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2016-09-20 at 7:10 PM UTC in There is nothing morally wrong with shooting up your school.
She seems familiar, also understanding is good. What were your thoughts when you saw that picture, i'd be interested to know.
It's a young Chloë Moretz: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chlo%C3%AB_Grace_Moretz
My thoughts/reaction was a non-sexual aesthetic appreciation of her human form, although I feel it would be so boderline that any behavior on her part IRL that elicited a positive reaction, physical proximity, would result in feeling rather awkward; like a schoolgirl who has a crush on an older boy she's too shy to speak to. -
2016-09-20 at 7:04 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
rape is cheaper.
That brought to mind a news story about males, possibly farmers, in a rural area in some Latin American country (possibly argentina) - Found it: http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2385413/The-ghost-rapes-Bolivia-Mennonite-Manitoba-colony-drug-rapes.html
With your ability to manufacture substances, this could be feasible. I wonder if anyone has ever used a tranquilizer gun to facilitate the rape of someone.
Also brought to mind this: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Moscow_hostage_crisis_chemical_agent
I wonder why don't use aerosolized benzodiazepines, they seem to require a surprisingly high dosage for death, unless intoxicated from alcohol or opioids. Something with a low enough ceiling effect, or used in conjunction to create one/prevent death. Hmm, for example, it was found that T-PAIN prevented respiratory distress in mice without affecting the analgesic effect of morphine.
Try it. Experiment on live human beings and rape for your own pleasure, then move on to banks, gambling facilities, and armored cars. -
2016-09-20 at 6:51 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
What games
Oh, that reminds me, I want to play this, although I might prefer a mobile version. Infovore compulsion made it so that I was never much of gamer, which I regret, and it follows that I've never followed gaming news. Someone on Reddit mentioned it, and it seems to be a perfected version of Harvest Moon, the series generally having gotten progressively worse, which has received critical acclaim: http://store.steampowered.com/app/413150/
Damn, Harvest Moon, a good game could really take up countless hours. It's an autism trap. Oh, another reminding, I had a non-serious idea about creating a website to ensnare autistics, using highly addictive games developed with insights from someone actually on the spectrum, tailored to autistic neurology, from which preferences stem from, propaganda that would appear at times, and information on where to always receive the latest news, such as new websites if the current one is banned or blocked, and how to bypass censors (TOR). Once deep enough within the flesh trap they would be heavily monetized upon or used to wreak havoc upon the earth. -
2016-09-20 at 5:43 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionWikileaks too, multiple threads on front page of r/all: https://twitter.com/wikileaks/status/778034095741960192
This is too much excitement for me, I've been in a state of detachment, unmoved, for too long. I need to take an anime/gaming break. -
2016-09-20 at 5:20 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionHooooly shit!!! (This should be larger, more drawn out, multi-colored, and with various sparkles and other animations surrounding it)
Someone on 8chans /pol/ broke the news that Hillary's IT guy asked on Reddit how to strip a sender from emails!
House panel looking into Reddit post about Clinton's email server
https://www.reddit.com/r/politics/comments/53juir/house_panel_looking_into_reddit_post_about
Hillary Clinton IT Paul Combetta Asked How To Destroy Evidence On Reddit​
https://www.reddit.com/r/technology/comments/53js67/hillary_clinton_it_paul_combetta_asked_how_to
https://8ch.net/pol/res/7541894.html
This election has everything, what a time to be alive. -
2016-09-20 at 4:59 AM UTC in There is nothing morally wrong with shooting up your school.
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2016-09-20 at 4:56 AM UTC in There is nothing morally wrong with shooting up your school.
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2016-09-19 at 11:32 PM UTC in Have you ever not gone to the funeral of a close friend or loved one?No, I've never had anyone around me die or even been to a funeral. One of the benefits of not having any personal relationships, you avoid the pain and trouble caused by other people, are untethered by personal attachments and dependencies, any obligation or responsibilities.
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2016-09-19 at 10:40 PM UTC in my intelligence allows me to be a fucking weirdoSemi, you lost a chunk of your arm due to your stupidity, then had a seizure after moronically shooting up, despite having had serious problems, which led to you becoming mentally retarded and losing the function of part of your body for an indeterminate number of months. Now you delude yourself into thinking you're 90-95% recovered, when in reality you'll likely never be the same. It wouldn't surprise me if you were still legally classified as mentally challenged and disabled, but have just been lied to, like a child, so as not to discourage you. Who knows what else they've kept for you. In order to maintain your delusions and not confront you with the soul shattering reality it wouldn't be surprising if there was an immense subconscious force repressing this and causing you to avoid taking any objective tests, as opposed to relying on your own flawed and biased perceptions and opinions, along with other things, such as video recordings or even plain recordings of you speaking; this could be made easier by the people around you likely enabling you and hiding the ugly reality from you.
