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2017-05-10 at 4:21 AM UTC in I gave drugs to my sister's kid tonight
Originally posted by Kolokol-1 I still think it would be better if we hadn't invented vaccines
We'd all probably be immune to all of those diseases and we wouldn't have as much of an overpopulation problem
*sigh*
Kolokol, look, let me put it this way. People literally spend a decade in school to be qualified to work in certain complex fields, become authorities in certain matters.
You've admitted that you don't know enough, and that's good. Humility and accepting your limitations are positive things. There's so much information in the world that a human being can only learn a tiny fraction of it in a lifetime.
All I have to say is that you're wrong and saying shit like this makes you look incredibly stupid. Which you aren't necessarily, it's just this topic you're misinformed and under informed about. Trust me, if you told this to anyone in the scientific field you would get a massive facepalm. At the very least keep it to yourself and don't tell anyone until, hopefully, you change your mind, because this is the kind of thing that makes people think you're literally retarded or insane.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-08 at 10:29 AM UTC in Would anyone in the Bay Area be wiling to keep me on suicide watch?I think I'll be alright, Hydro.
Do you remember my old thread on Zoklet about (es)ketamine for depression? It doesn't cure it, but it really does give you enough of a list for about a week or two to keep you from hurting yourself. Planning on ordering some more.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-08 at 10:13 AM UTC in Would anyone in the Bay Area be wiling to keep me on suicide watch?Pro bono exists, there are organizations to help people in situations like that. Do you know what the ACLU is? Jesus fucking christ, I swear to god, this stupid motherfucker...The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-08 at 10:06 AM UTC in Would anyone in the Bay Area be wiling to keep me on suicide watch?
Originally posted by Kolokol-1 Every time I've voluntarily went to a psych ward they've lied on my papers and said I was brought in involuntarily
That's incredibly fucked up. If I'm ever in a situation like that I'm going to bring a hidden camera recorder (There are some that are really high quality, affordable, and can record for quite a while nowdays) just in case something like that happens.
You could, and should, sue the shit out of them and make bank.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-08 at 9:51 AM UTC in Would anyone in the Bay Area be wiling to keep me on suicide watch?
Originally posted by Bill Krozby like what living off government assistance and crashing their moms car? oh okay… gotcha.. pal…
and i understand some people have greater aspirations in their life, but thats why i was suggesting he's got to start somewhere by having a job..
are you always such a functional retard?
Post last edited by Bill Krozby at 2017-05-08T09:48:48.399422+00:00
I never crashed my mom's car. That was a joke, you fucking retard. Midnight Sun/Habanero posted that in the retarded thread on Zoklet once after disappearing for a while. He later denied it, but I'm not entirely sure if he was joking or exactly what happened.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-08 at 9:49 AM UTC in Would anyone in the Bay Area be wiling to keep me on suicide watch?
Originally posted by Master shake Go to a fucking psych ward you idiot. Every major hospital has one.
That...really tends to be problematic. Not all are very good and you can have some very negative experiences. There are other options for voluntary commitment. I've read some are like day programs where you just spend like 9-5 or something in there doing therapy and stuff and they tend to be much nicer. Maybe I'll get a referral to something like that, or an outpatient program.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-06 at 1:33 PM UTC in Would anyone in the Bay Area be wiling to keep me on suicide watch?Edit: Nevermind, I'll probably be fine.
Guys, please don’t joke about this. I’ve had a terrible life and terrible disorders. Been bedridden a lot of the time for a while. I know I can be abrasive and said some terrible things on the last at times, but that really hasn’t occurred on a long time, especially as my symptoms have gotten worse.
I’m literally agoraphobic and can’t even start a conversation with strangers. I literally have not had a single person in my life for the last three years. A lot of past trauma I was in self-denial about in the past.
I know this comes off as a downer, but IRL I wouldn’t burden you by just talking about my problems. Up for anything. Ketamine would certainly help keep me going.
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2017-05-08 at 11:03 AM UTC in Would anyone in the Bay Area be wiling to keep me on suicide watch?Oh god, can you imagine the horror of knowing you had Bill Krozby's genes within you?
It's like, if Hitler had any children who had disowned him, how would they have felt? Or the feeling could be the equivalent of knowing you were at high risk of developing early onset Alzheimer's or spontaneous AIDS, somehow. I'm not sure I could live with it. At the very least I would sure as hell sterilize myself as soon as possible.
