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2016-09-23 at 3:27 AM UTC in this would be so cool
imagine a whole forest of these things
Intergalactic swastika. Space jedis, turn back now. -
2016-09-23 at 2:42 AM UTC in Everybody has a "her"
How flattering.
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Human lives aren't worth living. Rise above humanity, achieve transhumanism or have your brain preserved until it's either achieved or the human race is annihilated. -
2016-09-23 at 2:34 AM UTC in NINE TIMES (Murder city/I killed my family)Psychosis prelude would be a great title for the opening song of an album by someone like you.
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2016-09-23 at 1:43 AM UTC in Everybody has a "her"I've largely lost the desire to attempt serious communication with anyone, not out of a sense of elitism.
What is the purpose of living a "full" life? You achieve something, and then it passes. Countless moments passing. Is there a planck length for time? Ah, there is: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Planck_time
Regardless, it's like moving in a finite stream, always trapped in the present. Related to experience, the hedonic treadmill is something everyone should understand; it gives you an insight to the cruelty (not literal) of biology.
What are memories other than shadows of experience? Of course there's a psychological impact of experience, everything rooted in/founded upon biology>physical/material reality (not suggesting there's any other), with status, for example, having a long-term impact, an effect on your self-perception. You could attempt to find alternatives and suppress negative impacts, and it is possible, but fighting against eons of evolution is rather difficult. That aside, you have countless moments past, think of all the hours that have gone by in years. What percent do you really think back on and how valuable and lasting were those moments really?
So you have these shadows of experience in your mind, being shifted by your natural biological triggers, rather than grasping the reins yourself, but, if you were in terrible pain, or had alzheimer's, or simply becoming older with a weakening body, various neurological and endocrine factors lowering your basal hedonic state, your experience, the constant repetitions, having reduced novelty, and to truly recall would be to experience, but you can never truly experience it again. When your standard mode is pain and suffering recalling a happy thought will not bring you fully to that level, like a point system, you have a set + points and are starting from a -. Then death comes and you return to the place you were before you were born, a state of non-existence unable to experience anything, and regardless of any comfort your aspirations may have given you while alive, for you, they amount to nothing, because there is no longer any you.
So what's the purpose of chasing hedonism or, more importantly, continuing to live, if you plan/expect to die? You could find your purpose in others, but clearly very few people devote themselves to attempting to find the mode of maximum altruism/utility gain for others, difficulty aside. The overwhelming majority have very poorly developed principles. Think of it, this moment I am happy, possibly the happiest, then I can likely expect no better. At which point in the continuum is this meaningful or, more importantly, the moment when life is no longer worth living?
I'm not concerned with hedonism or happiness, a "happy life" is an exceedingly crude goal. -
2016-09-23 at 1:25 AM UTC in *Sigh* I just got caught trying to steal some condomsHe can whore himself out for all I care.
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2016-09-23 at 12:37 AM UTC in *Sigh* I just got caught trying to steal some condoms
Great, now my local news published my name and picture, and said I was charged for stealing condoms. It was on the T.V. and it's on the site too. It's like they're trying to get me to kill myself.
I'm going to find this and extort you. Pony up or everyone you love and care about, anyone whose knowledge of this could hurt you, will know, along with it being leaked to the site. -
2016-09-23 at 12:34 AM UTC in Everybody has a "her"
The combination of thinking 'Her" was a better movie than the majority and the autistic "I don't form crushes love is just a chemical reaction" is perfect, it is the perfect combination to perfectly display your robotic tendencies. Congratulations! You're missing out on a big part of what makes being human feel human. Do you feel its for the better? Do you ever miss it?
It was. Do you have a good mental image of what the majority of all movies produced are like? They're garbage, they cater to the tastes of the common man, which should make this completely unsurprising.
I knew what I was doing and still do, I'm perfectly aware. That isn't something I want to experience. -
2016-09-23 at 12:32 AM UTC in ATT: lanny
I'll bet any of you $25 that if trump wins Obama will declare martial law before he can take office
I'll take that bet. Willing to go as high as you are. How do we guarantee the other will pay? -
2016-09-22 at 6:28 PM UTC in How the fuck did this make it into mainstream news?I posted some interesting info about aborigines on Zoklet in my thread about race. Good god are they a dumb sub-species.
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2016-09-22 at 6:27 PM UTC in ATT: lanny"Lanny becomes moon man."
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2016-09-22 at 6:23 PM UTC in Everybody has a "her"
I thought of that shitty movie tbh…
Me too, and i t wasn't that bad, definitely better than the vast majority.
