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2016-06-06 at 4:19 PM UTC in Ready for Enter to get rejected?
Goddamn, I can't decide which one I want. #2 has the sluttiest face and hair and looks like a great fuck, but #5 has the best figure and tits.
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2016-06-06 at 4:18 PM UTC in If you're beter than everyone on this site, you have no reason to post here
There's only one person on this site that I'm better than
Who is it? What an odd thing to say, although it wouldn't be surprising if you had genuinely low self-esteem. Quite the opposite would be justified just for your intelligence, knowledge, and position in life. Of course you can have all that and still feel miserable and unaccomplished. -
2016-06-05 at 10:24 PM UTC in civil disobedience, shitting on the manThey aren't hard to use at all, people are just fucking retards.
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2016-06-05 at 10:23 PM UTC in Need videos of women being killedTsk tsk tsk, people in the Nordic region tend to be such absolute cucks, among the biggest in the world. Just look at Sweden and the refugee crisis. It's pathetic.
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2016-06-05 at 3:58 PM UTC in Ready for Enter to get rejected?
Here's how you test if you're a pedo.
At what time does this girl become sexually attractive to you? For me it's around the 1 miunute 10 seconds part, go ahead and do the test.
Never, my sex drive is abnormally low and I've always been extremely selective about what I like. On the former, it's been at its deepest through in my life for the last month or few for some reason, no thoughts of sex, erections at any point, desire to masturbate or having done so for a month+ time, same for viewing porn, sex actually looking repulsive, "gross" would be the most accurate way to convey how it seems, like a child who hasn't gone through puberty.
Very abnormal for a relatively and mostly healthy male of 26. It could be extreme lifestyle, social isolation of this degree and length has uniquely destructive effects found from nothing else (Toward a Neurology of Loneliness), possibly parts of my body, including brain, continuing to degrade, "shut down" and deteriorate. Or I could simply have abnormally low testosterone levels right now, likely from lifestyle, possibly from secondary hypogonadism due to a pituitary gland tumor. I've speculated that tumors, some pronounced neurological abnormality stable enough, effecting certain areas, to have pronounced effects yet avoid the most severe and clearest symptoms, severe headaches, particularly seizures, other signs that something life threatening is occurring.
But enough about me, to summarize, I can't properly take this test right now. May try a SARM, HcG, AI combo eventually, possibly replacing or augmenting the SARM with test +- another AAS. Although even that may not do it without actual socialization.
She does become pretty at age 10, at least in motion, but not in a sexual manner.
​Pfft, who is this deity you speak of? Don't tell me you are deifying nature, because even if you are, choosing the mode of death imposes nothing but a fundamental law of the deity upon you. Also, talking about Gods sounds mightily deterministic. I thought you were a man of rational thought, or are you simply a product of a predetermined set of events over which you hold no moral or intellectual agency?
In other words, don't bullshit me.
lel: http://imgur.com/gallery/6DZ23
Still, many, if they truly understood me, would describe me as having abandoned, shed, some of the most fundamental aspects of humanity, for better or worse. It's a grotesque and bizarre experience, terrifying if you realize it's your own life and this could well be irreversible, at least fully, and who knows to what extent. That, and the years past, how they develop/alter you, are forever gone. -
2016-06-05 at 2:22 PM UTC in I'm very sad.
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2016-06-05 at 2:20 PM UTC in Ready for Enter to get rejected?
You're one to talk, what was it you said about never so much as holding a girl's hand or kissing? Enter may be a beta edgelord but you take the fucking cake. (No offense <3)
I've genuinely never wanted to. Even during puberty I was against the concept of love, told myself I should kill anyone if I ever found I fell in love for them, felt I should restrain, attempt to eliminate any corrupting influence the human body I did not choose to be born into and its emotions held over my pure consciousness, my rational mind. I can't convey every thought I've had, every piece of data I've attained, to justify this.
I genuinely don't think I've ever felt love or connection for anyone else.
Well, that didn't work out well. As I've said before, if you're going against eons of evolution, you're probably going to lose. But it was still my choice, and it was an act of pure madness to isolate myself to this point for such a prolonged period of time, to deny such a fundamental of humanity to the point of self-destruction. By choosing the mode of death you supersede nature and impose death as the deity imposes creation. -
2016-06-05 at 2:09 PM UTC in Ready for Enter to get rejected?See? Never grew up.
Good god Sophie, trying to convert more to your kind.
Enter, do you understand this? You are seen as so pathetic that it was actually genuinely suggested, and I assure you Sophie was not deriding you, that you abandon your pursuit of adult women and become a pedophile, explore whether you may be one. Do you understand how low you must be seen, in a board that holds the lowest of the low, those desperately clinging to a faded image within a dilapidated rotting oversized box of a drug den, some of the most vile and repulsive degenerates, to have been sincerely suggested to abandon any hope of attaining women your age and resort to becoming a pederast, preying on children?
