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2018-10-25 at 9:46 PM UTC in I will be leaving you nowWhat is babby and how doe s it from?
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2018-10-25 at 9:46 PM UTC in Holy shit crack is fun as fuck.Subbed
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2018-10-25 at 9:41 PM UTC in I will be leaving you nowCome to Los Angeles so I can add you to my people collection. That is all. Though idk if ur a shiny or what. Prollly common, limited edition artwork or some shit.
Best of luck on ur travels. Try not to let the voices make you engage the escape pod too early. -
2018-10-25 at 8:17 PM UTC in TRUMP threatens Martial LawBreakfast tamales sound really good right now,
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2018-10-25 at 8:13 PM UTC in Stramonium Seed QYeah that's exactly what you need right now. Christ dude. Ily mane but you're getting waaaaay out to sea. Swim parallel to the shore and come back in.
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2018-10-25 at 8:17 AM UTC in what the fuck is life
Originally posted by totse3.com Coffee works for now.
Slow pour over
Blonde roast pour over (NOHOMO)
a slow pour. They'll do it at Peets in berkeley. it's worth the wait. a single large pour. You go to Starbucks and they have it "Ready made"
How did you come to the idea that the jug you have can legally be called a Pour Over. it has to be done in real time. fuck you and an excuse for overpriced shit.
How's the fuck is that any different than dripping boiling water in crushed beans? Sounds like some homo shit to me. You a peter puffer, boy? -
2018-10-25 at 8:08 AM UTC in what the fuck is life
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III i always get all weird and shit like this whenever i quit opiates for some reason
i don't understand why i'm here
Yeah welcome to Suicidal Sobriety Syndrome. Dont worry. As soon as we get some more drugs in your system, you'll be right as rain.
See my cringey poetry a few days ago for examples. -
2018-10-24 at 1:19 PM UTC in Should we embrace our grief?
Originally posted by Lanny Also much of the best art comes from depressed depressed artists, our unique appreciation of art has driven us to adopt mourning traditions that maximize emotional scarring as to produce ever greater works of insight and beauty
It's why I've wanted to be Hank Moody since before he existed. I think I've always felt that to grow, you have to constantly break down and rebuild yourself.
In any case, I felt a lot more for Malice when I was sure he was alive. If he's dead, I kinda don't feel anything. Which is kind of strange considering how empathetic I am generally. Kinda weird. -
2018-10-24 at 12:32 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionOk fuck I need to go to sleep. Night all.
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2018-10-24 at 12:23 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionYeah I thought I'd try my hand at a faggy word enhancement a la Lanny. Lol.
That was a rough few hours. BPm was down to like 40 and my resting heart rate is usually 70 or higher. dizzy. Dry heaving. Never had these immediate headaches though. Well...maybe for the best. My own version of "aversion therapy" is how I stopped doing tar in the first place.
The stress of having to slap yourself awake and jerk off continually for 3 hours just to stay alive.
Bitches with ink do be fly tho. And those that suck dick for a living seem to have strangely on point taste in music.
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2018-10-24 at 9:11 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionIt's pretty ppevident that someone up ythechain switched up the daffodil analogue they were usig, to something MUCH Stronger, it's been a long time since I've had to keep museld awake for safety's sake. 100% a few people are gonna kick the bucket. And I have a massive to,erance . If a bump the size of two matchsticks heads can make me dizzy, sick. Ready to pass out I can't imagine .
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2018-10-24 at 5:21 AM UTC in Should we embrace our grief?I was going to say I only feel for people I have experiences with, but I've cried after watching assisted suicide videos on YouTube. But their situations were impossible and excruciating. If Malice is dead, I can only describe it as....lazy. He had someone 20 minutes away who wouldve taken him to the beach and bars and listened to his weird autistic ramblings all day. It was just too much work for him
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2018-10-24 at 3:03 AM UTC in Should we embrace our grief?
Originally posted by Sudo Do you know his real name?
No. I think he talked to Hydro way more than he talked to me. I can go back over his texts, but it was mostly him rambling in much the same way he did on here. He did email me a couple years ago when I went awol online.
Seems like if someone REALLY wanted to know, they could trace IP to find proper city, then go over the public records of emergency responses between june 15th-June 30th or so. Google image search the pictures he uploaded.Put up missing person posters with his face on it, maybe get a response from someone? Idk. Theres shit someone could do. Someone.
Im sure a lot of people talked to him way more than I did, but Ive had my back and forth with him over the years. But for me when it comes down to it, if he is dead...i dont really feel anything. He was so stuck in his own mythology of misery. And so assured that whatever autistic fixation he had at current moment was RIGHT, that hed dismiss even the most productive, well meant advice out of hand. He was young, in good health, and his "problem" was essentially that he retarded himself socially by living on the internet. Thats about as succinctly as I can put it. That coupled with the fact that he never shared enough about himself to seem human, really. But perhaps that was all part of his illness.
A lot of you ive been talking to for 15-20 years under one name or another. And some of your lives ive come to know shit about. Malice was just kind of a mystery. So its kind of hard to feel for a ghost. I think anyone who's observed him over the years knows good and well that all he needed to do was go out into the world and immerse himself. Suicide is always a valid option. I certainly feel like barring any MAJOR life changes, ill probably choose to end my life at some point. But he didnt even TRY.
So....meh.
But i would be interested to see if we could track down some soldi info. -
2018-10-24 at 2:53 AM UTC in Guess what the user above you does for money
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2018-10-24 at 2:37 AM UTC in Should we embrace our grief?Not actually convinced hes dead. 1) Hes been here long enough to value spectacle. 2) Hes just as likely to be in jail or committed as dead.
Dont he have someone who can hack the firewall mainframe to backtrace his html?
I tried checking obituaries in Pomona, to no avail. -
2018-10-24 at 2:24 AM UTC in Huffing Inhalants threadIs that you Bling Blong?
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2018-10-24 at 2:20 AM UTC in Guess what the user above you does for moneyDental Assistant (before anesthesia)/ Dr. Fistor, OB/GYN (after anesthesia)
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2018-10-23 at 8:52 PM UTC in A Strange Residue of Clear Liquid behind The Second Black NoteAre you just not taking your meds anymore man? You used to be at least somewhat coherent.
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2018-10-23 at 5:53 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attentionidk if he has the attention span for a forum. but he was like a 5 minute walk from where i lived briefly in hollywood. i was always tempted to go do a bunch of heroin in his bathroom.
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2018-10-23 at 5:42 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionTransmit your messages to me and i will glue them to Ice Posideons domicile with jizz
