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2020-01-01 at 8:08 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
Originally posted by WE SMOOTH HNY guys. Anyone remember VinMetal666 posting a video on NYE 2010? Saying shit like “whoa.. its 2010”
Life’s way different now but I’m still kinda the same.
Except now shits real and we’re in the super future.
Everyone stays essentially the same unless they get hit by a train or have some crazy experience. Thats not the case for the majority of people. Circumstances n responsibilities change, but not having some huge transformative thing isnt necessarily bad.
But then again you were tweaking in motels with hookers a few years ago n now youre all mellowed and takin care of business. Thats pretty legit. -
2020-01-01 at 4:16 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕I’ve found that when I cannot laugh at myself, I’m usually not in a good place. When I can laugh at myself I know I’m doing well.
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2019-12-28 at 3:41 PM UTC in The Recovery Thread (The Other TRT)Bump for lack of sober threads
1 year and 28 days off heroin. Haven’t even had a drink in over a year and probably 8 months since I smoked weed.
Everything pretty much still the same. Or...idk. Everything feels the same but a lot of things are really different too. I talk to a lot more people. I’m able to be more honest. I do things I should do, even though I d9nt particular enjoy them. I’m able to go to dinner with family friends. And I think it’d been at least 10 years since the last time I took a picture with my mom.
So idk. Shits not perfect but nothing is. Not feeling the earth turning doesn’t mean it isn’t happening. Just gotta keep doin what I do, and be better in little ways each day.
That’s all. 🙂 -
2019-09-25 at 3:13 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕Yall niggas ever eat a 3 cheese sausage? No homo though.
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2019-09-18 at 3:54 AM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕
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2019-09-17 at 5:33 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕I don't think I'm going to go through with things. I've had a lot of second thoughts and doubts and uncertainties the past 24 hours or so after feeling so certain that I was decided on things. A lot of my problems seem to be gradually working out and I feel like I can see a way out.
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2019-09-14 at 7:03 PM UTC in The R'tarded thread: The Shitfucking Edidtion 💩🖕Serious post. It is long but coherent and I kindly ask you read it. No bullshit or attention seeking.
Sudo, and others who have made derogatory remarks etc about me and other people, may sound harsh but are not wrong. I take no offense to this, and if anything, I'd like to apologize for frustrating him and others in that way.
We all fight battles and most go unseen by others. People often forget that in times of their own pain, and I am guilty of that often. For that, I am truly sorry. Despite being the no-rules, rugged forum we are I still feel I have no right to so wantonly dump my misery on any of you for what has often times been for nothing, but I admit, attention.
This is very selfish. Suicide threats, encouragement, reinforcement etc. are all things I have subjected you to this forum on numerous occasions in my aimless search for compassion, attention, and a feeling of being wanted. But those threats cause anxiety, concern, and even anger in others and does nothing but needlessly multiply the original pain. I am deeply wrong for doing this and apologize to anyone I affected doing so.
For these repeated threats, constant complaints, and general spread of my own personal toxicity upon this community over the time of my struggles I sincerely apologize. I was wrong, inappropriate, and deserving of the criticism I received for it.
I made a brief post a night or two ago saying something like "fuck this place and fuck all you assholes". I am sorry I posted and said to you and I don't truly mean it. I was on Xanax, alcohol, lost, and delerious with exhaustion when I posted that but none of that should excuse me from saying such awful things to people I don't even know.
I'm sorry because this feels like it turned into yet another plea for attention or sympathy. It is not. It is me trying to clean my conscience a bit by manning up and admitting my wrongs to you. I am okay. I am not "well", but I am okay, and wish not to generate a single shred more of anxiety, worry, or negative feelings with this post.
I have no ill will towards any of you who mocked, disparaged, or belittled me. I know this place isn't meant to be that serious. No hard feelings.
I wish you all the best with your families, fights for sobriety, security, employment, residence, self identity and any other battle you all fight.
Scrawny/HTS, this seems random I guess, but I'm sorry for the cruel remarks, jokes, and insults I personally made or encouraged regarding your relationship and search for self identity. I never took time to think how much of a battle that must be and I'm sorry if I ever hurt you. I'm happy you two found a true human connection and are happy and to make fun of someone for that is just wrong. I wish you the best.
Thank you all who called, talked, cared, reached out etc. I regret putting you in those predicaments but each time it was when I truly needed it and I appreciate it.
(P.S - I say this not for attention, just info. I am not leaving until at least Monday if anyone has a need or want to contact me. I dont need anyone to, I just wanted to say that for anyone who might want a private word. Do so via PM and we can go from there)
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2019-09-14 at 7:01 PM UTC in Every time I go into tinychat...No matter what panthrax says he's not irish. He looks like pitbull
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2019-05-07 at 3:57 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionThanks bro. That means a lot. lol. She was a cheerleader at University of Texas. She doesnt make a big deal about it, but i know getting older bothers her a bunch.
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2019-05-02 at 9:14 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
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2019-05-02 at 2 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionI got drunk alone last Thursday afternoon. First time I'd been drunk in 3 years after an entire decade of alcoholism. No exaggeration it was probably one of the most therapeutic experiences I've ever had.
All I needed was the last thing I wanted; to get drunk alone in a room ! -
2019-04-29 at 2:45 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
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2019-04-29 at 1:20 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionYOU LIVE YOUR LIFE ON SHIT TIER DRUGS, JOE
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2019-04-28 at 11:10 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
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2019-04-28 at 10:25 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionNow i'm hungry.
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2019-04-24 at 2:57 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro EditionJust turn the sober house into a trap house and start serving customers at all hours of the night and day
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2019-04-22 at 4:33 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
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2019-04-14 at 10:42 PM UTC in Lanny thought he would be clever by putting a block on my Wi-Fi IP address...
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2019-04-14 at 8:46 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Malice Metro Edition
Originally posted by Ghost Yeah. I haven't done hard drugs all year and haven't smoked weed all month. I bought beer on zaint zattex (4 40oz old English) and I had one in my fridge all month that I just shared tonight with hts.
She doesn't drink anymore either or do any drugs.
It's weird.
Lol. Youre as old and boring as the rest of us.
Loooool. Fuckin loser. -
2019-04-07 at 3:53 PM UTC in what's the last thing you bought?