Posts by Malice

2016-03-12 at 6:23 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

It's highly genetically mediated, there's a high heritability. My sister in particular was similar to me in some ways. I just inherited the extreme end of autistic tendencies, and without external intervention, the right environment, this happened, I destroyed myself.

Is she going to SC? They don't usually let poor people in, there are always a handful of diversity scholarships but they usually go to the black football players on top of the hefty illegal payouts to their family.

I don't know if she's going to SC or already graduated (she would be 22 now). My dad was also finally getting his life together and making a decent amount of money, I don't know how they turned out, I honestly don't know anything about them except what little I could gleam on facebook. I'd like to know, though. She was intelligent, and clearly far better adjusted than I was. It's really a shame, we could have gotten along. I still have memories of playing video games together with them, I don't know how I forgot, whether I was capable of blocking it out to such an extent or somehow becoming trapped, trapping myself in a cycle, that overlooked it. I became incapable of even playing games with people. Why did I develop such an enormous issue with any form of intimacy? I destroyed myself, I can't even communicate properly now. What was it about something as simple as friendship that I became incapable of accepting? How did I not realize the massive root of the massive shift of my psychological well-being and function, how much happier I had been with people in my life?

I'm not even sure if these feelings are genuine. Read about the evolutionary hypothesis of depression. My behavior follows it almost perfectly. I realized, I was never really in control, it's amazing how little control I really had. You're ostracized/separated from the tribe, this is an extremely dangerous situation, normally a death sentence, then there's the drive to reproduce, which can't be done in isolation. Reflect on your behavior, feelings of guilt, ruminating thought, increase in empathy, attempt to make up for wrongdoings, engage/increase in pro-social behavior. A while ago I realized that becoming adjusted to people only made me more comfortable with abusing them. You understand someone, you understand their limits, capabilities, tendencies; whether they're a threat, willing to tolerate something. I noticed the same thing with my father and his behavior toward his nuclear family vs. that towards others.

I'm genuinely not sure I'm even capable of feeling connection to others. If that turns out to be the case, suicide may be inevitable. I've described autism as being trapped within yourself.

2016-03-12 at 5:05 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

That's nice, bro.

Fuck you, sploo.

2016-03-12 at 5:01 AM UTC in Fear of God

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

My parents weren't any real sort of religious but I went to a religious school for a couple of years as a kid, all of my friends were religious, so I took the idea of the christian god for granted. I don't ever remember being afraid of god, I think even most of the nuttier non-cult christian sects (SDA in this case) spare young kids the fire and brimstone until they're a bit older, but I do remember trying to bargain with him a lot. There was this scary ass dog that lived next door and when I had to walk across the neighbor's lot I remember kinda praying or whatever, saying I'd pay more attention in church or ask for fewer things, if he somehow intervened and kept the dog from biting me.

Hahaha! Out of all the things, this. This is one of the funniest things you've ever posted.

2016-03-12 at 4:59 AM UTC in You ever seen a picture or video of yourself and thought you looked like a fag?

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

I can usually live with my pictures but when I hear recordings of my voice it makes me want to die. It's so far from how I think I sound like. Bleh, just thinking about it makes me cringe.

How would you describe it? I'm assuming you sound gay.

2016-03-12 at 3:59 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

I'm not sure if the prednisone or poison ivy is having an effect on my mood. I began feeling depressed today, a bout of deep melancholy. I was feeling better before that, getting things done, moving forward. I'm not sure if seeing and thinking about this is what did it entirely.

http://www.reiliberationparade.com.a...ode23'.txt

Rei: Who?
Me?
Me within Eva?
No, I feel someone else other than me.
Who are you?
An Angel?
The being that we call an Angel?

Rei (Angel): Don't you want to be unified with me?

Rei: No.
I am I.
Not you.

Rei (Angel): Hmm, but you shall be.
It's too late.

Rei (Angel): I give you part of my mind.
I give you this emotion.
Pain… see, you mind has pain.

