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2018-12-05 at 12:53 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionI could just start a thread, but that would be so unlike me.
Do you feel like your "real life" has begun? Probably for obvious reasons, but I've always had this sense of that I'm not who or where I'm supposed to be.
I keep thinking that when I get my head together, why I get my health together, that things will fall into place.
I miss my thoughts being electric and dynamic. I'm tired of feeling slow and foggy and inarticulate.
I kinda wonder at which point "potential" is a moot point, and you've pretty much ruined yourself.
Idk what I'm even asking really. Just woke up out of a sound sleep, threw up, and now my guts and twisting so hard I can barely lay down.
You guys have been pretty much my only constant social group since I was 15, and I care about your faggots and wish I knew some of you better.
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2018-12-05 at 3:15 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionWell my heart rate is pretty much back to baseline,but I'm still shaky and weak. It's basically 3 days after I dosed. Is this even slightly normal? I mean I'm in awful shape. I have to catch my breath running out to my Uber every morning. But this is fucked. I guess depleted serotonin would also cause the mood swing. Aren't there serotonin receptors in the gut? Is that maybe why I still can't take a shit, or is it more likely the reconstruction killed my butthole?
I meAn I made it 31 days with an obsruction in 2013 but id probably cut myself open before ensuring that again. If the CIA wanted some real twisted shit, having someone's rectum surgically fused and then force feeding them for a month is some of the most torturous stuff imaginable. -
2018-12-05 at 1:10 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionWhen I saw the games cover, I thought it was gonna be some anime weaboo shit. But just finished Nier Automatas E ending. Damn. Malice would've dug it.
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2018-12-04 at 11:39 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2018-12-04 at 3 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionGod damnit
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2018-12-04 at 2:09 PM UTC in Running out of drugs (don't shed a tear)
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box yeah that bliss only works because you let it work. eventually you will reach a point where no amount of euphoria will do anything. it just won't do anything. it won't matter how fucking high you are, it won't change anything. when you reach that point, I will welcome you to hell and start charging you (overpriced) rent.
Been there done that hawmie. -
2018-12-04 at 2:03 PM UTC in WhipitsIf nitrous killed Brian cells, they probably wouldn't give it to you at the dentist.
It's fun as fuck, but it only lasts as long as you keep it in your lungs, and then like 20 sec afterwards. I usually buy a 500 count box and finish 150 or so the first week. -
2018-12-04 at 1:59 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..Kinda blah. Three days no sleep and listening to sad music, browsing Facebook at 4am.
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2018-12-04 at 1:39 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
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2018-12-04 at 1:30 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionListening to hipster acoustic rock drunk on day three of being awake is a bad idea.
I actually really liked her. :/ I always go for the sad ones. -
2018-12-04 at 3:36 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by GGG You're over the hump nigga.
Plan to do it again?
If I do, I wouldnt do that much. Figured .03 was normal dose orally, but I also figured 30 min was enough time to tell if the last stuff kicked in. So I redosed 5 or 6 times. So prolly did .25 or so of really high quality crys -
2018-12-04 at 2:24 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionIt's been like 20 hours and shit is still going. Dick all turtles up. Feels weird to pee. Ughhhh. And somehow meth did what no opiate could...which is freeze up my bowels. Cool.
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2018-12-03 at 7:26 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionThis was such a stupid idea for someone with high blood pressure and thyroid issues. I feel like dogshit. Arms and legs all sore from vasoconstriction. Heart pounding....although I evened it out with some xanax and methadone. Body all hypersensitive like MDMA. I'm not great with dosages, but I broke off a .03 or so shard and crushed it, mixed it in juice. 4 or 5 glasses of juice over like 3 hours. This was waaaaay too much.
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2018-12-03 at 7:18 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionFuuuuuuuuuck
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2018-12-03 at 7:17 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionMeth is shit. Especially for someone with really low tolerance who got a bit overzealous with oral dosing. Fuck. This needs to go away now.
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2018-12-02 at 8:19 AM UTC in Stramonium Seed Q
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2018-12-02 at 8:11 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by Solstice Casper, send me a cut out square of your carpet so I can get high for a month.
Originally posted by Solstice Casper, send me a cut out square of your carpet so I can get high for a month.
Between the fentanyl, alprazolam, heroin, cocaine, MDMA, mephedrone, 2ci, oxy, meth, bacteria, fungus and cat puke....you'd be in for quite a ride. -
2018-12-02 at 12:40 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionPSA: all of our brain chemistry is completely fucked. Give it a couple days watching old reruns of shit you watched as a kid and eating junk food and smoking weed, and you'll forget about ever wanting to kill you self....or the daughter your ex gf has full custody of. I mean you'll want to kill yourself again in a month, but...you're just crazy and your brain can't be trusted.
If you'd like an objective appraisal of whether you should kill yourself, feel free to apply via comment with all pertinent lifestyle information. -
2018-12-02 at 12:30 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box Pain from a rap cat
Man you didn't know that
3 am, man, we bumping Bobby Womack
My homie keep all his bullets hollow
That's why I smell like Salvatori Faragomo with the diamond sparrow
A rap cat with the BOSS apparel
I put my rhymes on your block then I run it just like little Darrell
Money and dope, man, don't come for free
Man, I don't have no competition, ho, all I got is enemies
I turn around like a tornado
Rock it like a baby cradle
Call me Doctor J if you a baller and it's getting fatal
I make MC's do angel dust
Take 'em to the Bay Bridge, make 'em strip, tell 'em jump
I don't know why I get high
I'm so in love with money I keep spending 'til it runs dry
Hot like a kettle, when the pedal hits the metal
Pinocchio you know son is Jepetio, hello
Deep fried just like Friday fish
A lot a hot sauce, now we got it popping in this bitch
Favorite nickatina song. Goddamn that feels like high school. -
2018-11-28 at 7:27 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionSup fam
