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2019-03-13 at 6:24 AM UTC
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Originally posted by mmQ
How did you find this site ? Did I ask you this last night ? Sorry if I did I dont fucking know. Fuck I feel like I did. I know you're taught see original I'm just wondering what made you find this particular site at the particular time you did.
Fuck. I asked you this before didnt I? As I'm typing this I feel like you've literally answered this to me before and its gonna end up demonstrating how stupid I am when i drink, asking the same shit over and over.
Or maybe you didn't answer it and I'm just overthinking. I dont know
One night, almost exactly a year ago (
Join Date 2018-04-08), I was drinking and getting all nostalgic for the good ol' Totse days, and just started googling and shit.
Then I found the Reddit channel r/totse, and saw a posting on there indicating that niggasin.space was the current hangout for Totse/Zoklet folk, so I signed up and made the following thread...
https://niggasin.space/thread/22687
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2019-03-13 at 6:48 AM UTC
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Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III
drinking/taking drugs is often an effective substitute, thats kinda where i've been at for a few years now even though i was in a relationship on and off for the vast majority of that time (one relationship). now that relationship has finally run its course even though i dont even think she cared about me at all for the last couple years at least.
during that time i was with a couple other girls on a few occasions (while me and my girl were split up) and the sex was so meaningless it lost it's point and i felt bad but i didn't even like the girls (although one was very sexy). it was such a degrading and shameful thing.
but last summer i was at electric forest and i was high as fuck with my crew (SHOUT OUT FOREST FAM) chilling on these hammocks and i was watching some girl drag her fingers over this guys shoulders slowly and i was so fucking jealous. i've had lots of sex since then but i need something more sincere. having sex for the sake of having sex fucking sucks
We may just be doppelg
angers.
Your words read like first-hand memories.
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Originally posted by HTS
Underwear is overrated.
Overwear is underrated.
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Originally posted by CASPER
Honestly opiate addiction in particular is just such a dead end road. You don't get anything done. You steal shit and everyone hates you. You're sick and miserable all the time. If I'd known it would be 13 years and not 2 or 4 or 5 years, there's a solid chance I'd have killed myself.
As for now though….I can't even remember why I bothered. I mean the craving sure. But when I was perfectly well and was still using…can't remember why. Barely helped anxiety. Wasted tons of money. Never got anywhere on time. In all the time I did heroin, I don't think I ever watched a movie less than 3 times.
It's kinda eerie reading other people's experiences that just match up so well with my own.
I have a few friends IRL who are opiate addicts still (I used to be, but I defied all odds and got away from them years ago), and I get this feeling that I can only describe as... a type of disdain or disgust with them. Actually, it's not even restricted entirely to opiate addicts. I know a few people who will spend every last penny they ever get on meth and completely deplete their welfare check in a matter of days.
I empathize. I sympathize. But I still feel this reflexive disgust and contempt for them.
I think it's because I see what I used to be when I look at them. And it just makes me cringe with horror.
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2019-03-13 at 8:22 AM UTC
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2019-03-13 at 8:18 AM UTC
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Some ethnic slur dictionary time:
Irish: Potato nigger, Mick.
Italian: Ginny, wop, goomba, olive nigger.
German: Kraut.
Any more to add...?
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jk jk jk
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2019-03-13 at 6:46 AM UTC
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2019-03-13 at 6:33 AM UTC
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Originally posted by CandyRein
LOL
😋
I can mos def relate to that, tho.
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2019-03-13 at 6:32 AM UTC
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2019-03-13 at 5:55 AM UTC
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OMG I GOT IT TO WORK ALREADY... Currently downloading all the pages past the first for each thread...
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2019-03-13 at 5:17 AM UTC
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This is seriously some next level idiocy. FUCK FUCK FUCK. How could I have fucked it up this bad?
I was originally going to download each post, but that would necessitate downloading some threads like 100 times (way inefficient).
But, damn, this is like the dumbest thing I've done in a while.
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2019-03-13 at 5:13 AM UTC
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It's pronounced "worst Cheshire cat stirs shit up and is for hire".
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You all have a moral obligation to click
this link.
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2019-03-13 at 4:27 AM UTC
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Originally posted by DontTellEm
Ok. Don't let me loose my business.
*lose
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