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Posts by Malice

  1. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Also, I think I may have either leaky gut syndrome, chronic inflammation, or just mainly localized GI tract inflammation or strong oversensitivity to irritants, things that normally would not cause that response. Not familiar with leaky gut, but the other two have a pretty strong possibility based on my observations and reading over the years.

    Anything you'd recommend for that? BPC-157 seems like a good choice, but I don't know what's best to use long-term for inflammation.
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    Oh, I use the Southord kit. It's pretty commonly recommended. I don't know if there might be something better nowadays, look through lockpicking101 or something. I really haven't kept up with it, it was a fairly minor hobby to begin with, mostly for fun. If you really want to go deep into check out the book Locks, Safe's, and Security:: An International Police Reference

    https://www.amazon.com/Locks-Safes-Security-International-Reference/dp/0398070792
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    Tacho was such a great house nigger to have around. *sigh* I mean, he actually existed and was forthright! What are the odds of finding such a fantastic antagonist for this forum ever again.

    We really didn't know just how valuable he was, what we were going to be missing out on by permanently driving him away. God I hope he never sees this post.
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    http://www.kurzweilai.net/elon-musk-wants-to-enhance-us-as-superhuman-cyborgs-to-deal-with-superintelligent-ai

    Thank you based Musk! God I hope this man becomes an integral part of our salvation. Don't expect it to happen any time soon, of course, but it should as hell should be seriously researched and experimented with, particularly by someone with enormous capital and manpower available.

    Originally posted by 1337 Hey Malice, are you still picking locks? I'm thinking about picking up a Praxis kit and getting back into the hobby.

    The last time I got into lockpicking it was to steal drugs and heaps of money from my drug dealing roommate in college. I also used to steal padlocks that were locking up the gates at the stadium at FSU because they were the best I could find around campus.

    Gets boring pretty fast, unless you're the type that obsesses over niche interests. It's still kind of cool though and actually can have some practical value. For example, if you're in a city with a lack of public restrooms, but some porta-potties, which can be near construction areas, you can rake those padlocks open mighty quickly and easily.
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    I literally have Asperger's syndrome, locked myself away obsessively researching things for years, and I'm not a monomaniac, how much time do you have? Lost interest in the world pret-ty fucking badly due to severe depression, though.
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    Man, you guys sound like a sad family.
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    Well, must have missed it/not recalled. Not nearly as big a deal as it seemed.

    I would be afraid of bursting into flames just from stepping foot in one of those places. Religion is rather unnerving.
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    If you hate them enough to murder them I could understand the compulsion to continue stabbing. That sweet feeling...

    TRY GETTING A RESERVATION AT DORSIA NOW, YOU FUCKING STUPID BASTARD! YOU, FUCKING BASTARD!
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    What does she intend to do with an economics degree? I recall coming across some information that it's actually one of the poorest paying majors, except for a subset that I can't recall. Something related to the industry Lanny is in, essentially. Especially with just a bachelor's. If it's genuinely you're passion, that's one thing, just saying it doesn't seem like the best choice, unless it coincides with her work experience and would allow her to advance to a higher position.
  10. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by Lanny So my afternoon was clear and I thought I'd try some more of that poppy seed extract I made, only to find I've somehow managed to lose enough to kill an opiate naive human if taken at once, which is a bit concerning. I don't know where it went but it's sure not here anymore.

    Mystery! That is somewhat concerning. You have these pills that will literally kill someone if they take an excessive amount, which even you managed to do your first time (I can certainly be reckless myself, but amazingly it's not really in a life-threatening way, other than letting my psychological problems get out of control.), and could well have lost them somewhere where someone might pop one, feel nothing, then take the rest. Unfortunately there are many people that are stupid enough to do so even if they can't identify it. You could have lead to someone's death, maybe a child, an animal.
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    Originally posted by Dargo I wasn't talking about that. Your windows are pretty funny.

