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2019-12-15 at 2:45 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
Originally posted by Sudo The original story of the sandman by E.T.A. Hoffman was an optician who blinded children, stole their eyes, killed their family members and drove them mad until they killed themselves.
Im literally watching the wiggles right now and it seems no less sinister than an eye stealing sand manThere is nobody in the world who knows so many stories as Ole-Luk-Oie, or who can relate them so nicely. In the evening, while the children are seated at the table or in their little chairs, he comes up the stairs very softly, for he walks in his socks, then he opens the doors without the slightest noise, and throws a small quantity of very fine dust in their eyes, just enough to prevent them from keeping them open, and so they do not see him. Then he creeps behind them, and blows softly upon their necks, till their heads begin to droop. But Ole-Luk-Oie does not wish to hurt them, for he is very fond of children, and only wants them to be quiet that he may relate to them pretty stories, and they never are quiet until they are in bed and asleep. As soon as they are asleep, Ole-Luk-Oie seats himself upon the bed. He is nicely dressed; his coat is made of silken fabric; it is impossible to say of what color, for it changes from green to red, and from red to blue as he turns from side to side. Under each arm he carries an umbrella; one of them, with pictures on the inside, he spreads over the good children, and then they dream the most beautiful stories the whole night. But the other umbrella has no pictures, and this he holds over the naughty children so that they sleep heavily, and wake in the morning without having dreams at all.
Totes not a pedophile. Mr. Duraj should cosplay as this dude.
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2019-12-15 at 5:41 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕you know you're a fucking degenerate scumbag when you get stoned and eat half a jar of organic chocolate almond butter after dinner and you consider that the healthy choice
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2019-12-15 at 4 AM UTC in Totse threadJeff Hunter quote
"Why are you talking about Old days of Totse dialup. do you think this makes you cool? this doesn't make you cool"
he didn't mind when others did so but he had it out for me. regarding the dialup.
saying that he was going to let me Join the web version (because they killed my first account with the user name that i was kicked off of the dialup along with another user. and being the only 2 to ever been kicked off in it's 10-11 year existance"
I was there for like 7 years. some really funny shit in the day.
then I rejoined under a new user name and kept it the entire time. of about a year
March 2001 came along and as stated before. a very detailed thread saying it was a group that was going to Highjack planes and specific targets was WTC buildings. and "Knock them down". oddly specific
and the Pentagon as well as the Whitehouse and House of Congress
and they got more and more detailed over the months. people joking. One of the things was "How will you take out the Pentagon with a plane. being a 747 style plane. if you fly it into the courtyard it will be really hard to hit the building. it was built to make it really hard to crash something into it.
this is why it's strange to me they nailed the side so perfectly.
Larry Silverstein was my ex-wife's Boss's Boss. East Coast flagship Hotel.
She was emotional. they feared San Francisco and LA would be next. after an hour or two I went on Totse and was typing up a message to enigma and he popped in on his chat-box bot thing he would mess with people. if you were a user it's possible you remember as a new user it would test you to see how long it was a chat-bot. early form of AI programming is my guess.
and he popped in and told me to not talk about it with anyone. it was a real stressful time and that if I didn't stop bugging him he would make sure I would not find work. verbatim it was more detailed.
I laughed at him and typed "Oh.. You'll never work in this town again"
guess who made an industry standard application acceptance software that most companies had used.
the Company I'm told was called American-(something). I can't remember the exact name.
This is Jeff aka enigma aka Taipan Enigma
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2019-12-15 at 3:58 AM UTC in does anyone know if 1337/bipolarhighroller is alright?
