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2019-01-09 at 2:59 AM UTC in A Love Letter for Deaf Ears; Drenched in Salty Lonely TearsDear A*****,
I know that I almost certainly will never see you again in person. Or maybe I will, we don't live that far apart. For what it's worth, though, despite how brief our dalliance, on some level, I am being completely real when I say that I love you. I have to say it here, in the form of a (somewhat) secret admirer's letter, because, despite my impulsive, and at times utterly irrational, romantic streak, I am still a realist.
I think about you at least once a day. So many things, people, songs, fleeting moments; they all remind me of you. I don't care if my fellow space niggas see me as some kind of overly emotional "pussy". Quite frankly, I don't care what anyone thinks, except for you. The way you would look at me with your beauteous, bewitching, and absolutely bewildering blue eyes, as though I was some kind of source of comfort and reassurance to you, will never stop piercing my heart with every memory that overcomes, and ultimately overwhelms, me.
I'll never forget the crimson-orange sun as it set in the distance and cast its beams towards the calm seas below us; two lonely souls, bodies intertwined in passionate love-making, without a single intruding human presence anywhere to be seen; as though, for that moment, we were the only two living mortals in existence, our corporeal beings temporarily suspended in time and space as our ethereal spirits make holy communion.
I love you, I miss you, and my soul is but a fragmented piece of what it once was for having met you.
I sincerely hope that you are at least one iota as happy as I am desolate; for during that one moment, you made me the happiest human being in the world, both past and present, and almost certainly future. That moment will last forever, even long past the moment our physical bodies both turn to ash and dust.
Memories are forever,
Love, Darren. -
2019-01-09 at 2:09 AM UTC in Post pictures of beautiful people
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2019-01-09 at 2:07 AM UTC in Post pictures of beautiful people
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2019-01-09 at 1:46 AM UTC in Post pictures of beautiful people
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2019-01-09 at 1:45 AM UTC in Post pictures of beautiful people
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2019-01-09 at 1:36 AM UTC in Killing Someone At Random
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2019-01-09 at 1:34 AM UTC in Killing Someone At Random
Originally posted by Sophie I don't think you have ASPD to be frank.
I have told him this exact same thing numerous times before.
Originally posted by esbity I honestly don't see much good in people. People are fairly shitty in general. Selfish in nature but blind to it.
I reconsider if I am a psychopath since I at least know that I'm a piece of shit, I just don't care.
Look, I'm not an "expert", in the sense that I'm not a medically trained psychiatrist, nor am I a clinically trained psychologist.
But for what it's worth, I do have a bachelor's degree in psychology.
Combine that with ~34 years of life experience, and a bunch of mental health issues of my own, and it puts me in a position where I can at least make a somewhat educated guess here...
You are just going through a stage in your life where you are trying to figure out who you are, and you may find yourself having thoughts, maybe even desires or fantasies, that just seem completely screwed up to you. This, on its own, does not make you a sociopath/psychopath/etc.
It just means you might have some slightly antisocial tendencies, or maybe you're just having NORMAL/TYPICAL violent fantasies, and are thus assuming that, since nobody else around you is mentioning having the same thoughts and desires, you are some kind of deviant.
The way I see it, is that you may just be more aware and more honest about your own thoughts, urges, and desires, than most people tend to be.
Don't let that turn you into a full-blown psychopath.
Stop making these attention-seeking threads online and get some PROFESSIONAL help. There's no shame in that.
If you want, you can even PM me if you really want, but, again, I am not a professional psychiatrist or clinical psychologist. You would probably benefit from the help of a certified professional, and there's absolutely nothing wrong with that.
I've been seeing psychiatrists and clinical psychologists since I was a teenager. -
2019-01-09 at 1:15 AM UTC in Post pictures of beautiful people
Originally posted by Zanick Essentially this (with much gratitude for the praise). However, if you feel that their moral character is manifest in their physical appeal, that's certainly welcome. I am not a gatekeeper of beauty, perceived through sight or feeling. The purpose of this thread is not to produce agreements with regard to a universal form, only to share in the subjective experience of desire.
