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2018-12-11 at 12:03 AM UTC in What keeps YOU from getting on that bus?I may not be a super-regular poster here at NIS, but of course I've picked up on a few narratives, and there's the whole story of Malice that comes up frequently. I've seen references to "getting on a/the bus" associated with suicide.
I checked out Malice's last thread, entitled, ever-so-simply, "Later".
I consider buying my own ticket every single day, at least once.
I imagine it's not too uncommon.
If you're reading this and the notion has never so much as crossed your mind, then we are of a different species.
The only thing that keeps me going, despite an overwhelming, emotionally crushing feeling all throughout my body, is hope that I won't always feel like this.
I'm holding on by that one single thread of hope. It keeps me going, day after day.
But I do fear that one day the thread will wear itself too thin.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-12-12 at 12:36 AM UTC in LANNY'S PIThere was an attempt... (at creating a synesthesia phenomenon where numbers correlate with colors).
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2018-12-11 at 1:13 AM UTC in What keeps YOU from getting on that bus?
Originally posted by RestStop I have crystal meth and whores. No I'm not trying to be witty or facetious it's the absolute truth.
I love this answer so much.
As a matter of fact, it reminds me that I have to admit to something...
Since starting this thread, I have also started drinking.
I feel way less depressed now that the spirits have taken hold of me.
It's a band-aid, and not a sustainable solution, and I get that.
But man, psychoactive chemicals (and whores too, I suppose), can be a great way to keep the right neurotransmitters in check... At least for the time being.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-12-11 at 12:13 AM UTC in What keeps YOU from getting on that bus?
Originally posted by mmQ I don't have time to get into it right now but it's essentially the same answer - hope. I have felt the highs of being who I really want to be and my brain "being right" and I just have hope that I can get back there again, because when I'm there, I absolutely do NOT want to suicide because I genuinely enjoy my life.
You summarize my whole philosophy on the matter perfectly.
Perhaps it's a relatively common way of coping, but knowing that there have once been good times, logically implies that there should be more in the future. Maybe not today, or tomorrow, or next week, or even this year, but good times can tend to come and go.
If I were to board the bus now, I may miss out.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-12-11 at 12:09 AM UTC in What keeps YOU from getting on that bus?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-12-05 at 2:06 AM UTC in "Rudolph the fuckin red nose raindeer, had a very fuckin shiny nose..."
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box wow its really hard to actually find the protocols just doing a simple search…pages and pages of butthurts jedis and shitlibs yelling about it, none of the actual source material.
can any fellow white people post a link to the protocols? thanx in advance, hail hortler.
See, the one thing that makes these Zionist conspiracy theories start to creep into the realm of possibility for me is the very fact that they try so hard to censor any discussion about it.
It's pretty much the Barbara Streissand effect.
Who happens to be jedi.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-12-10 at 1:25 AM UTC in Seasonal Affective DisorderI go to sleep, and it's dark.
I wake up, and it's dark.
It's dark, cold, and fucking depressing.
Why is this not a more commonly referenced disorder?
It amazes me that it isn't considered a universal fact that Winter fucking sucks, not a so-called psychiatric disorder.
If you live in the Southern Hemisphere, just ignore this thread (and maybe bump it in six months if you want).The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-12-05 at 3 AM UTC in Ban triple GLanny seems objective as fuck.
He won't ban people based on personal agendas or haphazard whims.
He'll threaten the fuck out of you (that one thread about SpectraL being an example), but he won't ban you without reasonable cause.
That's one of the things that make him so awesome, and keeps the Totse spirit alive in NIS.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-12-10 at 2:03 AM UTC in Seasonal Affective Disorder
Originally posted by ohfralala It’s Diane.
Even though you had a one-in-three chance of getting it right, it still feels weird that you did.
Originally posted by ohfralala Also in regards to topic I would be apt to say that it is all just reversed due to geography but people here don’t like the winter so it is probably just me being a cuddlebug.
It seems like a universal thing to not like winter.
You've found a way to sublimate it into some kind of good thing.
I'm jealous.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-12-10 at 2:11 AM UTC in Describe what the user above you smells likeThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-12-09 at 1:54 AM UTC in if you haven't seen this you should watch it because its funny
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2018-12-09 at 12:33 AM UTC in Vaping cum
Originally posted by mikeyagain www.ebaumsworld.com/videos/guy-vapes-his-own-semen/85073670/
SMH..
