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2021-09-26 at 5:29 AM UTC in Hey is there anyone in thereThe only people I engage with either hand me money, are the 3 men I mentioned or my dealers (2 of which I helped get into college and out of the game thankfullly,,,, I’m also a fairy godmother to a beautiful little African American boy who is 4. He has a college fund started because of me. Should I abandon two dying men when they need me the most? Maybe that’s why I’m still here, alive, I don’t have any earthy idea anymore. Or why it mattters... all I know is it does matter that that boy goes to college and my friends die with friends rather than alone.
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2021-09-26 at 5:22 AM UTC in Hey is there anyone in there
Originally posted by RIPtotse Lol stop hanging out near the trap gurl
U are who you hang around that all sounds so gnarly
Thank god I re entered school and quit using it I’d be you or worse by now most definitely
Thank god or whoever you pray to everyday people, positive energy prayer increases your high vibrational frequency which will come back at you ten fold you just have to put the effort of being a good person in.
It’s actually very easy
And I can’t really remember. I get you and the bitch §m£ÂgØL went to Florida with and got pregnant confused.. so that might be you also
Too many junkies to remember at this point
There’s only a few that I think about everyday and wish they hadn’t died because we were so close and they were genuinely good people
You are more of just a random internet junky that pops in and out sometimes
And I didn’t mean prostitute sorry I meant “cam girl”
Which is just a nicer way of saying internet prostitute
Never cammed, lol, but whatever.
I don’t really care anymore, and yes, I’m the one who got pregnant and had the whole... §m£ÂgØL debacle.
And piles of crack
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2021-09-26 at 5:17 AM UTC in Hey is there anyone in thereBobby sands... I admired his commitment.. and poetry. “The thought that says ‘I’m right’”.. the rhythm of time.. a poem that should be remembered.
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2021-09-26 at 4:44 AM UTC in Hey is there anyone in there
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2021-09-26 at 4:41 AM UTC in Hey is there anyone in there
Originally posted by aldra if I were in your state I would've opted out long ago
what keeps you going?
I ask myself this everyday... I don’t know... heroin and fentanyl I guess... my buddy chino, and Keith (Keith though is way crazy bastard) has helped some... Chris.. those 3... only real world friends... 2 are dying of cancer and the one is schizophrenic... -
2021-09-26 at 4:38 AM UTC in Hey is there anyone in thereI
Originally posted by RIPtotse Lol wot
I’m not in chi town... charm city, baby. I also don’t prostitute... I also fended off a masked attacker, 6ft+ nigger big fucker with just my maggot infested arms... he had a knife... apparently I was scarier. I luckily had all the cash too...
Glad ur not dead btw
Prostituting online while shooting dope in chi town takes a lot of mofos out
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2021-09-26 at 4:24 AM UTC in Cocaine is a helluva drugI only blow my money on raw and fentanyl anymore.
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2021-09-26 at 4:21 AM UTC in Cocaine is a helluva drugI refuse to use coke anymore. Never smoked crack or fired coke... intentonallly (I love you, Keith, but you were an asshole)...
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2021-09-26 at 4 AM UTC in Hey is there anyone in thereJust not if you can hear me.
Distant ships and such.... hopefully I’ll be on the same side of the universe as malice soon.
I’m definitely not doing good nor hanging in well... swimming pools of vanc is likely just holding me together for the moment... and cephapim too. But I’m rotting away.. quite literally.. amputations and such...
You know who I love and those know who should fuck themselfs burnt in a hole... you escape better than you deserve. And you, asshole, be good to your wife. -
2021-09-26 at 3:49 AM UTC in My dog is sick.Prayers, my friend. I can heavily sympathize.
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2021-08-22 at 1 AM UTC in Which pill is best?Dope pills. Dope is sold in capsules around here.
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2021-08-15 at 2:02 PM UTC in Hello. I am Jannae pronounced YannyWhy would you disclose your real name (with correct pronunciation) in a thread on a forum like this?
What were you "researching" zoklet for? How to make s&b meth? Lol
Why tell us oddly specific things about yourself and where you live?
This really isn't the nicest place to visit, people can be mean and cruel if you haven't noticed. -
2021-08-15 at 4:25 AM UTC in Anybody who isn't vaccinated by this point is fucking retarded.
