Posts by hydromorphone

1. 2015-09-27 at 10:59 PM UTC in Full Lunar Eclipse tonight 8pm EST
   hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
   I seen there is supposed to be a full lunae eclipse. If your sky is clear you should try to check it out. I believe it starts on the east coast at 8 or there about. Peak is 10:47pm I believe. It said it was visible from most of the USA.
2. 2015-09-27 at 1:31 AM UTC in You punch your dad in the face for not buying you pot and he's all like
   hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
   You sound a bit like my dad with the 'I'm not a surly hothead who looks for a fight, matter of fact I prefer to not even be noticed, and I strive to be underestimated.' line and the down to business shit.
3. 2015-09-24 at 2:29 AM UTC in Do you enjoy your job?
   hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
   I am currently unemployed atm but two jobs I had that I did enjoy was working as a server at a resturant along the interstate and being a trail guide taking people out horseback riding. The serving gig was nice, I made lots of money but worked my ass off and rarely had anytime to spend my earnings so like most young dumb teenagers, when I did, I spent money like it was burning a hole in my pocket. As for the job itself, it eas easy enough, had some really great customers and some really bad ones too, but overall I did enjoy the work. The trail guide gig was my all time favorite since I was doing what I loved, but it paid awful and I survived on tips which wasnt really all that plentiful. I really loved doing it though. Another job I had was as a farrier, which I trimmed horse hooves. It was really bust-ass work for little pay, and sometimes depending on the client, it was hard to decide who was worse, the untrained horse, or the cunt of an owner who didnt take the time to train them, but wanted their horse handled with kidgloves.
4. 2015-09-24 at 2:22 AM UTC in Motherfucking faggot FUCKS!!!11!1!2
   hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
   I REALLY thought this thread was about §m£ÂgØL when I saw it.
5. 2015-09-23 at 12:03 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
   hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
   Nigga, you never gonna be close to being lawful good. Lawful good folks dont fucking come to places like this! Youd probably be chaotic neutral or chaotic evil.. In reality, Id peg the majority of this community as being chatotic neutral. Ive had the opportunity to steal large amounts of opiates, but Im not that sort of person. Now, if they deserved it, Id been high as fuck for a very long time. I actually managed my dilly binges for a long while by manipulating manipulators.. it wasnt easy to do because its not in my nature, I really hate lying, but the fact the money wasnt in their pocket made it worth while. At one point I thought they were gonna catch on and it seemed impossible to squeeze the money out of them without giving my location up, so I was gonna find someone, anyone to get it rather their fucking asses keeping it. Mike, youre right about the people deserving it being the hardest to rob, that is typically the case. Niggers know theyre niggers.
6. 2015-09-22 at 11:19 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
   hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
   ^ Thats awful to rob someone who didnt deserve it, fuck, find mymother and liberate her of her roxi script and Id be happy that she doesnt have them and someone, anyone but her does. Id never sink so low as to do that tosomeone, because Iknow what its like living in chronic pain, but by allmeans if they have it coming, do it. I was so happy to hear my mother got fucked over in a deal where she fronted (by her own sack of shit family non the less).
7. 2015-09-22 at 12:37 AM UTC in Common denominator among totse/zoklet/NiS users.
   hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
   I had a pretty good upper middle class childhood growing up. I had a father and non-biological grandfather who worshipped me like a queen. My grandfather had a biological granddaughter who was 6 years my senior and he had nothing to do with her and had a motto of "I hate kids, cant stand kids, dont like my own kids" and was also emotionally and physically abusive to my father growing up, though monetarily he did care for him and in hindsight while not justifying his actions, some of it seemed to be a tough love approach gone overboard. He offered my father 100k and the house he eventually sold to my dad for custody of me when I was about a year old is what my dad told me later in life. My mother wasnt really there unless she was busy starting shit. She lived there, but stayed in her roomdoing drugs or going off with her friends and family (which both treated me and my father like shit). Her one bulldyke friend was watching me briefly and took a cigarette and held it up to my eyes when I was