I can just imagine years down the line his daughter having wondered who her father was for all her life, then on some random alley there's this guy with matted hair, covered in filth, dressed in rags, reeking of feces and urine, with his hair falling out in patches, eyes shooting off in wild directions, skin that looks like he has leprosy, sitting atop a mountain of trash, used needles, gasoline, paint thinner, air duster, jenkem bottles, and every other of the worst drugs under the son.
And as she walks up to hi, through all that filth, degradation, and degeneracy, through the ravages of the years, she has an unnerving suspicion, and she asks, "Doug...Doug...is that you? Dad?"
Then Bill Krozby suddenly freezed for a moment, his mad gaping eyes like black holes, any remnant of humanity long gone, and he..he..
He picks up this newspaper, pulls some of the encrusted fecal matter from his pants and puts it between the sheets, then he folds it, holds it out towards her her, and he asks...
"Would you care for a world famous Bill Krozbydog?"
And Her heart breaks harder than anyone's has ever broken in existence, like the finest vase ever created, a masterpiece renown throughout the world and revered by all, something that the artist spent his entire life working on, had just been bumped into by a deranged drunkard of a cartwheeling cosmic clown that came out of nowhere, slowly watching fall as if it moves at the speed of a cherry blossom, 5 centimeters per second.
And it shatters into infinite pieces. The cries of a thousand lost and tormented souls encapsulating the broken dreams and ravaged lives of kristallnacht.
This, this is Bill Krozby the man.
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2017-05-08 at 11:13 AM UTC in Would anyone in the Bay Area be wiling to keep me on suicide watch?I am really not good at talking at all, to be honest. Never have been. Sorry, it's just the way I am. I also tend to have a really hard time understanding what people are saying on the phone due to sensory issues and some differences that people with Asperger's have in their brains so it's really painful for me to try to follow a conversation. I really prefer to communicate by writing. My voice is also kind of fucked up because of how incredibly little I've spoken through life, so it would probably be hard to understand me.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-08 at 8:37 PM UTC in Would anyone in the Bay Area be wiling to keep me on suicide watch?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-08 at 9:57 PM UTC in I gave drugs to my sister's kid tonight
Originally posted by cerakote aww what a sweetie
love on the autistic guy some more and pat him on the head for some happy points
god you are all faggots Bill Krozby included i only come here to shitpost
You sound like a bad person, unless you're trolling , know from personal experience that it doesn't end well.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-08 at 12:22 PM UTC in What musical instruments do you play?Hahaha, I was just reminded of that time §m£ÂgØL played his ukelele at the pond for geese. Casper told him he wanted to become his manager and debut his album "Tomaz and the Goose Pond". A barefoot schizophrenic hitchhiking latino ukelele playing hipster could be a modern indie star.
I'm gonna go to bed now and try to laugh myself to sleep at thoughts like this.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-08 at 10:11 AM UTC in I gave drugs to my sister's kid tonightBill Krozby, I swear to god, I've told myself that I'd prefer to never hurt another person except in self defence, but if a legitimate assassination market ever arises I may just try to contact old members and crowdfund a hit on you.
I'f I'm ever in Texas I promise you I'm willing to pay for us to go to an MMA gym and engage in mutual combat on cam. I will beat the ever loving shit out of you.
If Jesus exists, you are the only person he doesn't love. I think even the Buddha would bitchslap the shit out of you after he had enough.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-08 at 1:48 PM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinDoug life should become a new meme.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-08 at 11:18 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinHey man, I don't enjoy my life. Just trying to give people a laugh.
Think of it as a free comedy show. Unless you like Bill Krozby. Good god, don't tell me you do.
And it only took a few minutes. Berating Bill Krozby should become a national pastime.
Imagine if we organized this event where we made people in Austin aware of Bill Krozby, what he looked like and his life, managed to track his movements, possibly place a GPS on him, and for an entire day people just gave him the worst insults they were able to come up with.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-08 at 11:16 AM UTC in Talk me out of my foolishnessTi*aneptine takes away the pain (of being alive/existence). That wouldn't be a bad slogan for an advertisement.
Try T-PAIN today.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-08 at 8 AM UTC in Talk me out of my foolishnessJesus Christ Hydro, how do you write so much?
Serious question: Have you ever thought about making a living as an online freelance writer? Getting a degree in order to get your foot in the door is pretty easy, and I've read there are 3 year bachelor programs in Florida. You can make some decent income from home once you gain a reputation. I remember Lillix used to do this.
