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2023-10-06 at 7:07 PM UTC in Back in the good old days it wouldn't have possible but in the year of our Lord 2023 it is completely possibleThat each and every post is written by ChatGPT. Like I imagine entire whole fake communities could be made to flourish and interact in real time, organically, in this day in age.
But then this line of thinking goes back to "Is anything real outside of myself" or something ya know? -
2023-10-06 at 6:32 PM UTC in ChirpChirpChirp You have 5G Coof
Originally posted by totse2118 ah yes, sending computer packets over avian IP. You could also tape a USB drive to it's leg. Or a drone.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/IP_over_Avian_Carriers
the ultimate way to send a fax
Dude this very post reminds me of how behind I am and how its literally 2023 with the fucking techology we have and we are typing on a forum. Literally everything has been done and simulated, and I'm validated in thinking it is only a matter of time before the law of the jungle is the rule of the land once again. -
2023-10-06 at 6:28 PM UTC in You ever get to know the mother of a girl you loved?
Originally posted by totse2118 YES I get along well with pretty much any older woman. I almost dated a few older women.
Yes me too. I used to cause confusion, by backhandedly compliment them by saying "I can tell you used to be very beautiful" but then I always bridge the gap into how they are in fact, still beautiful today at this moment - -
2023-10-06 at 6:21 PM UTC in ChirpChirpChirp You have 5G Coof
Originally posted by totse2118 you'll be aight just get a raidio meshnet muh niggas see you on the BBS!
burh I thought I'd be training pigeons to take little pieces of paper to Lanny for him to then add to some master scroll and put on a hawk to take to you by now to communicate in the new NiS forums post 2023 apocalypse pigeonhawk 0.8 firmware skynet master upload this comment but thank God communications appear to be up and running but if not look up at 16:20 10/20/23 for a canary (Blackhaw Viburnum berries to get his attention, this is being worked on for version 1.0) and respond accordingly -
2023-10-06 at 6 PM UTC in You ever get to know the mother of a girl you loved?
Originally posted by Kawkasian Not sure what fucking a hot 20yr old has to do with what she's going to look like in 30yrs.
…are some of you under the impression you have to marry every tasty 20yr old you fuck and commit to her for the rest of your life?
Fuck it now …it doesn't matter what it's gonna look like in 20/30yrs…you'll be gone if you have any sense.
Notice we are on forums where choosing what word you decide to use matters. Which is why I chose the word "love" instead of "hot piece of ass that reminds you of the dumpster behind long john silvers"
Surely you can read and know I am not talking about smashing and passing, I am talking about a girl whom you have feelings for. Which we are kind of on the same page, because one should not "love" a woman in the modern use of the word. That will only allow for heartache. Really can just shut down this section of the forum really, not much else to discuss. Stay away from women unless you really have some extreme circumstance or some fate shit. (Edit: Really) -
2023-10-06 at 5:55 PM UTC in I'mma break yo phone, just to watcha fixitI'mma make dis song, just to watcha mixit
You can bring yo ass, just to watch me kicks it
You can bring yo pussy, just to watch me licks it -
2023-10-06 at 5:49 PM UTC in ChirpChirpChirp You have 5G CoofI messaged Panny soon as it happened to confirm all is okay/its not the apocalypse. I didn't hear back. I fear the worst.
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2023-10-06 at 5:33 PM UTC in You ever get to know the mother of a girl you loved?It will be astounding at some of the overlapping similarities you will notice.
I've only had what I would call real love for 2 chicks in my life. The first girls mother had passed away like a year before she met me. The second girl, in the remnants of our last predicament I guess you could call it, and I made amends with her mother. And in spending time with her, I see many of the same traits I found desirable in her daughter. Although in some cases kids are totally different than parents, in some it is a good indication of the lifestyle your partner might have in their head as they get older and learn who they are as a person. -
2023-10-05 at 3:18 AM UTC in How does one receive a grant or how do scientists worktotse2118 is the only user actually using their brain and saying things that is triggering me to think of other things and ideas, and that is how things are born. I will expand on this after I brainstorm.