Rei: Pain?
No, something different.
Loneliness.
Yes, loneliness.

Rei (Angel): Loneliness?
I don't understand.

Rei: Do you hate being alone?
We are many, though you hate being alone.
That's called loneliness.

Rei (Angel): That's your mind.
Full of sadness.
That's your own mind.

================================================== =======

Rei: These are tears.
It's me who's crying.

If you were to meet me IRL, Rei Ayanami is the closes depiction I've found to what I'm like.

You don't understand, I made myself alone. I just ended up closing myself off around age 13 and barely spoke to them after that, we were practically strangers living under the same roof. I guess you could summarize by saying I had a problem with being human. It looks like they grew up and developed normal lives; I didn't. I remember the day my sister was brought home from the hospital, they let me carry her on the ride home and I was really happy. She seemed to like me as an older brother before I closed myself off. Then I just disappeared at 18 and never contacted them again. I denied them the experience of being family. I really never knew them. I remember thinking some time before I left that they seemed to be growing closer and that I was a toxic presence, although I had detached myself, grown so cold, that I literally never thought about them until my mental breakdown two years ago. Even that's biological. Nepotism, the gene centric view of evolution. You don't choose your family, why should they receive special treatment? Would you have ever associated with them if you weren't? I really don't have any family. It's not something most people will understand, or they'll think I'm exaggerating, being melodramatic, that it's a statement of how I feel. No, I really don't, I could have, but I didn't. It's so strange to be this way, to genuinely have never experienced intimacy and have isolated yourself to such as great extent, not even understand what it feels like to have friends, be a a part of something larger than yourself. I was a psychological monstrosity.

It brings to mind a thread I wanted to make, to see who knows me best, has understood at least one major myself: What is my greatest fear?

http://niggasin.space/forum/spurious...afraid-of-most

Upped my Nardil dose. Took a month of delays to finally find out that my insurance doesn't cover it at all, even with prior authorization/medical justification. Fortunately found this and it's affordable out of pocket, but I had been a few days without taking a dose: http://www.goodrx.com/nardil?form=ta...ide=phenelzine

It's making me feel strange right now, a bit off. I'd like to see how this develops.

2016-03-12 at 3:58 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Here are some pictures of my family. Dots added for the possibility of image recognition software. My brother accepted my friend request, although I didn't tell him who I was. Seems my sister doesn't go on often, but I sent her one too, hopefully she accepts. Was able to find some pics using PictureMate, but I'd like to see her full profile, not much is public.

Here's one from 2011 of my sister. She's 3 years younger than me, so she should have been 17 in this pic. She went to this high school: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/King_D...ne_and_Science

17 too:

2013, age 22. Went to see The Hobbit: The Desolation of Smaug with a friend, asked if anyone was interested in going to a Hobbit live fan event about a month before that because she had an extra ticket.

A comment she made, 2012:

Excellent day today I found $20 and ended up watchind Ouran High School Host Club anf Elfen Lied all day.

Christmas 2011. I don't think I ever remember feeling the Christmas spirit, at least not since I was young.

Hallo everyone and merry x-mas and all those other holidays other ppl celebrate. I got to play santa by sneaking into my families rooms and leaving there present though it does make you feel stalker-ish. Holidays are okay though it did freak me out a bit that my parents got into the christmas spirit and stuff since Im used to ignoring the holidays for the past couple of years and just using them as an excuse to sleep til the afternoon. And I still havnt gotten minutes for my phone and hv no plan to in the forseeable future which means I might randomly decide to buy them one day or not depends on how i feel. Now that im done rambling I should get some sleep. Night-night.

Here's a screenshot of my brother's desktop, I think he was around 17 when this was taken. Seems he has pretty good taste in games and anime:

Full size: http://i.imgur.com/eTUsOyC.jpg

â€‹Max 4 images.

2016-03-12 at 3:36 AM UTC in A contest: What am I afraid of most?

