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2019-03-19 at 2:33 AM UTC in The totse/zoklet/ect darwin awardsThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-17 at 8:46 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by GGG I don't necessarily like SpectraL, and I don't really wanna see him as a mod, but I think he'd do a good job being impartial and keeping the place clean.
Would rather see Zanick, CASPER, or Gadzooks as mod though. I myself would make a terrible mod.
I always thought I'd make a good mod. Mostly bc I've never had the inclination to "punish" or fuck with anyone for disagreeing,or not liking me. Usually if nothing else, I can get people to understand where I'm coming from, and I think they know that anything I do or think is always coming from a good place. That and the fact that I genuinely give almost no fucks what anyone thinks of me. Someone saying a bunch of scathing shit to me is about as effective as reading me a Chinese food menu.
But I think most of me wanting to be a mod was just the teenage desire to bet set apart, acknowledged. And I remember a lot of the mods we had acting childish and stupid.
Since I'm so easygoing, and not very bothered or offended by anything though- it'd be very difficult for me to know where to draw the line. Like...shitposting is kind of in the DNA of our forums. I think it keeps things lively to a certain degree. Would I have to ban Phineas Shocke for spamming Bill KrozbyDong.png? It doesn't bother me, but I suppose it is purposely disruptive. And I assume certain types of posts/alas are against the roles, so I'd probably have to ban YOU for the auto generated algorithm nonsense posts. Lol.
I always thought spectral would be good, but he seems to take things almost TOO seriously sometimes. DaGuru 2.0. Lol.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-18 at 7:23 AM UTC in The totse/zoklet/ect darwin awards
Originally posted by GGG Viper is definitely a top contender. Cleaning his loaded gun while fucked up on benzos and shot himself on cam.
Tbf, I use to play with my guns all the time on TC. There's really only one (two) rules you need to remember when fucked up and playing with firearms (which is coincidentally the same as the rules when you're not drunk and on heroin and klonopin):
1. Make sure you know if the gun is, in fact, loaded and/or chambered.
2. If it is either of those things, just dont point it at stuff that doesn't need an extra hole.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-18 at 2:05 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionAS WELL AS DARK COMPLECTED, BIG BONEDED ORIENTALSThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2019-03-17 at 6:09 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by RestStop My usps package hasn't been a scanned since Friday night …getting kinda worried ?
Originally posted by RestStop My usps package hasn't been a scanned since Friday night …getting kinda worried ?
Yeah The post office is notoriously bad about losing shit but whoever mentioned that a lot of times it gets delivered and the tracking gets updated all at once was correctThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-17 at 6:20 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionNo one really "misses him". He talked all the same shit to me. But he was here for a long time, and he was really fucked up, and he killed himself.
And even if it's not "sad", it's notable for a community as small as this one.
He almost felt like a fucked up little brother that I only talked to online, because my early years were stunted by being in the weird church I was a part of, so I identified a lot with social anxiety and isolation, trying to be "normal".
With all the stupid, useless people in the world- just kinda seems like a waste.
I mean...don't you want to read about his stomach contents and the width of his pericardium, "for the lulz"?
I'm not going to be all weepy gay about it anymore, but I am going to keep talking about it for as long as there's nothing else to talk about,
And I'm almost definitely going to change my avvy to the face on the corpse diagram in the report, because the coroner for some reason saw fit to draw a scraggly beard on it with a pen, and that's fucking HILARIOUS to me.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-17 at 6:03 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by mashlehash Also quit trying to push the conspiracy that I need to be on meds because it has been determined that the course of anti-psychotics was not the right practice, and in fact, a mal-practice.
I WILL FIGHT YOU
So you've been incoherently shitposting for the last year for lulz? That's acceptable.
Realize it makes me sad because you're one of the ones I actually give a shit about.
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2019-03-17 at 6:11 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by Ghost Wow. Leave mashlehash alone he's pretty cool and good at rapping and making art
He's better than you, you malice bujitsku dead dick sucking loser that reads obituaries for people that suck.
ACTing like you're better than him.. smh
Are you purposely disruptive and unlikeable because that's the only way you could get attention from teachers and your drunken crack addicted parents?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-17 at 5:52 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by mashlehash Malice died? link
God damnit mash get on your fucking meds
Every time I read one of your posts it makes me super sad because youre completely spaced out.
Yes. He's dead. As a door nail. A year ago. And the LA county medical examiner cut out all his organs and sawed his skull open 9 months ago.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-16 at 7:59 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionReport arrived.
As promised, I'll, get drunk and read it on tinybltc tonight to preserve the "spirit of TRT".
I'll scan it at work on Monday. It's much longer than I thought it'd be.
