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2018-06-06 at 1:47 AM UTC in You think you have problems
Originally posted by Kinks I’m fairly certain that every dude who knows me wants to have kids with me. With the exception of relatives etc.
Yeah sure bud, everybody wants kids with kinks :rollseyes:
Dude I always fill up those weekly/monthly pill things and then never refill
But yeh I'd cut back on summa dat partna -
2018-06-05 at 10:33 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....
Originally posted by Codebeta Yup, you should be tested and deal with your medical issues first if any…then move to stage two with no drugs if possible to throw you off course. As for panic attacks using Lorazepam is not always the best solution and the last thing you want is to be sedated or commit suicide due to the drug. So finding a good Dr is important and sometimes finding the strength to fight ths yourself unless you have a hidden medical problem. Last but not least a job…pick something you love not focusing on money and go for it. Also start running, cycling, swimming, hiking or whaever you enjoy…push hard eventually and stay focused and determined. Don't give a shit what anyone says…ignore the criticism and do your own thing to be happy.
Excellent post Codebeta I can't wait til I can start handing out the "thanks".
Yeah I'm not much of a germiphobe but I think I have slight hypochondriac tendencies leaning towards germs. Like I thought I had aids/cancer before I ever even had sex. Irrationally. I mean I think I'm alright but deciding to get sexually active again in 2018 and stop being such an antisocial shithead has come with its own problems. Of course I think I said I was going to keep distancing myself from the totse/zoklet community but I end up missing browsing what you retards post about and its kinda therapeutic. And I'm gay for mQ missed his ass, I always felt a connection reading his posts.
I work on computers/cell phones/tablets, and I genuinely enjoy it but I don't enjoy the business aspect of it. I left a company in 2018 to start my own company and I'm already pulling the plug on it because the abundance of accounting/marketing/customer service required to run a business was starting to take the fun out of it. Like engaging in these forums, gaming, entertainment, alot of it is computer related, but when you are forced to work with electronics and computers all day sometimes its all the more frustrating when you don't wanna see or think about some troubleshooting emergency that can come up, that as owner you HAVE to deal with. I feel like I could still succeed but at this point in my life I'm happy to work with a team and clock in and out and collect a check.
And yeah I was in great shape a few months ago but I've slacked off but I try and workout at least 3 times a week, but I've given up on MASSIVE GAINS for the time being until I find more stable living/working conditions. -
2018-06-05 at 10:15 PM UTC in What is modafinil like?oh hello there madman I just posted about Modafinil in another thread.
When it works, it works well, but I never seemed to find out the variables. I tried everything.
I care little enough about it now I've had the same blister pack sitting in a drawer for like 6 months and gave/sold alotta my supply to get a consensus on it.
When it works I can best describe it like people who describe coffee as a miracle drug like omg I can't focus or drive or do anything without my caffeine omg, except it actually works.
One of the best experiences was I was up and got 0 sleep for some reason and had a rough shift at work ahead, dealing with several customers, tiny screws, multiple repairs. I popped one 200mg pill whilst my head was propped up by my hand on my workbench. I popped one and within 30 minutes I didn't feel high, or jittery, or any notice of chemical help, but I'd just felt like I'd gotten 8 hrs sleep. GOOD sleep. I functioned great for maybe 6 hours and then it tapered into the natural sluggish and scatterbrained state of sleep deprivation.
Times I stacked it with Adderall or Ritalin I felt it boosted the effects, but I don't think there is any literature that shows they work together. Could have been placebo. When I was throwing around ideas to a medical professional I asked the ole' "So what if a person was to take Modafinil and Adderall at the same time?" And he said he imagined an uncomfortable, high blood pressure driven highi that wouldn't be too pleasant.
I mean the few times I did combine and would take maybe a 20mg IR Addy and a 200mg Modafinil I felt hella on point and focused and...maybe a slight ringing in my left ear LOL
But yeah not worth it.
If you can get em at a reasonable price they are worth a try and see how it works on you. I had a few friends who asked for more but they had about the same experiences as me, subtle and works well when it works. But there are times it just seems to do jack shit. Dunno what variables effect it but I've tried on empty stomach/full stomach sober/fucked up all types of ways and theres no pattern to it.
