I'm feeling pretty normal right now, but suicide still seems pretty appealing because life is overwhelmingly an unfulfilling and unremarkable utter fool's errand.
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Originally posted by hydromorphone
Just seen this, as I must have missed my first go around.
Lmfao, I was stoned as fuck and read it as 'blueberry' my first go too. I was just wondering why 'blueberry' of all things lol. I do love me some blueberries though.
Pillowy mounds of sweet buttery blueberry pancakes...
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So what exactly are you planning on doing for a living? Just generic office jobs? If you're a genius you should clearly see what the problem with this is and be willing to put in some more effort for 4 years so you can benefit from it for the rest of your life. This is exactly the kind of choice that people with low IQs make.
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Originally posted by Enter
how did you get sent back in after 30 seconds?
Not 30 seconds. After the taxi arrived at the Richmond BART it was an instant PTSD trigger due to everything that had occurred. I ended up freaking out and becoming extremely paranoid. To be fair, if any of those gang members had recognized me I could actually have been killed.
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It hasn't even been that long and it already feels like we're overdue for the next big mass shooting. They're practically a national pastime.
I really enjoy seeing these events unfold, the excitement, suspense, extremes of human existence on display, all these emotions, ans the sense of community, how they bring people together.
I wonder if school shootings actually have a net positive effect on utility. I think they're fun.
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"In 2007, the Chinese government passed a decree, to take effect September 1, that each of these people who plan to be reborn must complete an application and submit it to several government agencies for approval."
Lol, China requires people to submit an application to be reincarnated.
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Originally posted by CASPER
Honestly I have no clue. Just shit doesnt add up. Ive told her about 7 or 8 times now that if shes still got some stuff that needs to be resolved with him, thats fine- just dont drag me into it. Ill still get her the stuff shr needs to get by and stay sober. I still wont be doing her any special favors. Ill still keep making money off her. Ill still be friendly. Ive given her every opportunity to "come clean", and shes stiull sticking with the same story.
Yet, every single day she's "waiting for him to leave" the apt. Ive walked her into lying about small stuff. She texted me when she got off work last night at 11:30 and when I texted her back 20 min later she never nresponded. I assumed she fell asleep. So when I was out doing work last night, I passed by her apt a couple times and her car was parked in the private lot. And so I texted "I guess you never made it home. Going to bed. Night." And when she texted this morning, she said that she hadnt made it home.
My current working theory is that her parents hate the ex, and they perhaps threatened to stop paying rent and her "stipend" if she was going to be staying with scumfuck. But scumfuck is the only way she can really get drugs, since ive expressed that I have no interest in another junkie girlfriend overdosing in bed with me. So new, friendly, prpotective dude shows up for the parents, their minds are at ease, they continue on sending Western Union every week like usual, and keep contributing to her trust fund.
Idk. Like I said- Im not letting myself get sucked too far into it. If it works out, itll be nice. If this is all an elaborate act to keep getting high, shes a pretty awful person and im sure karma will work things out. Im not going to be listening to elliot smith, smoking clove cigarettes in the dark if tghe latter turns out to be true, I just dont UNDERSTAND more than anything. My brain has a need for LOGIC and ORDER. I need to put the puzzle pieces together here. Whatever the case it, I wish shed just say it outright. I suppose thats too much to expect of a woman. *shrug*
Anyway- stay tuned. Im sure Ill get a string of emotional texts back in the next 24 hours.
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Cute girl in Japanese class walks over to be my partner for activity for the first time. I've noticed her and her punk-ish style with dyed hair before, stands out. Pretty shy. Start getting boner.
Am I going through the phase of development normal people went through during/after puberty?
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