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2018-03-17 at 3:27 AM UTC in Where did your first romantic relationship go wrong?How did you get her expelled?
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2018-03-17 at 3:22 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by lempoid loompus omg you somehow linked remembering a donut store to autism
everything is because of autism
fucking kill yourself
Dude, I was researching, like, over a year ago, possibly when I first had the all you can eat donut experience, which went like this:
Malice: I wonder how much it would take to convince a donut shop to let you have an all you can eat buffet experience.
PoC: How high are you right now?
Normal seem to constantly be forgetting things like why they walked into a room or where they left their keys, which literally never happens to me. This was one donut shop I found with a fairly generic name. I even remembered their strawberry donuts were famous in particular.
It just came up me after a few seconds of attempting to recall it and Google confirmed it. Normal people (inferior neurotypicals) don’t have memory this good. -
2018-03-17 at 2:20 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Yosh, thank you autism memory power. I recalled reading about this place while ago and they're supposed to have the best donuts in SoCal: https://www.yelp.com/biz/the-donut-man-glendora
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2018-03-17 at 12:43 AM UTC in Livestreamed SuicideIt looks like he had pretty good taste in anime: https://myanimelist.net/animelist/Shuaiby?status=2&order=4&order2=0
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2018-03-16 at 11:55 PM UTC in What other careers might you have considered?Mass murderer, spree killer, anti-government domestic terrorist, serial killer.
Yes, I seriously considered all of these. -
2018-03-16 at 8:37 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.4/20 falls on a Friday this year and I have no classes on Friday. One day I want to fulfill my dream of going to one of the one best donut shops in the area and having an all you can eat buffet experience.
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2018-03-16 at 8:18 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-03-16 at 8:17 PM UTC in What is one talent that you have?Autism.
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2018-03-16 at 7:27 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-03-16 at 6:54 PM UTC in Bartenders that don't know how to make drinksWhat is the allure of bars to you?
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2018-03-16 at 6:52 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.I don't think the vast majority of the people who posted in Sanctioned Suicide actually went through with it.
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2018-03-16 at 6:39 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Zanick I was subscribed to all of those, and I saw was people reaching out before they committed the act and people flippantly egging them on. A proper suicide activism hub should actually provide resources for people considering taking their own lives. These subreddits were worthless posturing and little more.
There were also a lot of well detailed stories, lives you could follow, which may have been one of the few things people could relate to when they're driven to the point of depression and isolation that leads to suicidality. -
2018-03-16 at 6:38 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Fox Paws But if you press the button then you would be aware of it. I mean you’d know it was coming
I know. I just had the thought that the uncertainty would be enough. You could also take drugs to the prevent the fear response and cause you to drift to sleep anyway.
I feel I've come to terms with death, understand what it is, and there are the problems of the ego, identity, and consciousness. There's really nothing to fear. -
2018-03-16 at 6:31 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Also, Reddit banned the Sanctioned Suicide subs. Goddamn bastards. They didn't understand the impact at all. It wouldn't surprise me if the net effect was to substantially increase suicides. I never participated, but it was one of the few places where you could be brutally honest with like minded people instead of receiving empty platitudes, the same general line of responses ad naseum, like on Suicide Watch. They actually put the number to the Suicide Hotline on the page ban, which I would never call.
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2018-03-16 at 6:24 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Woke up feeling fierce depression for no apparent reason. Right before bed I had been contemplating whether I would press a button if it meant I would die painlessly and unaware in my sleep. I felt I should at least try, because I don't know how much I could recover, especially with the right medication and IRL therapy (Not giving up on the philosophy, helping to attract more and more interesting and energetic members). This is simply what it's like to have a disorder that predisposes you to depression and suicidal ideation, and suicide so profoundly relative to the general population. Even among autistic children the suicide rate is 10-20 times higher.
Then there's having realized just how horrible existence really is. If I had the choice between feeling maximal and eternal pleasure and simply ceasing to exist, ideally without fear or pain, I would choose the latter. No amount of happiness will make this okay. -
2018-03-16 at 5:08 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.God, I forgot how fucking hot Southern California gets. God I hate this godforsaken place.
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2018-03-16 at 4:13 AM UTC in Have you ever been mugged?
Originally posted by Zanick That sounds like a close call. Why do you think they left when they had you outnumbered and outgunned? Did they have a chance to say anything as they were cuffed?
Well it was right by the BART, which is pretty heavily used, and there was a police substation at ground level within 40 feet or so. Cops were regularly around that area. It would have been pretty fucking stupid of them to try anything, they were likely all talk.
I never heard anything about it afterward. I don't know if they said anything. -
2018-03-16 at 3:53 AM UTC in Political compass testThat test is absolute garbage. There's strong libertarian and leftist bias.
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2018-03-16 at 3:30 AM UTC in Have you ever been mugged?No, but I probably came close. 3 young niggers were following me from the train station, but fortunately I noticed them in time. You could tell by their moments. Only time they ever move fast is when they're up to something. I have a very high level of awareness and unusually good peripheral vision. Asperger's has actually been found to produce significant differences in the visual cortex and visual acuity as well as ability to detect moment is far higher than normal. I made a sudden turn to confirm whether they were following me, then went into the middle of the street (cars weren't that common there due to the way it was set up) and pretended to be confused, then turned to walk back. Once I was right by the station, which has a police substation, and confronted them right by a police car due to the strong psychological impact of it. Then it went like this:
"Hey, are you guys following me?"
"Why, you want some?"
pulls out pepper spray
"What the fuck is that?"
"Pepper spray."
"Pepper spray, nigga, I got a glock."
Anyway, I tried to defuse the situation and they walked away, but I saw them just standing there watching me from a block away. I then ratted them out to the cops and 2 ended up getting arrested, although one ran. -
2018-03-16 at 2:55 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Holding that guy down, giving him a high dose of Naloxone, then beating the shit out of him, which would be a perfectly fair punishment considering what he's done to the girl, making feel pain that he'll never forget, would be a really good way to get revenge.