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2023-09-26 at 3:11 PM UTC in Why aren't you playing Rust? (Or Squad)(I'm trying Dwarf Fortress too and it sucks)
Originally posted by Sudo Im so glad you're alive but vidya games are as boring as everything else in the world and do NOTHING to dissuade intrusive thoughts. LMK when they affect my central nervous system more
Hmm, I suppose I haven't posted in a while, and posted about drugs and I assume you guys die all the time so makes sense, perhaps I was presumed dead. RIP Bill Krozby RIP Fubi. I swear I think Covid took Fubi. It appears sobriety suppresses my posting ability. I remember planning to post an experiment where I consumed Ivermectin Horse Paste, because I thought Covid was fake, went out and immediately caught it, and I got sick as fuck and it inflamed my prostate so bad I was in severe pain and bed ridden for almost a year, when I did in fact eat the fucking horse paste (and not make a thread about it because at the time I wasn't sure if I was just going to be a dumbass and die) and amazingly inflammation went down over the course of the following weeks. (If you've looked into Ivermectin treatment of Covid, they refer to studies where you ingest as soon as you have the virus, and it prevents it from multiplying, but I found in my year of desperate research, there is an underlying filarial element in regard to the severity and possible "cytokine storm" severe inflammatory response) But if you remember a theme in my posts of constantly complaining about my prostate and balls, I can't believe it but its been in remission since I took that shit, so sobriety has been easier to maintain without constant discomfort.
I am rambling. I gained about 100lbs during this time, and spent the next year losing weight and recovering and I'm currently back to muscular strong self (In some ways, stronger and leaner than ever since I had to start blasting testosterone) I should make a thread on it.
I should really make a post on it somewhere, because I had some crazy Covid symptoms, including my fucking finger turned blue and I snapped a picture of it.
But yeah besides that you are right, gaming does suck all around but try Rust if you haven't its like, it has that old school freedom to do whatever sandbox feel that most games can't nab. No other developers would allow the in-game freedom Facepunch does, and I'm assuming its because of the severe learning curve and widespread toxicity and griefing that is looked down upon in current day gaming. Rust feels like what every game should be, they give you the tools to do and build what you want, you load in, no hand-holding, if you leave your door open and die without taking proper precautions you lose fucking everything and the hours or days of progress you've put into it. Thats the shit I want to play, where there is severe and fast consequence for incompetence. It would be nice to find some non-sociopathic people playing, but even when you find somebody to get along with, if you share a space its like they are waiting for some kind of disrespect or opportunity to shoot you in the head and change the locks lmao.
I should rly make a Rust dissertation thread. -
2023-09-26 at 2:36 AM UTC in Thoughts of the acceptance and widespread use of Marijuana
Originally posted by jerryb Muh weed, muh medicine. lol
Nigga just admit you like getting high which I'm OK with but some you fuckers claim it will cure anything from a limp dick to cancer.
Yah I used to lol at those fuckers as well until, eventually, after the amount of marijuana I'd smoked and consumed, compared to other products and their effects on my body, I legit believe it as well now. The kush always helping the body to achieve homeostasis and balance. -
2023-09-25 at 10:56 AM UTC in Someone help me locate "Fiqh Al-Dima" (The Jurisprudence of Blood) + Book Recommendation (The Management of Savagery)Sounds fucking wild but possibly heavily suppressed or possibly not translated.
