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2016-03-02 at 7:21 PM UTC in Someone explain this shit
I have an iphone and can't open the chassis to take the battery out so I stopped reading after the first sentence knowing it wouldn't be relevant to me because of that. Actually, to be honest, I got "took the battery out of my phone" in the first saccade and didn't catch the start of the sentence, so I really only read like half a sentence before stopping.
Are you aware not everyone has phones with removable batteries? If not I suggest you do your research. You're excluding a significant portion of your viewership by using non-inclusive language like "took the battery out of my phone" and frankly I won't stand for that kind of behavior on this site. This is a safe place where we accept both people with phones with removable batteries and people without the same battery-removal privilege. Please be more considerate when posting in the future or I may have to issue you a formal warning.
I don't believe you. What's your rational for buying an iphone over an Android phone? Genuinely interested. IIRC Apple has something like a 40% profit margin and 90% of smartphone profits (probably inaccurate, but around that range). Says a lot about the people that buy their products, paying for a brand name/label (although there is the intellectual property issue).
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2016-03-02 at 7:17 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionBTW, I posted it here because I don't think my PMs are going through. I don't know why, my inboxes have enough room, although I don't think it should effect sending.
Aww yeah, the money's starting to come in. Should have a nice pay to start operations and play around with, buy some augments (noots, pharmaceuticals, androgens), things I could use, to play around with/for fun. Also receiving a sample on Monday to test. Fortunately found a good source for the materials (Fuck you California and your retarded laws!). If it's quality, we're in business. -
2016-03-02 at 7:31 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionRisiR, do you have en email I could message you at? One that you would be okay discussing highly illegal matters over. We could use PGP if you want, or privnote, whatever you desire. I have a proposition for you.
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2016-03-02 at 2:36 AM UTC in Can Donald Trump Really win The Election and Become President?Super Tuesday. Trump currently at 84%, Rubio only at 9%: http://predictwise.com/politics/2016...can-nomination
Looks like he's going to do it, and soon, probably.
Bernie still doesn't have a chance. -
2016-03-02 at 2:05 AM UTC in computer programming/people are faggots
The American educational system sounds pathetic. In fact your whole shitty country sounds pathetic. Actually, i retract that statement, your whole shitty country is pathetic. God, i can't wait for the day the Fed prints the dollar into oblivion and everything comes tunbling down, even though europe and the rest of the world is going down with it, i'll laugh as we pass over the edge of the cliff.
What education system and country isn't pathetic? They're simply pathetic in different ways. -
2016-03-02 at 12:44 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionOh, I forgot to mention something, I noticed after leaving Tilden park, starting from when I was in Downtown Berkeley, that I could smell things! I noted before that I seemed to have an unusually weak sense of taste and smell, and this may be reversing. It was the scent of flowers I noticed multiple times while walking, and food. Loss of appetite, food tasting bland, is a common symptom of significant depression, although I don't know what the mechanism of action is.
Also, I was looking through a folder of pictures, and, wow, my facial hair was a lot thicker when I was lifting weights, using testosterone, and minoxidil. I compared it to another pic where I hadn't shaved in months and there's a huge difference. I should have about 4K coming in soon, I think some of the things I'll buy will be Minoxidil (only around $26 for a 6 month supply) RAD-140, HCG (may be able to find a powder source from r/steroids at a reasonable price), and maybe an aromatase inhibitor for PCT if I decide to start using testosterone again (eventually, if I start lifting again). -
2016-03-01 at 8:19 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionI managed to work up to 3 sets of 8 with 50lbs attached. All the way up, all the way down, from a deadhang; not the pussy way you see most brojocks doing it where they use a tiny range of motion of leg drive and think they're doing real pushups. Only weighed 150lbs too. I was actually one of the strongest lifters I'd had seen for many lifts, and I was going there for years, which is sad considering my weight and that it was a popular 24 hour fitness (Downtown Berkeley is the best location for free weight lifting, I think I've been to all in the east bay.)
Outside the bench press, people are weak as fuck, and serious lifters who stick with it consistently are a small percentage of the population to begin with. Rippetoe had some statistics on the percentage of the population hitting a certain category (intermediate, advanced, elite) puts you in, with the corresponding numbers for the exercise and weight class. -
2016-03-01 at 12:08 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionI sleep now. Probably sublingual melatonin and etizolam, glycine, a bit of alcohol, and being way past my bedtime, along with physical exhaustion.. Fortunately I didn't faceplant into my food, I did find my mouse knocked over and caught on my lap. Maybe my second dose of memantine I took late as well. Who knows, with the amount of substances I take.