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

I want to see who has the best understanding of me, has understood at least one major myself. What is my greatest fear? It's a serious question, I'm not expecting joke answers. The answer isn't necessarily complex.

2016-03-12 at 2:12 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Oh, remember how you were interested in using VR to replace computer monitors, bur i said there would likely be issues with that, at least initially? Well, it's going to be available, and it looks awesome!

http://uploadvr.com/bigscreen-lets-you-share-use-your-entire-pc-desktop-inside-vr/
https://www.reddit.com/r/oculus/comments/49zpa6/introducing_bigscreen_your_desktop_in_virtual/

This will be great for posture, saving my neck from further deformity.

Finally, meatspace will become obsolete...

2016-03-12 at 2:02 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Acid hasn't prepared me for acid, I don't think psychedelics would be worth anything if you could "be ready" for them.

That is an excellent mentality to have with regard to DMT. Hopefully you'll be able to remember your experience lucidly.

McKenna said that many people respond as follows:

"It was the strangest thing that ever happened to me, and I can't remember any of it."

"I will never do that again. I don't remember anything. Please leave."

That the first time he did it he just repeated "I cannot believe it" over and over again for x minutes, and he was already experienced with psychedelics at that point IIRC.

He also had a line during a speech on where he said he told people who asked him "Is it dangerous?", "Only if you fear death by astonishment." *crowd laughs* "Laugh now, but the day will come that will wipe that smile off your face.

And they say I'm gay for malice

I don't recall anyone ever saying that. What an odd thing to bring up. >_0

Although there was that time you said I was "bretty cute" and PoC called you a fag (2278): http://niggasin.space/forum/better-living-through-chemistry/67-the-retarded-thread-fuck-§m£ÂgØL-made-one-first-edition?p=51135#post51135

2016-03-11 at 12:50 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Btw, you never responded to this, particularly the part where I tear you apart.

Then why rush it? You know study grinding to test out of something isn't intellectually stimulating even if the material is new (I can speak from experience).

Neither are the vast majority of classes.

Ugh, business. Are you serious? <womens/latino/black/ME>studies are probably the only worse majors out there. I don't just say that out of bitterness over their high average (although I'd be interested in median numbers) incomes, they're literally some of the stupidest people you'll meet on a college campus, It seems like the exact opposite of what you'd enjoy, even if think it'll make you into some kind of misanthropic gordon gecko type it won't, business proles don't even have the ambition to be evil,

It reminds me of something Thiel may have said, or someone similar, how he noticed that in Ivy leagues those in business school/business majors would be intelligent, as expected (averages), but there would be no remarkable people there. The film American Psycho probably represents some aspect of this well.

Yeah, business majors tend to be a pretty poor choice in terms of earnings, actually, and no doubt the people tend to be dumb. Then again, I'm not interested in a legitimate career or other people. Like, in the classes specific to your major, computer science, did the other students generally really make that much of a difference? You love the subject, so the discussions may have been enjoyable for you, but within the classroom environment I don't see myself having much interest in people (Never have, although I'm trying to change from being the type of person that feels others are just part of the background.). It would just be something that could be genuinely helpful and I would enjoy reading about. Ideally if you really want to learn about something you're an autodidact and learn far more on your own than you do in a classroom, but I've considered that there are benefits, I could definitely use the increase in psychological well being from being around people and some structured environment, a bit of externally induced discipline.

You really have a negative viewpoint of business majors. Most don't even go into fields that really require their degree, or at least do jobs where they actually run businesses. Forget about the managers and other types, think of them as something like code monkeys.

plus success depends on "charisma" (conning people with real brains into doing things for you

by and large they're only a moral cancer upon our society because they're the right combination of incompetent and convincing as to be able to waste astounding amounts of human resource.

