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2017-06-30 at 2:23 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Piles of Crack I drank almost an entire fifth of whiskey throughout the day today and almost went out to get more before deciding that I probably didn't need it. I still have enough Captain Morgan left from the bottle hydro got me to make about two good stiff drinks but it kills me inside to drink 70 proof liquor and even though I don't mind rum it just makes me wish it were bourbon when I drink it.
Fuck me
Nigger, I was planning on making a thorough guide on how to acquire Nardil but after making a post on a basic and critical mistake most people make you responded "Please stop giving me advice."
I swear I'm going to contact Hydro directly, send it to her, and have her force you to follow it, to practice it with her roleplaying as the psychiatrist, and then make you actually go through with it.
If I was your father I would have the overwhelming urge to beat some sense into you, but even that wouldn't work and would just make things worse because you're so damn oversensitive.
BTW, I'm not sure if you ever saw me mention this, but you don't even have to follow a diet on MAOIs at all anymore. There's an incredibly simple method for this, all you have to do is take this or nortriptyline, which you can get cheaply and easily from online pharmacies: https://www.reddit.com/r/DrugNerds/comments/6ck29m/reboxetine_prevents_the_maoiinduced_increase_in/?st=j4j8kp5o&sh=54524bf0
Well, keep wallowing in your misery. After 3 years of suicidal depression following a severe mental breakdown I'm finally in remission. I tried so many countless substances and techniques (You probably remember my extreme autistic obsession, the walls of text I would constantly write): https://www.reddit.com/r/Nootropics/comments/372xw0/whats_the_largest_most_effective_combination_of/crjasso/?st=j4j8n657&sh=f10f9746
and after all those failures my research finally led me to the true solution, and when I finally acquired it (Did it twice on the first try with two psychs, despite my insane isolation, lack of social skills, and literal autsim) I was proven right. Zero side effects or food interactions. Nothing like anything you've tried before.
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2017-06-30 at 11:30 AM UTC in Biology vs IdealogyOh god, I really hope you're joking, RestStop.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-06-30 at 4:42 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Scrawny I I just wanna make Avas can't you all just leave me alone?
cyberbullies man just wanna post some 75x75s is that so much to ask?
Go do whatever you want somewhere else. No one here likes you, likes your posts, or appreciates anything you write or make. Do you understand that? So what the hell is the point of you continuing to post on a forum where everyone hates you and wants you to leave?
There are so many places online where you could post, ones where you may even find people like you, who would appreciate what you contribute. Find them and go there. Maybe we'll all regret and beg you to come back.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-06-29 at 9:54 PM UTC in Fuck me like a husbandThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-06-30 at 3:25 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Scrawny I I'm sketching on tek so hard I swear 1 day feels like an hours. All I do is hide my drug PREFERENCE from humans… pesky pesky humans.
YOU ARE STILL TALKING ABOUT NADRIL NIGGA WHAT THE FUCK THIS PLACE MOVES IN SLOW FUCKING MOTION. YOU ARE ALL SO STUPID, FUCKkkkkkkkkkk is this real life
No one gives a shit. Stop meth posting and shitposting about meth constantly. Do something else when you're tweaked out other than spending all day on here, you fucking drug addled loser. Quit your job and become homeless, commit suicide, or overdose already.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-06-30 at 3:21 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Piles of Crack The doctor I see now is adamantly against any MAOI and any tricyclic antidepressant because he says they both have too many side effects and risk of overdose. I don't have insurance and the place I go is the only medical facility around here that offers psychiatric services on a sliding fee scale based on income. I don't have Medicaid because I make too much money and I can't afford to bounce around from doctor to doctor until I find one who will prescribe it.
I was getting benzos and amphetamines for about ten years from all different doctors, it's not like I don't know how to play their game. I know what to say and how to say it to get what I want 9 times out of 10 but if a doctor is absolutely against a certain class of drugs, or several classes of drugs as mine is, it's a waste of time to try to persuade them otherwise. I told the dude I had been taking meds for 20 years and have been in the hospital twice in the past year for suicide attempts and suicidal ideation with no success from previous medicines and he still wouldn't budge on his stance.
I'm not a complete fucking idiot despite what you may think and I hate how you patronize everyone you talk to, that's why I'm not receptive to your advice. Printing out some stack of papers about Nardil isn't going to do anything but make me look like more of a fucking weirdo than I am.
Yes, I do tend tend to patronize and look down upon everyone I speak to and assume they're idiots or at least unknowledgeable and possess a tendency toward irrationalism which leads them to the wrong conclusions, generally treat them with contempt and disdain. It's a terrible habit I seriously need to work on if I genuinely expect to give social relationships a chance and to be able to function with other people.
Although to be fair you certainly do have a long history of being a self-destructive chucklehead who makes bad decisions and won't listen (Not that this doesn't apply to me as well.). At the very least I get pissed off due from people refusing to follow simple advice when they ask for a solution to their problem and I give them exactly the answer they need, or it takes months, even over a year, for people to start listening.