Originally posted by Sudo Being homeless would certainly have an effect on your pain management. As someone who also suffers from chronic pain (and has 2 prescriptions for your namesake) I can say that lifestyle DEFINITELY has an effect on pain. I don't know the extent of yours but stress, anxiety, lifestyle blah blah etc can cause it to be worse or better. As roughly 99% of the world would see being homeless as a depressing and stressful hand to mouth existence, this would likely cause them more pain and discomfort. When I'm in my car too much in the run of the day or am busy stressing about various things, my pain becomes much worse and it has always been that way. I also know that when you're dopesick your pain is much greater and when it is otherwise. Pain is a subjective thing though and I can't pretend to understand how yours works, I'm just telling you the experience of myself and most of the medical community I've talked to and books I've read on the subject (pain explained and the mindfulness solution to pain are the best ones I've found) over the last decade and a half.
Your life revolves around drugs and seeking ways and means of acquiring more. That much I can tell, as can anyone else. If you weren't in the grips of addiction you could likely find a place to stay or could afford your own apartment.
Stop trying so hard to appear as a good, selfless person too. You rely on the handouts of others who provide utility to the world and good people don't go around announcing they're doing things they perceive to be good, nor do they feel the need to qualify themselves as a good person.
I hope your pain and addiction get better and you don't harm any more §m£ÂgØLs
I think the biggest thing that has actually helped me is that I have routine, and healthy escapes. I do have an addiction, and that is managing my pain, but I don't let it be the end all, be all of my life.
As a friend I have said, who's actually a very intelligent guy, he's got his master's in some shit related to social services, but had a mental break down when his wife divorced him and a bunch of shit happened which fucked him over in his career path (he smokes weed and spice but has no addiction or use of other drugs) said to me "you have a reason to get up in the morning - dope- sure it's kinda a shitty reason BUT it's a reason, and you do it everyday, and prior, I bet you failed yo have a reason to.get up and about for a very long time. With that reason leads you to do yourur thing, but puts you in contact with so many other people that you touch positively everyday and you go about your day positively which reflects on to others, and while it's all do to something as small as dope, it's at least SOMETHING and thus this is why you do have it better to most in our situation- you have drive to get up, do what you got to do, smiling all the way, and then spread good while you go about with the rest of your day and why you're likely happier than you were previously. This was said by my friend and I believe him to be right.
I tell y'all small snippets of my life, I'm not on here everyday, I'm busy enjoying life, having freedom. I go to the aquarium nearly daily,.and luckily enough my year pass enables me to bring a guest, which I try to do as much as possible,even bringing strangers, other homeless with me, which is often a highlight of their day, and I know it is for me too.
Sure, I'm dope sick once in a blue moon ,which sucks, but the frequency is so much lower than it ever was when I lived in a house.
Take what you want from my little snippets, but I'm just trying to express that I'm happy, and it makes me happy that I can help others, that I can "share the wealth" I aquire. I am blessed. I have many people who genuinely love and care about me, and I love and care about them. I even got holiday cards (some are Muslim, and one a jedi lol) and some small gifts. I don't always want to be a "taker", so I try and find ways to giveback a little. They really appreciate that and are kinda astonished- thus I am helped even more. Karma is a real thing, and it comes back every day to me. I live and sleep comfortably. I use public transit, but due to coping dope everyday, I do a bit more walking than I'd like to, which is my only complaint, and sometimes I just cop enough for two or three days if funds allow.
I hope you all are doing well and as happy and mentally centered as I am now. I actually feel good despite my existing health issues but that's manageable. I go doctors regularly which was hard for me to do before too, so that's another plus. It's odd to think wow... I'm actually level. It's weird but hey.. whatever works.
If you read this 1337 I pray for you all the time and hope you are well.
Originally posted by MexicanMasterRace She has a pentagram tattoo lol
It WAS a pentacle (a pentagram has a lot different meaning than a pentacle. Pentacle is star right side/point up, pentagram is star down/point down) and I no longer have it. It was covered up by back tattoo of the sword in the stone my tattoo artist friend did for me.
It was a jail house small tattoo inlet the asshole I was with talk me into, and also do one for him on his back. I'm so glad it's gone. I literally was going to use lye to burn it off but my friend talked me into this option which I prefer. Everyone seems to like it too. Kinda cool having a Sword go down my spine.
