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2018-11-08 at 4:07 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs Attention
Originally posted by Sudo Anyone remember fubi? what happened to him? Did he get lame? Better? What's his deal with pre? I remember I convinced him I lived in England once because I did a convincing enough British accent but really I was just being a fag. Also, remember &Z? I thought he was alright too.
The restless youth have literally been replaced by lonely middle aged broken people. I don't know where I stand on all this, I just wish you all the best and hope I stay alive
Fubi is doing super well. He came to visit 2 or 3 (?) Christmases ago. He met up with apricot n logic and I. That was the last time he got high. Hes due to be married to a really cute Irish lawyer girl. N last I talked to him, he was working in a warehouse but got promoted to be distribution manager for a pretty large local tire company. Every post of his i see is just disgustingly cute, happy normie shit. Which considering the state he was on before, makes me pretty happy. STill, theres still something to be said for cum omelette/ beer and bathrobe/dong slangin' Foobert.
When I sold it, my 1971 Chevy truck still had his blood smeared on the glove box from when we shot dope in it. *Sniff* Memories.
%Z the other hand....idk. Zenith was always in TC for a while, then he'd disappear for months. Was working in a kitchen, doing a bunch of cocaine. Looking more and more spaced out, getting more aggravated and mean by the day. He ended up banning everyone in the chat one night when he was drunk and then i.didn't see him for like a year. Always liked him, but I always got the feeling that he'd need some crazy turnaround for him to be happy, that he was just born to be miserable (this from someone who's the same way). -
2018-11-02 at 12:48 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2018-10-27 at 11:21 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..Even though it's like 90 degrees, getting into the season with my annual horror movie marathon. Doyers game starts in like 45 min. So pretty good.
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2018-10-26 at 6:23 AM UTC in what the fuck is lifeSpectral is def an old timer. Anything over 50 I'd say,
Only other one for sure I can think of was Arms Merchant -
2018-10-26 at 3:43 AM UTC in Ketamine for treatmentIt's a dissociative. Irish what the doses are, but they were talking IV. But it's more about changing your thought patterns and (literally) getting perspective outside yourself, so I can see why it's work.
Alas I'm at work and too lazy to google. -
2018-10-26 at 3:41 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Sploo Needs AttentionIf I actually worked out and got my shit together id be such a monster.
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2018-10-26 at 3:39 AM UTC in Ketamine for treatmentYeah I've read a bunch of stuff about it being super promising for depression. Picked up a vial for that express purpose but then read it has some thyroid effects.
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2018-10-26 at 3:04 AM UTC in Attention NIS
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2018-10-26 at 3:02 AM UTC in what the fuck is lifeYou tell him, ol timer. No fun allowed.
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2018-10-26 at 2:57 AM UTC in Attention NISI'm going to have to start a women of NIS thread to see who's in our midst now.
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2018-10-26 at 2:31 AM UTC in Attention NISIt's weird having people trying to fuck each other here, as opposed to just inject drugs together and ruin each others lives. Y'all fuckin up the vibes
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2018-10-26 at 2:05 AM UTC in Guess what the user above you does for moneyLol. My 6'7" fat ass would ruin the illusion.
When I was 19 i did get paid to be in porn though.lol. -
2018-10-26 at 1:55 AM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..I feed my wimmens continually to ensure proper butt to titty ratios. When a girl whos already way too skinny tells me they're dieting, I become very annoyed.
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2018-10-26 at 12:24 AM UTC in what the fuck is lifeNah idk I'm not particularly sad anymore. But I'm fucking tired. And I really want some drugs and the "China" I bought makes me throw up and get pounding migraines so it's probably got some toxic dogshit in it. Trying to do things the right way but I feel exhausted all the time, and I'm slowly running out of money. I think it's a pretty accurate statement though. For most people, life is just getting by. And I think you take happiness where you can get it.
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2018-10-26 at 12:21 AM UTC in what the fuck is life
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2018-10-25 at 11:33 PM UTC in what the fuck is lifeLife is decades off crushing doubt and struggle and shame interspersed by moments of piercing clarity and life affirming beauty so earthshaking (or elegantly simple) that it makes you think those moments are in the majority. It's like a gambler, who even after pulling the lever a million times and getting nothing, suddenly wins $10 and believes that his luck is changed, that something big is just around the corner. We are dust specks twirling in the cosmic window light.
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2018-10-25 at 11 PM UTC in Guess what the user above you does for money
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2018-10-25 at 10:57 PM UTC in RisiR
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2018-10-25 at 10:21 PM UTC in When's the last time you popped your pants?It's actually a miracle I've never shit myself considering the combinations of drugs I've been on. When your cells begin to vibrate and your soul leaves your corporeal shell, I thought for sure I'd drop a deuce but.....several hours later, back in my body....no such luck.
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2018-10-25 at 9:49 PM UTC in I will be leaving you nowWaka Flock- A