    No, I meant all of those times you've bitched about being depressed, disappearing, committing suicide, freaked out over word enhancements, etc. You also are very insecure and get offended easily.

    Not saying you're a bitch, I think you're probably a fine fellow, but you can be over dramatic / borderline attention seeking sometimes.

    I've noticed the exact same thing! Someone actually PM'd me about RisiR and I told them something similar.
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    Originally posted by Captain Falcon Usury wasn't invented by the jedis either. jedis streamlined it and brought it into the mainstream. jedis are the Apple of jediing.

    How exactly can you argue against "usury"? You seem like you should know enough about capitalist economics to understand how unworkable a system without interest/"usury" is in a modern developed country. It's an incredibly destructive policy. Unless you're referring to specifically aiming to fuck people over, in which case there could well be some truth to that. The ashkenazim have the highest IQ of any genetic population, and it's bifurcated, with the verbal IQ being what drives them to be considerably above average; essentially they're going to tend to outsmart most any other population.
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    Few questions:

    How often do you go to church? I would be so fucking resentful if I had to go weekly, particularly due to my libertarian disposition. You're like a bitch-made kid still getting dragged along by his parents. Ah, yeah, but it probably would have done me a world of good to have someone to drag me along.

    And why haven't you found someone better if she's clearly flawed and unsuitable for the long. God, the dynamics of social relations, just the thought of what a tiny percentage of people you meet and how you're expected to stop looking when you're in a relationship.

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    Originally posted by RisiR Write your mom a letter, bro. Do it.

    Yeah, I think I'm going to apologize them and try to explain what happen. Communicate it to my sister and have her convey it in a way they might understand. I can't forgive them for having given birth to me and I don't think I can be part of a family, or was really meant to be (I see it as an injustice, something that simply comes naturally to human beings, which anyone with a basic understanding of evolutionary theory and evidence should be able to figure out. It's the easy way in life.). At least I can get some semblance of closure and stop being haunted by it when I'm at my weakest. Genuinely feel bad about it, I was fucked up from the start, or at least my teens.

    I think one of the main reasons, other than just attempts to rationalize my fear and avoidance (You can reach a point after so long, a prolonged period of purposeful detachment, when they genuinely feel closer to strangers at this point.) is that I feel as if I don't know if I'm alive or dead right now, whether I've made it, or am bound to commit suicide, in which case it may only be opening old wounds. There's a good chance they may have assumed I committed suicide after I left, there were multiple signs that things were just so profoundly wrong in life. In a state of limbo where I don't really feel alive, but I'm not dead. I don't know how this is going to turn out. I'm not sure I want to do so until I feel confident I'm probably going to make it.
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    God, if you literally begin descending into madness by your mid 20s, something went horribly wrong. I absolutely don't think it was inevitable, I just took things to such an extreme and was unable to contain it.
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    Edit: wrong thread

    Post last edited by Malice at 2017-04-22T23:13:54.372822+00:00
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    Yeah, I'm not familiar enough to gauge it based on hard data. Just the impression I have. Really doubt I'm wrong, though. It's like becoming a cop and thinking you're going to mostly be doing good instead of largely collecting money for the state (Well, you would consider that good.) and ruining people's day. You know, I just really doubt it.
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    Probably could, but I think it would haunt me for the rest of my life and lead to self-destruction. I would prefer to neither create nor end life, being outside of humanity as much as possible.

    You can't take back life and you can't take back death. They're both terrible things.

    Post last edited by Malice at 2017-04-22T07:33:21.177513+00:00
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    Learned about an interesting domestic terrorist attack on a power substation near this area: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Metcalf_sniper_attack

    Multiple snipers, professional job, unsolved. I'd love to know who they were and what their goals were.
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    Pfft, jalapenos. Well, unless you mean the raw ones, not pickled, I'm a total fucking pussy when it comes to spicy food tbh. Entire head sweats an unusually large amount.
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