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2018-04-14 at 5:34 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Malice Footage of aftermath from a Brazilian prison riot. Damn, these are some of the most brutal motherfuckers I've ever seen. Demonic, the kind of people that are genuine terrifying.
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2018-04-14 at 5:15 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Footage of aftermath from a Brazilian prison riot. Damn, these are some of the most brutal motherfuckers I've ever seen. Demonic, the kind of people that are genuine terrifying.
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2018-04-14 at 5:09 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by LegalizeSpiritualDiscovery I've known people with autism who function very well without medication, let alone fucking amphetamines and benzodiazepines. And once again, you are IN COLLEGE and have been doing just fine navigating the academic and social aspects of it without collapsing from shock, so why all of a sudden NOW do you need amps and benzos to do what you've already been doing?
You simply don't fully understand the amount of knowledge I've gained about my biological vessel, the circumstances I'm in, my psyche, how I feel everyday. I don't want to have to explain everything. Basically, what I'm saying is that I know myself better than anyone. Who are you to tell me I don't need medication? Some people genuinely do. This has done immense damage to me, I can't function properly without them, I have genuine disorders, and there's no way in hell I'm going to be able to handle the math and computer science classes without it. I never properly recovered from what happened to me and was still in very poor condition before all that happened. Besides, I'm only planning on taking something like a fairly low dose of Klonopin once a day 4 times a week, only on the days I have school. -
2018-04-14 at 5:05 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-04-14 at 5:04 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Imagine if Trump started livestreaming raids on illegal immigrants to a Youtube/Twitch channel.
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2018-04-14 at 4:55 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Dude, you are aware that I'm literally heavily a.utistic (Lanny, WTF? That's offensive.) and it's not just something I say online? I actually need medication, there are profound neurological differences caused by Asperger's. It can even predispose you to PTSD due to differences in the amygdala, serotonergic, and gabaergic systems.
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2018-04-14 at 4:04 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by LegalizeSpiritualDiscovery I already answered that in the post. You are doing things to better your life, engaging in school and meeting people, without medication. If you needed it, you'd still be stuck at home. Even while telling yourself you need medication to function, you're functioning better than half the retards on this site. Imagine if you stopped telling yourself that shit.
You can’t assume a linear trajectory. Everyone has different natural limitations and some may require medication to reach an optimal level -
2018-04-14 at 1:05 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-04-13 at 11:29 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.How the fuck do you enough about me to be able to determine that? Some people have serious disorders and actually need medication.
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2018-04-13 at 11:11 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.FUCK, just got told it’s going to be months until I can see a psychiatrist. I can’t fucking wait that long, I need treatment now.
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2018-04-13 at 10:10 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-04-13 at 7:05 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-04-13 at 6:14 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-04-13 at 6:09 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.I'm definitely going to get facial reconstruction surgery one day:
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2018-04-13 at 1:07 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by CASPER If i kill myself, its going to be out away from my home somewhere (because killing yourself around other people is fucking selfish), and then just wrap a towel and then some tough plastic dropcloth or tarp material around my head everywhere but my nostrils. Then duct tape it in place. Then just a shot straight into the skull above the ear (I know pointing upward in your mouth is most effective, but cant do that with a tarp tied around your head). I imagine the people who have to clean up that stuff would appreciate someone making it a bit easier to clean up after.
The people we had who died were kamikaze pimp, viper, and ilovechronic among others.I forget which one was the gun cleaning incident but he was just too high and too confident in his gun handling skills. Then again ive done that same shit on TC a ton of times, im sure.
Yeah, if I did it alone I would hike deep into an area of a national/regional park, somewhere way off trail where no one would likely ever go, and do it there. I wouldn't take the risk of a gunshot failing and I don't like firearms.
Imagine if we all took a group trip down to Mexico to blow all our savings and party for a week, maybe even longer, then did a group suicide with pentobarbital bought there.
https://www.nytimes.com/2008/07/21/world/americas/21tijuana.html -
2018-04-13 at 12:11 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.I wonder how much money you could make from goading the cops into attacking you or doing something illegal, like pressing false charges against you, and illegally recording it.
Like, a while ago there was this big memorial thing for a cop that was killed and I thought about standing across the street from the police department with a sign that said something like, "__ __ DESERVED TO DIE" or "COP KILLERS ARE HEROES".
The guy that got pepper sprayed for flipping off a cop received 50K: https://www.timesunion.com/local/article/Saratoga-Springs-paid-50K-to-settle-pepper-spray-6457412.php
That's pretty fucking sweet for most people. -
2018-04-13 at 12:01 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by jedi.Goldstein I spend a lot of time thinking about suicide. Someone gave me a helium baloon and I thought about using it as an exit bag. I went to a pond today and was wondering how I could drown in it.
We should team up and do a group suicide. It'd be boss.
What method are you thinking of using? These are the ones I'd go with:
Pentobarnital + cocktail
Exit bag + cocktail
Opioid + benzo + cocktail -
2018-04-12 at 11:53 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.I'm feeling pretty normal right now, but suicide still seems pretty appealing because life is overwhelmingly an unfulfilling and unremarkable utter fool's errand.
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2018-04-12 at 11:51 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by hydromorphone Just seen this, as I must have missed my first go around.
Lmfao, I was stoned as fuck and read it as 'blueberry' my first go too. I was just wondering why 'blueberry' of all things lol. I do love me some blueberries though.
Pillowy mounds of sweet buttery blueberry pancakes...
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2018-04-12 at 8:52 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Brain surgeon I never said that my life wasn't just as shitty as everyone else's.
And yeah I was totally "holier than thou" as fuck when I was clean for that year. I like to think that I've grown a lot since then.
And I'm not gonna get rich growing weed, but at least I won't have to work a real job or pay for weed ever again.
Brain Surgeon, if you're ever suffering immensely again you can feel better by thinking that somewhere in the world Malice is really enjoying your misfortune.