User Controls

  1. 1
  2. 2
  3. 3
  4. ...
  5. 112
  6. 113
  7. 114
  8. 115
  9. 116
  10. 117
  11. ...
  12. 439
  13. 440
  14. 441
  15. 442

Posts by Malice

  1. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by Piles of Crack Life will do that to you.

    As well as antipsychotics.
  2. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    If that were the case, we'd see more people going up to heaven.
  3. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by NARCassist its just fap material dude, calm down.




    .

    Who here still posses the capacity for masturbating to mere pictures such as these?
  4. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by Wasp Sugar lmao. You have got to be faded off that bay area kush. There's just no other way you would have written this.

    Now I actually am. My word, I have to try out more of the best variants and descendants of OG Kush. This stuff from Purple Star gave me the best high in who knows how long. Now I just have to fight the effects long enough to put sunglasses on, go outside, and meditate in the sunlight (health benefits, particularly for a hiki).

    Ooh, the Green Cross now has 5 high CBD strains, and one of them is my preferred choice. The highest CBD strain, AC/DC. Also cheap, and in this case sun grown.

    From Purple Star I'm planning to get (Always check entire relevant sections of the menu, of course.):
    -Do-Si-Dos, BOGO, 2 1/8ths for $25 each.
    -Oh, they have harlequin too. I think it's the first time I've seen it listed at a bay area dispensary. I've heard it's uniquely non-psychoactive, a choice strain among medical patients who need or want to remain feeling sober, while receiving the medicinal benefits. Tempted to get an 8th for $40 to sample it. Maybe I'll pass, the effects really don't seem that interesting right now, and I'm already getting ac/dc.

    Noooooo, I only had one very small hit lift. Now I'm completely out.

    -Thin Mint is only $32/8th.

    -Maybe some platinum bubba wax for $23.5/g. Mendo wax as well for the same.

    Wanted to try OG18, but I checked my history and it looks like that was the only good item from last time that isn't available.
  5. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Yeah, sure, why not? I can't see a rational reason not to and I'm wholly unconcerned with irrational human customs.

    I mean, it would probably in an unrealistic scenario where there was nothing else. They really aren't good sources of meat, so I don't see a reason to otherwise.
  6. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Hmm, that sounds exactly like what I'd want out of it. Could definitely be used for a great bonding experience, or at the very least a mind-blowing prolonged sex session.
  7. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by -SpectraL I just looked at him as a weirdo, really. If that's what they're calling an aspie these days, I guess so.

    What were the weirdest things about him? I recall Vladie mentioning that he barely spoke IRL, and he didn't share much about himself on the forum.
  8. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Ash finally slept on my stomach. Although there were two times when I was moving my arm or hand and collided with her, but it didn't seem to be significant, she didn't move. I also remember turning onto my side and some time later waking up with her on top of me again.

    I think it's sweet, but a bit of an awkward position as well since I can't turn over with her on me. Prefer the spoons position.

    Must be nice for her to have a home (again). When I first met her she was covered in scabs and her fur around certain areas seemed sparse from fighting.
  9. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by Kinkou I never held hands with a guy until I was 21 or something lol

    Originally posted by -SpectraL And that was zok… Aaron.. whatever.

    About that: Was Zok an aspie too? I've wondered this multiple times in the past. Even if he was never diagnosed, he definitely seemed like the type that had a good chance of being on the spectrum. Aspies do tend to attract each other as well, assortative mating is a pretty well established behavior among humans in general.
  10. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Did you notice an aphrodisiac or anxiolytic effect?
  11. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by NARCassist you really do say the dumbest shit.




    .

    And you fall for the dumbest shit. Do you believe I lack such low level self-awareness? Of course 27 is a a very uncommon and unusual age to never have so much as held hands. Although, in my case, which is far rarer, it was genuinely by choice, rejecting every woman that ever showed interest in me.
  12. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Why would I? This is a state of liberation.

    I have experienced both states, and this is the one for me. I could post a similar request for you, why not attempt surpassing your desires, experiencing the world as an asexual?
  13. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Women's bodies are so incredibly boring at this point. I feel profound gratitude for having freed myself from this cycle.
  14. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by Lanny Oh man, that title just reeks of 21st century digital age reductionism. It never fails to amaze me how the turing model of computation has colored, I'd argue generally for the worse, the study of the mind. It's like Norvig school AI researchers weren't content to ruin AI research, they had to screw up psychology and philosophy of mind too.

