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2016-06-13 at 9 PM UTC in Anyone remember me?
it was funny when the cops came and arrested slag live while on cam. hilarious
Why? This sounds like a funny story.
Goddamn, ideally there would always be someone with a program that continually records the last X minutes, which are saved, along with the recording being continued until stopped, when a hotkey is pressed. -
2016-06-13 at 8:16 PM UTC in Haji Kills 50 Spic Fags. Fucks Given?
pop quiz: what do 100% of mass shooters have in common?
using a gun, obviously, but also…. being on prescribed anti-psychotic medication.
this cant be coincidental yet the minitru doesnt acknowledge this fact in their propaganda releases. there are no 'ban psychoactive medication' groups…only a laser-focus on vilifying firearms and the their owners.
Obvious confounder: Does it seem unlikely that the kind of people who commit mass killings such as these are far more likely than the general population to be on psychiatric medication due to serious mental health problems?
Even if it was the case that in an incredibly small fraction of a percentage of people who were somehow genetically succeptible/predisposed to having this behavior triggered, the benefits could still far outweigh the harm. Overall, as I've stated before, the percentage of deaths from mass shootings is so small that they simply shouldn't matter, he vast majority of people are simply emotion driven idiots, and it's the emotional impact that gives them due to the ramifications stemming from political machinations. (Yes, that rhyme was intentional.)I came here exactly to read something about this, the other mass shooters have really gotta step it up though.
Who're the sjws gonna side with? The immigrants do no evil Sandy Hook or the victim complex faggots?
Porque no los dos? They're so deluded they can't be expected to abide by the laws of reason. Turned out to be Muslims, no immigrants, though. There was somewhat of a shitstorm about Reddit mods engaging in censorship. Fucking leftists, they act more similar to fascists than the people they accuse of being fascists. -
2016-06-13 at 12:45 AM UTC in Haji Kills 50 Spic Fags. Fucks Given?
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2016-06-13 at 12:18 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition*ahem* Lanny, is this going too far? http://niggasin.space/forum/spurious-generalities/96359-ayy-lmao-trigger-warning?p=107510#post107510
May want to pull the leash on them. -
2016-06-13 at 12:12 AM UTC in So many things on this fucking planet piss me off.
Aw I love when spectral stops shitposting and plays a fatherly role.
Yes, you can spend 25 years hiding online like him, where it's safe, and we all slowly rot.
Problem is what doesn't kill you doesn't always make you stronger, some things wear you down and eat away at you inside until you're riddled with holes and falling apart.
Death may be the only exit, and I don't say that to goad you. -
2016-06-12 at 7:41 PM UTC in Haji Kills 50 Spic Fags. Fucks Given?50?! Holy shit he beat the previous US high score by a wide margin. On the one hand he targeted gays, which will certainly have a strong impact on the left, on the other he was Muslim, which will cause the devout left to go into apologetics, while the average/genuinely moderate and right-wing voter will see this as an act of terrorism, focusing on that and the religious aspect.
Just heard about this, so I need to read more. -
2016-06-12 at 10:17 AM UTC in Mom found my meth pipe, foil, straws
I found a room with a stripper/vet tech right before I hit the needle. I smoked weed in the living room, shared coke with her and did acid fairly often,, which is my main drug expense was, and she cool with all that. Started shooting up and I was not a good clean up guy. She found on the floor and told me I was out at the end of the month. Like 10 days later, I had just gotten off work and scored. I was beat, after working 5 am to 2 pm so I kept falling asleep in the living, all the supplies scattered on my drug tray. I woke up to standing over me.I moved out early, my choice, and that's actually when I went to see PC lol.
Homeless, with only my car, an old friend of mine offers me let him stay in his motel for a few weeks. He was a meth head, and I spent the time on acid, meth, h, bundy and coke and the only thing I had to worry about hiding from was the imaginary cops. (Flushed a lot good shit.) Moved in with an ex gf which lasted 2 weeks because my needles and her craziness.
Broke and quit one job and was fired from the other, went to my dad's house in El Paso. Found a new source and spent 6 months stealing clothes for dope money and not getting a job. My dad was finding shit all the time. Finally got a j ob and moved into house, that was basically a party house. They knew I did h, they just told me to do it somewhere else (I didn't.) Eventually my knee surgery for infection (and I'd already had the arm abscess)my dad got into rehab. Last 3 weeks before I got kicked out for suspicion of using (I was.) Found a crazy bitch that was love with from day one at the Outpatient deal and moved in with her. She knew I was using, just made me do it in the bathroom and clean up. She had 3 kids. Mother of the year. She moved out of the state the end of the month, and spent all my money on crack motel and crack/h for a few weeks and then my told me I had to move to the East Coast with family.
VA Beach with one aunt was a nightmare and I got a job and moved out asap. The roommates knew something was up I'm sure, but never paid the 2nd month rent, moved out and spent the rest on drugs. Moved into another aunt's house. I was in the living room, with no privacy, so I had to use in the bathroom (stroke #1.)