Not this "bribe a politician" "You need degrees bruv" talk
Originally posted by RIPtotse need degrees bruv and experience really. i have an associates degree which helps nothing at all if that helps
I have several degrees (English and Business) and certified to work with engineering software. None of this has helped me. Business is a joke, its like impossible to earn an honest living in current day with any fulfillment unless you really enjoy a trade or skill that is specialized enough to warrant payment (Such construction, repair, plumbing/electrician). But I mean if you were born in the 80's, it should weird you out how much money has spread out; Like technology shifted the possibility spectrum so much, people can become overnight marketing machines just with some fucking local mom tupperware like enthusiasm and ingenuity ya know? Kind of like how OnlyFans changed the game. God I wish I knew some even mildly competent or sane ho's -
2023-10-04 at 5:43 PM UTC in How does one receive a grant or how do scientists workThats great totse, now if you can help me compile all that info you have there into a way somebody sends me a check for $5,000 for some sort of broad-spectrum, non-specific research journal contract that'd be great
That sounds great Meikai, continue forth with newfound energy and let me know when you get funding available -
2023-10-04 at 4:54 PM UTC in Why is my join date different?Perhaps that is the case
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2023-10-04 at 4:49 PM UTC in How does one receive a grant or how do scientists workCan somebone help me write smart enough to sound worthy of receiving some sort of scientific grant? Does NiS have some sort of pell grant one can apply for?
I am interested in anabolics, holistic health, cannabis, marine biology, pharmacology, sociology, quality control, logistics, English and language arts, stuff like that. Like, somebody help me take the game "Sim Farm" and "farming simulator" and put it in word form to theorize worldwide food distribution analysis apply it to a real life scientific grant. See, I have no fucking clue what I'm talking about, but those previous words had an intelligent ring to them. I believe short dissertations are my strong point, and what I enjoy the most.
Somebody start a science research firm and hire me to sound smart and see what happens when crabs and snake/liserds/squirrels inhale THC smoke and things of that nature. Thank you, have a good day ahead. -
2023-10-02 at 3 PM UTC in Crippling depression support thread
Originally posted by Chios Honey So what happened to you? last time I saw you was in tiny and you were being edgy and angry at everyone and then people said you boarded the Bus. so now I have to ask how many others never boarded the bus. the number has just been reduced by one.
Who the fuck are you. I only vaguely keep in contact with BLTC crew, and someone who communicates from there must just say people are dead for the lulz. I don't remember stopping posting honestly, I already posted in another thread how the last thing I remember debating making a post on was "Will Horse Ivermectin cure Covid" because Covid caused me to gain 100lbs and bed ridden chronic pain from my old prostate issue I used to complain about regularly. I remember I hadn't posted in while, but I wasn't really sure if I was going to die (Or worse, remain fat and bedridden) but I was going to document it all for science and post sake, but if it ended up killing me or I remained a fat fuck in bed, I would feel rather stupid. So I guess that was about 3 years ago now, and I hadn't posted much since I had gotten back from Spokane Valley, WA, where I moved for a short time. So I guess it has been like 4-5 years since any consistent posting. Time sure is weird, like after taking benzos for so many years, I kind of feel like I time-warped to now. Another reason for not posting though, the more sober, the more you notice annoyances in grammar, or perhaps repeating ones self. That is the number one thing I think about when posting, because I hate repeating myself to anyone, and I treat NiS like I'm talking to somebody, and I'm sure, due to the nature of posting, I have repeated myself several times about several things. But some things are a common theme that has effected my life greatly and must be brought up consistently, like prostatitis.
It miraculously worked, but once the inflammation and pain subsided, I was almost 300lbs (of fatass), so I get testosterone checked and Covid or the Ivermectin must have affected my balls, as I qualified for TRT with 2 scores less than 250ng. I am scared of needles as I've stated in posts before, so I asked for another options, which was Clomid. Clomid did raise my scores to 650ng, and but caused massive bloating and couldn't lose weight no matter how much diet and exercise. So I stop, my levels go to ~300, and then THEY TAKE AWAY THE OPTION OF TESTOSTERONE! They like "yeah you fine now it isn't a problem with testosterone" I'm like what the fuck, 15ng less and I'd be considered low, how the hell do you people think that's okay to now not let me try testosterone at those levels, with my symptoms? Of course I don't let this stop me, I'd always thought about supplement testosterone, but now I medically had a reason. I also didn't supplement earlier because if you read, enlarged prostate is a possible side effect, but I honestly feel like it has IMPROVED all symptoms of prostatitis, since it increases the amount of blood and bloodflow, now the area heals and recovers like normal. Its been in remission like over 2 years now.