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2018-06-05 at 9:45 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....Thinkin at least I got a new forum buddy Codebeta
Thinkin I should prolly go get AIDS tested cause ho's be one of da ultimate dangers
Thinkin OH SHIT PANIC ATTACK
Thinkin as nice as a few years of sobriety was, drugs have their time and place and dat time is NOW nigga
Thinkin bout job opportunities and where to take em -
2018-06-05 at 5:36 PM UTC in Drug to increase my IQ by 10 pointsI have modafinil, modalert brand but I've been somewhat disappointed by it
Its called a "Cognitive enhancer" which sounds good and they say they replaced amphetamines in the military with it so I tell myself I'm a supa solja when I take it
Sometimes if I mix it with Adderall I feel pretty damned on point but it also makes me feel like head is about to explode with high blood pressure
Alot of people have told me they don't feel it or it feels like a mild caffeine
Its probably one of the easiest to obtain and give a try tho
I can attest I was playing PUBG for weeks and I never got a winner winner chicken dinner until I took a modafinil one afternoon, but it could be unrelated. -
2018-06-05 at 12:25 PM UTC in What are you thinking about....thinkin how I'm being used as a placeholder by a girl while she finds somebody she really loves, so I need to hurry up and find somebody to love and leave her before she leaves me
thinkin one step ahead -
2018-06-05 at 12:20 PM UTC in There's nothing left to live fordude u still got food and candy and drugs and stuff just gorge on that stuff for a while til u find somethin better to live for
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2018-06-04 at 10:41 PM UTC in Tea Enthusiasts?hey ur tea is wearing a sweater of sorts whats wrong with you
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2018-06-04 at 10:29 PM UTC in Ramen protein secret recipe
Originally posted by CandyRein It's a homemade sauce and that's strip steak,..it's a take on an Olive Garden dish I like but not going to pay for all the time so I made at home
very smart I try and replicate my favorite restaurants meals as best I can as well. Its fun to try and get as close as possible.
One of my favorite restaurants always had this delicious ranch and I always tried to replicate it with fancy ingredients and stuff and a buddy finally got a job there and told me it was just the fucking hidden valley ranch packet with a certain ratio of buttermilk/mayonnaise I was so excited/pissed. -
2018-06-04 at 10:18 PM UTC in Ramen protein secret recipe
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2018-06-04 at 10:16 PM UTC in Ramen protein secret recipe
Originally posted by CandyRein Is this a thread where we can post what we're cooking or things we have cooked..or is it only about what you're cooking..
I only ask because I don't wanna get banned…
I figured there was already a thread about that but I say you can post what ur cooking this is my thread although I'd prefer it be ramen related but if not das okay post away -
2018-06-04 at 10:13 PM UTC in What do you guys think about a niggas in space - real world type house - wit streaming cameras
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2018-06-04 at 10:06 PM UTC in Red Hair
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2018-06-04 at 10:02 PM UTC in Ramen protein secret recipe
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2018-06-04 at 10 PM UTC in Ramen protein secret recipe
Originally posted by infinityshock ive seen homeless people digging rotten trash from behind restaurants that looked more appetizing than that culinary abortion.
news flash: protein isnt a fuel for anything. as a matter of fact…consuming protein before a workout…especially cheese (casein…one of the most laborious proteins to digest)… is a fucktarded idea because the digestion of protein-containing food is an actual stressor to the human physiology and detrimental to workout effectiveness.
in summary, youre a clueless culinary idiot and should stick to what youre good at. sucking dick and stfu.
i used to work at GNC I kno my stuff protien fuel is a buzzword everybody kno its comes from carbs but this culinary abortion give me the energy to destroy ur lame posts online or destroy your face in rl soooooo how about
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2018-06-04 at 9:48 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..
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2018-06-04 at 9:47 PM UTC in What do you guys think about a niggas in space - real world type house - wit streaming cameras
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2018-06-04 at 9:38 PM UTC in How are you feeling at the moment..Empty, and sad and like I'm all hopped up on Adderall with nowhere to go
Like I wanna get in muh car and drive til I find a new city to start over and flourish and thrive -
2018-06-04 at 9:36 PM UTC in Ramen protein secret recipe
Ramen + eggs + hot sauce = easy protein workout fuel
add wheat thins or jalapeno tortilla chips or sour cream n onion chips for crunch factor
I gave this particular mixup a crunch factor of 4 out of 10 because the wheat things got soggy unusually quickly true story -
2018-06-04 at 9:33 PM UTC in What do you guys think about a niggas in space - real world type house - wit streaming cameras
Originally posted by infinityshock youre a fucking joke. the only degree you have is in rampant retardation.
your posts are entirely filled with nigger gibberings and nonsensical blobs of letters that literally have no meaning.
you just posted you're and your so you could pretend ur posts are better than mine complete with proper english I bet you don't know what a preposition shithead if we all have fun living in a real world esq party house full of party niggas from da totse zoklet community u can only watch cuz ur not invited unless voted in by the majority of the house so hah
