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2018-04-05 at 10:14 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.I'm tempted to purchase a good rep of this once it comes out to wear during the summer:
I just think it would be funny. Maybe I could try going for the drug lord look. -
2018-04-05 at 9:49 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.It's possible, but there's no feasible way to know.
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2018-04-05 at 8:59 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.No, Asperger's can be fairly mild and people can learn to adjust. There's a lot of writing about how women with Asperger's tend to be far better at blending in. There's so much variation in personality and behavior among neurotypicals that many just seem eccentric.
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2018-04-05 at 8:20 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Two men in black have been dispatched to your residence.
I wonder if those two Christian guys I spoke to were actually law enforcement. Something seems off. My aspie sense is tingling. Hyper-perception, hyper-awareness, advanced pattern recognition abilities, and high cognitive ability to utilize it all.
This is not going to be worth the lulz if it goes down. -
2018-04-05 at 7:30 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Goddamn, I’m looking through my tabs on my laptop and my search history is fucking terrible. If law enforcement speaks to me or arrests me I would fully understand why they did it. I would be extremely concerned too after everything I’ve written and the way I act.
Seriously, a Columbine documentary, WRATH shirt, Kaczinski shirt,a lot of things on Asperger’s and misanthropy, writing on Kaczinski, suicide, Dahmer.
I was in a really bad mood. I’m going to stop using alcohol, I really don’t respond well to it. Benzos would help a lot.
I am going to make a fairly large order for nootropics and supplements today. Doesn’t that suggest some long term plan to live and try to get better? They help a lot as well.
I still want those shirts, though. -
2018-04-05 at 7:07 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Also, I felt really bad, was severely anxious, and had my PTSD triggered about some gang members brutally stomping a person to death. So I ended up late for school, tried to request an Uber, editing payment on app fucked up (debit card expired), various other things, missed bus, taking a long time etc.
So that’s why I tried to request an Uber. Oh, also, my philosophy class was cancelled. This is all why I’m going to school at an unusual time.
I’m also high and paranoid, if you can’t tell.
Please don’t take me in in this state, it’s going to psychologically fuck me up so bad! If you must, please let me have a benzo and I’ll fully cooperate! I’ll never do it again if you warn me! -
2018-04-05 at 6:52 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by LegalizeSpiritualDiscovery Reported to the FBI. Plan foiled.
Oh fuck, I wasn’t serious government agencies, I’m fucking terrified of you!
I was just being autistic and drunk. It’s pretty much guaranteed that I would just commit plain old suicide if things didn’t work out. I’m extremely anxious and dysfunctional, there’s no way I could pull it off!
Btw, I drank too much vodka and now feel sick. Severe rebound anxiety and smoked some pot to deal with the nausea, but I a pretty hypersensitive effect to what was likely under 10mg. I don’t smoke regularly anymore. So I’m probably going to look pretty off if you’re watching me. -
2018-04-05 at 4:32 AM UTC in Which drugs do you take to function on a daily basis?
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2018-04-05 at 4:28 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-04-05 at 3:35 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.You are a perfect representation of why even the best of humanity deserves annihilation. If it ever happens, I dedicate this act, in part, to you.
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2018-04-05 at 3:12 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.Oh, wait, I actually have a new stack coming in that would probably take care of any homicidal desires/extreme anger-irritability.
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2018-04-05 at 3:09 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-04-05 at 3:08 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-04-05 at 3:06 AM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by CASPER Nigga…we need to get you out of the house.
I'm going to school full time. The guy in my Japanese class who noticed my Eromanga Sensei wallpaper actually exchanged contacts with me and asked me to sit next to him during the next class, we even talked today. Another guy seems to be trying to be friendly to me too.
It really doesn't make a difference at this point. I know I would be capable of killing absolutely everyone, even you.
Originally posted by Lanny I love ya malice but this kind of posting has got to stop. It's so fucking cringey, like something my 13 year old cousin would say and I'd have to resist the urge to curl up in a ball of embarrassment-by-proxy after hearing. You have no idea how stupid you sound when you say stuff like this.
You have no idea how deep this goes. Don't be surprised if I end up on the news one day. I am flat out telling you that if university doesn't work out there's a very high chance I'm going to kill as many people as possible. -
2018-04-04 at 11:31 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.It's really interesting. It seems I'm at the point where the anxiolytic and dissociative effects don't necessarily calm me down, but may actually make me far more capable of actually killing people due to lowering inhibition. I just have a constant urge to kill everyone around me. It's literally almost non-stop, every single day.
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2018-04-04 at 11:28 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
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2018-04-04 at 11:12 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.I feel like Jeffrey Dahmer may have felt while on alcohol, minus the (homo)sexual desires.
Vodka definitely seems to best/least bad hard liquor for me. By far the least bitter and smoothest, and it's really cheap as well. -
2018-04-04 at 11:01 PM UTC in The Retardest Thread: Fashionably Late Edition.
Originally posted by Sophie That's just fun to think about though, eh. Maybe i am a darker person than most. Weirder as well but that is neither here nor there.
Anyway, talk about weird, ever play a visual novel? You know, like get your favorite anime girl to fall in love with you type of game? Yeah, level 9000+ weeb stuff. Anyway, if you dig it, you should play Doki Doki Literature Club. Man what a rollercoaster.
I mentioned this before but i was just listening to the OST, so i was reminded. No spoilers, but even if Visual novels aren't your thing, i bet you'd like this anyway.
I played it after papa CASPER mentioned it. Poor Sayori... The song that plays during her final scene is hauntingly beautiful. If I ever committed suicide I would want something like that playing on loop.
Now I’m playing Muv-luv because it’s highly acclaimed, but so far it’s pretty generic.
I would definitely play the Stein’s;Gate novels, but the anime seems more enjoyable, making it redundant. -
2018-04-03 at 10:44 PM UTC in Gunshots reported at YouTube headquarters in California
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2018-04-03 at 9:24 PM UTC in Gunshots reported at YouTube headquarters in California"Yessss."
First thing I thought when I saw it.