2019-03-13 at 2:14 PM UTC
only losers tAKE THAT TRASH
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2019-03-13 at 2:14 PM UTC
I regret turning avatars back on
2019-03-13 at 2:14 PM UTC
i hope u dont hape epilepsy hehehehhe
enjoy your lactimal you fucking retard
2019-03-13 at 2:49 PM UTC
Hmmm, I can get PHREE PIZZA but then I have to pay for parking so how much do I actually want to listen to them
2019-03-13 at 3:58 PM UTC
You know if you smoke enough marijuana you can go 2 the moon
2019-03-13 at 5:30 PM UTC
You know, it just hit me that Malice REALLY is gone... like... I knew he was gone. I knew it in my heart of hearts he went through with it... like, I felt a disturbance in the force or some shit, but to KNOW, without that sliver of doubt being there, that little "maybe I'm wrong... I don't think I am, but I hope so..." really hits hard.
I was in a nursing home, not having access to WiFi for what seemed an eternity when BPHR read to me Malice's post. I immediately began crying. I nearly lost it... I knew then there was nothing I could do but I so desperately wanted to.
I don't know now that I want to "save" Malice, but I just wish I could have helped his suffering... I guess because I suffer so similarly... I wish someone would save me or just put me out of my misery.
I've learned one thing, love is really the only thing that matters. When it boils down, that's all we really want. I think that's what Malice wanted, but was too afraid to find. Hell, even for me, intimacy is a scary thing. I don't blame him. Honestly, if I had any sense, I should be just as frightened of it as he was. It hurts. It scars like no other.
I miss Malice a lot. I miss talking to him, asking him advice... the guy helped me A LOT, and I really appreciate the time he took. I wish I could have helped he 1/10th as much as he helped me even...
I've just said fuck it all, I'm just not as brave as he is. My son is going to have a good life, so that's all that matters. I wrote him a letter for when he's older and can understand. I'm going to miss him a lot. It breaks my heart, but it's for the best most likely. I finally did take the advice of the forum...
Now nothing matters... that's why I'm just going to live a life where I hopefully won't be alive too long. I at least know someone I can trust, so I won't be alone in this misery.
Too bad I fuck up the life I want, now this is what I get. This is what I deserve. I accept my fate. I'm just gonna go until I kill myself or someone on the street kills me.
2019-03-13 at 5:32 PM UTC
What Acronym doesn't understand is that I am the dominant persona. The plural gang is mine.
2019-03-13 at 5:46 PM UTC
Originally posted by hydromorphone
You know, it just hit me that Malice REALLY is gone… like… I knew he was gone. I knew it in my heart of hearts he went through with it… like, I felt a disturbance in the force or some shit, but to KNOW, without that sliver of doubt being there, that little "maybe I'm wrong… I don't think I am, but I hope so…" really hits hard.
I was in a nursing home, not having access to WiFi for what seemed an eternity when BPHR read to me Malice's post. I immediately began crying. I nearly lost it… I knew then there was nothing I could do but I so desperately wanted to.
I don't know now that I want to "save" Malice, but I just wish I could have helped his suffering… I guess because I suffer so similarly… I wish someone would save me or just put me out of my misery.
I've learned one thing, love is really the only thing that matters. When it boils down, that's all we really want. I think that's what Malice wanted, but was too afraid to find. Hell, even for me, intimacy is a scary thing. I don't blame him. Honestly, if I had any sense, I should be just as frightened of it as he was. It hurts. It scars like no other.
I miss Malice a lot. I miss talking to him, asking him advice… the guy helped me A LOT, and I really appreciate the time he took. I wish I could have helped he 1/10th as much as he helped me even…
I've just said fuck it all
Stop feeling sorry for yourself and get sorted. It's pathetic your whining about the passing of others who actually wanted to live whilst you're sat in some shit hole with your so called "friends" slowly killing yourself. It actually annoys me you saying you wanted to "save" Malice.
HELP YOUR KIDS BY GETTING YOUR ACT TOGETHER. Fucking ungrateful shit. Malice would have actually agreed with that statement. He had no one.
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