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2019-01-09 at 10:10 PM UTC in Excited for my turnipip garden this yearTurnipips are pretty rare. Basically just one genetically modified crop was initially synthesized in a biotech lab, and all currently existing turnipips are descended from that crop.
They may develop turnipipips from some harvested seeds from the current crop. That would surely be a sight to behold. -
2019-01-09 at 10:03 PM UTC in I'm currently experiencing the unpleasant effects of an excessive influx of WellHung threads in SGCalm down, nigga.
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2019-01-09 at 5 AM UTC in A Love Letter for Deaf Ears; Drenched in Salty Lonely Tears
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2019-01-09 at 5 AM UTC in A Love Letter for Deaf Ears; Drenched in Salty Lonely Tears
Originally posted by gadzooks Yeah I can't take any of this shit right now.
I'm hitting the liquor store… maybe even the bar.
I usually get laid when I hit up the bar.
Whoever I meet (if anyone) will never replace my One True Love mentioned above.
But liquor and casual sex can be a pretty effective distraction.
I gotta bounce, y'all.
My heart is broken, my soul is sad.
I must venture outward, lest this despair drive me truly mad. -
2019-01-09 at 4:57 AM UTC in πYeah I can't take any of this shit right now.
I'm hitting the liquor store... maybe even the bar.
I usually get laid when I hit up the bar.
Whoever I meet (if anyone) will never replace my One True Love mentioned above.
But liquor and casual sex can be a pretty effective distraction. -
2019-01-09 at 4:54 AM UTC in I had liquor the whole timeBlyat?
Cyka?
Likka?
WTF are these words?
Which one (in the picture) is which?
Come on, educate a nigga. -
2019-01-09 at 4:52 AM UTC in π
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2019-01-09 at 4:30 AM UTC in π
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III i once had a short love like this. our love blossomed over 12 long days on an island in the south seas in the warm air
See that's exactly it.
Our love lasted about the same time period. We kept texting each other after our last physical encounter - for over a year even.
But a geographical barrier can be devastating to any newly budding romance.
Add in the age difference, and it was just not meant to be.
Who knows... maybe in a few years the age difference will be less of an issue, and I'll be in a better position financially to make regular trips to her home town. -
2019-01-09 at 4:26 AM UTC in actually found a pretty dope drug addiction group
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III no, but it's very similar to that. what you're describing is exactly how this program is.
Well, whatever its called, it sounds better than NA/AA.
Group therapy/meetings can be incredibly valuable. And while 12-step programs might work very well for some people, they do not work for everyone. -
2019-01-09 at 4:23 AM UTC in actually found a pretty dope drug addiction groupIs it by any chance called "SMART Recovery" or something like that?
I used to go to a group like that.
They take more of a harm reduction approach than a complete abstinence approach.
They also incorporate Cognitive Behavioral Therapy, which is an empirically-backed, heavily researched psychotherapeutic approach to addiction (among other psychpathologies).
It's got none of that religious, one-size-fits-all, unrealistic NA/AA crap. -
2019-01-09 at 4:18 AM UTC in Post pictures of beautiful people
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2019-01-09 at 4:16 AM UTC in π
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2019-01-09 at 4:12 AM UTC in π
Originally posted by CandyRein I hope you feel better soon Gadzooks
When I saw this post it reminded me of my favorite lines/poems
Itβs from βITβ π
Have a good cry now then get up an kick azz tomorrow Friend
Your compassion warms my heart.
My heart may be forever irreparably fragmented, but that alone is not sufficient to snuff out my spirit in its entirety.
I shall persist, against all odds, on the off chance that my one and only love will one day be able to show me that she is happy.
Just seeing her smile one more time will be enough to sustain my spirits for years to come. -
2019-01-09 at 4:06 AM UTC in π
Originally posted by OG_GREENPLASTIC_JOHNSON_III what about that liter of g tho ayeeeeeeeeee lamo
No drug can ever substitute for the purest love.
Every drug ever created is the invention of someone scorned by Cupid.
There is but one grievous ill that ever befalls lonely solitary walkers.
Human beings are, and always will be, truly alone, no matter how much they think they are establishing spiritual connections with other solitary beings. -
2019-01-09 at 3:43 AM UTC in πTonight, I weep; for that is the only emotional response I can muster.
Sorrow is my only companion on this cold and dark January evening. -
2019-01-09 at 3:41 AM UTC in π
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2019-01-09 at 3:35 AM UTC in A Love Letter for Deaf Ears; Drenched in Salty Lonely Tears
Originally posted by Zanick I had an ephemeral love like that once, she even posted here briefly. I still write to her, often much like this.
Karen?
Originally posted by Zanick You held something precious in your hands, and even though it's gone you can cherish it until you die. Think about the Impressionists: the array of colors and sounds they recorded in their art only ever occurred in a single instance that they happened to witness once and then never saw again. Love happens that way, too. The privilege of experiencing is not diminished when it is short-lived, rather, it is enhanced, and capturing it with our senses and memory preserves it for eternity.
You are a poet, a philosopher, and most especially a romantic, after my own heart, Zanick.
I can always count on you to truly understand the depths of emotion that sometimes overwhelm me. -
2019-01-09 at 3:19 AM UTC in A Love Letter for Deaf Ears; Drenched in Salty Lonely Tears
Originally posted by Zanick Could also be Aaaaaa.
This letter was thoroughly enjoyable. If Aaaaaa is the kind of girl who responds to romantic prose, I think you might be able to reconnect. Why aren't you together already?
We had two weekends together. The first was when we met in my home town while she was visiting for just one night, and our paths crossed as though the gods and goddesses of fate themselves had designed and brought and about this fortunate and serendipitous chance encounter.
We made holy communion betwixt the sheets that night.
The following week I traveled many hours by bus, train, boat, and taxi, to spend the past September long weekend (2017, not this most recent September) with her. It was the best weekend of my life, and I would sooner die rather than forget even one second of it.
We made love on a beach during a sun set, and it was quite possibly the most beautiful thing I have ever experienced. It sometimes feels almost like something from a dream.
The problem is that, not only does she live so far apart from me, there's quite a substantial age difference, all these factors conspiring to make our love impractical. -
2019-01-09 at 3:11 AM UTC in A Love Letter for Deaf Ears; Drenched in Salty Lonely TearsAlso, she is not a space nigga (by which I mean, she does not post here), which is precisely why I posted this here.
Even though she rocked my world, and I will never be the same because of that, she deserves her anonymity.
She deserves the world, in fact, something that I just couldn't give her.
I am but a mere peasant, and she is my Queen, and I am a humble serf, forever bonded to her in both debt and servitude.
My heart is hers, now and for always, and I am saddened by the fact that I can't give it away again, and am thus relegated to a life of chastity and celibacy.
But perhaps that love was (and still is) so pure and potent, that it's enough for a thousand life times. I should be content, if not outright ecstatic, for having the experience in the first place. -
2019-01-09 at 3:04 AM UTC in A Love Letter for Deaf Ears; Drenched in Salty Lonely Tears
