The problem with GABA-B upregulation combined with low serotonin, possibly oxytocinergic deficits as well, is that I spend too much time fantasizing about violence and going over combat simulations. Love the feeling of power, though, if only I had someone to unleash it on. I should take requests for people you want beaten up in the bay area.
I want to try wandering around San Francisco on 4-FA, note the differences it makes in my social response. Felt strongly pro-social and moderately empathogenic the last time I took it. I'm particularly interested in seeing how it modulates higher GABA-B, possibly taking it with an agonist like baclofen.
It's massive. Generally at least 96% male vs 4% female? For every 24 males only one female will have the same interest, and that doesn't even take into account the level (strength) of interest, the amount of knowledge they have. Women are pathetic, god I hate what they evolved to be. Even a leftist like Lanny will probably admit that they've never been with a female that was anywhere near their equal.
Dude, I would totally sprint at it full speed and poke it with a stick. Maybe just throw the stick at it in case it can vaporize anything connected to/in contact with the stick. It wouldn't surprise me if they were just a type of large firefly with their luminescence augmented by fog/moisture or "swamp gas". It is rural Florida after all.
Lan Lan, and anyone else that's interested, I suppose, you simply must try this. I've mentioned GHB before and it would be a good project, you could end up with homebrewed alcohol plus something special. Extremely simple:
Private property (this website) + anarchy = anarcho-capitalism. You're finally one of us. Embrace the spontaneous order rather than clinging to your desires to be a dictatorial central planner.
I've always thought TRT should be in Spurious, stickied, and named "The General Thread", which sounds lame, so something more creative designating it as a place for general discussion of things that (you) don't (feel) warrant a separate thread.
​Where have you been §m£ÂgØL? It had been a bit over a month since you last posted on redfern. I looked through your posts and saw that the last one you had made was about the weed you bought giving you a panic attack. Speculated (hoped) that it may have caused an ambulance to be called and you to finally be institutionalized long term. Noted that cannabis can exacerbate and accelerate the manifestation of schizophrenic symptoms, particularly the low CBD/high THC strains, the one you had likely in this category, especially if they cause strong anxiety. They could have led to a psychotic break, psycho/schizo-mimetic symptoms, particularly as you had noted that this had been much worse after the bad trip where you ran into the woods naked and got caught up and mangled by barbed wire, attacked hydro when she tried to subdue you.