I'm very pleased with the posts I've seen thus far. We may be an impoverished lot, but our spirits are still healthily lustful.
I just want to take this opportunity to point out two things:
1. I totally get what Mewsik means when she says that she sees the Dalai Lama and "old couples holding hands" as "beautiful". She's not wrong to consider that a sight to behold, or worth admiration. Heck, I even made another thread specifically for posting about stuff like that. She's the one that escalated it to Internet rage (the most impotent form of rage, tbh).
2. Notice how she didn't post a single picture of these so-called "beautiful people." She also unfairly called Hitler "ugly" just because she assumed he never smiles.
Her definition of beauty isn't "wrong", it's just not quite accurate, or topically relevant (but perfectly worth discussing - hence me making that other thread for such discussions). -
2019-01-09 at 1:08 AM UTC in Post pictures of beautiful people
Originally posted by Mewsik As Zanick said later on, not in his OP “post pictures of faces YOU really like” which is precisely what I did.
Why don’t you follow OP’s lead, and stop trying to convince me or anyone else what beauty is.
You really have zero understanding of what or how I see people. Guess what, it’s really none of your business. You won’t because you see people your own way, and are to busy trying to convince me I’m wrong or illiterat e (so annoying lanny). That’s your loss.
You are wrong. Your definition of "beauty" is factually incorrect.
And if you take me pointing that out as a personal insult, that's your problem, not mine.
Also, it's worth point out that you did not post a single picture of these people's "beautiful faces".
I'm dying to see what the face of an "old couple holding hands" looks like.
Also, you really need to learn to take someone disagreeing with on the Internet, especially on a site like this, without getting all angry and defensive.
It's okay, though. RELAX, nigga. Shit... -
2019-01-09 at 12:38 AM UTC in If you own a baseball cap you are trash and I disavow you
Originally posted by mmQ I honestly don't get how plugging works and I also don't get how liquifying meth works because, yes everyone
YES EVERYONE I'M THAT STUPID
When ibkiquify meth it crystallizes wjtrhin like 10-20 seconds so when u blast it u have to do it that fast or what?
That's a 100% reasonable thing to not understand if you don't have first hand experience with it.
I remember when people would talk about "injecting pills", and I'b be like...
How the fuck do you get something the size of a pill inside of a needle, let alone into your bloodstream?
But of course, necessity is the mother ofinjectioninvention. Where there's a will, there's a way, and when that desire to get as high as possible is there, you will then go to the trouble of researching exactly how its done.
Basically, whether it's meth shards, heroin powder, or a full pill... You crush it up as much as you can (the work is already done for heroin since its a powder already), then you put it in a spoon (or other small metal cup) and heat beneath it, perhaps stirring it a bit, until it completely dissolves (and no matter which drug it is, it will eventually dissolve).
Then, once its a liquid solution, you either draw it up into a syringe (usually with a small piece of cotton to act as a enhancement), or... you could just put it into a pipette of some kind, or, heck, if you happen to enjoy sticking phallic-shaped objects into your ass and stimulating that male G-spot, you could use a turkey baster if you really want.
Then you lube the thing up and slide it in a few inches, and release all the fluids. (obligatory "that's what she said!")
I'm not gonna lie, it actually feels kinda good even before the high kicks in; and when it does, it's damn near 100% absorption (typically), so it hits harder than snorting or swallowing it ever will. -
2019-01-08 at 8:38 PM UTC in If you own a baseball cap you are trash and I disavow you
Originally posted by mmQ If you jammed a bunch of tiny shards up there I bet it would work
Originally posted by mmQ The Reverse Chardini Martini
Yeah... I dunno about any of that. It just sounds straight up unpleasant.
Although, I do remember when I first heard about "plugging", and I didn't read into it all, and just literally stuck an ecstasy pill up my ass thinking it would absorb the same as it would when cramming down in the other direction (orally). -
2019-01-08 at 8:34 PM UTC in If we were friends in real life and I had a chance to fuck your wife or girlfriend...