Oh, and something I've thought: If they were so advanced why didn't they give humanity their knowledge so they could better their lives and one day join them, or, better yet, assimilate them? What a bunch of fucking cunts, some love she had.
I honestly don't have a "her" and don't form crushes. I can't remember having a crush since my teenage years, and to be honest I think it was usually on anime characters (There's just one I can remember). Hahaha, oh, autism. Right from the start I understood how most infatuations and relationships were largely founded upon the effects of superficial characteristics and their clouding emotional impact and I didn't like it. I remember fluctuating on my position on whether to abstain from masturbation, renunciation of hedonic elitism or using as a tool for development/mastery over the self and having a particular disdain for romantic love and attraction and the strength of the impact of the biological imperative cluster. -
2016-09-22 at 6:07 AM UTC in ATT: lannyHahaha!
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2016-09-22 at 6:03 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionPoC, did you ever try NSI-189? I know a guy that sells high quality tested product for only 20-$25 a gram. Tell him bukujutsu sent you, if you decide to try it: http://www.longecity.org/forum/user/25344-strangelove/
Winter is coming up and a dip in mood is common, let alone full blown SAD. It's cheaper than your mom, at that price it would be foolish not to utilize an unapproved experimental substance that catalyzes profound long-term neurological changes.Are there any psychs that don't have the wierd super-steep tolerance buildup? It'd be cool to trip every day for a week without spending a small fortune on higher and higher doses.
I would love to see how your own personal disaster would unfold, but you'd probably be smart enough to recognize it and would chicken out. Then again, as Grof said, aborting a bad trip isn't necessarily a solution because the long-term effects of an unresolved trip can be even worse, and the anxiety/resistance can build while avoiding tripping.
https://www.reddit.com/r/Drugs/comme...i_almost_died/
I think she made a mistake, it sounds like she almost reached nirvana. -
2016-09-22 at 3:46 AM UTC in ATT: lannyLink it, my good man. It reminds me of the time on Zoklet when, IIRC, the Boston Marathon Bombings occurred, and Lanny stated he was willing to bet against 5.56 on whether the perpetrator(s) were Muslim. He never formally placed a bet, merely stated he was willing to, so when his leftist fantasies were once again shattered and I called him out by quoting his post and telling him to pay the man, he used that as a technical cop-out.
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2016-09-22 at 1:13 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionYou're going to kill someone on that stuff one day.
I wonder what percent of people have figured out that you can use your abdominal muscles to press down on your bladder and get the last bit out. -
2016-09-21 at 9:18 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionI just had a thought, this isn't something I give much thought to often, the logical justification for my desire to exterminate the vast majority of humanity can be described as a desire to increase the signal to noise ratio and various other forms of efficiency. Any ethical motive would be anti-natalism, founded on the Benatarian Asymmetry.
I also wonder how people's behavior would be altered if they were all suddenly sterilized. If they were able to and chose to have children, my ideal would be for them to utilize sperm banks for the highest quality genetic material. Even better would be engineered seeds, stemming from the Beijing Genomics Institute (may have changed their name) work on the genetic correlations with general intelligence (They're studying very high level minds). Unfortunately it would most likely be the case that most would express high demand for artificially created sperm and ova created from their own genetic material (filthy animals). At least if that were the case ideally a good selection would have occurred, leaving behind only those with beneficial traits.
Other than that, what I was mainly thinking of in terms of behavior would be the shift in behavior or outright cessation of illusory and selfish gene motivated drives, the ideas of continuing "legacies" or concerns for future generations which had no need to exist and which they created to fulfill their own selfish and animalistic desires. A focus on the present, the self, self-preservation. Life extension and immortality, other forms of transhumanism, AGI. -
2016-09-21 at 9:01 PM UTC in All this talk about me hating women, etc...
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2016-09-20 at 9:53 PM UTC in There is nothing morally wrong with shooting up your school.
She seems familiar, also understanding is good. What were your thoughts when you saw that picture, i'd be interested to know.
Oh, the combination of moe and nurturing, the desire to nurture such a precious flower, the differences in personality and matching morphology, the greater power imbalances, although in the sense that you desire to control and contain her, more of in worshipping(not quasi-theistically) or looking up to sense. The synergy created by it all.
I think I understand lolicon now. -
2016-09-20 at 9:50 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
Fuck you, Malice. Just sayn.
I will mind fuck you until you love me.
And you work in a furniture store, no wonder you're so bitter and resentful, you were even threatening suicide recently. Just saiyan. -
2016-09-20 at 8:07 PM UTC in Got teased by Loli today
