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2018-09-23 at 5:31 AM UTC in >unironically dating a woman without the endgame of emotionally destroying her
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2018-09-23 at 5:27 AM UTC in I'm having a face a sad realization about drugs...
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2018-09-23 at 5:19 AM UTC in Killing myself tonightHoly shit it turns the word "dear" into "faggot".
99% of the time that would be utterly hilarious, but it was brutally inappropriate here.
I had to italicize one of the letters so it wouldn't convert. -
2018-09-23 at 5:16 AM UTC in Killing myself tonightDear apt,
I have no idea who you are, nor am I going to pretend I know what you're going through. I know what it's like to be suicidal, and empty platitudes do more harm than good.
What I will suggest, though, is that you absolutely ensure that you have tried every last alternative before you take the final plunge.
If you take an open-minded enough approach, you can find pleasures in life that might once have been entirely alien.
Meaning is constructed on an individual, as well as a day-to-day, basis. While life might seem meaningless today, that doesn't mean it will tomorrow.
Again, I'm not going to try to pretend I know your whole story. You very well may have the world's best justification for ending it all, and you are (I presume, and certainly hope) an adult, and thus allowed to make your own decisions, even regarding such things as whether to carry on living or not, but try taking a one-day-at-a-time approach. Try something different every single day. Make that a goal. It might just motivate you long enough to die of natural causes rather than self-inflicted injuries. -
2018-09-22 at 8:19 PM UTC in I'm having a face a sad realization about drugs...
Originally posted by Item 9 *trucks
…They're all only good the first few time then start sucking / stop being good.
You might just be referencing tolerance.
Have you tried turning it off and than turning it on again?
Either that, or just take more.
Or..........
You might just not be into that particular drug. Quite frankly, it sounds like you're immune to addiction.
Consider that a virtue, not a vice. -
2018-09-22 at 2:07 AM UTC in Using drugs at work threadI used to shoot heroin in the bathroom at work.
Trust me mang, you're good to go. -
2018-09-22 at 2:03 AM UTC in I have a thing for half black broadsI dated a half black chick for almost a year. My longest relationship ever, in fact.
She was great. This was like 15 years ago but damn if I dont miss her just a little bit. -
2018-09-22 at 2:01 AM UTC in Is infinityshock real?
Originally posted by Rock_N_Rollover He's a bot.
Thats exactly what i presumed. His racist shit posting is just too perfectly racist.
And i'm not even that sensitive to racism and all that.
Fuck, i just watched moon man's notorious KKK this morning and found it quite entertaining.
Its the legit racists that kinda tick me off, pardon my French. -
2018-09-22 at 1:58 AM UTC in Is infinityshock real?Silly
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2018-09-22 at 1:56 AM UTC in Is infinityshock real?
Originally posted by esbity I think <-I/O error({0}): {1}".format(e.errno, e.strerror) except ValueError: he's alright.
Throw 100% error because im too drunk to parse that right now.
I think the only value error here would be his moral values.
I dunno though. I tend to give the benefit of the doubt, perhaps more than i should.
I'll give a nigga a chance ( 1 chance). -
2018-09-22 at 12:45 AM UTC in Is infinityshock real?So, i've been out of the loop for a while. My last interactions with the Totse/zoklet/etc universe was circa 2012. Regarding this site in particular, i'm very much in the dark.
So, is infinityshock like a machine learning model that was fed a bunch of stormfront, chimpout, and 4chan posts?
I dont understand what origin can produce such posts, other than technology gone awry at least.
Or maaayyybbbeer a 12 year old with internet access.
Someone explain this individual. -
2018-09-22 at 12:38 AM UTC in nickel nickel nickel nickel nickel nickel nickel...
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2018-09-22 at 12:36 AM UTC in nickel nickel nickel nickel nickel nickel nickel...
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2018-09-22 at 12:27 AM UTC in nickel nickel nickel nickel nickel nickel nickel...I'm 200% nickel.
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2018-09-22 at 12:24 AM UTC in Donald Trump is going to be assassinated soon / Hitler is still alive
Originally posted by totse2118 Before the end of the year and it will be blamed on Vladimir Putin, president of Russia.