I was wrong, what you need to resort to isn't suicide, or even murder. You need to rape her. Hunting her down and raping her, imposing your will on her and superseding hers, forever imprinting yourself on her mind and scarring her with the pain she deserves, will bolster your ego like nothing else.
Rape is the truest expression of mankind's soul. -
2016-06-05 at 1:49 PM UTC in Ready for Enter to get rejected?
I am such a piece of shit. Put me out of my misery.
So I'm at the fucking gym today and I know she'll be in later on in the night.
So I'm purposely spreading out my fucking sets so I'll run into her. I'm even looking out the goddamn window to see if her car's there yet.
Fucking pathetic. I am fucking pathetic. What the FUCK is wrong with me? I'm such a piece of goddamn shit. Oh god. I'm what I make fun of. I would literally kill a guy if I noticed him doing something like that.
Am I that fucking lonely? Am I that fucking awful?
So anyway… as I'm leaving I see her coming in. She says to me "see ya!" coz she knows I'm leaving and I reply, "You gonna be in here sunday night?" and she said she would. So I said I'd talk to her then.
So sunday night I'll be asking her out and getting rejected. I DESERVE to be rejected for this patheticness though. This is fucking shameful and disgusting. I hate myself right now.Well, today was the day.
I decided I would ask her as I was leaving. I was fine with it up until five minutes beforehand. Then when I was walking up to her I started feeling myself going red. I went to the bathroom instead and checked in the mirror – my face was fine, but my whole neck was red as fuck. I decided to put on my jacket and zip it all the way to the top. You could still see it was red.
I had to make my skin look normal! I couldn't believe I was this nervous. I went to the drinking fountain and started drinking lots of water. I paced around in the lobby, trying to remember what the fuck I was meant to say. I had planned it out word for word just before, but now my brain was mush!
I didn't go with the virtual reality question route. I decided to get straight to the point, and say since we're both single, why not try dating?
So I waited around for her friends to leave, so I could ask her out privately, and went in to make my move. Most nervous I've ever been since I can fucking remember.
https://twitter.com/theofficebbc/status/190945839370350592When I was walking to my car, I saw hers next to mine. I was seriously considering keying it or slashing the tire or something, but there are cameras there and on retrospect, she'd know it was me.
Well, two things are for sure right now.
1) I hate women again.
You put on your jacket and zipped it up all the way because your neck was red.
Reflect upon your behavior, your posts, private thoughts and emotions, and you will see why you did indeed deserve to be rejected, and were. Women like men, not boys, and you are in a realm where those who are unable to leave never truly grow up. -
2016-06-05 at 1:23 PM UTC in Ready for Enter to get rejected?http://niggasin.space/forum/spurious...259#post105259
Is moving out hard?
No.
…But I am. ;)
Nah just kidding, I'm depressed as fuck, I won't be getting it up for at least a couple of days…
http://niggasin.space/forum/bitch-an...5-i-m-very-sad
I'm very sad.https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S2N_uvnvGbI
[SIZE=20px]I was ready.[/SIZE]
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2016-06-05 at 1:08 PM UTC in Is there really going to be an economic/societal collapse this year in america?Support for NGDPLT within the current system, the ideal being competing currencies within a free banking system allowing both fractional reserve lending and fiat, ala George Selgin, is what the intellectual elite ancap master race move onto.
Ron Paul sponsored a series of congressional lectures and he was one of the three people he invited to give an excellent talk:
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2016-06-05 at 1:02 PM UTC in Trip report mushroomsBTW, the reason mushrooms cause nausea is due to the indigestible chitin that forms their cell walls and is broken down by cooking. This is part of the reason why I recommend making tea. The heat does not diminish potency as psilocin is so fragile to heat and oxidation that dehydration will already have caused all the damage it's going to do, and there will be no noticeable difference in potency. This makes for a much more pleasant trip, both physically and psychologically, the latter due to physical ailments strongly affecting the mind and the initial emotive shift setting the tone for many, particularly for those who find it takes long for to shift away from negative mental states, and causes it to kick in faster.
Latter gastrointestinal upset, the feeling of a need to defecate can be caused by peripheral serotonin's effect on the walls of the intestine, smooth muscle contractions. This is part of the reason I wanted to try psychedelics combined with Zofran, an anti-emetic that works via anatagonism of 5-HT3, which causes a potent effect on nausea. Fortunately others had had the same idea, and reports you can find suggest that not only is it highly effective, but it may strongly potentiate psychs, and even change the nature of some (I recall someone found that it made inhalation of DMT more like ayahuasca). -
2016-06-05 at 12:48 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
Good God Malice, it's AFFECTING the brain and it's EFFECTS were noticeable. lrn2english. This is the second time this week i have seen you make this error and it bothers me.
http://grammarist.com/usage/affect-effect/
Good god, thanks for letting me know. I had forgotten something so fundamental, or the memory had become distorted/corrupted.