Also, The Management of Savagery was an entertaining read. Like basically kind of laying out how various Jihadi groups who violently overthrow local governments in the Middle East should function together, or asks the question of how is one group more authorized than the other, or more chosen by God to lead or follow. You don't often think about the crazy conflicts and how one would even begin to operate in such an environment. One part is wild, where this dude is talks about his colleague was explaining some military tactics or something to someone, and was interrupted with news that like 20 of his closest family and team had been killed, and he was like "Oh..ok", and then back to explaining. -
2023-09-24 at 10:51 PM UTC in What strain are you smoking right nowSour Strawberry Shatter
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2023-09-24 at 10:49 PM UTC in Fona's Painful Testical ProblemHoly fuck not only was this at 9:11am on 9/11 but you have the twin towers of cysts on yo nutsack and this post is like an additional tragedy
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2023-09-24 at 12:24 AM UTC in Why aren't you playing Rust? (Or Squad)(I'm trying Dwarf Fortress too and it sucks)
Originally posted by A College Professor yall wana play wesnoth its free RTS game
when u get it SAY SO AND ILL TELL U THE SERVER WEER PLAYING
k umma practice first tho
Originally posted by totse2118 I hate getting offline raided on rust so I usually try to make my base strong enough that nobody bothers raiding it because it would take a massive amount of explosives
If you don't have enough layers they will just rocket or jackhammer through the door or any stone walls I think it's like 2 rockets which is cheap
You gotta make it deep enough that they will think no way I'm gonna make my sulfur back raiding this guy
But usually by that point I have a box of guns and piss off everyone around me as they see me scurry away to my compound and they start to fuck with me or build right next to me
If I had a better computer and people to play with I would try to do more advanced stuff but meh
The electricity and garages and new railways and boats and industry seems cool but holy fuck that game is a massive time sink spending hours to get fucked and lose it all
As long as you have BPs you're aight but it's hard to get into a groove of being on a server and catching up to everyone else
Yeah it really is, but when I first played it after like 5 years I just played solo until I had kinda learned all the new stuff they added (still haven't played with the livable boat update) and then you can kind of make it a game of "If I spend enough time and make it annoying where either nobody will bother to raid or they will get very little payoff" like you said they need to assume they will be wasting sulfur. -
2023-09-23 at 8:20 PM UTC in Why aren't you playing Rust? (Or Squad)(I'm trying Dwarf Fortress too and it sucks)
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2023-09-23 at 8:15 PM UTC in Why aren't you playing Rust? (Or Squad)(I'm trying Dwarf Fortress too and it sucks)
Originally posted by aldra been trying out the latest build of 7days, similar to rust but less focus on pvp
I don't like what they did with progression
I tried but couldn't get into it for longer than like 10 minutes holy shit it sucks compared to Rust. Perhaps play a more PVE focused Rust.
Originally posted by totse2118 PC can't run it well
Yeah the fact its a pretty game helps alot, but it shouldn't take much to run. I'm on an older rig and everything runs okay and looks decent on medium.
I'm pretty cracked at rust though
I've been playing tf2 and Minecraft
Originally posted by I Live In Your Crawlspace Secretly4 Been playing wesnoth with fona and rabbi , rabbi doesn't play well with others or I would invite you fuys.
Interesting
Hey you guys wanna play weel do our own match.
Wesnoth
Originally posted by Meikai I beent playing Starfield but the Cyberspunk 2077 2.0 patch dropped a couple days ago and I decided to try that out and oooooh shit they changed it up so fucking much. Itemization is completely different, clothes do basically nothing now except hide your SHAME, and progression has been completely revamped in just about every arena (with the exception of story progression, which is a shame, because Jackie we hardly knew ye).
Single player games though...even from Bethesda when these titles come out I feel like its similar to why I don't watch movies, it all looks predictable and slow ttk and I dunno. If there are decent physics that is always entertaining though. Goofing around with physics never get old. But I feel like I need satiate some sort of fast paced twitch competitive nature, like a quick game of Halo Infinite Snipers.
Originally posted by totse2118 WEEEESNAWWWWW
i'm trying to unlock all the class weapons in tf2
I also play dawrf fortress but I'm waiting for adventure mode to come out. I have a sheep fort
https://dwarffortresswiki.org/index.php/DF2014:Sheep
oh and I made a fort over a river and it's very epic
looks dope good job -
2023-09-23 at 4:12 PM UTC in Why aren't you playing Rust? (Or Squad)(I'm trying Dwarf Fortress too and it sucks)Rust was the last game worth getting into until whatever next best competitive shooter drops.
And although you can trust nobody and its not easy to find people to play with (Thus is the nature of such a game) the creative elements and overall mechanics make it worth playing through solo a few wipes. It takes forever to get good and competent at everything, especially vanilla, and once you do teams add a whole other element, but I prefer village style because co-habitating can get annoying.
I want to play Squad but I am broke and from the looks of it, looks to be graphically impressive and also the next elements of a shooter I am looking for. PUBG is still probably always going to be a top 3 favorite game for me but I am always looking for that kind of gameplay whether it be perfecting PUBG or perhaps Battlefield-like although I haven't taken Battlefield seriously in like 10 years.
Dwarf fortress always interested me but much like RTS I feel like the games of overhead or strategy or cause me to think too much without enough action I naturally seem to play less. Sandbox and simulations can be great fun though, I got through the tutorial but not much farther. -
2023-09-05 at 1:27 PM UTC in Is phenibut worth it?Depending on how easily obtained and cheap you can get it, yes.
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2023-09-04 at 9:59 PM UTC in This is the worst layout of a forum or html or website ever
Originally posted by Meikai eBagger was a bad influence on me he got me hooked on etizolam but being high af on etiz is the only reason I had the [let's call it] courage to meet up with scron and we've been dating for 6 years now so actually I guess I kind of owe him my happiness.
Yes, in hindsight perhaps I shouldn't have been so reckless in proclaiming the vast benefits of tizzies, but I was probably geekd up. Could have had negative outcomes. I'll take it though (your happiness).
