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2023-09-29 at 4:04 PM UTC in Like bruh just start injecting testosteroneI recommend it. Especially to someone like -Spectral, who might have totally been uploaded to the metaverse by now.
I'm not going to go into detail why I had to start blasting Testosterone Cypionate 250mg/ml, but since I have I have felt pretty great, and back to my old self aka when I was 18 browsing totse waiting for registration to open, waking up with a severe erection every morning that will not go away unless I beat it the fuck into submission.
My BP is a little elevated, and history of definitely dying from cardiac issues, but I never go on an actual "cycle" so far, just keep my levels what I've heard is optimal, between 800ng-1200ng, injecting 50-75mg usually every 2-3 days.
I've lost about 80lbs, and gained about 15lbs of muscle in like a little over a year, can run and jog again everyday, etc.
And I don't believe I'll always run my test this high, but with my family heart issues I don't expect to live long long, but since it is a quality of life issue, I feel as though keeping my test around the 1000ng mark is like running my engine slightly hot, but as long as I eat somewhat healthy, exercise, and take bp meds and keep levels from staying sky high, I shouldn't do much damage. Like I overall feel much healthier mentally and physically. And since I had to start after Covid f'd me up, I don't know I feel like it was a reset on my system.
Anyways get your levels checked. Doctors are idiots if you are below 400ng and they say you don't need it, you still might. (I did medically qualify for test after Covid weight gain, although I always wanted to try it from a bodybuilding perspective, I said I wouldn't shut down my nuts unless I had a reason, and being fat and having 2 tests under 250ng was reason enough to try it out)
I've always wanted to make workout journal posts but I hate my body too much to post updates to progress, but it would be a good motivator. -
2023-09-29 at 3:53 PM UTC in im starting an esports team sponsored by lanny #highlevelgamersI'm in. I've got millions in ReplayPoker. My FPS skills are still above average, and with Counter Strike 2 currently downloading, might see another 1337spree. I represent SPK(Savage Patch Kids) and ZHG of course.
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2023-09-29 at 3:48 PM UTC in 7days2Hai: The Official NiS 7 Days to Die Server
Originally posted by Lanny Rust is fun and all but itβs not all about muh graphics (not that rust is really a graphical marvel, but definitely better than 7derps to derp). Honestly the jank is part of the charm and you end up exploiting it a good bit in base building which is fun.
Also the absolute monke level of petty rat fucking, a war of every man against every other, red in tooth and claw, merciless and mindless, unthinking and unending aggression that characterizes rust is fun for a bit but really wears me out after a while.
I agree, it is tiresome but so are the vicissitudes of fate, Lanny. Although I never say I'd never blame someone for not wanting to play a game for just those reasons, when playing similar survival I just feel like everything else is on easy mode in comparison. But yeah for casual playing and stress relief, you have to focus more on building and less population but its still there.
"Not all about muh graphics" nigga I mentioned I'm tryna play Dwarf Fortress alongside Rust you think I give a fuck about graphics good thing you don't play homie I'd be outside yo do'
EDIT: It don't have to be vs every man if there is a NiS fren village. Damn Rust looks like garbage on my monitor for some reason. -
2023-09-29 at 12:26 PM UTC in 7days2Hai: The Official NiS 7 Days to Die ServerBruh see my other thread, who in the fuck, had they played both, would EVER choose to play 7DtD over Rust. Even if does want more PvE, the engine alone.....
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2023-09-28 at 1:14 AM UTC in Do you guys write dissertations on your daily gripes and interpersonal relations? Like besides on here?My doctor suggested some sort of hoot ass daily journal, and to write how I am feeling about things and people down, and keep record and just be overall more aware. Do you guys do this, or do just consider making posts like what I am talking about?
I should just post my bitching and moaning that I'm doing anyway on here lol -
2023-09-28 at 1:10 AM UTC in always having awkward conversations...