Christ you're salty. Who needs a shaker, people should just ask you to rub your fingers together over their food. You don't understand economics/how the world works. I'm not saying I fully disagree with you, but your viewpoint is too far to one extreme. What if they simply fill a role that arises from the ugly reality of human nature, group/social behavior? Besides, think out side of your field, your social circle/environment and past that molds and skews your perception. Are most people that good, are they really that productive at work? How much time is generally devoted to actually working? How many are making a significant positive contribution, a difference? Although you do have a leftist mentality and are in the pinko capital of the US, probably experience some jadedness/resentment, which makes business types seem worse to you and overlook, not understand, some of the necessary function they provide. Charisma matters. Think about the fundamental value of human communication, the evolutionary roots, eons of a process leading to this remarkable complexity, how so much of the world has been built upon sounds we make with our mouths and vocal cords and symbols we created. Societal organizers fulfill a necessary function, and as someone who has proselytized the merits of central planning and the necessity, desire, to steer the idiot masses, you clearly should understand the truth of what I'm saying.

Many of the most remarkable and important people in modern history have been business people. Show some respect. The vast majority of computer programmers are simply cogs who have produced nothing remarkable and you know it. That's right, I said it. Outside of your field, try talking to someone about what you do, what you've accomplished, and see the reaction you compared to someone who runs a successful business, even if it isn't novel. To non-autists it's boring and you know it. You may be under-appreciated and the general population may lack understanding, but even if that were remedied this would still be true.

And aren't you working in finance and have recently, multiple times in the past in fact, talked about floating around the idea of one day starting a business or doing something related to high frequency trading? After everything you just said, do you not see how hypocritical that is. And what about the salary you're making and your projected peak salary? Remember that time you mentioned thinking about a worker in a food service position and it leading to you questioning our economic system? I swear, fucking stempremacist techbro future neo-yuppies.

I'm not aiming for mediocrity, I want to refine a brand new field (Well, nothing new under the sun, tbh): criminal arbitrage, entrepreneurial crime, or just plain old black market business, but on the leading edge of it. The returns on investment are capable of being massive. I intent to out earn you within the year (In terms of monthly income), and rub it in your face when it actually happens. You need to learn your place and be taught a lessen in respect, gratitude, and manners, code monkey.

2016-03-09 at 6:20 PM UTC in A question

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

He probably deleted it because of a theoretical post about him smuggling Myamar's cheap heroin at no risk to him. That pussy, he bitched about it the last time I brought it up too. It sounded like he needed the money, and he could have been paid handsomely, theoretically.

2016-03-09 at 6:17 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Mindblowing Roomscale experience has you using every INCH of your playspace

https://www.reddit.com/r/oculus/comments/49ndg0/mindblowing_roomscale_experience_has_you_using/

VR has great potential, and the Vive currently seems superior. That game isn't particularly interesting, but if you use your imagination, you can think of ways that this could be used to make games much more fun and immersive.

I wonder when VR headsets will eventually be standard at gyms. The machinery can already be quite expensive, so once the price drops enough, and they may only need a custom built VR, cheaper due to less applications, it could be very possible.

2016-03-09 at 5:56 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Yea, I've seen the arm. You have strong wrists.

That was only the beginning. It became much worse, to give an example, my left forearm, which was less effected, was 25cm, my right was 32cm. Terribly unpleasant feeling as well, constant discomfort.

Food poisoning is much worse, though. Nausea makes me want to commit suicide.

2016-03-09 at 5:52 PM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

On repeat. Starting day off with music, establishing new habits, whenever I'm not reading something that requires significant concentration/reading.

2016-03-09 at 9:26 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

I'm genuinly glad to here that. I'm also back now from getting my guts fucked by some pizza. 5 days since my last post. That shit really rekt me up.