This will trigger some larger global events. You might have been wondering where I went, I was just waiting for this story to show up and it finally has.
Proof Hitler is still alive, this is why Trump is being targeted because people are afraid of his neo nazi supporters when they find out Hitler never died they will use Trump to legitimize their views.
https://worldnewsdailyreport.com/argentina-128-year-old-man-claims-he-is-adolf-hitler/
Good WWII fanfic. I'll admit that it piqued my interest. -
2018-09-21 at 11:55 PM UTC in Expendable Income + Access to Deep Web Markets + Interest in Drugs == ...
Originally posted by Lanny
Yeah, I'll try most drugs at least once. Or rather most classes of drugs I guess. Like I've done a fair number of stimulants but never crack so I don't feel much of a need to try it.
First off, you run this joint don't you? Good on you for keeping the totse spirit alive. Serious respect, bruh.
Also, i totally get the inclination towards classes of drugs rather than every single instantiation. Thats pretty much what i decided would suffice when i quit my experimentation some years ago.
After all, is crack really amy different than powdered coke? Not really. At least, not in any seriously impactful kind of way.
I think the only reason I have endeavored for every last one is because of good ol' sunken cost bias. I'm closer to 100% now than ever, and something about completion of such a long lasting goal is quite compelling.
Then again, i might get bored again when all the old pizazz doesn't come back. Time will tell. -
2018-09-21 at 11:09 PM UTC in Expendable Income + Access to Deep Web Markets + Interest in Drugs == ...I'm like addicted to the act of shopping online for drugs and building up a collection, kinda like I'm preparing for a road trip to Las Vegas.
I think I might be one of those hoarders you see on TV documentaries, only I hoard drugs, not old useless crap.
For real though, I thought my drug experimentation days were over years ago. But I guess under the right conditions, one always returns to old habits. I once, nearly a decade ago, set out to try every single psychoactive compound in existence. Several years ago I, perhaps somewhat reasonably and prudently, figured those days were behind me and there always still be some exotic drugs outside the realm of experience for me.
But like a phoenix rising from the ashes, I have returned for more; to carry on where I left off.
Anyone else playing drug Pokemon? Gotta catch em' all, after all. -
2018-09-21 at 10:56 PM UTC in Without benzos, acid fuckin sucks
Originally posted by Rizzo in a box yeah well maybe but my mission is not to help you, its to evangelize about nutmeg
The number of unique psychoactive compounds I have tried has to be near 50, yet I have yet to try nutmeg.
Interesting.
Originally posted by Solstice Benzos and other "trip abort" type of drugs just tarnish and ruin your psychedelic experience. If you can't handle a rough trip you shouldn't be consuming psychedelics.
If you're prone to anxiety or negative affect, but are nonetheless curious about new experiences, I see absolutely nothing wrong with taking certain precautions.
At risk of coming off as some overly sensitive SJW-type, you're kinda being 'ableist' by excluding people with certain personality types or even psychiatric disorders who are just trying to get a piece of the same pie as everyone else.
Originally posted by Mewsik Drugs are for pussies unable to make the most of reality, unable to find the beauty of now, unable to connect with this emmense and beautiful world called earth, and can't close their eyes and enjoy the colorful potential of tomorrow
all this advise on whatelse to poison your body and mind with to make your high work … good grief and so so sad.
whatever
I am a shameless drug enthusiast, but I 100% agree with this.
If you can find beauty and potential and all that au naturel, you are ahead of the curve. -
2018-09-10 at 1:02 AM UTC in Holy fuck I miss Totse
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2018-09-10 at 12:56 AM UTC in Holy fuck I miss Totse
Originally posted by infinityshock youre delusional. there is no anger anywhere around here.
theres some arousal. quite a bit, as a matter of fact.
youre more than welcome to use one or more of your orifices to resolve that dilemma.
Why is it always about the orifices?
You're super mad in the other thread about racism, too.
Why mang?
I'll be a shoulder to cry on if that's what you need.
My orifices are off limits though, no matter how much that might bother you.