Originally posted by Instigator I just came out of the Β£1 shop (dollar store for to the americans) took a right turn and I'm getting something out of my wallet and I look up and see this dude who I was in jail with last year, I've no idea what his name is but he recognises me calls me by name and asks for a light I say no I don't smoke and the he asks me "what you saying" which is basically slang/nigger english for "what you up to and how are things"…..and I'm not really doing much apart from being as sober as I can and spending time with.family so I say "fuck all really mate…same old shit and he just shrugs and goes to walk away and I do the same but as I walk away i shout out "you're looking well though" which is true cause he usually looks like a strung out junkie who sniffs subutex all day…and he just shrugs and walks off…
and that's about the only face to face to conversation I'll have today.
I'm not even bitching or moaning
I guess people really don't talk do they unless something is in them for these days.
Correct. I was thanking an older friend who I've been working out with lately, thank you for good conversation. Because everyone is either stupid, has an agenda, trying to make themselves sound awesome, or don't see the point of general discussion. I know a chick who literally, if you are not talking about ways to get her money, sex, makeup, some benefit, she is like "Wait what are you saying? And why are you saying it? What does that have to do with me?" God damn I hate people. -
2023-09-28 at 1:06 AM UTC in What the fuck are blinkers? (Another weed thread)I don't know why, but I feel really cozy thinking about smoking bud in some cottage in Britain, like next to a fucking tavern. Especially overcast or rainy. With like rolling hills and straw houses in the distance. RIP Fubi. Somebody fly me to UK.
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2023-09-27 at 8:13 PM UTC in I feel like God makes those who I have known over my life have a prerequisite of mental illnessSeriously what the fuck is wrong with everybody, everybody has some form of delusional ego. Like I thought the term "White privilege" was retarded but I feel like it accounts for much of the annoying haughty attitude of some white male friends I've had, at least specifically with the overlapping history of drug use.
Perhaps America breeds such an attitude, but it is like nobody follows the thought that one should talk and act as if at least in front of a jury of their peers, none the less God. -
2023-09-27 at 6:32 PM UTC in Always be wary of someone who remembers details of events differently than you doThere is a good chance they will remember other things differently, and lean those incorrect bias in their benefit π―
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2023-09-27 at 6:02 PM UTC in anyone beside me miss arena shooters?Halo Infinite - Sniper or Sniper/Shottys
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2023-09-27 at 5:40 PM UTC in Why aren't you playing Rust? (Or Squad)(I'm trying Dwarf Fortress too and it sucks)lol I downloaded Wesnoth but haven't felt like playing shit for some reason, might buckle down and smoke and boot it up or Rust.
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2023-09-27 at 5:39 PM UTC in Why aren't you playing Rust? (Or Squad)(I'm trying Dwarf Fortress too and it sucks)
Originally posted by Kawkasian I play a lot on modded servers to save the drudgery 5x 100x etc. It's much more fun building or raiding bases with 100 mini turrets and sam sites.
Yeah I'm same, with rampant cheating its hard to warrant the time and effort of Vanilla, but I do think Vanilla is best way to play. As far as time vs item value ya know. Like you value everything so much more, but yeah when you are solo you tend to want to hurry up and get some experience actually building and using shit up the tech tree. Nothing like playing Vanilla after you've been on 5x for a month and being like holy fuck thank God I can build a door a lock lol -
2023-09-27 at 5:34 PM UTC in I can't believe it took me this long to read the Qu'ran
Originally posted by Kawkasian Can you summarize it into commandments?
Example:
Thou shalt not use deodorant
thou shalt not shave
thou shalt not use toilet paper
etc.
Thou shalt format thouself immediately
Originally posted by vindicktive vinny quran is incomplete without hadith
I have seen this, but haven't gotten around to reading them yet. -
2023-09-27 at 5:27 PM UTC in Ever mix Gatorade and seltzer water?To mix things up? I've asked several doctors and people if seltzer water = hydration and I get mixed answers.
It can be delicious and fun though, like the other day I mixed a watermelon seltzer with the blue Gatorade powder (the tubs are the way to go, watered down and with salt but thats annoying most of the time). I and mixing it with a mixed berry atm and its quite tasty.