very young (this was a super young early memory for me), and told me shed killme if I told anyone.. I never did, but something didnt remember until my teens while talking with my dad, he brought up "Nobody ever understood why to grabbed a hammer and wacked *bulldyke* on the head, leaving a fracture... shit, she even got a lawyer and tried to sue us!" I wasnt a particularly violent child.. they assumed I was just being a cranky toddler, but then it hit me why I did it- I couldnt tell anyone (inmy toddler mind- if my dad or grandfather heard about it theyd have fucking buried her, they didnt like her and.. well, both had shady connections/past not so legal dealings with folks whod fucked them over). I only remember a few blips of her doing that to me.. Idont think she did anything esle, but God only knows. Other than that, I really never experienced any physical or emotional abuse until I got older with my mother. My dad got me out of the situation with my mother once he realized what was happening. He did everything to make me happy, he bought me everything I wanted including a clydesdale stallion. He took me to a lot of places to enrich mylife, the zoo was a weekly thing prepuberty, monthly at least we would go to different museums in DC. He took me to disney and the keys uncountable times. When I was a teen and he knew I didnt have money he would give me money for weed, he would even shate his oxycontin with me. When I was 16 he wouldwake me up for work with a pill crusher and a straw- talk about a good dad! (This was when my back problems and chronic pain began). Maybe it wasnt the right thing to do depending on you stance on that kind of shit, but there is no denying it came from a place of love and wanting to help, even if that might have been far from the actions of a normal parent. He homeschooled me (because fuck school with obnoxious assholes and dickhead staff) and his teaching was really basically "I dont care what you learn, just learn something new everyday" and "knowledge is power" was a common thing he said. He bought me every book Iasked for and thought totse was a pretty cool place I stumbled upon when I was 13. He wanted me to be happy "I dont care if youre a hitman, postitute or politician, as long as youre happy and good at what you do" and believe me, that pissed off a lot of people when he said it "YOU WANT YOUR DAUGHTER TO BE A PROSTITUTE?!?!".. he always replied "if thats what she wants and it makes her happy, Ill support whatever she wants to be". I never needed to hide anything from my dad, I alwayd talked to him about drugs, politics, and what my friends were up to and to a few of those friends he tried to helpand be there for in a paternal role. An example was this 18year oldkid who we bought weed from and began deliverying to us, and we began inviting him to stay, my dad did actually and wouldtalk to himfor hours about anything and everything and when his mother died suddenly he was all over offering him to stay the night, fixing himfood.. just trying to be there for this kid in a tough time in his life. He even took a liking to §m£ÂgØL when he stayed with us in August of last year. When I toldhim he planned to come he laughed and said "really? He sure he wants to come here?", not even a hint of negativity of this person neither of us had met IRL. My dad was no saint and it was rough because he had so many medical problems and chronic pain, but he did the best he could, was very involved and ALWAYS had my back when push came to shove. Now, I have a baby of my own, I know he isnt going to have an ideal cookie cutter life, but God help anyone who hurts my child. He will be loved, and I will do the best to raise him to be open and honest with me and to strive for knowledge. My dad never kept secrets from me, I wont be keeping secrets with him. I also wont sugar coat life for him, my father never did for me. He never sheltered me from reality and I knew from an early age there were goodpeople and bad people, and in life you are either predator or prey.
8. 2015-09-20 at 5:14 AM UTC in Warning: Avoid Tai bitches
   hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
   http://www.theguardian.com/education/2012/nov/19/improbable-research-thai-women-cut-off-penis My husband, being the sack of shit he is, would wake to this if we lived in Tailand. For all you niggas though, be aware... Tai bitches be crazy. Funny shit is none of them reported a crime, guess they knew they fucked up.
9. 2015-09-20 at 2:26 AM UTC in Hewfil1 ft. Mr.FuckYourBitch Trash Score
   hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
   Ive found all sorts of good shit people have thrown out. We used to go to our local dump sites around here (rural area, they have gates towalk in after they close) the day after christmas. We have found allsorts of shit including unwrapped gifts that probably gotten mixed in the wrapping paper. People throw away all kinds of cool shit.
   