So I obtain the testosterone myself and start blasting (accidentally taking large doses, because I assume the shit I'm getting is underdosed, but turns out was quite powerful, which is why when my first test returned like 1480ng and men suddenly became strangely attractive). And sure enough, there is a reason doctors don't want males to have regular/high testosterone. They like dormancy, complacency, and no pushback. (Just like the government). So the testosterone takes call of all of my gripes, no depression or anxiety (As I tried to explain, being a fat fuck and feeling like shit will cause the depression and anxiety, once I start losing weight and working out again, it will subside, and it did, she's tried to prescribe me anti-depressants for every gripe I've ever had, including restless sleep)
So now I keep my levels around 800-1200ng, mental clarity, libido, motivation, muscle mass, all systems are go once again. I would say from the whole ordeal, getting sick late March early April 2020, bed ridden til 2021, lost weight 2022, since 2023 I have been "recovered" and preparing for my next move (tbd). I am very pleased, as I honestly thought that was going to be the end of me, and now without constant discomfort and chronic pain, I feel as though I have a second chance at life, and am grateful for every day. So I felt it obligatory to share to those depressed, if your nuts don't endlessly hurt, there is hope.
And as I've stated, I would check on NiS every 6 months and it looked like nothing was going on much. But I still love posting and writing. I still think in everyday life in terms of "How would I write this in text to post for zoklet fam" but I tend not to post unless I am healthy. Like, when I was almost 300lbs I didn't even want to go outside, I have high standards for myself, and same goes for posting. Not like life is perfect, financially still fucked, my personal relationships suck and I have sworn off women. But luckily you guys have always been there for me (Because you have no choice, I mean I'm posting on a message board read it or don't bitch). So I feel as though everyday is a blessing, and I can communicate this things to you, and our fingers work, and we are on future technology, get your mind and body and spirit right, then worry about the things out of your control.
I assure you if I was worried about bitches, I would be mentally torn apart, worried about being a loser, etc. The last woman I got into cahoots with (Married woman with family, crush from high school) made me swear off women until further notice. For me to ever involve a woman in my life again, I would have to be so mentally strong and on my own shit, that it would be a "they can tag along" situation. But I can never put my trust or love in a woman again thats for sure. So thats another main point if you are depressed. Stay away from Women, they will guarantee make your depression worse. And if they are showing interest, and you think the light you need in your life, just simulate you've known them a few months and they are looking for new prospects.
I remember my he-man woman haters club post. Great post, still holds true to this day. Damn I just looked up and wrote a whole bunch of shit I hardly remember umma just hit "submit" -
2023-10-02 at 2:29 AM UTC in Crippling depression support threadFocusing on ones self can be rewarding. Wake up, eat healthy and sparse, exercise, take medication for whatever your body or mind might be lacking (Usually just testosterone and marijuana, nothing like narcotics or anti-depressants), engage in hobbies, all of which are at their peak with technological advances. At least the things you can do solo.
TL;DR - Eat - Smoke - Lift- Wack off - Cold Shower - Nap - Game - Read - Jog - Sleep/tiktok - Repeat
Take nootropics and create new neural pathways. Play simulation and military games or something. Learn Battle for Wesnoth. There is no time for depression probably. -
2023-10-01 at 4:46 PM UTC in Save yourselves from Lanny
Originally posted by Meikai Sophie aka psychomanthis died (or didn't, you never know… at least until you know, y'know?) and Lanny refuses to divulge the contents of Sophie's PMs to kafka who had a crush on him and is either the reason Sophie disappeared or the reason Sophie "disappeared". Anyway, this is obviously an attack levelled against the very psyche of the much beloved kafka. One with which Lanny hopes to DESTROY her and PUSH her to SUICIDE.
Or so the story goes.
It's not so much a matter of censorship, it's more… someone with an extremely disordered personality making a lot of noise.
oh Fudge RIP Psychomanthis -
2023-10-01 at 3:49 PM UTC in What is your guys' sweet spot for...3 rapid fire shots of favorite likka, every hour or two, followed by drinking on cold ice water. I should try drinking alcohol again one day for the hell of it.
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2023-10-01 at 3:46 PM UTC in Save yourselves from LannyI've checked here every 6 months to see if it was still up, and the front page (of every subforum) is like a page or two of Wellhung and some ho from a dating site talking about their haircuts or something, for like post after post for pages. Like am I missing something like do people still post; Why would one hate Lanny? What has been censored or worth censoring?
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2023-10-01 at 3:28 PM UTC in Halo Infinite - Snipers. I don't think you can beat me.And I honestly don't think you can defeat me even if you started playing the original Halo like 20 years ago and consistently kept up muhfucca
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2023-10-01 at 3:27 PM UTC in Halo Infinite - Snipers. I don't think you can beat me.And that's just facts, but its free so until you download and defeat me, I hold the current Niggas in Space Halo Infinite Sniping Heavyweight Championship of the World belt.
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2023-10-01 at 1:47 PM UTC in If anybody ever made a line.-+totse-+/disciple/fifth/anger14 - 10 - 20
