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2018-03-07 at 9:53 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.https://www.sporcle.com/games/CommodoreAmazing/Hiragana
Fuck yeah, 100% in under 3 minutes! I'm going to ace the next quiz.
This may trigger a bit of nostalgia for Lanny.
I'm taking elementary Japanese to fulfill the graduation requirement (I took two years of Spanish in high school, but I can't remember if I received a C or better every time (I probably did) and don't really want to use anything from my highschool transcript because my grades were so low due to refusing to do most of the work), for cognitive exercise, and out of personal interest. The class moves pretty fast.
I'm thinking about printing out an entirely blank hiragana chart and asking if I can use that instead of the standard quiz, which is on Monday, that has a lot of them filled in because I want (to show off) more of a challenge. -
2018-03-07 at 8:22 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.It's interesting how people like you and Lanny are drawn to ideologies that justify your own weakness and personal failings.
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2018-03-07 at 6:06 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Music is the only way I can feel emotion anymore. -
2018-03-07 at 6:05 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Lanny By accepting that rationality is a social construct, a self nihilating one at that, and that no object of my experience can transcend the subjective so "wrong" has no objective meaning.
You are the manifestation of the Western nihilism that Nietzsche rallied against and feared would bring society to its knees. If you had ever been able to debate I am certain we would have strangled you to death. -
2018-03-07 at 2:56 AM UTC in Tfw no multiple gfs.
Originally posted by Vizier Compare women to food.
Caviar is top shelf stuff, but sometimes all you want is scrambled eggs, you know?
Some people, such as Bill Krozby, like Taco Bell and crave it regularly. Others won’t even touch the stuff and are wiling to expend more income, time, and effort for something higher quality, and have enough self worth that we would rather go hungry than touch that garbage. -
2018-03-07 at 12:41 AM UTC in Tfw no multiple gfs.
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2018-03-07 at 12:40 AM UTC in Tfw no multiple gfs.
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2018-03-07 at 12:38 AM UTC in Tfw no multiple gfs.tfw you'll never be the MC of a harem anime...
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2018-03-06 at 11:24 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-03-06 at 11:23 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by WhiskeyPhoenix My therapist told me Asperger's isn't really a thing anymore and it's just lumped in with the rest of the autism spectrum now. I had asked if there was a difference between high functioning autism and Asperger's and she said no, that they're two different names for the same thing. I always thought they were different in some ways.
She's wrong. I've heard that a major part of the reason for lumping everything together under "Autism Spectrum Disorder" was for billing purposes.
Regardless, there are numerous distinct neurological differences that have been found (The actual paper isn't that interesting, it's just data analysis, not an overview/description of what those differences are):
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/23644916
http://sci-hub.la/10.1007/s10803-013-1839-2
It's extremely, insanely, complex. Even the majority of autism specialists don't have a proper grasp of the neurology. It would likely take over a decade of specialized study to really have a proper grasp of it, limited by the best information we have available. There is definitely something distinct about genuine Asperger's. -
2018-03-06 at 11:02 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Zanick Bear in mind that when you encounter resistance after a long period of isolation, the results are going to be spotty at best. Manage your expectations better. Nobody emerges from hibernation and runs a marathon, Malice. You need to give yourself more chances at life, because you're probably not a very good shot anyway.
It's not necessarily so much about my external environment and position in life but neurologically based. Asperger's has a rate of suicidal ideation worse than psychosis, the suicide rate is one of the worst of all disorders. I just can't stand the way life feels. The majority of the time I seem to be in a state of at least mild chronic suffering, experiencing drops in mood for no apparent reason. The neurological deviations likely play a major role in the chronic depression and other issues, I feel disconnected from everything, people naturally feel like enemies, there's just nothing of substance, no real lasting meaning, to be found, negative emotions can be greatly amplified, the pain from others, while blunted affect, a reduced intensity and limited range of emotions, keep me from experiencing much happiness and pleasure in life.
This is a living hell. My only goal in life is to help finally bring to an end the needless cycle of birth, suffering, and death, but I don't know if I'm strong enough to endure the suffering. What doesn't kill you may not may you stronger, it can simply wear you down and hollow you out over a lifetime. I desperately need pharmaceutical intervention, but nothing seems to be particularly effective. People who aren't autistic don't know what it's like, what a special kind of hell it is. -
2018-03-06 at 9:26 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.There's a high chance I'm either going to end up finally committing suicide or snapping and killing as many people as possible.
It's perfectly reasonable to suspect that I may simply be too damaged at this point or never had the ability to begin with to make a real difference. I feel I should at least try first, though. Even if it doesn't work out at least I'll finally be able to escape this hell. -
2018-03-06 at 8:46 AM UTC in Peeing indoors is unnatural if you're a guy.
Originally posted by Bill Krozby Several months ago i was forced to use the ladies bathroom and it was fucking disgusting worse bathroom ever so i took out the trash bag and shit in it and i also peed a lil bit at the same time it was a race against time as the pissy dribble was coming downhill to me…
Bill Krozby, you should start live-streaming moments like this. If you gain a following you could make some extra income. -
2018-03-06 at 8:19 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Enter, I never said anything about sexual attraction. It's cute, not sexy.
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2018-03-06 at 8:04 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
She actually let me pet her eventually and I heard her meow for food at least once, it was very cute and feminine. My poor kitties, goddamn minorities ruining everything.
Look at how soft her fur looks, the pattern of it, that big fluffy tail. Cats with big fluffy tails are the best. -
2018-03-06 at 7:52 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-03-06 at 7:26 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-03-06 at 7:22 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-03-06 at 7:21 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.I wonder if I would be happier as a woman. There's a certain sense of freedom associated with it. I've actually found that I dislike the effects of testosterone. There also seems to be a strong connection being gender dysphoria and autism.
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2018-03-06 at 4:40 AM UTC in i asked my psychiatrist if i have a personality disorderYou're only engaging in a one on one behavior in a structured environment likely for an hour once a week at most. She has a very limited view of you and you're extremely manipulative and dishonest.
It really doesn't mean much.