I'm from Germany so I'm not familiar with your social services but Malice said in TRT that you are in contact. He knows this stuff. You seem really hopeless and helpless but you are aware of your situation and that already gives you an advantage. Don't give up. The USA can't be a place where people in your situation don't get help. There must be a solution that doesn't include your suicide. Trust me.
Really this isn't an argument you should be having on an open forum. You do make me feel better about my shitty life choices tho, so as you were.
2016-02-06 at 11:25 AM UTC
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How to stay stoned forever.
I took 400mg a few times, was like "wow this is absolutely fucking terrible" and now I can't look at generic pink benadryl without wanting to puke. Hallucinated a bunch of giant spiders too.
2016-02-06 at 11:21 AM UTC
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How to stay stoned forever.
Travel sickness. Then I kept popping them out of boredom. It wasn't that bad. It was actually pretty nice to be honest. I don't remember the dose, though. It wasn't a full blown trip.
2016-02-06 at 11:17 AM UTC
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Legends From Space
This thread made me reflect on my life way more than it should. I really want to post a story but I don't have an appropriate one. I don't think that my life was as eventless as it seems to me right now but damn.... where did all my stories go? Do I have Dementia? Fuck.
2016-02-06 at 11:09 AM UTC
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How to stay stoned forever.
Why would anyone ever willingly take DPH?
2016-02-06 at 11:04 AM UTC
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How to stay stoned forever.
I have the music thing all the time. Every time I try to actively listen to it it stops and I can't bring it back on my own, though.
Show me picture of those girls.
sploo:
mountain
mutton
tits2:
yes
sploo:
mitten
tits2:
dogs go to heaven
last time i went to heaven
my dog was there
i was content
sploo:
"do dogs have brains"
tits2:
nope
sploo:
no they are highly complex androids
tits2:
why would they need brains
sploo:
give me more m_t_n words
tits2:
my dog ran into the wall he does not have a brain science confirm
sploo:
milton
tits2:
r we playing hang man
m ountain
sploo:
I sed dat
tits2:
o
sorry
marten
sploo:
martian
tits2:
oo good
mountain mitten and martian were really good a+
sploo:
u will not b euthanized
how much harder do you think a real world job is going to be than school
stuck in da system for life
never ends
people richer than us have us do all the tedious dirty work
and waste our lives
tits2:
idk it depends on the jjob
sploo:
so we can have a fraction of a fraction of what they have
there's no way out except to have the government pay for you
but that means getting like 400 a mo
and never having any prospects
some jobs r better than others and that's the best I can do unsure emoticon
I just hate the idea of people controlling me
if I can get a white collar job won't b too bad
get paid to basically shitpost on the Internet for 8 hours, after doing an hour of work
tits2:
damn
2016-02-06 at 10:51 AM UTC
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tore myself a new asshole
I get entertained by your drunk, dick-slinging shenanigans but I really hope for you that you'll find the right girl and get your hotdog stand. I'll be willing to sacrifice my entertainment for your well being. Good luck, Doug.
should I post more conversations
I'm following you and it's sad as fuck. Don't kill yourself. I'm not suggesting that. I'm suggesting the opposite.
I was raised with nothing. 5 people in one room in a renovated haybarn. My dad wasn't around and both my grandparents were insane with severe Schizophrenia at that point. I had nothing but the love of my mother. It was hard as fuck and now that I'm grown up I have to deal with that shit on my own but when I was a child I needed my mom. I blamed her a couple of times but I love her more than anything. Don't give up. Don't give up on yourself and don't give up on your child.
You're in a fucked up situation where it's normal to feel like you do but you can make it out of that situation. Don't give up. Get someone to take care of the child and take some time off. I'm sure that's possible. Don't kill yourself.
2016-02-06 at 10:18 AM UTC
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synmeg synthetic nutmeg
dude...make the first line of nutmeg-based RCs
Shut the fuck up.
I'm sorry for your current state but you were able to plan this shit beforehand and the outcome was clear from the beginning. You made that hobo take a trip through the US and let him put a baby inside you. Forget about your life, think about your fucking child.
I'm not here to give you a hug. You've messed up. Use the time and effort you put into planning your suicide and threatening with it here to plan a future for your child.
I have zero symphathy for you at this point because you are not the victim here.
Has anyone here tried Methizolam? Supposedly a longer lasting version of Etizolam.
2016-02-06 at 9:45 AM UTC
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I got the best birthday gift
Be grateful for it, buddy. Also, happy birthday.
