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Posts by Malice

  1. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Mood log: I didn’t feel like dying when I woke up today. There’s also a distinct difference in my temper and irritability my anger is far more under control and doesn’t become nearly as severe as it normally does.
  2. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by CASPER First i thought you called her a blueberry cunt. Didnt think twice about whether it made sense or not. Blueberry cunt. Yeah why not?

    I dunno, it could kind of make sense. Like blue waffles or that girl from Willard Wonko.
  3. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    I misread read it as Burberry cunt at first.
  4. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by Fox Paws Hey malice did you ever get a response for either of your two letters? Proving that everything really happened exactly as you said it did?

    Nope, probably moved out. My landlord told me she had gotten divorced and was taking the house back, which would explain why the family in the house I was in moved. The other family was white and had a young daughter and probably moved when they realized how fucking dangerous the place was. I really should have thought of this earlier, but I didn’t realize I had PTSD until later.
  5. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    I thought the Harry Potter series was pretty enjoyable. I don’t care about the criticisms of it, what mattered to me was that it was fun.
  6. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    I want a really preppy pair of salmon shorts like this to go with the hawaiin Gucci shirt I posted:



    I just want to do it for the summer because I think it would look really funny. I'm the kind of person that would regularly be giggling to themselves at the thought of how others perceive them and their reactions. It's not because I think it necessarily looks good.
  7. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    I feel more at peace than I've felt in a long time. Going to keep a mental record of this, see how it progresses, whether I continue to experience this. My new stack may be doing just the trick, and I haven't even received my T-PAIN yet. Makes sense considering I have genuine disorders, and noots/supps have clearly been shown to have an impact that correlates with how severe symptoms are. Normies generally wont experience much, if anything at all, except from far stronger substances.
  8. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    I mean, I think death by gas is considered a pretty good way to go. You pretty much just fall asleep and never wake up. What would be terrifying is if they found me before death, but not before I suffered serious brain damage. I suppose it wouldn't be such a good idea after all.
  9. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Lol.

    If Daru was here, he'd be dancing around screaming, "Legal loli for the win!"

    Looking forward to seeing more of this contender for best girl.

    Originally posted by Fox Paws Wait so why did you want to pretend to be asleep and stay inside again? To die, or?

    Because I doubt anything would happen and I'd be willing to risk it. Clearly I'm foolhardy and don't value my life very much.
  10. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    You've gotta be kidding me. 4 minutes left on Stein's Gate and they evacuate the fucking library. Turns out there was a gas leak. If I had known I would have just crouched down and hidden somewhere, pretended I had been asleep if they found me. You know, because I'm such a rebel. Now I can't even sneak back in because there are two cops in front of the entrance.

    It would be cool as fuck if the library exploded or at least caught fire, but then where would I watch anime?

    What if they actually lied and this is just a drill to prepare for the eventual school shooting they think I may commit? I literally have zero plans!
  11. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by NARCassist its kinda cute how you go on about that like its some intense ordeal, the likes of which none of us have ever experienced, lol.



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    You weren't there. It was multiple major events over a few major days and there were critical factors that made the impact far worst. This was the first time something like that had ever happened to me and you don't even know the whole story. I wrote most of it down, but the entire thing is about 20 pages long.
  12. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Eeeeeep!

    Steins;Gate 0 was just released a few hours ago! I'm going to watch it first thing when class ends and I get to the library.
  13. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by greenplastic lol that's so beta

    Hey, some people get traumatized by their abusive parents.
  14. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by CASPER Oh fuck you dude. I'm probably the only person here who might give half a shit if you died. I spent this week getting poked and prodded by doctors, feeding a girl I loved with a spoon like an infant, ring pursued by law offices and insurance companies, and a bunch of other highly stressful shit. But your world is all in pieces because you probably took a bunch of off brand psych meds and fucking RCs pulled a sploo and sperged out and trashed your apartment and got thrown in the looney bin for a couple of weeks. Yeah bro you're just a shining example of stability. It's hard to imagine what you'd do if you'd actually had to deal with real life.

    But yeah you're right- the only person to try to engage with you and get you out into the world to finally kickstart your sad little life- is probably a really baaaaaaad influence. Good call. good call.

    See? You're so mean to me! :'(

    That was just a joke. Although I really don't handle people being angry with me at all, especially if they're intimidating and yelling at me.

    Yeah, I can definitely understand why you feel this way considering everything you're going through. At least half the time I'm also irritable as fuck and want to flat out kill everyone around me. I can definitely relate after everything I went through. I'm still absolutely pissed after everything I went through.
  15. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    I definitely a HQ rep of this Louis Vuitton knit when it becomes available. This is a perfect FW piece.

  16. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by WE SMOOTH But you was attacked by gang members.

    I was just unfortunate. That was a completely random series of events that couldn't have really been predicted. I'll never live in Richmond again.
  17. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by WE SMOOTH Mmm okay where then.. lemme guess. Japan where you'd be way more of an outcast?

    No, the Bay. There’s way more tolerance for eccentricity and autism and the weather is a lot better.
  18. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Ooh, took some memantine, Longvida curcumin, GS15-4 panax ginseng extract, an Innovix Labs curcumin pill, and a ksm-66 ashwagandha pill. I definitely feel a noticeable positive difference already.

    Sploo, why don’t you just scam disability so you can have more money for things like this? It’s so easy. With your psychiatric history, having been sent to the psych ward who knows how many times, you would probably get approved fast.
  19. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by WE SMOOTH You wouldn't feel better anywhere else that's for sure.

    Bullshit.
  20. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by WE SMOOTH Fuck the sticks, LA city's the shit!

    LA is absolute garbage.
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