Malices testes and genitals are described as "unremarkable" though. So there's that.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-16 at 2:41 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by Sudo Yeah it's pretty shitty Malice died because he was an interesting case study. The amount of emotional attachment some people have to someone who was incapable of emotional attachment is pretty stockholmy. If Malice is alive he's stroking his babydick to the fact that he managed to convince people to give a shit. I wish he was alive but it's silly to keep going on about him. When this thread dies, let him for. No there was nothing you could have done, Malice chose to kill himself after careful consideration of all options. He wasn't a bad or dangerous person, just a sad person. Let him die then let this website die.
Nobody here even knew his real name
I knew his first name a couple years ago when he started emailing.
That aside, I don't give any more or less of a fuck about u fags bc I don't know your names. I guess it's just more humanizing. When you have to keep mental track of like a hundred different nondescript personalities in your head, everything just kind of jumbles together. When there's a name, a face- you can assign traits and histories to that person, they become "real". It's why people only give a shit about the posters who are distinct, that we know stuff about, thatvebeen around a bit. They feel more like people we "know".The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-16 at 1:18 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionI beg to differ. I mean how often do we get the thrilling details of one of us dying? That's pretty cool right?
Also, we're all old and boring now.
If someone wants to hitchhike to California for me to impregnate them and chase them out of my house at gunpoint, I mean....I'll do it for the lulz bc I've always been a team player.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-16 at 10:08 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionActually I'm going to go check the mail bc that's kind of ridiculous to take 10 days to get a couple of pieces of paper from Los Angeles to Los Angeles.
Are they writing out the report in calligraphy, in his own coagulated blood? Should just be able to print it out and chuck it in an envelope. For that amount of money, it feels like there should be a bit of urgency.
To increase traffic, should I do a live reading on Tinychat when it comes thru? I can do it naked, in the voice of Morgan Freeman.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-16 at 8:24 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionAll organs in perfect working order. No signs of disease.
What a dick you have to be to kill yourself and not even donate your organs.
There's parents out there who'd have given everything they had for a heart or kidney for their kid.
I mean hell...considering the amount of time I spent letting him vent, he could've at least had the courtesy to spot me a spare organ or two.
Also, apparently Malice on assisted suicide was him. Report mentions he had musculoskeletal issues with his feet.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-15 at 12:04 PM UTC in Random Thoughts
Originally posted by DontTellEm
Rofl.
This is the exact song that made me realize how depressed I was. I'd be driving home from work in my beater jeep and this would come on the radio, and I wouldn't even have the energy to change the station. For someone that used to pride themselves on their taste in music, that wasn't pretty bad. Lol.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-16 at 12:18 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionYeah I've been binge watching them for hours. I get that this is supposed to be someone's attempt at a animation/Black Mirror type thing, but it's so well done. Some of the CGI looks almost real.
Someone like this could make a badass cyberpunk game/movie.
Crazy fucking good.
Has this been out for long?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-16 at 12:10 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionHas anyone else watched Love, Death and Robots yet?
Am I just a huge nerd, or is it fucking awesome, and just what they need on Netflix?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-12 at 5:03 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
Originally posted by Methuselah Why does he automatically deserve happiness? Maybe he’s a fuckin terrible person, u don’t know
True dat. I could be a good actor. Actually, tbh I'd be a pretty fantastic actor.
That said, if you were going through some shit, I'd still be a fag and give a shit, because if you're here, we probably share at least a few things in common.
That's not to say I'm "going through some shit". The thing with the friends is just kind of strange. I'd like to think that they're all just low IQ junkies and that I was just better at doing what I did, but the truth is a lot of it is luck, and we rarely stop to think about the major life changing implications of some of our small, every day choices.
As for malice and my step- grandpa, Dennis...I guess they tie together in my head. I just found out they're not going to have a service for Dennis either. He was always such a fucking stand up guy. I found a letter ina box of stuff that I should try to copy here if I can. Basically, he wrote a hand written note to my mom when she was 25 or so, essentially asking permission to marry my grandma. He explained that he wasn't the reason that my grandma and grandpa broke up, but that he'd grown up with my grandma, and loved her since he was 20. He wanted to spend what time they had left together, and he wanted to make sure that my mom knew he cared for all of them.
I mean who does that anymore?
The man had scars on his fingertips from picking cotton in Corpus Christi since he was 7. Whenever someone in the community got sick, or wasn't doing well, he'd drive them to chemo or take them to lunch. I wasn't even his blood relative, but he sent me money for my good report cards, and sent me cassettes of him reading books on tape, since we were so far apart across the county. Used to take me golfing with all the old guys when I'd go visit. The Bandits they were called - a bunch of old boys and veterans. He'd let me drive the golf cart...taught me to stand still and throw corn to feed the deer. The old guys would drink beer and pee along the cart path, scare off the lady golfers. Lol.