Is this still hydration? But with bubbles? -
2023-09-27 at 2:32 PM UTC in Why aren't you playing Rust? (Or Squad)(I'm trying Dwarf Fortress too and it sucks)
Originally posted by Kawkasian Tough guy huh…raiding a 1x2 stone base
I get excited to raid ANYTHING. Perhaps its my play style, or my horrible memory that has me walking back and forth to my base 20 times because I forgot something (The actual pinnacle of awesome gameplay) but I'm lucky if I have a few stacks of rockets by the 2nd to last day to wipe. At least on week long wipes. Usually if I'm playing solo by the time I get to raid, everybody has already successfully raided, or been raided, and then the odds of successful juicy raids go down. -
2023-09-27 at 2:21 PM UTC in I can't believe it took me this long to read the Qu'ran
Originally posted by I Live In Your Crawlspace Secretly4 Yeah man , pretty much. Reminds me of the job at the soler panel factory
Sounds like the light
Originally posted by Instigator Yeah but are the pages OK to wipe your ass on?
I dunno, pretty sure Allah would want your fucking skull split for such a display though. See, isn't that alot cooler than wiping ass with the bible?
Originally posted by RIPtotse so judiasm and muslim are da same?
Taste the punishment nigga
Originally posted by Donald Trump OP is sadly mistaken.
I was assured Islam is all about loving your enemies and Mohammed was all about inclusivity and equality and Jihad only means personal struggle and improvement through self-development.
I'm pretty sure you are supposed to love your enemies, just the enemies that continually perpetuate certain degenerate and criminal policiy, get the fucking wrath. As I have read before, and wondered myself about Christianity, "Turning thy cheek" is literally just trojan horse talk.
Originally posted by Sudo Salam Alaikum Brother now begins your journey. We meet every Tuesday night in the back room of your local dry cleaners. Bring Styrofoam.
The Heifer and the Table is what everyone focuses on but there is so much great content later in the book and great retelling of old testament stories. I'm gonna buy a new Quran this week I think.
Tell other white people in your red state and shake their worldview. I Love stuff like that ππ€π«‘πͺ
Interesting enough, I read the Qu'ran in most of its entirety a few months ago, and in the time since when socializing and it comes up, like with an evangelist I met while at my buddys hemp flower tent. Its amazing how as soon as you start saying "Allah" "Muslim", keywords like that in any context (even if its "Those Muslims believe...), you will get a confusing and like regardless of how hardcore into religion you are into, its like "I don't know what those dudes always praying to a rock and saying Allah is all about"...
Also Muhammed, as controversial as he might be, makes more sense than Jesus in the bible. And, I am going to talk to someone to make sure I understand what I read, but basically while all this shit was going on, Muhammed was off to the side taking note of things, and he noticed Jesus wasn't actually the son of God despite any magical bullshit they might have seen, but he sure did notice that it politically benefited those who bought into it.
Originally posted by Sudo Jihad isn't mentioned in the Quran at all, it's much more of a cultural practice than a religious one.
Alot of the Quran (which was revealed during a time of turmoil) talks about dealing with enemies and difficult people. Like way more than people tend to mention. I imagine those are the kinds of things people fixate on as justification for violent acts or to try to form a narrative that it is a provocative and violent book.
The recent sectarianism is really the most disappointing thing about the contemporary Ummah. Alot of people agree that Shi'ites are weird but they get the job done when it comes to defending from Das Juden
Yeah this is kind of confusing. Like you said, if you fixate on those elements, especially out of context, it can be used to justify just about anything.
