2019-09-17 at 5:33 PM UTC
I don't think I'm going to go through with things. I've had a lot of second thoughts and doubts and uncertainties the past 24 hours or so after feeling so certain that I was decided on things. A lot of my problems seem to be gradually working out and I feel like I can see a way out.
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2019-09-17 at 5:58 PM UTC
My thoughts and prayers worked THANK YOU JESUS.
in all seriousness I really do like that. Like it genuinely made me smile.
2019-09-18 at 12:01 AM UTC
Uhh I feel awful. I'm glad I ditched the meth, that stuff is bad news. I only peed like 4 oz today.
I also spent my first tramadol free day in many moons, and I'm sure the wd hasn't fully kicked in yet, but I already feel like I got some of my soul back, which is the good part I remember about kicking the sheets... i'm looking forward to more of that, that's what makes it all worth it. Sploo gets high on diarrhea medicine, so I picked some up because it's supposed to be pretty good for withdrawal if you take enough. I'm sure it won't be that bad, but I have classwork to do and don't wanna let myself slide too far if it starts causing enough problems; although I'm quickly remembering how much energy you get.. it's kind of fun actually.
A few minutes ago I took a half a 200mg tablet that I forgot about in my car, which kind of defeated the purpose of my fighting for my freedom pump and dump last night as that half a pill would have gotten me an automatic felony. Also I can't believe they sell bundy for A DOLLAR at the dollar tree. Sploo says they also sell it in cough gels, but they're always sold out.
Edit: I will also be getting my gabapentin increased to 3600mg per day, it's just a matter of whether it's next month or in January long story short, which means I will fucking dethrone ***Shambo as the King of GABLAND
2019-09-18 at 12:11 AM UTC
i guess i could go get subs from someone but god that seems melodramatic
2019-09-18 at 1:05 AM UTC
Turns out that fentanyl pills get you high as fuck. Who would have guessed?
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2019-09-18 at 1:19 AM UTC
Originally posted by DietPiano
Uhh I feel awful. I'm glad I ditched the meth, that stuff is bad news. I only peed like 4 oz today.
I smoked some meth with this half-crazy girl the other day who broke down crying about her life within like 30 minutes of meeting me as I gave her a ride to the store and I was high too and felt really bad so I gave her my number and said she could talk to me if she needed to.
We get to the store like 2 minutes later and as I'm parking she goes "Honest question, as a guy, how would you feel if a girl were to randomly give you a flower?" and I was like "probably flattered I guess because no one has ever done anything like that for me" and as I said that I remembered this store sold flowers and the whole time she was inside shopping (I waited in the car) I started wigging out panicking like "fuck, why did you say that, this crazy girl is about to bring you a flower now and its gonna be awkward as fuck and what are you gonna do" but thankfully she didn't.
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2019-09-18 at 3:49 AM UTC
TFW you make dedicated well thought through plans to kill yourself but your casual coworker friend you've only known a year spends ~3 days having the most genuine, profound human interactions and connections with you and you abandob your plan and realize you think you might be falling in love
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2019-09-18 at 3:54 AM UTC
aldra
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2019-09-18 at 5:49 AM UTC
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my brother sent me a text message saying something along the lines of "I had to go to the doctor and he found that I had a bicuspid valve so you probably do too, hahaha"
2019-09-18 at 6:47 AM UTC
The movie snowpiercer, which I thought was a bit of a drag, now has an upcoming sequel starring jennifer connelly, and i remember watching the movie after aldra said that he liked it one time and then i was disappointed
2019-09-18 at 6:54 AM UTC
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THE SHOE DOES NOT BELONG ON THE HEAD
I feel like a sequel will just ruin the things I liked about it
2019-09-18 at 10:13 AM UTC
What I like about movies is that they are one piece of art you can watch and wrap up, as opposed to a TV series with continuity.
And many movies as a result are incredible standalones that really don't need a sequel, and the first one is actually diminished by not being a standalone piece.
2019-09-18 at 10:45 AM UTC
That's how I feel about porn
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