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2016-03-01 at 11:47 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionSince I started on 2/24. Mo adverse effects that I can tell. They key to avoiding Nardil side effects is to dusty off low/. Yje standard info givem. like with many drugs, us crap. 15mg invtrsdrf nuy 15 per weel id trvommrnfrf I dtarted at 7.5mg for s few daysdue too sensitvity.
Aorrry, seems i passsed out twice for an hour. I need to jurry and finish rating and go off to be. Typomvg wih pme eye oprn in the dark.
I feel baf aboyt thhat woman, I wanto be nicer to people/ I hope we,eet agaim/ -
2016-03-01 at 7:50 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionDaily adventures in autism. Went to Tilden park today, not on any psychedelics, although I had been considering taking a low dose of mescaline, but it was too late. I think a good dose of etizolam combined with the GABA-T inhibiting effect of Nardil, which should prolong and potentiate the effects, made it much more pleasant.
First I switched into my vibrams because the toes actually make a difference in steep foresty climbs, it allows you to really dig your toes in if needed (It definitely was at times). Was checking for mushrooms, was particularly interesting in following the path along Wildcat Creek (constant moisture), but there hasn't been enough rain recently.
First notable moment. A woman, white, middle aged, fit, was stretching against a tree up ahead on the trail. As she came into sight and I passed her I engaged in my typical aspie/neanderthalic behavior of averting my gaze far more than usual (I turn my head away from them about 70 degrees or so I'd estimate, up to as close to 90 as possible depending on the circumstance/person/people). It's possible I may have passed her before, but then have been passed by her because I wandered off to explore something. May have started running to get past her faster. Up ahead I spotted a log with mushrooms (wasn't looking for psychedelics, edibles) and scrambled up to examine it. Some time after she walked by and looked up at me, and asked, not in suspicious tone, just curious, "Could you tell me what you're doing?" Instinctively I shook my head no (tends to be exaggerated and sometimes done with an excessive number of shakes). She said, "That's alright. Good luck."
Good god I'm an autistic asshole. I didn't regret or feel bad about it, I just seem to have no natural interest in human beings. I also tried to avoid people as much as possible, going off trail and waiting for them to pass, taking routes around them. This is not conductive to therapy/recovery.
Went off trail a lot as usual. Fucking rough, you have to be willing to tolerate having your arms and legs scratched up by vines with thorns (small ones, in my experience). A good stick, or trekking poll is useful not only for steep climbs and steadying yourself, but for bashing vegetation out of the way (some dry, blocks paths), or just using it to press things out of the way and push through or step over/onto it. I do not take light paths, this is hardcore off trail. Tore off a good walking stick, was a pretty cool design (wizard), and the wood wasn't dry, so the structural integrity was much better. I need to get a (ultra) light machete. I wonder if REI has something like this. There's bound to be something available.
Eventually I got in this small cavern behind an artificial waterfall and stream/creek. I found some weird orangey goop and at first planned to use it to make a message. There were only a few tennis balls there for some reason, maybe I was the first person to access it, or at least leave my mark. Didn't work, so I ended up making something else, which took too much of my time because I was looking for the right stones:
Afterward I wanted to go onto to the other side to get to the Wildcat Creek Trail. Fuck that was hard climb, steep as hell and muddy, got my shoes dirty as fuck. I literally had to climb a vine to get out. Even laying flat against the ground, trying to dig my hands into the ground, using my wizard stick, wasn't enough and I kept sliding down, not all the way, fortunately, just back to the last stable spot. Ended up managing it by digging and pulling the vine out of the ground, which ended too early. Managed to unearth enough of it to make it out of there.
Later it was beginning to get dark, but once again for some fucking reason I just had this urge to get to explore some high ground first. Ended up forgetting the path I came up on (complex, I just go wherever there's an opening or good path), took the wrong one and got lost. I had to literally juggernaut my way down, tearing through bush, literally crawling, on my back mostly so I could kick my way through to make paths, break dead/dried branches, going under really low trees or whatever they are and maneuvering through their branches, sometimes just pushing through things with pure force. My arms and legs are all cut up, but it's superficial. Eventually made it, but let me be clear, this was about as rough as you can get unless you're in some absurd territory (The kind you'd probably have an actual machete in, but that would make it easier than this was. Maybe like, I don't know, some sort of swamp or place in the Amazon). Took a pretty long time.