Finally got a sober house after I'd recovered enough to manage, physically a bit better. I had my own room for about a week and then this nigger came and to share it,and it was back to a shower that had no lock on it. Tying off and everything with one hand mind you.
TLDC, yeah, I feel your pain. I always though if they just let me be, I'd have time to focus on other shit other than worrying about if everything was hidden.
What fucked up lives we have.I had my own room for about a week and then this nigger came and to share it,and it was back to a shower that had no lock on it. Tying off and everything with one hand mind you.
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2016-06-12 at 8:51 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionI randomly decided to pick up a dispensary bag I saw on the ground (not that uncommon) and there was a fair, but small, as to be expected, amount of resin, trichomes, and other plant material. Made me think you could use some 99% iso and transfer it from bag to bag after collecting a fair amount. Shame LSD lives in Texas, if he still does, which hasn't legalized medical use or have dispensaries, but if the legends are to be believed, his powers have developed to the point where he no longer bends down for anything lower tha a quarter oz.
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2016-06-12 at 8:38 AM UTC in (Enter) Forgetting to Use Birth Control: Unwanted Pregnancies Support...[SIZE=16px]Evolutionary Psychology Theory[/SIZE]
Came across two interesting papers. The first: https://www.questia.com/library/jour...ed-pregnancies
I can't find them anywhere and couldn't hack an account on the luckypatcher app, don't want to use up a free trial, if they still have them. I'm going to request them on r/scholar.
I did find a thread from 2003 discussing this. Seems some had access to it and posted interestings comments on it:
http://www.bcharchive.org/3/thearchi...a.html?t=54894Eisenman (2003) looked at 110 women in a midsize city who were "asked about their last pregnancy, and whether or not birth control had been used. They were also asked if they intended to use birth control but had forgotten to do so, since pilot work had shown many cases of this."
Interestingly, it as found that:…32 women said that their last pregnancy had occurred because they had forgotten to use birth control. On purpose, 51 women had not used birth control, and 21 women had used birth control but reported that it did not work, i. e., they got pregnant anyway.
The author wonders…if this is motivated forgetting, in that ovulation caused them, in some way, to want to become pregnant. Although that cannot be proved with the present data, it is certainly something worthy of further investigation. Could it be that, at ovulation, one's physiology and brain chemistry sabotage the desire to avoid pregnancy?
Could it? Seems possible.
http://www.bcharchive.org/3/thearchi...t=54894&page=2Quite an interesting study. Actually, the birth control failure numbers are almost as interesting as the forgetting numbers, if not more so.
Most common forms of birth control are 98-99% effective when used properly. Given that, on average it takes six months to get pregnant with no birth control (just an average), this implies that it takes on average at least 3000 months (i.e. 250 years) on average to get pregnant with birth control. Assuming that a typical woman uses birth control for 20-25 years, this would be 10% of birth control using women getting pregnant anyway in a lifetime. This would contribute to less than 8-10% of all births, since presumably, some women have abortions (a large percentage of preganncies end that way and one would expect more among such accidents), and because many couples use sterilzation, which is hard to accidentally do wrong, for a good part of their reproductive years.
These figures showed a roughly 20% accident rate, or about two to three times what this theory would predict.
One would expect that both forgetting and misuse of birth control might have hormonal impacts.
And, while differences in cognative function are not proven by this study. They are not unprecedented. One recent study (reported in Science News, I believe) showed that women's performance on "structural vision" type tasks varied from to almost identical to men during their periods to much worse than men during ovulation. I'm not vouching for that study personally, but it does at least provide some coroborration for the hypothesis.
Who's to say that the presence of male pheremones don't exacerbate this effect? Maybe sex does make you stupdi.
On the traits women desire in partners:Men should want to impregnate as many women as possible, as this would be the best way to spread their genes into future generations. Since women get pregnant, this strategy would not work for them, so they tend to desire men who have money, power and status, and will invest in them and their children.
(Duh.)
There's also this just before it cuts off:Human females can be receptive to sexual intercourse at all phases of their menstrual cycle, but desire increases at ovulation (Alcock, 1989; Stanislaw & Rice, 1988). Further, when women have sexual affairs with someone other than the husband or boyfriend, the affair often occurs during ovulation, the woman and her partner typically use no birth control, and the partner chosen by the woman has some quality that the husband/boyfriend lacks (Baker & Bellis, 1993; Bellis & Baker, 1990). …
The second paper by the same author: Ovulation, Female Sexuality, and the Unconscious: An Evolutionary Psychology View
https://www.questia.com/library/jour...he-unconscious
The search for truth, adherance to rationality, and acceptance regardless of what you find. The answers you find aren't always the ones you would have hoped for. For me, I suppose they never have been when it came to humanity.
Reality is unbearably ugly. Those who can see and do not look away, attempt to convince themselves otherwise, are perceptive and give deep thought to matters, will likely be confronted with this at some point in their life.
Nietzche: Everything in woman is a riddle, and everything in woman has one solution—that is pregnancy. For the woman, the man is a means: the end is always the child.