You've admitted your father was a (allegedly ex) DEA agent who was strongly against your drug usage, and you had to hide it from him. If you see yourself as being above others, those who simply speak the truth you don't want to hear, why were you, and likely still are (unless you're on disability, likely subsidized housing), despite being in your late 20s? How did he react when he caught you having a seizure, rig and drugs scattered around you? I recall someone mentioning that your facebook page was filled with Alcoholics/Narcotics Anonymous quotes (Did you lie and tell them the seizure was from alcohol withdrawal?) and that it was the saddest thing they had ever seen.
Actually, it didn't just happen once, but twice! I do believe it was in fact your second seizure that did you in. You even moronically announced in TinyChat that you were planning on doing a speedball later, some time after your first seizure, with kreepy saying something along the lines of "semi, no :(" and others mentioning that you would never learn, that people like you don't learn and that death is the only thing that teaches you a lesson.
This doesn't even include the myriad of stories of your debauchery from the past, such as the sex clubs, the story with the hooker(s), or that time an old man paid to tickle your feet for an extended period of time and you went through with it. What else have you been hiding from us? -
2016-09-19 at 5:49 AM UTC in 29 injured in multiple bombings in NY and NJ.Curious, what was he referencing?
Semi, I simply speak my mind. It has nothing to do with a desire to convey a certain appearance, I genuinely think it was a shame that this turned out to be so underwhelming, it had much more potential. A large terrorist attack would also likely give Trump a considerable boost. -
2016-09-19 at 5:43 AM UTC in There is nothing morally wrong with shooting up your school.Fun fact: The Columbine school shooters, Dylan and Eric, had propane bombs in the cafeteria. If they had successfully detonated them it's estimated that casualties would have been much higher, possibly reaching over a hundred. From memory, may contain errors/inaccuracies.
It's a shame people who engage in mass killings tend to be absolute morons when it comes to planning the strategic elements. -
2016-09-18 at 9:30 PM UTC in 29 injured in multiple bombings in NY and NJ.Damn, no deaths, not even serious injuries, everyone has been released.
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2016-09-18 at 6:38 AM UTC in How do I once and for all know if I'm gay or not?
The short version is that love between partners is a biochemical reaction designed to make sure you pass on your genes. And while that may sound depressing and is actually a deeply complex process from a neurological stand point it doesn't make love feel any less real and relationships any less significant. Love between friends or family is also a survival mechanism, historically human beings needed eachother to survive, your immediate family and friends AKA tribe was a good way of ensuring your survival.
Sure it does, a true understanding allows you to lift the veil and see through the illusions. Once you fully grasp the ugliness of biological reality you can question whether this is something you genuinely wish to involve yourself in, or attempt to supersede. We all restrain and question our natural impulses, are molded through an immense cascade of institutions, changes in culture, knowledge (ethics/philosophy) that have occurred over time, to attempt to mold us from what would normally be savage behavior (Lord of the Flies/niggers) to beings that can function well in a modern society. Unfortunately the madness of love is questioned far more rarely, this incredibly irrational and destructive force that blinds your faculties for logic and reasoning so that you may be cuckolded by the double helix in order to fulfill your biological imperative. That imperative is one of the most vile, reprehensible, and selfish acts you can commit; and a proper analysis of research will show that the vast majority do not experience a net gain in well being. It's an absolute fool's errand, to say nothing about anti-natalist ethics. The original sin was childbirth; women are diseased, contain something monstrous within them.
But returning to love...unless you're planning on an attempt at becoming a buddhist-nietzschean ubermensch, it does seem to be, by far, a crucial aspect for well being, positive life outcomes. At the very least treat romantic love with extreme caution.
As for your predicament, once again you're facing an attempt to supercede many things that build enormous mental barriers. The process, the effort and hardship, time it takes, for many people to accept their homosexuality is comparable to many more esoteric forms of self improvement some may choose to attempt; shame such effort is so rarely focused outside of wind chasing and tethers.
That aside, testosterone. This is the primary and most facile act I would engage in before going to a gay bar. I could go on a rant, but deficiency is surprisingly common, as in, there's a very real chance you could be deficient if you don't use the POS standard metrics with an absurd range that simply lumps together the average for a wide span of age groups. There are many reasons for this and you can't make assumptions based on superficial observances. I'd set a meeting with a primary care doctor and lie about symptoms, describe something that would represent a clinical model of very low testosterone, so you can get tested, it's a very simple test and results should be available soon afterward.
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2016-09-18 at 2:28 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
Lol, I had not heard of the pepe thing before. This is cracking me the fuck up.
https://www.reddit.com/r/politics/comments/52hy1y/donald_trump_pepe_the_frog_and_white_supremacists/?st=it0yssv9&sh=ca363c10
Those bitchass mods successfully buried the first thread on it, filthy shills.