Had enough energy to start running back most of the way, not being sure when the last bus left. (I would have been fucked, I could have walked to downtown berkeley, but it would have taken 50 minutes and I was tired. after that shit. Made it literally right as the bus was coming. Oh, and my ecig saved me again, my phone battery was dying and I needed it as a light, compass, and GPS/map.
Brought my Marmot Pounder sleeping bag and a thermal balaclava in a stuff bag, so I could have stayed the night if I needed to, but fortunately the way out was simple enough to manage, unlike last time.
Definitely experienced this hypomanic effect NSI-189 can induce after strenuous exercise. It's awesome, you get this huge burst of cognitive and physical energy. Had enough time to go to grocery outlet, ran part of the way there. Blazed through the store like I was on meth (Wouldn't surprise me if workers had actually thought and talked/joked about this), which is what I would do pre-breakdown. You should see me, I'm a whirlwind. I can scan products, and the products constantly change there due to their business model, at blazing speeds, powerwalking at top speed through aisles. Unfortunately wine selection slowed me down to much and I didn't finish in the 20 minute time limit I wanted and missed the bus.
I wasn't going to wait 37 minutes out in the cold night, so I ran back to the bart in record time, fueled by puck rock, about 8 minutes, with a full backpack and reusable bag under my arm. Spotted a guy jogging and played a game I would sometimes I call "hunting". When I'm running somewhere, or just feel like running, and spot someone along the same route I track them down. I found it make it a lot easier to keep proper tempo and gait, to run longer. Evolutionary/primal/hunting instinct. I would also use a visualization technique where I imagine a delicious wild animal running in front of me and me following it. Managed to blaze past him for my amusement, he was too slow. Also made a girl, looked college age, look behind her as I passed around her, probably startling her, which pleased me. Beat him to the station and made it in good time despite the extra weight.
Also ran part of the way home and made it in good time, even after all that.
Nearly EVERYONE here should be on Nardil and NSI 189. You actually only need about 5 grams, from a chart I saw on depression rating scale reduction it seems the vast majority occurs in only two months, not three. $50 a month is affordable, and the effects last afterward. It sharply reduces cortisol (stress hormone, elevated from chronic stress, depression, anxiety etc), induces hippocampal neurogenesis. Oh, fuck it, I've seen enough about it repeated times. If you haven't learned by now or haven't been paying attention, do a simple search and read about the multiple benefits, it's nothing like standard antidepressants, this has novel MOAs and is literally a the leading edge of science/pharmacology.
Also, it seems an MAOI may potentiate an ALCAR and NAR-R-ALA combo, which is great for stimulant and endurance boost.
>MisterYouAreSoDumb Ceretropic & Nootropics Depot
No blend. I like adding it to my modified ECA stack. So ephedrine HCL, caffeine, L-arginine, L-theanine, EGCG, ALCAR, and taurine. Then I add in creatine and BCAAs if I am going to be working out. I literally ran up the side of a mountain on that stack once, with no fatigue whatsoever!
>I use ALA too. I am just out right now. I really like Na-R-ALA.
Lanny, you mentioned a while ago you were jogging for exercise. Do you still do it? You should definitely try doing it in regional parks, it's magnitudes of orders better. Especially with some mushroom hunting added in during the right periods.
Oh, and it seems I've retained my ability to recover rapidly from my years of heavy weight lifting (compound lifts, Mark Rippetoe, which many don't understand properly and make moronic criticisms of, aligns with my views the most). That was strenuous, but I wasn't at the breaking point at the end, and even had bursts of energy afterward.
Now I need a shower, I'm filthy. May vape some DMT while the mood is still good. -
2016-02-29 at 8:25 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionOh, I actually had Princess Mononoke in mind:
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2016-02-29 at 1:41 AM UTC in Going to a Bernie Sanders rallyTwo and a half fucking hours? Fuck that, there's no way it was worth it.
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2016-02-29 at 12:26 AM UTC in Games We've CompletedGood god man, I didn't know you had had two strokes. That plus hepatitis C, the arm necrosis incident, and who knows what else has happened to you.
You actually went full Requiem. -
2016-02-28 at 9:50 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionLooking forward to chanterelle hunting. The ones we get here can grow huge: https://www.google.com/search?q=cali...w=1366&bih=667
Prime edible mushrooms, and expensive per pound if you want to make a bit of extra money. Adds fun to hiking, hunting them down and going way off trail, and you could reasonably make an extra $100 if you don't want to eat them or gather too many to eat.