I also suffered. Did you see my posts about poison oak? First time getting it and it was a massive exposure, I didn't know it could become that bad. My arm ended up swelling up so much it almost looked like it had elephantiasis

Was just looking up the anatomy of veins and nerves in the forearms and spots. Chose 4 spots to try to determine if there was any fluid/pus buildup due to how swollen they were and the way they felt. Succeeded in hitting no nerves or veins, despite them being risky areas. No significant amount of fluid, though, so it must just be massive inflammation from the poison. I was using insulin needles, hoping I could find a good spot then switch to 23 gauge needles (25 would have been better to have bought, originally bought them for IM'ng homebrew testosterone solution) with a 10ml syringe and just drain as much as possible to relieve pressure and return it to a more normal size. The worst was two days ago anyway.

BTW, responded to your email.

2016-03-08 at 7:13 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Finally accepted my brother's friend request on facebook (I didn't tell him who I was. Fortunately he sent it to me.) and am looking through. Found my sister's profile too. Seems they turned out okay, brother has good taste in games and anime. Same with my sister, seems she's going into the medical field.

I think I was the one that originally introduced them to anime, and may have influenced their taste in video games.

It feels so strange, like I never developed and was just frozen in time, in a way. Or rather, stepped outside of humanity.

that's some enter the void shit right there

I'd like to introduce you to it. If you think acid will have prepared you for it, think again. At best visual presentations can only capture/emulate a tiny fraction of the experience.

2016-03-07 at 5:57 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Do you even chemistry? Water and carbondioxide are useless, and unless you're preparing buffer solution sodium acetate is useless as well.

2CH₃COOH + Na₂CO₃ –> 2CH₃COONa + H₂O + CO₂

I know. I meant first you scrub with the baking soda, then apply the vinegar.

2016-03-07 at 2:54 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

Have my arms wrapped up with saran wrap and masking tape. Trying the baking soda + vinegar paste scrub method; seems to generally have good reception. I had no idea poison ivy could get this bad. It must have been when I was crawling up that steep surface, or possibly from the thorns of some of the plants I kept tearing through.

If you've never had it before and weren't aware, as I was, let this be a valuable mistake to learn from. Treat it as soon as possible, carry treatment with you if you may be exposed (camping, hiking, regional/national park). This is so bad. :' [

Been wanting to ask this but I thought it might be insensitive. Srs tho, what's the haps?

She found a rich Black cowboy to take care of her. Not joking, he took a liking to her at her job (waitress, IIRC) and she moved in with him. He seems like a great guy that's compatible with her, cool with her drug use, nice towards and seems to genuinely care about her son and dog, treats her like a queen.

I replied with this analysis:

Hopefully it works out well and he does turn out to be a good guy.

Honestly, if you were a black man, particularly in the south, think of how bad most black women in your area, that you grew up with (unless he had wealthy parents as well and grew up in the suburbs or something), would seem to you. At the same time, it is going to be much harder to get a white woman, at least a good one, one on your level that you would probably have no problem attracting if you were the same race.

Biological reality is an ugly thing. Another aspect related to that is that you have a man to bail you out, and it is much easier for women in general. Statistics back it up and what I mean is that the male distribution curve is more extreme. Of course there are more men at the top, but there are also many more men at the very bottom of society, with less support/help available to them, and who experience the worst events.

Honestly, well, I try not think about the ugliness of life anymore.

Most the UCs are on the quarter system actually, Cal being the notable exception. Ususally doesn't make a difference since they tend to turn bigger courses into stretch courses (a class where you get a combined grade for two quarters/semester)

I did not know that. I thought they generally only had a summer semester with some accelerated/compacted courses.

CLEP should be abused to its fullest but an AA doesn't matter for shit so I'd say just grab all the credit-by-test that you can and enroll directly. Depending on what major you were interested in the first 2 years may not be as easy as you're thinking. For STEM degrees all the calc gets loaded onto those first two years and I don't think that'll be something you can blaze through, especially if you don't have strong foundational skills (I think you mentioned doing poorly in some courses in highschool because you didn't care).

I did poorly because I purposefully did the bare minimum except when assignments interested me. My personality profile is completely wrong for formal education.