Originally posted by Rape Monster Religion is for retards
Perhaps, one shouldn't need Religion to stop one from doing harm or being degenerate. But, you have to admit driving around, seeing all these churches and half of them are afraid to say "Stop the butt stuff, at least in the name of the Lord, for Gods sake" is annoying. Scared to stand on obvious grounds, what is the point of all the money and exemptions and large churches if they are just complicit too scared to preach what their book says? -
2023-09-27 at 6:09 AM UTC in I can't believe it took me this long to read the Qu'ranAnd its fucking awesome. Its like the book of Revelation spread out over an entire book, and the prophet Muhammed was badass. It was hilarious reading the wiki about it - "Some critics of the religion speak against how Muhammed treated his enemies..." LMAO
Growing up in Christian school, the bible is like fluffy complicated shit with annoying analogies and too much magic water walking not enough hellfire. The Quran is straightforward and metal as fuck. Its so intense I half start expecting it to start reading "And thy enemy will taste the fucking punishment! And when they scream from the motherfucking hellfire and run for relief, hellfire shall engulf them the fuck up in the disgrace of forever, bitch" like holy shit hell yeah, now THAT is what I'm talking about Allah, the most high.
Going to get a physical copy of the book soon, but I like the various Muslim apps too. Its like way more interactive than Christianity. The app even tells you what direction to pray. Now THAT is what I look for in an ancient religion. It also starts randomly singing Islamic tunes 5 times a day when I am supposed to pray, but I am learning. -
2023-09-26 at 9:10 PM UTC in Why aren't you playing Rust? (Or Squad)(I'm trying Dwarf Fortress too and it sucks)
Originally posted by Kawkasian I play quite a bit of rust…though I haven't for the last few weeks due to a massive rage quit.
Here I am in my minicopter looking for bases I can offline.
Nice setup nigga, my 32' tv I was using as a monitor blew, and it wasn't anything special but I got used to the resolution and screen size. I haven't played in a few months but I still haven't adjusted to my old 24' "curved" monitor but perhaps we could all village style and go gank us some sulfer from some noobs. I swear I'm still not great at Rust, with the massive learning curve and the sheer amount of possibilies, while I have watched some base tutorial videos for optimum space/protection but I usually just enjoy winging it. Unless I make a build that works exceptionally well and then I'll try it out for a few wipes. It's amazing the time sink that can build up.
My recent break was from a mixture of keeping my blood pressure down and aggravation, and an incident where I was on Doperust 5x or something like all fucking day fucking with my base, and I was lifting weights or something with me chilling in my base in the background, and my fucking internet goes down, and I immediately get a noti on my phone that my back wall had been penetrated. By the time I got back on he had built a small raid base on a cliff outside and killed my stilly-laggy ass. Respawned in an arial backup bunk where I put like a tommy and some armor, and he killed me again and took a little bit of sulfur I had. Not a big loss but I have read about DDOSing ones internet just to online (or offline) somebody, and that felt blatantly what happened. -
2023-09-26 at 3:55 PM UTC in Did you know the modern day n-word pass works like router wifi?You have to login with a nigga (The Adminanigga) in your local area. First you give the ocular hand signal (I use the international hand sign for peace, but that also may vary depending on district/city/block) Once you have tapped in and confirmed credentials, you can start nigga this nigga that'n, but think about yourself overhead view with a circle roughly 20 ft in circumference, and that is the area in which you may audibly broadcast your niggas comfortably. As long as you keep the adminanigga in range, it is like a mobile hotspot, and may travel wherever with nigga privileges.
Once in a new geographic area, you will need to login with a different adminanigga, as your past credentials ARE INVALID. I can't emphasize this enough.
Now you may transmit that nigga knowledge at, well, I myself can get up to 30 Npm (niggas per minute)π. You know how it go nigga once a nigga break the nigga dam the niggas start overflowin it just phonetically so gucci yurd me (nigga)
Now go. Go and converse as God made you. (Which is probably unfathomably melanated like me) -
2023-09-26 at 3:23 PM UTC in Why is my join date different?It says I joined this bitch in 2016, but if I remember correctly (And my memory is actually garbage) I didn't join this shit until like 2018. Because I thought we kept migrating after 2015 and after like 3 or 4 other iterations went down, I just joined NiS expecting it to go down like the others, and then I check back and I'm amazed it's still up and now its 2023 and we are in the future.