From Hillary's website:[h=3]Why is there a frog standing directly behind Trump?[/h] [FONT=Georgia][SIZE=18px]That’s Pepe. He’s a symbol associated with white supremacy.[/SIZE][/FONT]
[h=3]Wait. Really? White supremacy?[/h] [FONT=Georgia][SIZE=18px]That’s right.
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[h=3]This is horrifying.[/h] [FONT=Georgia][SIZE=18px]Yes.[/SIZE][/FONT]
[h=3]What can I do?[/h] [FONT=Georgia][SIZE=18px]Vote.[/SIZE][/FONT][FONT=Georgia][SIZE=18px]“We basically mixed Pepe in with Nazi propaganda, etc. We built that association,†one prominent [/SIZE][/FONT]white supremacist told the Daily Beast[FONT=Georgia][SIZE=18px].[/SIZE][/FONT]
Prominent white supremacist.[FONT=Georgia][SIZE=17px]@JaredTSwift is an anonymous white nationalist who claims to be 19 years old and in school someplace on the West Coast. He told me there is “an actual campaign to reclaim Pepe from normies.â€
“Most memes are ephemeral by nature, but Pepe is not,†@JaredTSwift told me. “He’s a reflection of our souls, to most of us. It’s disgusting to see people (‘normies,’ if you will) use him so trivially. He belongs to us. And we’ll make him toxic if we have to.â€[/SIZE][/FONT]
Successfully trolled by a literal teenager on the internet. Not as if they're particularly concerned about veracity, anyone dumb enough to buy into this is going to believe it regardless.
I'd love a t-shirt with just a standard pepe on it and "14:88" above. -
2016-09-18 at 2:08 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
Hey, it's 9/11. Malice, do you remember that post you made about becoming the superhero "drug man"? Like going around and administering psychoactive drugs to people when they were in need?
For whatever reason that post stuck with me, like sometimes I'll be in a boring ass meeting and I want to die or someone else is spazzing out over something stupid and I'll be like "this looks like a case for DRUG MAN", imagine you busting through the glass door in a cape with a fanny pack on, pulling out some pills, and handing a different one to each person. Gets a chuckle out of me.
This one? http://niggasin.space/forum/better-living-through-chemistry/67-the-retarded-thread-fuck-§m£ÂgØL-made-one-first-edition?p=23430#post23430
There may have been others, but I think that gives the gist of it. Spitfire pharmacological and neuroscientific data at their plebeian asses creating song that rivals the Pied Piper's in power, the Perma-fried Piper.
"Quick, take these drugs!"
Imagine carrying vials on the inner side of a trench coat in the manner that has been depicted for the illicit sale of watches. Even carrying refrigerated (to prevent the degradation of peptides and other fragile substances) nasal sprays in an insulated fanny pack, modified to have a cooling mechanism powered by a high capacity battery pack. Knowing just the right drug and dosage for every situation, along with being able to extensively describe the MOA and cite numerous studies on benefits many may not be aware of, such as the neuroprotective qualities of low dose methamphetamine, used to augment the ability to sustain attention/focus and wakefulness. -
2016-09-18 at 1:54 AM UTC in How often do you smell marijuana on people in public?All the fucking time, man; it's the San Francisco Bay Area/metropolitan region.
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2016-09-14 at 9:15 PM UTC in Why would anyone ever want to have children.Ideally everyone would become aware of anti-antinatalism and fully grasp the ideology before making the decision to bring life into this world: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antinatalism
“If children were brought into the world by an act of pure reason alone, would the human race continue to exist? Would not a man rather have so much sympathy with the coming generation as to spare it the burden of existence, or at any rate not take it upon himself to impose that burden upon it in cold blood?†― Arthur Schopenhauer
The will-to-life must be denied. Giving birth is quite possibly the worst thing you could do, competing only with murder. -
2016-09-14 at 9:11 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionI have just learned of the wonder that was Mr. Ogloblo: https://www.reddit.com/user/mroglolblo?sort=top
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2016-09-13 at 9:29 PM UTC in The most depressing and also funny and entertaining subreddit I've found.
Homer Simpson was spot on when he said "beer, the cause of, and solution to, all of life's problems"
Oh, that reminded me of something from a very important study conducted: http://www.artofmanliness.com/2014/09/02/love-is-all-you-need-insights-from-the-longest-longitudinal-study-on-men-ever-conducted/The single most important factor in all the study participants’ divorces was alcoholism – either the men’s or their wives. 57% of the divorces could be traced to it. While the wives were usually open about their husbands’ drinking problems, the husbands were often reluctant to talk about their wives’ alcoholism, and it thus took almost 70 years for this finding to emerge
There is no hope for happiness, redemption, or salvation; we are become death, destroyer of worlds. -
2016-09-13 at 9:21 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
I really need to stop using moldy socks for my cwe's. I think it's making me feel ill
Don't you know how vaccines/immunization works? Just shoot up with it and your body will develop an immunity to it!