I think today is the day...
Today is officially the day that I can say "Now I've seen everything!"The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-12-07 at 3:53 AM UTC in Women who dress like sluts then act like men are pigs
Originally posted by GGG Listen gadzooks, if a woman is wearing a bikini it is a man's right to rape her. Says so in the bible. Judges 21:10-24
Lol. That's just a silly book written thousands of years ago.
Originally posted by Ughhu Sounds like the beaches are pretty rapey wherever your from
And at the end of the day, people are rarely raped on beaches, or in parks, or even in back-alleys.
Rape generally happens in the confines of one's own home by someone they know well and trust (ironically).
Originally posted by HTS If more people are going to stare at you, more people are going to want to rape you. 😯
Well, yeah, but you could say the same thing about a lot of different scenarios.
Being more likely to be victimized isn't the same as saying said victimization should beexpectedwelcomed.
Originally posted by HTS Women should dress modestly.
I actually do kind of agree with this. There is a distinct lack of modesty in women's attire these days.
Originally posted by HTS This is why we need Islam.
But this is taking it way too far.
Originally posted by Zanick All women are pigs in the first place, dressing up sluttily and making us aroused is a sort of cosmic irony, men are slaves to dick perception
They definitely shouldn't be surprised when men are aroused. That much I thoroughly agree with.
Originally posted by DontTellEm Faggots
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2018-12-07 at 4:59 AM UTC in white woman arrested for forcibly cutting students hair [VIDEO IN LINK]We need to put an end to non-consensual haircuts.
I don't recall ever consenting to bowl cuts when I was a kid, yet it still happened.
#MeToo.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-12-05 at 4:57 AM UTC in What's that fucking shitSambob was a moderator for the music forum back on Totse.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-12-06 at 10:11 PM UTC in I used to think Flat Earthers were just being satirical and/or trollingThat is, until I actually met one IRL.
They are very real.
I'm willing to bet that there are some right here on NIS, too.
If you truly believe that the earth is, in fact, flat, and not spherical, state your case here.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-12-07 at 5:49 AM UTC in white woman arrested for forcibly cutting students hair [VIDEO IN LINK]
Originally posted by aldra inducted into the bowlcut mafia
https://www.naturalnews.com/050138_mass_shootings_bowl_cuts_hair_styles.html
Holy fuck.
And I was always that one kid they thought would shoot up the school, too.
Probably because I was rocking a bowl cut.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-12-07 at 5:59 AM UTC in People who think cigarettes are a part of themThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-12-07 at 5:10 AM UTC in People who think cigarettes are a part of them
Originally posted by GGG You can sympathize with someone while still realizing their behavior is totally fucking retarded and illogical. I mean I definitely recognize it in myself, so why not in others? There's nobody here to offend anyway so I can rant all I want.
Well, empathize, not necessarily sympathize. A lot of people don't realize there's a difference between the two.
If someone is going on about how their need for a cigarette is the be-all, end-all of the universe, I can resent their unnecessary and exaggerated complaints and sense of self-importance.
But at the same time, I get where they're coming from.
You can empathize with someone and also tell them to STFU at the same time.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-12-07 at 4:41 AM UTC in People who think cigarettes are a part of them
Originally posted by DietPiano Opioids- I've done enough research. I think about them more than anything else though. I felt like benzos always took away from Heroin when I was on it. I wonder what it would be like with an otherwise clear conscience. I won't do them. I don't know if I would go back to H or not, but I don't want to take that risk.
You and I see eye to eye when it comes to a lot of the drugs you mentioned.
But I especially wanted to refer to opioids...
Opioids are too good.
I have been opiate/opioid free for four years now, and will continue along the same trajectory for as long as I live.
It's because once you're hooked on opiates, if you're an opiate-type and not a stimulant-type, at least (lol, like we're drug Pokemon or something), there's no turning back.
I know so few people that actually kicked an opiate addiction.
I ended up in the psych ward while I was getting clean because I legitimately felt that life without opiates was meaningless.
So, anybody considering opiates, I'm not here to tell you what to do with your own choices, but really, really imagine what life can be like if you are OBSESSED with one, and only one, thing.
Happiness and opiates become one and the same.
That's not a good thing.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