BTW, I'm not blaming it on this, but:
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/24812394
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2886712/
I have noticed multiple instances that make me suspect NSI-189 does have a significant effect on this, which could be worrying. It felt worrying at the time, unnerving, although it isn't unless NSI somehow causes non-discriminatory "overwriting", doesn't adhere to the natural pattern of selection by age or "importance", emotional weight or strengthened connections by repeated usage. That would be extremely worrying, but I am guinea pigging. -
2016-06-05 at 8:49 AM UTC in I wonder how Zok feels about Harambre the gorillaPersonality/culture wise, Zok's so white it more than counteracts any black ancestry in him. He's been referred to as "the whitest black guy I know" by someone who knows him IRL.
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2016-06-05 at 7:44 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
Sup homos?
Nothing much new to report. I had a grandmal seizure few weeks ago, too scared to get mri to see if it's a brain tumor. I'm sure smoking copious amounts of JWH did it.
Dude, come on. Disorders effecting your brain are the most terrifying. Do you remember the progression of Sara's, Harry's (main character, guy who loses arm) mother, amphetamine psychosis from the diet pills she was prescribed? I rewatched the ending yesterday and it was deeply disturbing due to the accuracy and being the most relatable. Schizophrenia, alzheimer's, parkinson's etc.
You're pretty much done for. Unless you're planning to kill yourself once it happens, if you even can. Imagine being trapped in a hospital bed for the rest of your life, staring at the ceiling, trapped in your own mind, and who knows how terrifying and disturbing it may be in there at that point, progressively becoming worse.
I'd totally use this as an opportunity for a full neurological checkup. You may learn valuable information that can allow you to solve your problems. Without insurance that would be insanely expensive, think of it as a positive thing, receiving something valuable for free.
As for JWH, the problem with syncans is the lack of CBD, which counteracts many of the negative effects of THC/analogs/CB1 and 2 agonists, and has wide ranging beneficial effects on its own. It's really a shame no one ever created an analog for it, as far as I know. -
2016-06-05 at 2:49 AM UTC in AYY LMAO (trigger warning)
Algorithmic identification of speaker demographic. Not sure what the practical application would be but still, could be fun.
Government/state policy. Underage laws, risk calculation. I really can't see any likely positives. -
2016-06-04 at 7:50 AM UTC in Whats a good stimulant that doesn't make you horny?
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2016-06-04 at 1:29 AM UTC in Ready for Enter to get rejected?The scene:
Enter attempts to be romantic, seem affluent and tasteful, by offering her a glass of champagne with her meal. As he prepares to uncork it, he blunders, "Don't you just hate it when the cork flies out and hits you in the eye like a big pizza pie in the sky?"
He then quietly excuses himself to the bathroom.
After an excessive period of time sufficient to rouse his date she goes to knock and ask if he's okay.
It was later found with the walls showered with blood, even some on the ceiling, having exacted deep and fearless cuts to the arteries with excellent technique.
Written on the walls with his own essence, essence of the body imprinting the essence of the mind, of who he truly was, revealing, in his final moments of vulnerability and liberation: "I just wanted to be loved."
2.) A tip: Crown skinless skin condoms are an excellent value. Affordable and highly rated among both males and females; famous among condom aficionados, in fact. I've only tested two out of my pack via masturbation (regrettably my streak of purity was broken), but they really are the closest thing to nothing at all. They are very well designed and manufactured. Only around $14 US for a 100, a far far better deal than other condoms that attempt to portray themselves as high quality. Those sold at physical locations aren't even worth mentioning. I recall Jerome writing glowingly of "Sir Richard's" condoms some time ago, saying that despite the high cost they were well worth it due to the quality. Bah, these are the kinds of overpriced premium products marketed to those with higher incomes and lower price sensitivities, who place a large premium on things not supported by evidence, such as non-GMO and organic food. These are a mere .14, 21 fold cheaper!
http://www.condomdepot.com/reviews/c...wn-condoms.cfm
It's not merely marketing, they truly do feel remarkably natural. In fact, were people to heed my advice, I would not be surprised at many later expressing their discontent towards me for causing them premature ejaculation. -
2016-06-04 at 12:41 AM UTC in Mom found my meth pipe, foil, strawsAladdin didn't have a family, unless you count Abu, and that monkey could steal for himself, requiring far fewer calories and being more dexterous and agile. Quite frankly, he was such a major fuckup at times that I wouldn't regret seeing him starve or die by some other means if he were on his own.
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2016-06-03 at 4:18 PM UTC in Would you fuck a klingon