   Edit: not my find, but a friend of mine was dumpster diving found a whole bottle of roxicodone 30's that was expired. I was jelly as fuck.
10. 2015-09-20 at 2:11 AM UTC in Do you use Windows 7 or 8?
    hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    I was using windows 7 but my hardddrive got flaky a year ago, and booting my computer requires physical abuse to have an OS. Then it crashes 10 minutes later. Ive been planning to get a new HD soon (with all this fucked shit who knows), but good to know anyway. Id rather be too paranoid than not paranoid enough.
11. 2015-09-19 at 9:55 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
    hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]

    "That action could not be completed. Please try again, and if this occurs again please contact the system administrator and tell them how you got this message."
    
    Goddamn you Lanny, you mentally deficient incompetent indolent little twink. You're ruining everything.

    
    I already messaged him about this the other day.. noreply about it. I forgot what I was even gonna make a thread about. Couldnt even make one in H&S.
    
    Oh and whileIm at it, youre right about everything, go ahead and get the "I-told-you-so" confetti out. My life is so incredibly fucked atm.
12. 2015-09-16 at 8:23 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
    hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Malice, yes I did see it. I saved it just incase and also saved the link you posted as well. I appreciate it.
13. 2015-09-15 at 7:51 PM UTC in I just ate an entire block of cheese
    hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    I dont know wtf it is, but yes, it is the devils condiment and tastes like fucking ass on a sandwich.
14. 2015-09-15 at 7:20 PM UTC in I just ate an entire block of cheese
    hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    ^agreed. Miracle whip is an abomination.
15. 2015-09-08 at 5:32 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
    hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    God, I hate Doctors and fucking these dumbass programs they try to get me to participate in, I'm done with the lot of them. My case is closed now, and I'll be damned if this child ever sees a doctor again so long as he is under my care. All because he is a home birth, they make a big fucking deal out of it and act like it's a crime (which it's not, some of the medical staff I encountered was dumb enough to believe this). Fucking idiots scare me, especially when it comes to my son. They all wonder why I have such hatred for them, but they don't see how they act and their money grubbing ways affect how I care for my son. That's all they're after is medicaid money.
16. 2015-08-31 at 3:49 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
    hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    I recently got my females fixed and they gave them no pain meds whatsoever which ia fucking a sin especially after full on surgery like that. Lucky for my pups their momma found a bottle of tramadol to give them some for the pain. Id have prefered real opiates but hey.. better than the nothing the vet prescribed.
17. 2015-08-31 at 2:19 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
    hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]

    No more than 5 to 7.5 mg per pound and if you want a pet be sure you can afford a vet. If you don't take this animal to vet for a broken leg you should be shot.

    What is a vet going to do that I cant? I treated the inflammation with the best steroid money can buy, naproxen and oxycodone. A vet would xray which I can feel its a clean break, its not shattered. A vet would not be giving any pain medicine that would actually help (maybe an nsaid if that). Theyd put them in a splint and Id have a vet bill for 1200$+. Id have the option of paying that or euthanizing.. well, Id rather care for them like I do, which is every bit as good as going to the vet and not euthanizing them. I spend mymoney on keeping shit on hand for them rather than over paying at a vets office. Not to mention, where the fuck would I take them at 11 at night? I live in the country and there arent any 24/7 vets like there are down in Tampa. I was actually hooked up with an emergency vet down in Spring Hill for our epileptic dog we had. He was the only dog who actually went regularly or when he seizured so we could get him valium and phenobarbital. The dogs I have now would be dead or in a bad situation if they werent taken in by us, so tell me why I should be shot because I give themeverything they need (food, shelter, flea meds, heartworm meds, vaccines, and emergency care when needed)? Oh, because I dont spend a fuck load of money on a vet.. well, they wouldnt have the life they do if not for us. Ive seen so manydogs shot, abandoned (a couple we have were abandoned) or abusedand neglected up here and they end up running the roads or in the pound and euthanized after 3 days becuase the stray population is so bad up here. I know what Im doing is right, and I wont get rid of my dogs just because I cant afford a fucking fortune of a vet bill and I can do the same thing they can.
18. 2015-08-31 at 12:38 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
    hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]

    Fucking this. If you want a pet be sure you can afford a vet.

    Acerominophen can be hard on their liver, but generally as long as its not often or in high doses its alright, I was more worried he would go into schock than anything which is a real fear while dealing with an animal or person experiencing severe trauma. Our friend brough this tiny dog over who go ran over and while my dad was in wds he shared the percs he just bought to wean off with to her, she was 6lbs so we broke down them into 1/8ths to give to her- 3 years later ahe can jumpon her back legs and is 100% recovered. I would prefer to give them roxis ordillys but hey.. thats what I got and I share when I have and my animals are in pain. I ended up giving him a 1/4 of a percoet 10mg after we set his leg and put it in a splint. Vets wouldnt give him pain meds anyway, my bitches I got fixed when §m£ÂgØL was down didnt give them shit after sugery, luckily I had some tramadol to atleast help the pain somewhat. A vet is just out for money, theyd charge me a fortune for an xray, splinting and a cone.. why would I waste that money when I can do it everything myself plus give themsomething for the pain they arent even gonna give? Many of the dogs I have (13 in total) were rescues and they were abanoned or taken out of abusive and neglectful homes. I certainly am not a perfect person, but all my animals have heart worm treatment every month, have wormer as needed, they all have their vaccines (I give them the 7 way shot every year myself and they go to the vet for their rabies shot so they are legal every year). When they are sick, I have antibiotics to give them and when they are in pain, Ive gone out and bought morphine on the street before for them. My one dog was on my pain meds for years and thats why I got off of it so I could give them to him. He was going down hill fast and the pain meds extended his life for 2 years that he otherwise wouldnt have had. I dont take my dogs to the vet (except for their rabies) because Iknow what Im doing. My dad was nearly done with his schooling to be a vet and I learned a lot from him. There has been times Ive called a vet before in the past and they did exactly what Id have done. I certainly am not a normal animal owner but they are taken care of and loved.
19. 2015-08-30 at 6:53 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
    hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Would you argue if you were my dog? Maybe I go over board at some points, but at least they don't suffer in pain.
20. 2015-08-30 at 2:27 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
    hydromorphone victim of incest [insincerely conduce my paisley]
    Fucking puppy that we took in broke his leg just now. Dont know how he did it but I gave him a dexamethasone shot and a naproxen.. he doesnt seem tobe in extreme pain so Im debating on giving him a piece of a perocet I got.. if it isnt one thing around here its another.