Did some research and came across a tip for a good spot to search around in the bay area. We should be getting an extended period of rain beginning March 3 until the 13th. Don't know how much rain is expected, but it's generally a good time to go out and search for edibles 3-5 days after a good rainfall. With this extended period and possible pent up desire to fruit, we could see quite a nice window of opportunity for hunting. I don't want to go when it's raining, so the ideal time would be a break when there's a sunny day, or at least a good break during the day with light rain at best. -
2016-02-28 at 9:19 PM UTC in The ultimate way to smoke DMT.I've been adverse to, cautious about, using psychedelics due to my mental state. Would prefer to wait until Nardil kicks in and I've completed an NSI-189 cycle, along with having accomplished some human interaction. Game nights at The Folsom Street Foundry in SF seem perfect for the latter: http://niggasin.space/forum/better-l...3325#post73325
I'm thinking of sneaking in alcohol in a hydration bladder/reservoir like one of these so I can remain socially lubricated throughout the 6 hours: http://www.rei.com/search.html?q=hyd...bladder&page=1
Will pick up this as will to mix with it for electrolytes (Drink responsibly, my friends.) and for plain old water on hikes. Way better deal than Pedialyte, which is highly regarded among some athletes, and uses superior ingredients. Citrus has the mildest flavor and should combine best with alcoholic drinks: http://www.rei.com/product/520007/vi...mix-80-serving
But I finally got around to buying the simple part I needed. I was thinking (stainless) steel wool was the best choice for this, but it turns out copper is recommended, although you have to heat it first to remove whatever they apply to it. Found them at the Dollar Tree.
Full size: http://i.imgur.com/vBpfUwd.jpg
It's essentially a combination of the concept behind "The Machine" and my heat gun vaporizer/oven bag setup. Only drawback is that it isn't portable without a cordless heat gun (too expensive) or some power source you can rig up/purchase. I don't know what would be adequate for something that draws this much power, 1200 watts, although it's only for a short period of time.
https://wiki.dmt-nexus.me/The_Machine
https://www.dmt-nexus.me/forum/defau...=posts&t=25974
To make it even more efficient, place the DMT in the receptacle and pre-warm it so that it turns into its oily state and seeps throughout. That way you can have near instant vaporization once you apply the heat gun, making it easier to break through in less hits (less vapor to take in). I've done it before with dried parsley and the vapor is extremely smooth. Normally it's described as harsh and plastic tasting, but I didn't experience that at all.
You now have a bag full of DMT vapor and have no need to worry about using a flame, dropping a hot pipe or lighter, whether you vaporized it all properly, feeling rushed etc. Just lay back and inhale until you're at a comfortable level, being able to take it in increments and stop if you feel you're getting too strong a dose.
The heat gun setup was surprisingly cheap and easy to make, about $65 total IIRC. Some parts online, the rest from Home Depot. -
2016-02-28 at 7:51 PM UTC in Can Bernie beat Hillary?http://predictwise.com/politics/2016-president-democratic-nomination
Boom, high of 20%, now at 4%.
The Ron Paul of the left, although he did have much more support and better odds, to be fair. Anyone who genuinely believed he was going to become president was very naive. Hopefully this will cause more people to become disillusioned and turn away from hoping that statism, the political system, will ever bring the change they want. It seems this is what happened to many Ron Paul supporters, people who became interested in libertarianism because of him; there was a massive surge in support for anarcho-capitalism. I don't have any faith the typical Bernie Sanders supporter will go through a similar transformation, though, they'll likely slide back to being generic Democrats. -
2016-02-28 at 7:40 PM UTC in How beer cuckholds you[SIZE=36px]lifetwink.com
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2016-02-28 at 12:53 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
All my work is slow as fuck, tying to plan a new business venture. I'd like to make round 10k in the next 3 months.
Just got back from vacation in south fl, was fun
I think I've found something relatively safe and simple to start off with that should pull in at least 10K net a month and could launch within a month or two.
From an outsider perspective, I wouldn't blame them on not counting on it based on my past history. You would ask, "Well, if you're smart enough to pull off something that brings in this much income, why didn't you do it before?"
Honestly, I was a fucking mess and didn't realize what was occurring, there were just all these things I hadn't come to terms with, then there was the 2 year period of being suicidal and at the maximum level of depression (I definitely feel distinctly different and worse than before that breakdown).
It seems absurd to go from hikki on welfare, with my history, to that right off the bat, but if you're willing to break the law and have the right factors. Find an opportunity with high profits, research, know what you need to do at every step, and understanding human psychology, marketing, business strategy etc., definitely helps; having that aspie characteristic that let's you obsess and hyper-systemize, take in tons of information, about whatever you're going into.