Regardless, what does it matter what I have on me. These people accept and love me how I am and I love them all the same too. I was blessed with family in them. They're happy and cool too. They joke about smoking weed all the time but nolonger partake but are chill about it and all.
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2019-12-15 at 3:46 AM UTC in Name §m£ÂgØL's CarI'm really considering getting a got damn pickup again next chance I get.
I haven't had a small car before and yeah the mileage is pretty good but man these things NO constitution. Reapir pits. Maybe if it didn't snow here. -
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2019-12-14 at 3:47 PM UTC in OK I'm sober, now what?
Originally posted by Ghost Jesus and Animal Crossing keep me sober
Some pc gaming will suffice.
Meditation. Does this shit actually work? I just thought it was something recovering addicts/ hipster faggots practice so they could boast about it.
I'll definitely read more.
Start a course.
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2019-12-14 at 3:33 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕I remember walking in the rain in October with this girl, high off our heads on mushrooms and drinking mickeys and EnJ Brandy from a water bottle. She had to pee, and so we walked into the park where we wouldn’t get stopped. I’m looking out for her and a few seconds later I hear her yell SHIT and i turn around and she’s slid down an embankment and she’s upside down with her underwear around her knees, up to her shoulder in a recycling bin.
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2019-12-14 at 2 PM UTC in You can have sex with one NIS member, who do you pickRemember Mewsik?
She's a DHer so I imagine the DHers know who I'm talking about.
Anyway, she had this somewhat schizophrenic-tier bitch cycle that turned me on like crazy.
I'm probably getting into some Freudian territory shit now, but apparantly I get really turned on when a woman is sometimes mean to me, and other times nice.
So yeah, if I had to pick someone, I'm gonna go with her.
I have very little idea what anyone looks like, and the question is "who would you have sex with", not who would you marry, so yeah, I'm gonna go with her. -
2019-12-14 at 9:22 AM UTC in Well Hung has a borderline personality disordersays here that people with bpd are terrible for the economy too. "People affected typically use a high amount of healthcare resources"
if true than lol at the irony of constant nig bash posting
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2019-12-14 at 7:10 AM UTC in I broke my finger, and now Im going to splint it. (pics)
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2019-12-14 at 7:02 AM UTC in I broke my finger, and now Im going to splint it. (pics)
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2019-12-14 at 6:08 AM UTC in I broke my finger, and now Im going to splint it. (pics)
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2019-12-14 at 6 AM UTC in You can have sex with one NIS member, who do you pickNiggered..............^^^^^^
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2019-12-14 at 5:51 AM UTC in You can have sex with one NIS member, who do you pickAnother lonely night for §m£ÂgØL and Matt...typing Candyrein Candyrein Everywhere they can ...
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2019-12-14 at 5 AM UTC in You can have sex with one NIS member, who do you pick
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2019-12-13 at 6:16 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕It’s like Braveheart and Venice Beach had sloppy conjugal visit sex and this was born.
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2019-12-13 at 9:01 AM UTC in 888 and &Z
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2019-12-13 at 7:44 AM UTC in Are Mexicans being controlled?Mexicans are sub-servant from generational conditioning, I myself have no problem w/a hardworking sturdy labor force @ a fraction of the going rate. They contribute nicely to the US culture via great food,cheap labor & promiscuous females for fornication.
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2019-12-13 at 7:20 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
Originally posted by Sudo nice muh gparents are from ardnoch scotland which sounds like "hard knock" and rhymes with "hard cock" and is a little south of inverness. The shetlin my grandmother grew up in actually still exists as a little club shack on a golf course lol
I love Scotland, my mum's from there. The rainy weather doesn't have that melancholy feel as it does down south. I would love to stock up on a month's worth of supplies and just fuck off to a cabin in the highlands away from society.
That would be bliss.