I never printed out a stack of papers of showed them any hard data about Nardil at all because I came to the conclusion that it's a bad strategy. That isn't what I'm recommending you do. Unfortunately if you're psych simply won't prescribe them and won't budge you're pretty much out of luck. With my complete strategy this and most issues may be bypassed, but it has to be used on the very first meeting. You could always request to be transferred, if possible.
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2017-06-29 at 10:13 PM UTC in whe@k whyte gets taught a lesson in respect by many blacks on the trainOh my fucking god commoners are annoying as fuck. I couldn't stand listening to him repeat the same childish insults ad naseum.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-06-28 at 9:14 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-06-29 at 5:33 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Dargo I suppose it's primarily that:
-God is in control of, well, everything. I don't have to worry about where my life is headed or how things will turn out. I just have to follow God's lead and trust he knows what he's doing.
-Letting go allows me to enjoy all the little things in life.
-My life purposeful. I have a job to do (serving God) that is greater than any other calling.
-All the shittiness will eventually come to an end. Not just when I die, but when Christ comes back and wipes everything clean for good.
-I'm freely forgiven. All the bad shit I've ever done is erased from my record and I don't have to worry about my bad deeds outweighing my good ones.
-The worst thing that could happen to me is ultimately death, which to a Christian, isn't really a punishment.
I probably missed something, but that's the gist of it.
Dargo, your beliefs are absolutely retarded. If you genuinely believe this there's no point in arguing with you, just like the overwhelming majority of the religious. Incredibly irrational.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-06-29 at 3:35 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSI've discovered a new affliction I possess: Severe imouto deficiencyThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-06-29 at 3:07 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSWell, what exactly is it about Christianity that you believe allows you to be live a happy life? What exactly do you believe?The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-06-29 at 1:59 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSI agree that religion can genuinely increase your happiness. There's strong empirical evidence supporting this, that those who are more religious seem to be happier, and not simply based on self-reported data. It's a simple matter to understand the comfort that the belief will bring you, that there's a loving benevolent creator watching over everything and looking out for you, that at the end everyone will be judged and the good people will be rewarded, the bad punished, and if you're good you'll get to meet everyone else who was, your loved ones again, and live eternally in a perfect place of happiness and holiness. But, when I type that out, isn't it embarrassingly obvious what an incredibly childish tale this is, how it placates some of the strongest and oldest human psychological fears, simply seems like an attempt to explain a world they didn't understand and cope with it, supports human psychological biases and flaws?
It seems that many people become unable to cope with reality, possibly due to severe depression or a suicide attempt, or eventually have a mental breakdown for whatever reason, then turn to a faith based conviction to attempt to maintain their grip on sanity.
It's perfectly possible that you're happier than, but on some level you know you're relying on a profound delusion to make your state of happiness possible. Doesn't that make you the one that's unable to cope with what reality truly is? I'm psychologically incapable of believing something I know isn't true, that isn't supported by logic and reasoning, scientific evidence.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-06-28 at 8:39 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSI wonder how much asexuality affects life outcomes. I am the least ambitious, driven, and productive person ever. Although there are things I want to do, fortunately I don't feel the neurotic and pathological need to constantly be engaged in activity, which is behavior, a personality trait, that's particularly pronounced among the Ashkenazim (jedis), who are also the most successful group worldwide.
It's been claimed that throughout history, at least on a subconscious level, women were ultimately the drivers of many great men. Well, at least great among the masses, borgeous success (Hey, money is nice.).
Given that I have absolutely no desire for a wife, children, house, nice cars, enabling a woman to squander my savings (Women are responsible for the majority of household expenditures, and of course I don't merely refer to necessities), I suppose that it would make sense that there would be a modulated biological setpoint, certain shifts that lead to different desires, a different lifestyle strategy.
Of course, I clearly don't intend to be a hiki forever as I'm returning to school soon.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-06-28 at 8:01 AM UTC in boys kissingThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-06-28 at 3:33 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by mmQ A lamb, fuzzy and white, grazes the field eating grasses and being merry, when along comes a wolf who pounces on the lamb and starts ripping bits of flesh away from the innocent little fella, the lamb makes horrible noises of agony, and the wolf continues, blood spraying everywhere, intenstines splayed out and chunks of its face scattered about, all the while crying, no longer a happy little lamb, until it dies of blood loss and excruciating pain.
The end
The asymmetry of life. Creatures are born and grow, sometimes close to an entire natural lifetime, countless moments surviving, interacting with their own kind, living.
Then the wolf consumes them. In exchange for a life, for enacting death, it receives pleasure and sustenance that allows it to live for another week. And this repeats throughout its life, countless cycles.
Anti-natalism is a truth. It's easy to forget due to use being at the top, human beings, almost completely removed from such events, safe and protected, sheltered, enjoying our advanced modern society; that regardless of how happy you are, how much you enjoy life, it changes nothing of the suffering of the world around you. At most, for the vast majority, it simply allows them to forget, to cast those thoughts aside, to believe that these aspects of the world aren't as significant, or at least the emotional impact certainly isn't as strong, it allows you to bear it far more easily. Isn't it odd that happiness has this modulating effect, while depression tends to increase compassion, an understanding and fixation on suffering? Think about that. Is human nature truly good, and, in some ways, could happiness be an evil, or at least naturally lead to it?