If I can go from literally nothing to that, I'm going to be pretty proud of myself and the income and confidence boost, being able to honestly say I made it, will help me get out and start learning how to actually live life. I'd definitely be doing a hell of a lot better than the vast majority of people my age, it's not like the competition is much, but in terms of actual life experience, I can't deny I'm at the bottom of that and money won't change the past. -
2016-02-27 at 8:35 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionLanny, have you heard if this?
http://folsomstreetfoundry.com/events/
http://www.yelp.com/biz/folsom-stree...-san-francisco
https://www.reddit.com/r/gaming/comments/1ytrzx/hey_rgaming_we_partnered_with_a_bar_in_sf_to_make/
It sounds like exactly what I've been looking for. -
2016-02-27 at 5:30 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionFound these while hiking: http://i.imgur.com/6YidQSI.jpg
Oysters are tasty. Those, along with chanterelles, king boletes, lion's mane, and black trumpets are the only ones worth eating in the bay area. Makes hikes more interesting. It's like a game, try to find places where they might grow, spot and retrieve them (These were in an awkward spot, had to move some dead branches out of the way and crouch under, wasn't sure I'd be able to reach them). Mycology used to be one of my interests. There's the whole recurrent aspie obsession thing, except I've never been a monomaniac and have been more of a pragmatist, having no interest in shit like train schedules (I'm not that autistic).
Was hoping this would be something more interesting. It's huge, about 12 inches across. Found two others like it, smaller ones. Probably one of these, which I don't want to eat. Looks different from usual, which threw me off: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Omphalotus_olivascens
http://i.imgur.com/TevF9A4.jpg
Something relevant I mentioned before:Talent in autism: hyper-systemizing, hyper-attention to detail and sensory hypersensitivity
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2677592/
Participants were administered the Freiburg Visual Acuity and Contrast Test, a standardized optometric test that uses the Landholt-C optotype (Bertone et al. 2003). The gaps in the C-shape range from 0.4 to 25 mm and appear in one of four positions: up; down; left; or right. Participants sat at a fixed distance of 60 cm from the computer screen and identified the location of the ‘missing’ part of the C-shaped stimulus by selecting one of four arrow keys on the keyboard. Participants had 3 s to respond on each of the 150 trials. The results generated a Snellen decimal, where a value of 1.0 represents ‘normal’ 20 : 20 vision (Heaton et al. 2008). A score of 20 : 10 is regarded as excellent vision, and means an object normally detected at 10 feet can be detected at 20 feet. Thus, Snellen values above 1.0 represent increasingly accurate vision, and values below 1.0 represent worse vision. The ASC group scored a mean acuity measure of 2.79 (s.d.=±0.37), which was significantly better than the control group mean of 1.44 (s.d.=±0.26), t(40)=4.63; p<0.001. The Snellen score of 2.79 for the ASC group represents acuity 2.79 times better than normal, and translates to vision of 20 : 7. This approaches the range reported for birds of prey.
Theoretically Aspies would make the best hunters, trackers, anything requiring high visual acquity. Tempted to make a post about this at The Shroomery, they may be interested in this, and people on the spectrum are bound to be over represented there, in some areas.
Something that came to mind. With one of these you wouldn't even need to carry water: http://www.rei.com/product/830745/ka...o-water-enhancement
Living off the land is a fantasy, at least in this modern age and in the vast majority of areas. But if you stashed a bunch of dehydrated food up there, which you could bring on a bike trailer, maybe even brought along a solar panel charger, you could (illegally) camp out for pretty long stretches of time without a problem, if you wanted to, and would have a pretty light amount of weight to carry.
I think I'm going to make going to a regional park a weekly thing, for well-being. Just have to avoid the mentality that's it futile, repetitive, meaningless.
I'm also considering going back to a standing desk setup and using an idea I had before, standing in (clean, of course) cat litter box or other container filled with (clean) cat litter or other rough material to accelerate the toughening of the skin. Human soles can become incredibly tough, it's how we managed before shoes. Mine are still tough enough that I didn't develop any blisters or other problems despite the rough trails with my extremely thin Vapor Gloves (5.5mm soles, natural compression from weight/force makes it even smaller). Shoes are a hassle, they slip, can slip off (fuck hiking boots), get muddy and wet etc. There's nothing sharp enough that you need to worry about once you reach a certain point, trust me. My goal is to be able to run through there at top speed barefoot, wearing only a wold headdress and shorts to freak people out, dashing away to avoid any I came across.