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2021-08-14 at 6:03 PM UTC in Last night was sort of a crazy nightWhy do you delete everything you post then leave some vague comment? At least stand behind the bullshit you post.
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2021-08-14 at 1:19 PM UTC in Afghanistan collapsing to Taliban, globalists leaving Kabul like Saigon
Originally posted by aldra
lol, they're really upset about that iwo jima prank
a leash implies control; the US just shipped them weapons and let them go hogwild
Well,maybe I shouldnt have phrased it that way, but I just meant we were using them for our own purposes and why we supported them at that time with supplies. Once shit was over we just sorta cut them lose.
Trust me, we both are looking at it the same way (albeit, I definitely think you are much more well versed and up to date on the current on going affairs and politics), just phasing things differently and I guess I used analogies that confused what I was attempting to convey.
Carry on. I enjoy following the on goings through your updates and commentary. -
2021-08-13 at 11:53 PM UTC in Afghanistan collapsing to Taliban, globalists leaving Kabul like Saigon
Originally posted by aldra they were never on a leash
Russia had 90% of the country on lockdown and still weren't able to fully contain them (which in itself is a far cry from the tiny green zones the US controlled over the last 20 years) - the dynamic changed when the US gave them cheap anti-air weapons, which to a large degree neutralised the ability of the Soviets to use air support and standoff weapons to dominate battlefields, which is THE reason modern militaries are able to sustain conflicts like these without taking significant casualties
You misunderstood my comment. When I said "On a leash"I just meant that we supported them to fight our Commie enemies. -
2021-08-13 at 11:28 PM UTC in Bipolarhighroller/1337I just want you to know the thing I mourn more than anything is your friendship. I fucked it up, I know, I just wish there was no relationship to complicate it. There was a time when there wasn't enough hours in the day... Well... I'm sorry I fucked it all up. I fuck everything up eventually. I'm sorry you got hurt in that. I can't change the past though.
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2021-08-13 at 11:19 PM UTC in Bipolarhighroller/1337I did the best I could with T-PAIN boluses for ya...
I still have infection in my femur and radius which I believe has contributed to me being anemic.
Yes you lost a lot of blood but you'd have been okay as long as they staunched the bleeding. I lost 6 500ml bottles of blood once inan attempt at suicide via ensanguination.
We've both had some fucked shit go on, we're both tough though. I fell that's unfortunate for me but very glad you're still alive. Despite what you think I wish you the best. -
2021-08-13 at 2:04 PM UTC in Bipolarhighroller/1337
Originally posted by the man who put it in my hood It's okay she's still waiting on a dirty curb in a low income neighborhood waiting for you. She hasn't left the spot in months
I'm actually doing pretty good. I went to DC for 4th of July to see the fireworks and just bebop around (their metro is confusing as fuck), checked out Arlington national cemetery, and the zoo, and seen the Smithsonian.
I'm in a methadone program which has curbed my dope habit a lot.
Just trying to live and enjoy as much if it as I can.
I'm also no longer on the streets. I gave a place with a roof over my head.
All I gotta say is I hope you're doing well too. When I posted this I was dying of sepsis and in seriously bad withdrawal (the kind that causes hallucinations, like in trainspotting, which I thought was an exaggeration until I dealt with them first hand).
I'm at the point I may lose my arm due to infection, and may end back in the hospital soon since those septic symptoms are cropping up again but I should be okay since I'm on methadone and Hopkins is good at giving me pain meds, especially their addiction team. At this point I don't care, my hand doesn't work any way.
Strange fucked up ride, but I hope you've been well, hope things have gotten better and hope you've found someone that loves you for who you are and helps you through the tough times. As for me, I've sworn off relationships beyond platonic. I'm much happier this way. I'm probably going through menopause anyway too, so sex isn't even on my radar. No desire whatsoever. I'm celibate. -
2021-08-13 at 1:13 PM UTC in Afghanistan collapsing to Taliban, globalists leaving Kabul like SaigonThe best part is that that Taliban was our pitbulls on a leash when we were in a cold war with Russia and Russia was fucking around down there.
Then we cut them loose. Lol we literally created this mess.
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