My highschool principal, a former higher up in the military, told me I was the most self-destructive person she had ever met. Some of my English teacher's loved my work. My socialist (in his own words) history teacher, a UC Berkeley graduate nearing retirement, spoke to me after reading a paper that was part of a graduation requirement and told me it was the best paper he had ever read, written at a pot-graduate level, and he realized how frustrating it must be to not have people I could relate with. I smiled, but didn't respond, which I regret. No, he was a boring guy that thought he made far more of a difference than he actually did.

But, yeah, it's probably the lack of a math background that may have really fucked me up in some ways. I don't know if hyper-systemizing strength can make up for that and cause a natural affinity. Although, I did post an excerpt from about autism spectrum disorders a while back that mentioned mathematicians had the highest average autism quotient scores.

I also read some of the paper you posted about computer science and how only a small fraction seem to be suitable/have a natural propensity for it, and that they may have found an accurate method to test for this/predict performance. It would be interesting to see how I would perform, but my impression of it is that I have no interest in it. It reminds me of something Kaczynski said in his manifesto about fulfillment, how the major advances and discoveries have largely already occurred, with people now hyper-specializing, causing a type of lack of fulfillment (not everyone's satisfied with, happy, to be a cog contributing to the function of humanity and inching it forward).

Then why rush it? You know study grinding to test out of something isn't intellectually stimulating even if the material is new (I can speak from experience).

Neither are the vast majority of classes.

Ugh, business. Are you serious? <womens/latino/black/ME>studies are probably the only worse majors out there. I don't just say that out of bitterness over their high average (although I'd be interested in median numbers) incomes, they're literally some of the stupidest people you'll meet on a college campus, It seems like the exact opposite of what you'd enjoy, even if think it'll make you into some kind of misanthropic gordon gecko type it won't, business proles don't even have the ambition to be evil,

It reminds me of something Thiel may have said, or someone similar, how he noticed that in Ivy leagues those in business school/business majors would be intelligent, as expected (averages), but there would be no remarkable people there. The film American Psycho probably represents some aspect of this well.

Yeah, business majors tend to be a pretty poor choice in terms of earnings, actually, and no doubt the people tend to be dumb. Then again, I'm not interested in a legitimate career or other people. Like, in the classes specific to your major, computer science, did the other students generally really make that much of a difference? You love the subject, so the discussions may have been enjoyable for you, but within the classroom environment I don't see myself having much interest in people (Never have, although I'm trying to change from being the type of person that feels others are just part of the background.). It would just be something that could be genuinely helpful and I would enjoy reading about. Ideally if you really want to learn about something you're an autodidact and learn far more on your own than you do in a classroom, but I've considered that there are benefits, I could definitely use the increase in psychological well being from being around people and some structured environment, a bit of externally induced discipline.

You really have a negative viewpoint of business majors. Most don't even go into fields that really require their degree, or at least do jobs where they actually run businesses. Forget about the managers and other types, think of them as something like code monkeys.

plus success depends on "charisma" (conning people with real brains into doing things for you

by and large they're only a moral cancer upon our society because they're the right combination of incompetent and convincing as to be able to waste astounding amounts of human resource.

Christ you're salty. Who needs a shaker, people should just ask you to rub your fingers together over their food. You don't understand economics/how the world works. I'm not saying I fully disagree with you, but your viewpoint is too far to one extreme. What if they simply fill a role that arises from the ugly reality of human nature, group/social behavior? Besides, think out side of your field, your social circle/environment and past that molds and skews your perception. Are most people that good, are they really that productive at work? How much time is generally devoted to actually working? How many are making a significant positive contribution, a difference? Although you do have a leftist mentality and are in the pinko capital of the US, probably experience some jadedness/resentment, which makes business types seem worse to you and overlook, not understand, some of the necessary function they provide. Charisma matters. Think about the fundamental value of human communication, the evolutionary roots, eons of a process leading to this remarkable complexity, how so much of the world has been built upon sounds we make with our mouths and vocal cords and symbols we created. Societal organizers fulfill a necessary function, and as someone who has proselytized the merits of central planning and the necessity, desire, to steer the idiot masses, you clearly should understand the truth of what I'm saying.