Inb4 Lanny condescnedingly and elitistly disparages this, waves it away as if it isn't even worth taking seriously or arguing, or points out obvious flaws when the full papers aren't even available yet; although we could look for some of the references cited.Of course that means I shouldn't be making any judgments on this, but I merely posit this as supporting a general theory, evolutionary psychology being as valid as many other fields (The hard sciences will never be matched in their concreteness *badum-tish*), and it being absolute nonsense, incredibly simplistic and inconsistent thinking to dismiss it simply because we can't observe the past or recreate human evolution (high bars when convenient). It's not as is strong evidence can't be procured to strongly support a theory, and aggregated to form a sound, logically consistent, coherent, well supported general theory of human behavioral patterns. That or Hegeleypuff uses obfuscate: http://existentialcomics.com/comic/74 (Note: Lanny once drunkenly admitted to having had a wet dream about Hegel during his late teens.). -
2016-06-12 at 6:50 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionYou'd think going outside for a good amount of time, in the sunlight, would improve my mood after being cooped up and dysfunctional for so long, instead of flare up my desire for suicide. What is it? Have I come to see the world, all of it, as unbearably ugly, lacking in fundamental meaning and purpose, and there's this feeling of complte emptiness that permeates everything, along with the most incredible feeling of alienation. Maybe it's something else and I'll feel better tomorrow.
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2016-06-11 at 9:53 PM UTC in I hit my head, had a seizure and now I have a Jamaican accentIt's valuable information that he should be aware of, particularly considering he's only 17, his brain is still developing, and is already incredibly fucked up to begin with due to years of taking who knows how many drugs and whatever psychiatric/neurological disorders he may have.
I mean, honestly, if you're genuinely knocking yourself out by hitting your head with a block of wood, waking up with your parents panicked thinking you may have had a seizure or serious medical emergency due to your breathing patterns *facepalm* -
2016-06-11 at 9:43 PM UTC in Parental love and respectLanny, let's get drunk together and have a good discussion centered on death, the flaws in our lives under our parents, our regrets and other emotions, and possibly some philosophy of suicide if it leads to that level of depression, if we aren't already there beforehand.
By the way, did you know that two buck chuck is produced by a company that was created and run by the Franzia family, Fred Franzia being the the current head, who created and produces the very same box wine known as Franzia, renowned for being the cheapest and lowest quality wine available, best selling (commoner's swill!), and commonly used for binge drinking/games by stupid college brats/frat Chads and Stacys.
And as to your previous attempt to demean me by very lightly sweetening some wines with micrograms of sucralose in order to modify and improve the flavor profile, just as decanting does, which does cause alterations to the physical composition of the wine, there being no fundamental difference, two buck chuck, particularly the flavors you prefer, have so much residual sugar that they far exceed the sweetness of what I raise some of mine to by a wide margin. My wines of choice are merlot, cabarnet sauvignon, and tempranillo, which are strong flavored, full bodied, red wines with minute to no residual sugar.
The point of this is not merely to demean your worldview, although that's always part of the fun, but to declare that I'm bringing the alcohol. -
2016-06-11 at 5:13 PM UTC in I'm gonna be fuckin RICHYou're selling PCP now?
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2016-06-11 at 4:05 PM UTC in I hit my head, had a seizure and now I have a Jamaican accentHave you seriously purposefully knocked yourself out by hitting your head?
You know there have been relatively recent findings suggesting that concussions/traumatic brain injury (a concussion of any severity is classified as this) are much more dangerous than previously thought, that the damage can be long-term and cumulative. -
2016-06-10 at 1:30 PM UTC in Parental love and respectHug her for a very long time and don't say a word. Unless they're abusive or neglectful, we all have a certain feeling of comfort, a sort of openness and connection, from the imprinting of the time when we were a child. Feel what you feel towards her to the fullest and without fear, without even attempting to hold back tears or sobs. This will convey what the most important thing better than anything you could say.
Now it's dark... -
2016-06-09 at 4:54 PM UTC in A visuo-audial analogous representation of the soundness and ingenuity of the...[SIZE=16px]financial and business strategy behind Bill Krozbydogs[/SIZE]
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2016-06-09 at 4:38 PM UTC in I have an addiction/ disorderBinge eating. I'm serious. Now, I wouldn't want to watch it, I'm just saying, if it's going to happen anyway you may as well get paid for it, money you could use to benefit your life (pfft, yeah right, you'll blow it all).
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2016-06-09 at 3:39 PM UTC in I have an addiction/ disorderFilm yourself doing it while crying. You can make a fair amount for these niche videos.
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2016-06-09 at 3:26 PM UTC in The functional addict,You've seen Requiem for a Dream, right? You remember Sara Goldfarb's descent into amphetamine psychosis? That's what I imagine eventually happening to a lot of you. Hell, maybe even to me.
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2016-06-09 at 3:14 PM UTC in Nig Ops I Nigs@Nite EditionIIRC there were some eye drops developed that were thought to have a strong effect on this, but then they turned out to be dangerous and possibly ineffective.
This brings up some results: https://www.google.com/search?q=night+vision+eye+drops+dangerous
Would have been hella cool. May still be workable.