He was just an all around good man. And he walked two miles every day. And then he had a stroke and was bed ridden. And then my grandma lost her mind to dementia and started yelling at him and mistreating him. And now he's dead. And I didn't get to visit for the last 15 years. And how they're not even going to have a fucking memorial service, while all his blood relatives fight over his bonds and inheritance.
It just doesn't seem right for anyone to put in that much time and energy, and for there to be nothing left.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-13 at 7:36 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by hydromorphone You know, it just hit me that Malice REALLY is gone… like… I knew he was gone. I knew it in my heart of hearts he went through with it… like, I felt a disturbance in the force or some shit, but to KNOW, without that sliver of doubt being there, that little "maybe I'm wrong… I don't think I am, but I hope so…" really hits hard.
I was in a nursing home, not having access to WiFi for what seemed an eternity when BPHR read to me Malice's post. I immediately began crying. I nearly lost it… I knew then there was nothing I could do but I so desperately wanted to.
I don't know now that I want to "save" Malice, but I just wish I could have helped his suffering… I guess because I suffer so similarly… I wish someone would save me or just put me out of my misery.
I've learned one thing, love is really the only thing that matters. When it boils down, that's all we really want. I think that's what Malice wanted, but was too afraid to find. Hell, even for me, intimacy is a scary thing. I don't blame him. Honestly, if I had any sense, I should be just as frightened of it as he was. It hurts. It scars like no other.
I miss Malice a lot. I miss talking to him, asking him advice… the guy helped me A LOT, and I really appreciate the time he took. I wish I could have helped he 1/10th as much as he helped me even…
I've just said fuck it all, I'm just not as brave as he is. My son is going to have a good life, so that's all that matters. I wrote him a letter for when he's older and can understand. I'm going to miss him a lot. It breaks my heart, but it's for the best most likely. I finally did take the advice of the forum…
Now nothing matters… that's why I'm just going to live a life where I hopefully won't be alive too long. I at least know someone I can trust, so I won't be alone in this misery.
Too bad I fuck up the life I want, now this is what I get. This is what I deserve. I accept my fate. I'm just gonna go until I kill myself or someone on the street kills me.
You're the homie and everything, and obviously I've been there so I get it but...this is just cowardly as fuck. If you think your drug use isn't going to have a PROFOUND effect on your son, you're deluding yourself. Eventually he'll get smart enough to know why mommy keeps needles in a bag under the sink, and why mommy is always sleepy and won't play with him,or why there's dried blood in little patches on the floor. Life will be difficult. But when you had that kid, you really lost any prerogative to be a victim.
He got dragged into this world against his will, in a way less than ideal situation. He deserves a chance. When you're dead In a motel room from overdose, don't think for a minute that he won't use that pain as an excuse to follow in your footsteps. Just picture your son at 20 years old, sinking a needle into the crook of his arm. You're doing him a tremendous disservice. I mean shit my mom went to incredible lengths to raise me by herself, and I ended up being completely fucked up all the same. What chance are you giving him?
That's just the truth.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2019-03-09 at 10:02 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by Sudo malice's name was Enrique or something very very brown
I remember he posted his 23and me results and blacked out the part that said sub Saharan African because he was so ashamed. I wish he was still alive and I don't really understand or respect suicide. For some reason my local newspaper is really pushing the assisted suicide agenda and every time someone dies from assisted suicide they give them a whole page of their lives acco.plishments and what they want to say. Makes dying by your own hand seem stupid.
Anyways Malice could have been an interesting case study in the effects of no social interaction and tons of nootropics have on the Guatemalan mind. It would be like Jeannie but nobody gave a shit.
Malice's underachieving was his downfall, in the end he couldn't live with all he'd wasted, in a way a lot of us identify with that, myself definitely included, I've been hearing about it for 20 years. Malice had no support network and his autism alienated him so much he didn't even feel human anymore. I hope he feels more free wherever he is. Probably in purgatory with all the unbaptised kittens.
I realized yesterday that of the last 9 years, only 2 of which I was neither in jail or on house arrest and for 9 months of this I was in a halfway house and for 5 months I was on curfew. I'm so fucking incarcerated it's not funny
By some miracle or grand bookkeeping fuckup, I managed to stay out of jail for any serious length of time, but when I think about all the time.....alll that fucking time....I may as well have been. But that's the trick that even someone with that much intelligence was too immature and stunted to understand. The time actually doesn't mean much. The 9 months in the womb aren't a year wasted. A 30 year old scotch isn't 30 years wasted. The becoming, the being someone better.....it's all worth something. Ideally, spending a decade in prison or as a junkie isn't something everyone should do. But we get so obsessed with these milestones and timelines. It doesn't matter. If you believe you can come out of it, you can. Only sometimes your brain is so fucked up that you have to just live your life on that premise until the time that you even fully believe it. There's a reason people love old salty men and veterans and underdogs. Everyone loves someone's who's been through some shit and survived.
Idk.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
