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2021-09-28 at 11 PM UTC in Amputation: dominate arm above elbow
Originally posted by DontTellEm So ur a literal asshole? Taking up a bed ? Even if u get this surgery, u do whatever u want regardless given ur history so the pain will send u into ur toes within days. Blah. I can’t stand some weak shit.
Please by all means take this bed . I don’t want it. I literally can’t walk to leave against medical advice or I would. If I do get out of here I’m gonna kill a nigga though. Fucker leaving me high and dry he better be dead or in jail -
2021-09-28 at 10:55 PM UTC in Amputation: dominate arm above elbowBeing humane would involve a bullet in my head
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2021-09-28 at 10:54 PM UTC in Amputation: dominate arm above elbowThe headspace of being this ill is fucked but not unlike being heavily fucked up
I’m not fucked up on any medications as one should be in this condition since lol fuck my life they can’t get IV ACESS LIKE WTF PEOPLE?!?! -
2021-09-28 at 10:47 PM UTC in Amputation: dominate arm above elbowOh yeah and they’re waiting to amputate because I’m too fucked for surgery atm
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2021-09-28 at 10:42 PM UTC in Amputation: dominate arm above elbow
Originally posted by Wariat hey man if its true and youre legit go to a howpital or get help. people are happy or live good even in wheelchairs.
I’m literally in the hospital... hence the lack of ability to keep an iv in me (vancomycin is hard on veins, and they’ve already fucked everything up setting ivs with ultrasound like now they can’t get a picc line in) and how I’m aware that I’ve got MRSA swimming in my blood supply
. Also need a transfusion however I don’t accept blood (too afraid one of you niggers donates A+ blood)
I also said I’d leave if I could but I’m physically too weak to walk
All I have going for me is I’m a DNR/DNI Although I’m having to tell every fucker to go fuck themselves that I don’t want blood or resesitation if my heart fails or intubation if I stop breathing thank fuck I got my living will shit figured out years ago -
2021-09-28 at 10:26 PM UTC in Amputation: dominate arm above elbowThe closest living dead I’ve ever seen...
Both radius and ulna exposed in infected otherwise living arm...
They can’t keep an IV in me, I’m septucand they can’t even manage a picc either.. Hickman might be next step IDK
I’m so sick
I’d leave if I could but I physically can’t
I’m praying for death -
2021-09-27 at 10:05 PM UTC in Amputation: dominate arm above elbowYes? If it got rid of severe infection, osteomyelitis in both radius and ulna and made the pain go away?
This is. What’s going down this week for me
Suicide is stilll very much an option I’m considering -
2021-09-26 at 1:48 PM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?Thanks
Hard to type with one arm and half a soul
And this shit tablet -
2021-09-26 at 1:23 PM UTC in Cocaine is a helluva drug
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2021-09-26 at 9:58 AM UTC in what's the last thing you bought?Drugs
God help me -
2021-09-26 at 8:15 AM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?Rainbow-temple ofthe king
Gotta love dio
God of rock -
2021-09-26 at 8:14 AM UTC in What are you listening to right now, space nigga?Junip-line if fire
I miss crazy mike -
2021-09-26 at 8:12 AM UTC in 1337, did you get clean?I hope so
I pray for your good fortune always -
2021-09-26 at 8:04 AM UTC in Hey is there anyone in there
Originally posted by aldra almost everyone does, except maybe suicidal commercial pilots
Most people don’t choose a hole alone
They keep running back to the light
They want the embrace of their fellow man
I’m good without it anymore
Before I needed that love more than the opiates that’s keep me going
I’m an addicted but escaped my greatest addiction at least -
2021-09-26 at 7:22 AM UTC in Sh/Bash based malware for *Nix.I wish I had more time for shit like this
The things you regret at the end and why lol irony is a bitch -
2021-09-26 at 6:50 AM UTC in Cocaine is a helluva drugAnd I’m like a caretaker junkie maid but trust me my heart is goOd and so are those I consort with and love
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2021-09-26 at 6:49 AM UTC in Cocaine is a helluva drugI’m crazy and sick since that’s who I hang around
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2021-09-26 at 6:47 AM UTC in Cocaine is a helluva drugYou’re right though
I test every batch
It all tests positive for fentanyl -
2021-09-26 at 6:46 AM UTC in Cocaine is a helluva drugFentanyl is cheap and readily available
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2021-09-26 at 5:33 AM UTC in Hey is there anyone in thereFunny enough I’m okay with dying alone
Ive come to terms with dying alone
I think I will appreciate it