    Post last edited by Lanny at 2017-07-15T05:27:29.494780+00:00

    I didn't mean I believed the theory, merely the sections which relate to autism.
  15. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by Lanny On the upside my father died before he got the opportunity to beat me up for being a drug addicted autistic piece of shit.

    *gasp* You finally accepted it...
  16. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Went for a walk and got moderately high beforehand. Went back in twice because I wanted a higher level, make it a trip, as I thought (It's pretty mundane.). Damn, I forgot to take NSI-189. Related to the aforementioned, I also remember calculating that I've purchased $1,000 if you value it at $20/g, around the rate the seller would value it for high amount, and consumed half of that. Fortunately I got it by trading my parnate for it, and selling some as well. Got $35/g for it and only paid around $7/g for 50-60 grams.

    Along the way I became lost in thought with my arms held behind my back, head angled toward the ground, though not excessively (It really is a good thinking position for walking. I didn't purposefully adapt it, some muscle issues from Asperger's make it more comfortable a fair amount of the time.). I managed to start along the path of, then perfect a system for the Asperger's thought process and how every major neurological difference, requiring a high IQ and hyper-memory trait to fully utilize it, contributes to a potential, possibly extreme, configuration of the cognitive system of Asperger's. Working title is "The Scientific ASperger's Mind".

    Also came across a very interesting paper that posits/explains a fundamental cognitive style difference, which led me to another and some fascinating information:

    Explaining and inducing savant skills: privileged access to lower level, less-processed information
    https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC2677578/

    Snyder & Mitchell (1999) argued that all savant skills, including AP and synaesthesia, reside within everyone, but that they are not normally accessible to conscious awareness. Owing to some atypical brain function, savants have privileged access to raw, less-processed information—information in some interim state before it is packaged into holistic labels. This privileged access facilitates a distinct literal cognitive style in which a person thinks in detail, working from the parts to the whole (De Clercq 2003). Savant skills are a form of reproduction. Savants access or read off something that exists in all of our brains, but is normally inaccessible through introspection (Snyder & Mitchell 1999). The precise neuroanatomical mechanism for gaining this privileged access is not yet resolved. It may be associated with an atypical hemispheric imbalance wherein concept networks are bypassed or inhibited.


    http://www.nature.com.sci-hub.cc/nature/journal/v428/n6982/full/428470a.html
    Autistic genius?
    Autism and Creativity: Is There a
    Link between Autism in Men and
    Exceptional Ability?


    Asperger even noted that the autistic mind is an extreme variant of male intelligence.

    The fact that genius can fall within the autistic spectrum challenges our deepest notions of creativity. Are there two different
    routes to creativity: normal and autistic? The normal mind is good at recognizing the gist of something but poor at recalling details. This,I believe,is because the brain forms concepts or mental models that encapsulate the familiar. Concepts impart automatic judgements and confer intuition, but hide details from conscious awareness. As a result, we see the whole but not the parts. In contrast, the autistic mind is literal and sees more of the parts than the whole. An impairment in the process of concept formation denies intuition, but allows access to details that are normally non-conscious. Consequently, the autistic mind must build logically from the parts to what is intuitive to a normal mind.

    Leading to the possibility of novel insights, new theories or findings, criticisms, flaws found, novel arguments, even entire new theories etc.
  17. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Originally posted by cerakote kill yourself my man, you have asked me to play runescape with you like 3 times in less than a week

    Jesus christ, how many years have you been playing Runescape, sploo?
  18. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    Buddhism.

    No, really, look up some non-mystical Buddhist techniques. Shit works if you truly understand it, make a serious effort that isn't hampered by doubt, and stick with it.

    I used to be persistently ornery and angry as fuck, mainly at the irredeemable and eternal relentless stupidity of the world, of mankind and individuals in particular. Now it's nearly all gone, I managed to work through it, even though it took a large amount of time and effort.
  19. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    How so? It's a serious question, name some examples.

    I'm sure that by your own metric you would prove to be immeasurably more retarded.
  20. Malice Naturally Camouflaged
    sploo, I genuinely believe that it would have been for better for everyone, including yourself, if you had been euthanized.
  1. 1
  2. 2
  3. 3
  4. ...
  5. 112
  6. 113
  7. 114
  8. 115
  9. 116
  10. 117
  11. ...
  12. 439
  13. 440
  14. 441
  15. 442
Jump to Top