Originally posted by GGG https://niggasin.space/user我去看了吗啊额我的心的了is a great place to be anhour的人吗and a half thanks toCrouton/comments/quote]的时候你and I am perfectly happy with the smellthentrapsthemtofeedofthemhascomebackwhenyoucanholdanadultconversation.youdon'tdothat.youdon'tdothatisdifficultbecause you have anyquestionsaboutformattingforawhile.you——SpectraL我去看下I think I took 5 days worth of pure LSD crystal least I know youcansearchbirthrecordsbytheendofamonth 有没有人的人家都的人吗叫I am not black and I have no idea what I'm saying我们是兄弟难当啊哈啊哈哈啊哈哈啊哈哈啊哈我是你了吧的video is a great place to work
What the actual fuck?
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2019-01-08 at 7:36 PM UTC in So apparantly ISIS takes resumes...?
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2019-01-08 at 7:31 PM UTC in So apparantly ISIS takes resumes...?https://www.nbcnews.com/news/world/american-isis-members-are-detained-syria-u-s-backed-coalition-n955186
https://www.thedailybeast.com/american-who-allegedly-sent-resume-to-isis-arrested-by-kurdish-led-forces
https://www.businessinsider.com/substitute-teacher-texas-sent-resume-to-isis-2019-1
I would just love to see one of these resumes...Objective
To one day be a high-ranking military officer who can help further lead the Jihad against America's oppressive regime.Education
Bachelor's Degree in Sociology. Master's thesis in Applied Terrorism.Work Experience
2015-2017: Unpaid internship for a clandestine terrorist cell in New York City.
2008-2015: Assistant to the regional manager of Abdul's Pizzeria chain in Columbus, Ohio.References
Khalid Sheikh Mohammed (Currently detained at Guantamo Bay - can be reached during phone privilege hours between 7:50 and 7:55 PM every other Tuesday. That is, if he is on good behavior.).
Mohammad Atta (Deceased - Unreachable, but I can assure you that he would have nothing but good things to say about me).
Abd Al Aziz Awda (In hiding - Unreachable, as he is hiding in a cave somewhere, however, if you can reach him, he will vouch for my ability to handle high-pressure situations, including wearing active explosives, and yelling out "Allahu Akbar" at just the right moment to instill fear in my enemies). -
2019-01-08 at 7:08 PM UTC in It’s baby time
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2019-01-08 at 5:17 PM UTC in What are the official character restrictions when it comes to legally naming your child in most countries?
Originally posted by tee hee hee Aleksander is polish. There's no letter x in the polish betabet. Olek is the nickname.
Most names can have more than one nickname, you know?
Robert ==> Rob, Bob, Robby, Bobby, etc.
Richard ==> Rich, Richie, Rick, Dick, etc.
My Ukranian friend Alex has always gone by Alex among friends.
Also, a lack of the letter "x" in the Polish betabet is completely inconsequential when you only speak Ukranian and, more frequently, English. -
2019-01-08 at 5:08 PM UTC in If you own a baseball cap you are trash and I disavow youCrystals in the butt are the way to go.
Seriously though, if you haven't tried administering any drug (not necessarily methamphetamine - opiates, for example, can be great intra-rectally), you haven't lived.
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2019-01-08 at 5:04 PM UTC in I'm a sick fuck, I like a quick fuck
Best song and video ever. -
2019-01-08 at 5:03 PM UTC in I'm a sick fuck, I like a quick fuck
I like my dick sucked,
I'll buy you a sick truck,
I'll buy you some new tits,
I'll get you that nip tuck,
How you start a family?
The condom slipped up.
I'm a sick fuck,
I'm inappropriate,
I like hearing stories,
I like that hoe shit,
I wanna hear mo' shit,
I like the hoe shit,
Send me some mo' shit,
You trifflin' hoe bitch. -
2019-01-08 at 4:53 PM UTC in life is disgusting
Originally posted by DietPiano There was a guy on drugs forum who took like 400-600mg of bundy and a bunch of magnesium everyday to treat his autism. He was a really helpful bundy information source.
WTF? That's absolutely fascinating? Are there any of his experience reports online? How effective was it? Did he go from, like, Rain Man levels of autism to fully functioning social butterfly? Or was it more like Napoleon Dynamite (mild to moderate Aspberger's) to adequately functioning, mediocre social life?