Many of the most remarkable and important people in modern history have been business people. Show some respect. The vast majority of computer programmers are simply cogs who have produced nothing remarkable and you know it. That's right, I said it. Outside of your field, try talking to someone about what you do, what you've accomplished, and see the reaction you compared to someone who runs a successful business, even if it isn't novel. To non-autists it's boring and you know it. You may be under-appreciated and the general population may lack understanding, but even if that were remedied this would still be true.

And aren't you working in finance and have recently, multiple times in the past in fact, talked about floating around the idea of one day starting a business or doing something related to high frequency trading? After everything you just said, do you not see how hypocritical that is. And what about the salary you're making and your projected peak salary? Remember that time you mentioned thinking about a worker in a food service position and it leading to you questioning our economic system? I swear, fucking stempremacist techbro future neo-yuppies.

I'm not aiming for mediocrity, I want to refine a brand new field (Well, nothing new under the sun, tbh): criminal arbitrage, entrepreneurial crime, or just plain old black market business, but on the leading edge of it. The returns on investment are capable of being massive. I intent to out earn you within the year (In terms of monthly income), and rub it in your face when it actually happens. You need to learn your place and be taught a lessen in respect, gratitude, and manners, code monkey.

2016-03-06 at 9:26 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

My right forearm is so swollen it's 32cm compared to 25cm for the left. Other parts were effected, but that's the worst. Don't know how long this is going to continue.

2016-03-06 at 3:57 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition

Malice Naturally Camouflaged

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/California_State_University,_East_Bay

The university operates on the quarter system and is scheduled to convert to the semester system by 2020.[10]

Oh, I think this is rare among 4 years colleges, at least in CA.

Lanny, what do you think about my idea of testing out of an associate's at one of the three universities I mentioned without a residency requirement (Should be easy as fuck, the first two years are a joke, high school 2.0, and general education requirements are retarded and a waste of time.) then transferring? I wonder what the quickest you could complete a degree under a quarter system, theoretically,normally being limited by pre-requisites, would be. It could only take a year, maybe less. Dependin on the pre-requisite limitations, the minimum amount it would take, you could also structure your classes so you load up on easy classes at first, leaving your later quarters open to focus on the difficult classes.

Complete at least 180 quarter units for your B.A. degree, 186 quarter units for your B.F.A. degree, or 180-188 quarter units for your B.S. degree. At least 60 of these units must be in upper division courses (courses numbered 3000 and above). No more than 60 units can be graded in the Credit/No Credit pattern (CR/NC or A/B/C/NC). No more than 36 units can be in Continuing Education, Open University, or correspondence credit, and no more than 45 units can be earned credit-by-examination (excepting Advanced Placement).

Aww, sweet, test out of more classes. This could be a superior version of my prior plan, receive a bachelor's from a CSU (The college name game. Employer's generally aren't familiar with all universities, unless they're the kind, you're applying for positions, where prestigious/good quality/well known ones are the norm or sought out. CSU is the main thing they'll see.). It really could be possible to do it under a year. The competition seems easy as well, you could easily be at the top of your class and maintain a high GPA.

Why would I want to do this? Because I want to fit in. It would also provide some intellectual stimulation, reverse some of the brain rot from being a hiki, and serve as hiki/aspie therapy, providing structured social interaction. Could even be an easy path to a master's or transferring to another university for another degree.

This with the entrepreneurship option could be useful, and easy to gt through: http://catalog.csueastbay.edu/preview_program.php?catoid=2&poid=371&returnto=97

It actually doesn't rank badly, either, at least for certain fields: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/California_State_University,_East_Bay#Academic_achievements

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