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2018-10-30 at 5:30 AM UTC in This thread is a YouTube comments sectionThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-30 at 5:29 AM UTC in This thread is a YouTube comments sectionThis song made me want to steal from my own piggy bank.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-30 at 5:28 AM UTC in This thread is a YouTube comments section📂Documents
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2018-10-30 at 5:27 AM UTC in This thread is a YouTube comments sectionWho else in here listening in 2018?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-30 at 5:31 AM UTC in This thread is a YouTube comments section*copy's and paste's the lyrics to the song for maximum upvotes*The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-30 at 5:31 AM UTC in This thread is a YouTube comments section
Originally posted by A College Professor lolmfao im just 14 and my friends think im a gay nigger for listening to this shit but meanwhile they all listen to bieber and aryan grande im just shaking my head sometimes i feel really alone for listening to this but then when im in the comments its like wow no i was right for liking this music the whole time i really think my generation has terirble tastes in music we need more bands like this
ikr? we wuz born in the wrong generation.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-30 at 3:53 AM UTC in ITT: We motivate each other to better each other's lives
Originally posted by mmQ Maybe I need to get paid to care about myself.
You have to treat your time with the same respect you would if you were you your own boss in charge of paying yourself by the hour.
If you start to treat yourself like a living, breathing organization, you will start to look at how you allocate your time, money, energy, and resources in general in a whole new way.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-30 at 2:57 AM UTC in ITT: We motivate each other to better each other's lives
Originally posted by mmQ What if you know the goal isn't a "potential growth experience" like for example I've had a goal of deep cleaning my place and rearranging some furniture and I've had t/hat goal for a few months but every time I even consider it I'm like "well shit I wanna play some video games or I wanna drink" or something else and so basically I just say I'll do it tomorrow or another day. Procrastinating.
The reason I say it won't be a growth experience is because I've done it before and it was just a.. A cleaning. I didn't GROW as a person I don't think. I wonder if there's a trick to convincing myself that I could grow from chores and tasks like that.
You raise a really good point. There are certain tasks that we have to engage in simply to persist. Those are precisely the kind of task I find myself procrastinating on all the time because it just feels like "why bother cleaning? It's just going to get messy and have to be cleaned up again..." Heck, I'll find myself putting off showering or brushing my teeth for a few days because of the same line of thinking.
I think it comes to down to forging habits as the intrinsically desirable goal. Dedicating ourselves to cleaning, or showering, or exercising, or whatever, even though it's not going to be a fun use of our time. But the very act of building a positive habit can be seen as a growth exercise for the greater the good.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-30 at 12:26 AM UTC in ITT: We motivate each other to better each other's livesThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-28 at 10:59 AM UTC in OMG yays I'm super brilliant lolThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-23 at 9:02 AM UTC in How do I claw my way our of the epistemological void I find myself in?
Originally posted by HTS I mean, agree. But passion isn't just something I can pull out of nowhere. *sigh*
I feel like I'm going through something very similar in my life right now.
The only difference is that I do have a passion or two that keep me well-distracted. It's true, at the end of the day, that they really are just distractions to keep us existentially occupied and to keep our minds from veering off into considerations of the finite nature, and utter intrinsic meaninglessness, of life.
But they are the only way to cope with it all effectively. I'm certain of the fact that, even if you don't have any true 'passions' in your life at the moment, you can always find one.
The real trick to it all is achieving that sensation of "flow". It's a topic discussed both in empirical Western psychology, as well as ancient Eastern philosophical teachings, going back to Hindu and Buddhist concepts.
At the end of the day, sure, it's just a coping mechanism. But if you really hit that sweet spot, you lose all concern about the capricious and transient nature of happiness. Whatever true happiness is, that's about as close as some of us will get to it.
Look to your past for cases where you've experienced that sensation of being lost in the moment, enraptured with wonder or excitement while engaging in some task. I'd be quite surprised if you have none whatsoever to draw upon, but even if you do find no such memory arising, seek out new such experiences, but with a truly open mind.
You'll find something.
And maybe, the search itself will be enough to sustain and invigorate you.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-01 at 8:04 PM UTC in pcp Joke Synth QuestionWho tf is synthesizing PCP? That's hella gangster. If I'm gonna synth anything myself, it'll be GHB (super easy), or maybe MDMA. Anything else, I'll outsource that shit.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-01 at 3:58 PM UTC in I'm having a face a sad realization about drugs...The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-10-06 at 2:48 AM UTC in Are drugs and alcohol low IQ?I have so little recollection of the past week.
I (hazily/vaguely) remember doing a few of the following things:
1. Buying two whole CASES of Sherry/Brandy and a bottle of Southern Comfort and drinking with a bunch of homeless folk one morning.
2. Smoking crack in a pub bathroom.
3. Drunk/benzo'd/GHB'd texting escorts from leolist (Canadian replacement for Backpage).
4. Posting a bunch on Totse (yeah, I'm calling this site Totse, pro'lem? meet me outside! :madface:).
5. Spending a FUCKTON of money.
And what do I have to show for it?
A near-empty bank account and a whole lot of regret.
I'm legit "re-evaluating my life" right now. I always thought that was a trite, cliche saying, but maybe it's worth doing from time to time.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-03 at 12:08 PM UTC in self hatred thread
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III You may find a few hours or even a few days relief in drugs or some other vice, but you will need to be there to deal with yourself when you come down.
I'm opting for just never coming down.
An ample-enough supply of psychoactive chemicals can keep you in a state of utter blissful ignorance about any such self-hatred. And during those rare moments of bonafide sobriety, a little dose of denial and other coping mechanisms can suffice just enough until you re-dose.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-03 at 8:09 AM UTC in Holy shit crack is fun as fuck.Why do I so seldom partake in the freebase inhalation of crack cocaine?
Euphoria, numb lips, damn it's some fine ass shit.
Why does crack get such a bad wrap? I'll never get powdered coke. Freebase HCl all the way. -
2018-10-03 at 6:43 AM UTC in I've not had a real relationship for over 5 yearsI haven't been in a real relationship since 2005.
She's married now, new last name, and kids too I think.
I have a fleshlight and a case of beer in the fridge.
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2018-10-01 at 4:16 PM UTC in GABAergics master race thread
Originally posted by RisiR † I got it prescribed. I had a Pheni habit myself and am pretty cool with my neurologist. I explained to him that they are structurally similar and that I'd like to give it a try. Boosts Pheni like crazy and feels close to it on its own at dosages of >75mg. Good stuff.
Damn, I'm so high inhibition when I'm talking to my doc. I legit go in thinking "today is the day I'm just gonna say 'this is what I need'", but then I get nervous as fuck about asking out right for anything, so I end up just walking out with an SSRI prescription and have to go online to buy what I need. :(.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2018-10-01 at 3:54 PM UTC in GABAergics master race threadThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