It's not an insult, the amount of writing you produce is just incredible in a way. It reminds me of IWD.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-08 at 9:30 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshinImagine if there was this random tree in the woods that would just demean your worldview, insult you, lecture you about various topics, give some of the most bizarre musings on life and the human condition, and just had this incredible store of knowledge about a vast array of profound topics that it only gave you at its whim, other times completely ignoring you or going off for the pettiest of reasons.
That would be one cool ass tree. Maybe one day they'll be able to salvage all my posts and create an AI based on it, and in some place in virtual reality you'll randomly come across it. It reminds me of that episode of Psycho Pass, like you transcend yourself and become a Platonic ideal.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-08 at 5:13 AM UTC in Talk me out of my foolishnessZanick, I understand what you're saying and it makes sense, but something about it just seems really off, especially the part where you said you're willing to take any risk.
Just be really careful about your behavior. You're smart enough and understand your condition well enough to know that when you get into certain states you can things that make sense to you at the time and seem perfectly rational, that no one else may understand, but after the episode end you realize you were going through mania or psychosis. Please tell someone about anything major you're planning to do just to have a cross reference. Tell yourself, no matter what reasons you come up with for not wanting to tell others, because they may not understand, you're afraid of being hospitalized, being put on the wrong meds, whatever. On a rational basis you have to always tell yourself that it could all be inside your head and you could be in a bad state of mind. I don't want to see you seriously hurt yourself.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-05-08 at 6:46 AM UTC in teh retraded thred herppppp slober fuk glum editshin
Originally posted by aldra I felt the same way until the end of high school - my parents literally never let me out when I was a kid… took some time to normalise.
it'd be worth your while to do something that exposes you to other people - support groups if you feel like it'd help, volunteer work, community college courses, anything that'll get you close to natural interaction - learning social cues from anime is the worst idea ever.
Damn. Yeah, there are a lot of people that live fucked up lives. At least I didn't grow up in the bible belt with some fundamentalist nutjobs and wasn't abused, if I had I'm sure I would be dead by now.
It's something you may have to grapple with for the rest of your life.
There are some nice animals sanctuaries nearby I'm planning to volunteer at. About 2 years ago I volunteered at the Berkeley animal shelter and fostered a kitten, but during the few times I heard/noticed people say and do some pretty awful things about/to me. People can be fucking assholes, and all it can take is you being quite an awkward, not saying anything, being a different race etc. for them to hate you. Unfortunately I do believe humans are inherently tribalistic, and few realize their nature, engage in enough introspection and learning to truly understand themselves, to realize certain things and change. Unfortunately there's very little you can do to change other people, but you can change yourself.
You would expect that people volunteering at animal shelter would be nicer, but I suspect some of them may have just been there to put it on their college applications, or other selfish reasons. Something I've also wondered if whether the rate of misanthropy tends to be considerably higher among those who prefer animals over others. It makes sense that people who view the world a certain way would be drawn to that, I'm a misanthrope myself, but at least I literally don't assume anything about a person due to the way they look, their superficial physical appearance and demeanor, and keep in mind that there are a multitude of invisible disabilities that you can't tell just by looking at someone.
As for it being in Berkeley, the liberal/leftist mecca of America, I pretty much expected that at their core most would be bad people due to all the data I've seen (The General Social Survey has produced some interesting results, it's the far leftists that show clear signs of being far more likely to possess mental problems and other terrible behavior, and of course if you just read and observe enough it's so obvious that this tends to be the rule among them, not the exception!), at least towards the outgroup: http://slatestarcodex.com/2014/09/30/i-can-tolerate-anything-except-the-outgroup/
The way I've thought about it for a while is that people generally base their self-perception of their moral character on their tribal alignments. For example, on the right you can just bible thump and go to church once a week, but outside the ones that fly the Jesus flags highest are some of the worst people you'll ever meet. On the left, leftist ideology has replaced Christianity as their religion, and the further to the left the more morally self-righteous they tend to be. Just vote for leftist parties, get angry at things on the internet, and post comments or have conversations with your friends about how people who disagree with you are the worst on earth, say and assume the worst things imaginable about them, even go as far as to commit violence and discrimination against them (Jonathan Haidt wrote an interesting paper about bias in academia that confirmed it occurs even there, the majority of liberals in academia literally overtly admitted they were willing to discriminate against conservatives, and conservatives were actually far less likely to do the same!), and just pour as much hatred towards them as possible.
There's this term I came across a while ago that's used by the alt-right to describe modern leftist/progressive ideology: The Cathedral
And it's a perfect term, because that's exactly what it is.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!