Originally posted by vindicktive vinny thats why archieve.org is a thing.
so that you can archive every one of your prescious posts.
yeah but they never so prescious in hindsight I'm usually just fucked up and think I'm a literary master or something (Sobriety definitely increases or decreases post quality) There is a reason I usually delete everything, my thinking is so scattered, you wouldn't believe how many contextual and communication issues I have. -
2023-09-01 at 3:50 PM UTC in Nobody here has done phenibut?I hardly remember, when it was legal on Amazon I remember vary effects, from some slight negative ones as mentioned the feel sick and rebound in a few days.
I have a big tub of GABA I keep and dose in 500mg scoops, and it reminds me of when I'd dose phenibut. But yeah, GABA feels like the Gabapentin of supplements, and phenibut would felt more like the Lyrica/pregabalin of supplements. -
2023-09-01 at 12:50 PM UTC in Thoughts of the acceptance and widespread use of MarijuanaIt is 2023 apparently, and a mere 10 years ago I remember being threatened, from a common environmental hazard, with legal repercussions for smoking kush. I also remember getting high and creating threads that pushed humanity forward in evolution and changed the way we think as a species. Perhaps I am remembering my posts through rose colored glasses though, and some posts were, possibly, admittedly, not up to ones standards.
I remember when smoking, it was funny to suggest the medical implications "Oh yes, I need marijuana for health reasons! It's all medical technically if ease my mind n shit!" "It's one of the only things that keeps my blood pressure down! So you purposely trying to keep me from smoking is like you killing me!"
Little did I know, these jokes were actually fact, and I am firm believer in Marijuana's healing properties, and its use as a medication.
It's weird to think as I now confidently smoke whenever/wherever, blowing marijuana smoke in the face of law enforcement and family members, how a plant has been the justification for ruining lives, literally generations of lives, primarily just because of profit and control. I mean when you are young and smoking bud, it's usually whatever, but as you get older and see the benefits, looking back, its quite the human rights violation. And why I am glad communities like this existed, where you could always casually talk about the stupid ways society or large groups of people conform around an idea and support it whether its legit or not. Or not even support it but go with the flow.
This got away from me, I'll write an actual dissertation on the topic perhaps one day. I've found in sobriety, typos and sounding stupid when reading my posts outloud bother me much more than when I was constantly under the influence of something, therefor causing quantity to go down, and quality to SKYROCKET (Or stay the same). But this also makes my chances of hit "Submit" much less.
In closing, I think Marijuana isn't a "drug", but it's medical benefits, availability, and its addition to any actual drug combination, makes it the greatest herb known to man. Has the widespread acceptance of kush changed the way you smoke in any capacity? -
2023-09-01 at 12:07 PM UTC in This is the worst layout of a forum or html or website everI feel like, no matter what, once I give in and adapt and accept the new forum and style, and I start making great, thought provoking threads, the site gets shut down. Like, no matter what, it never fails. So even though writing and thread making is one of my favorite things to do, why would I put any effort in it if I know in a year or two it's going to be gone?
Perhaps I'll just make a thread in the food subforum just to scratch that itch. -
2023-09-01 at 11:51 AM UTC in This is the worst layout of a forum or html or website ever
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2023-08-30 at 11:57 AM UTC in This is the worst layout of a forum or html or website everLike its like the graphix of an older site but like my subscriptions be confusing and like threads go on forever mainly consisting of african american women suggesting songs or something like wtf is this shit
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2023-08-30 at 11:49 AM UTC in Favorite drug combos?Weed + Opiate + low dose benzo + caffeine or low dose stimulant + microdose Shroom or LSD (OPTIONAL) = The best
Well, we've discovered weed is practically medicine, like vitamin D, so I personally have only enjoyed kush + low dose buprenorphine because I'm too lazy to jump off completely, or I find it has some practical use that is worth still being dependent on the medication.
Also, concentrate, because its less foliage in your fucking lungs -
2023-08-15 at 12:02 PM UTC in How is this shithole still upI figured it would be shut down by now or have problems like an overabundance of retards (I think that may be the case) but yeah why this shit still goin
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2023-08-15 at 12 PM UTC in Original flavored Sun ChipsCrush them up and put them in your breakfast burritos and on your hibachi rice and eggs.
Also make various sour cream based dips, it makes for quite a delightful dipping experience 💯 -
2019-10-05 at 2:25 PM UTC in Get your username spraypainted/sharpie'd onto the side of a shipwrecked, or CAPSIZED boat (NiS version)Thanks negros shit I coulda swore I wrote DietPiano. Maybe it was just on the paper and wet and crumpled I dunno