Happiness aside, which is primarily a separate argument, it was simply an example of a utilitarian asymmetry that is ubiquitous in life. Ecologists may respond that is a necessity to maintain the ecosystem, but if there was no life, if every animal was simply fed birth control, then there would be no need for this to be perpetuated. The earth itself, the combination of all interconnected life, isn't independently conscious, pseudoscience aside. If the greater good of all sentient beings isn't being met, what good is life?
The perpetuation of life simply creates a need where there was no need to exist, the need for joy/happiness, the need for life. A being that does not exist, that has not been brought into life, cannot be deprived of any of this, there is no harm or loss from them never being created, because there is no "them". Desire leads to suffering, the greatest, most ingrained, desires leading to the greatest suffering. The will to live of carnivores, the desire for food, the desire for sex, the evolutionary imperative, arguably the strongest desire that life evolved around, evolved to meet, leads to continuing cycles of life and death, the perpetuation of suffering.
Desire > suffering, even the desire to live. In life it is effectively impossible to avoid harm to other sentient creatures simply by your existence. It is not only suffering from the viewpoint of what you perceive as your individual self, but the chain of causality that ultimately leads to the harm of others.
All of life is suffering.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-06-27 at 4:08 AM UTC in today i went to the storeKoreans? Those are the traditional garments of Slavs! *pounds fist on table*The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-05-24 at 6:48 AM UTC in Bill Krozby is what the chans would colloquially call...It's spelled "pussies", Bill Krozby. You should have learned this in elementary, but when you want to write the plural form of a word, for any word ending in a consonant or y you change the y to an i and add es.
There's a neat little song you can repeat to yourself to help you remember:
♫ Change the y to an i and add es. ♫
Get hooked on those phonics! It's never too late to learn to read!The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-06-27 at 6:40 AM UTC in THE OFISH 2017 COLLAGE THREAD!!!The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-06-27 at 4:20 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by gLAM gLAM How do you feel when you have to walk past cops or they drive past?
Eh, it's worse, naturally, but not all that much. I mean, I've never really had any problem with them, I'm not involved in anything illegal or carry anything on me, so there's really no reason to worry. Completely understand why others would feel more uncomfortable, though, and I did feel more disturbed by them in the past, that feeling like you're doing something wrong or somehow they know.
Originally posted by RestStop I've only ever had once batch of Modafinil (sun pharma foil packets)and it felt so great taking them I had my suspicions that they were
something aside from only a pharmaceutical drug. I was also doing a respectable amount of meth at the time for a beginner as well. I suppose a 7-8 month break from 10+ years of alcohol and drug abuse may have regrew/reset my dopamine receptors idk.
I wouldn't assume that. There are definitely a lot of people that receive a strong response. There are strong, or even super, responders to pretty much every psychiatric drug.
If you respond so well to meth, have such an affinity for it, derive so much pleasure from it, it makes sense that via similar neurological mechanisms you could strongly like afinils as well.
You should give flmodafinil a try, it's pretty cheap, unscheduled, and the best afinil. It could be a great alternative to meth for you, something you can use regularly, possibly even use it to cut down on binges, if you ever want or ever need to. Lacks negative effects on health or neurological damage, conaiderable downregulation: https://newmind.com/monoaminergics/flmodafinil.htmlThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-06-26 at 12:59 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSPlanning on making a something for studying/reading/memorization that's used by competitive memorizers: http://www.nytimes.com/interactive/2011/02/20/magazine/mind-secrets.html
You just paint wraparound glasses black and drill holes in the center. These are pretty cheap, although I'm concerned about how well they adhere to the face, I'm very sensitive to gaps. Pics aren't good enough to tell if this may be an issue, and craniofacial shape always plays an important factor. Fortunately stability shouldn't be much of an issue since I won't be moving around, and glasses are easy to mod if they don't rest well on the bridge of your nose or ears. https://www.amazon.com/WebDeals-Futuristic-Monoblock-Cyclops-Sunglasses/dp/B01BNVCU3O/ref=sr_1_13?ie=UTF8&qid=1498427106&sr=8-13&keywords=wraparound%2Bsunglasses%2Bfor%2Bmen&th=1
The above will help with some of the visual differences in the tism. Very wide peripheral vision, increased amount of information taken in, and distraction caused by it. The below are for auditory sensory issue.
High fidelity earplugs. They don't distort the frequency, muffle sounds, like standard earplugs. Always have a pair of earplugs in due to sensitive hearing and sensory gating issues, just like with vision. I like these because they have multiple inserts with varying decibel reduction: https://www.amazon.com/Alpine-MusicSafe/dp/B00MEE876O/ref=cm_cr_dp_d_rvw_txt?ie=UTF8&th=1
And a pair of hearing protection ear muffs, which are often worn by people with classical autism. Just going to use them when reading, background noise can annoy the hell out of me: https://www.amazon.com/ClearArmor-141001-Shooters-Protection-Folding-Padded/dp/B00NKSMPZW/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1498426564&sr=8-3&keywords=ear+muffsThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
