoC is worth so much more than your life will ever be worth.

2017-07-14 at 3 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS

hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]

Originally posted by Piles of Crack Last day on earth

You're not leaving without me, I just won't fucking let that happen, love.

Originally posted by greenplastic wait so is POC dying or what? didn't hydro say he was in the hospital?

Well, if being suicidal is "dying" I guess he is... and I've been too here and there... but it's not going to fucking happen, not if I have any say in it... and I'm going to have say in it.

He's not in the hospital atm...

This is why my anxiety was bad last night... I knew shit was going to get bad... now it has and it's going to be hard to get shit better now... Fucking I hate PoC's mother so fucking much. I hope she fucking chokes on her fucking hotdog.

2017-07-14 at 2:52 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS

hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]

Originally posted by NARCassist do you actually realize what a cuntish thing that is to say to somebody whose father is ill? you're a terrible human being

.

He's autistic... we tend to say shit that accidentally is cuntish and hurts people, not even meaning to... We just say what we're thinking with no enhancement... it's not like he does it on purpose and coming from Malice, if you see he even took the time to acknowledge her father, and speak the truth about the situation, it's his way of "caring"....

When my dad died he was like "Oh COOL! Are you going to inherit anything good?" or something to the effect... I don't let it get to me, especially when it comes from Mal-Mal.

2017-07-14 at 3 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS

hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]

Originally posted by Kinkou Luckily my dad isn't in pain anymore aside from the emotional pain of needing help from someone. He is most comfortable with me and trusts me with all his personal/medical stuff so I just do it for him. The only thing that sucks is literally no one else will do it for him because it makes THEM uncomfortable…. so I don't ever get days off if I want them.. and my bf lives thousands of miles away so we've been unable to see each other for almost two years now. He's too busy between school and working full time to fly here and visit. Plus I don't blame him but he knows he wouldn't enjoy coming to Haag with my fam because of how they've treated me. I should be able to see him for a week or two in a couple months though. The plan right now is for my dad to get surgery and I shouldn't need to take care of him every day once they can do it. That will be nice. Bf and I both really miss each other and this has been really hard to go through.

Hope it all works out... separation from the person you love (even friends too) is a fucking bitch... I wish everyone I loved was just my fucking neighbors and shit... where it wasn't fucking 500miles here, and 1000 miles there.... It really taxes the soul to not have the physical comfort and being close to the people you love the most.

I take care of this old guy who's legs are like raw meat... maggots and shit on them now since he refuses to use air conditioning and lives like a fucking pig. He expects to be waited on hand and foot, drink daily until drunk as fuck... and well... He doesn't really want to be better... that's why I am leaving to live with PoC pretty soon with my son.

2017-07-14 at 2:48 AM UTC in chicken rescue operation

hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]

Originally posted by infinityshock stfu you sad, deformed cow calf. nothing is sad about culling or harvesting livestock. it's a necessity for continued human existence.

go watch some nature channel videos of various african predators and scavenger consuming prey…while still alive.

It is sad. Sadder that instead of the fucking farmer butchering the calf shortly after birth, they put the poor thing through the stress, unable to fucking even walk properly, of going through an auction. We butchered him the next morning. We ate him, and he tasted wonderful... just sad people do that, extending suffering, and that, it is unfortunate we couldn't raise him to be about 500lbs or so before slaughter so at least he could enjoy some bit of life rather than only know suffering...

I have empathy for all creatures, be they large or small. I have seen animals consume their prey alive. Had hogs get into the goat pasture and eat the babies being born alive. Sick shit. We ate good pork that night. Karma was a bitch to him though... felt bad about him running around with 3 rounds in his head, and 4 to the side, finally a heart shot to taken him down... 4 hours...

2017-07-14 at 2:35 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS

hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]

Why am I am motherfucker? Did I get Lanny with the Taboo shit by shear accident? lol... I did have one hell of an easy word to hit him with LMFAO... Sorry, LanLan...

2017-07-14 at 2:34 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS

hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]

Originally posted by aldra

fits the mood quite well for me atm. Hoping shit pans out... hoping shit turns out alright for both of them. I know one is walking into a clusterfuck with his wife, whom has been going off on him about me being his GF even though I'm seriously just a friend... and well, the other dealing with his fucked up, cunt of a mother... why so many narcissistic woman out to make everyone's life hell?

the storm is finally here... lightening and thunder big time, about to rain hard I think... Feels like tornado weather... Also fits the mood of what's going on and my worry quite well too.

My anxiety is super bad atm.

Malice, you have a source for Naltrexone... wanted to try it when I first heard about it from you (ULDN) but couldn't ever find any to cop to give it a whirl... figured I'd ask, figure it couldn't hurt.

2017-07-14 at 2:01 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS

hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]

I'm really worried about the people I love right now... shit hasn't been going good for both of my niggas today/tonight, and I'm worried something bad happened to one, and the other well... I'm hoping nothing bad happens.

This storm outside, I hear the thunder and see the lightening, and worry it's a premonition for bad shit going on... It's been a chaotic day.

That reddit group you linked a while back, Malice, Raised By Narcissists, it's really been enlightening. I see my mother, PoC's mother, and a lot of people in my life who fit the bill... and it's a shame, it's scary this is such a common problem for so many people and that people like this exist, function, and get away with the shit... like is going on right now for PoC.

I really hope my nigga's are alright. *fingers crossed*

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