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2017-06-26 at 7:23 PM UTCSalaryman life: time to pretend to work for the last 2 1/2 hrs, carefully not opening any cans of worms that can keep me here past five
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2017-06-26 at 8:29 PM UTCI'm hearing shooters load pistols while I'm brushing my teeth
I get so many death threats it's getting normal to me
But I bend don't break, I don't ask just take
Black gloves, black tape and I don't play nor pray
Wake up and take a piss, I hear 'em sharpening knives
Main focus every day is make it out here alive
Take a shower in my boots and go to sleep in my shoes
Last night I had a dream some killers ran in my room
Trying to be patient but nigga I can't wait
Only chance to kill my enemies and beat my case
So when they ask me how I feel about 'em
I can't say
You either with me, or against me
Or you in my way
I got a pack of hungry wolves and if I don't feed em
Then they might turn on me
Feel like I don't need em
I keep the best pedigree but hell I don't breed em
It's a lot of people scared of me and I can't blame 'em
They call me crazy so much, I think I'm starting to believe 'em
I did some things to some people that was down right evil
Is it karma coming back to me, so much drama
My own mama turned her back on me
And that's my mama
I lost three people close to me in one summer
Ten years later still don't know shot up my Hummer
But I bend I don't break, I don't ask I take
Black gloves and black tape, nigga it's my first day -
2017-06-26 at 8:48 PM UTC
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2017-06-26 at 9:53 PM UTCI wonder what would happen if during the mandatory counseling for a vasectomy you told them that the main reason you wanted one was because you were in an incestual relationship with your (adult) sister and didn't want to risk having children due to the stigma they would face and risk of genetic defects/disorders.
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2017-06-26 at 9:57 PM UTC
Originally posted by RestStop I'm hearing shooters load pistols while I'm brushing my teeth
I get so many death threats it's getting normal to me
But I bend don't break, I don't ask just take
Black gloves, black tape and I don't play nor pray
Wake up and take a piss, I hear 'em sharpening knives
Main focus every day is make it out here alive
Take a shower in my boots and go to sleep in my shoes
Last night I had a dream some killers ran in my room
Trying to be patient but nigga I can't wait
Only chance to kill my enemies and beat my case
So when they ask me how I feel about 'em
I can't say
You either with me, or against me
Or you in my way
I got a pack of hungry wolves and if I don't feed em
Then they might turn on me
Feel like I don't need em
I keep the best pedigree but hell I don't breed em
It's a lot of people scared of me and I can't blame 'em
They call me crazy so much, I think I'm starting to believe 'em
I did some things to some people that was down right evil
Is it karma coming back to me, so much drama
My own mama turned her back on me
And that's my mama
I lost three people close to me in one summer
Ten years later still don't know shot up my Hummer
But I bend I don't break, I don't ask I take
Black gloves and black tape, nigga it's my first day
That's the best thing I've ever read at the rest stop. -
2017-06-27 at 12:13 AM UTCWelp, that was a fun 2-week hiatus from working. Time to get massively rekt and get back on the ol gravy train come tomorrow. Choo Choo!
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2017-06-27 at 12:14 AM UTC
Originally posted by RestStop I'm hearing shooters load pistols while I'm brushing my teeth
I get so many death threats it's getting normal to me
But I bend don't break, I don't ask just take
Black gloves, black tape and I don't play nor pray
Wake up and take a piss, I hear 'em sharpening knives
Main focus every day is make it out here alive
Take a shower in my boots and go to sleep in my shoes
Last night I had a dream some killers ran in my room
Trying to be patient but nigga I can't wait
Only chance to kill my enemies and beat my case
So when they ask me how I feel about 'em
I can't say
You either with me, or against me
Or you in my way
I got a pack of hungry wolves and if I don't feed em
Then they might turn on me
Feel like I don't need em
I keep the best pedigree but hell I don't breed em
It's a lot of people scared of me and I can't blame 'em
They call me crazy so much, I think I'm starting to believe 'em
I did some things to some people that was down right evil
Is it karma coming back to me, so much drama
My own mama turned her back on me
And that's my mama
I lost three people close to me in one summer
Ten years later still don't know shot up my Hummer
But I bend I don't break, I don't ask I take
Black gloves and black tape, nigga it's my first day
GUCCI AL LAD MUSIC -
2017-06-27 at 1:49 AM UTC
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2017-06-27 at 1:51 AM UTC
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2017-06-27 at 1:53 AM UTCSo, yeah, so
Mr. Never Lacking, bust a package
Bills can get paid off of rappin', still I keep to trappin'
Used to hunnid sack it, now I fuck an actress
Shit, I'm just thinkin' how it happened
Had to get explicit, had to make it listen
Moving out them pounds, niggas started snitchin'
Loading up them rounds, niggas started missin'
Move it out of town, and Tommy Cruise the mission
Converse with my addictions, don't talk I just listen
Five drugs that I'm mixin', money only thing on my vision
Infatuated with them semi's and 'matics
All of my niggas is thugs with some habits
Like grandma TV, we been with the static
I fuck on this bitch and she say she from Athens
Opiated so I'm demonstratin' my emotion less
Got some real niggas quotin' this, got yo' main bitch hoein shit
Lost a few things as of recent, life is anything but decent
Blow the re-up on my teeth, it's the only time you catch me cheesin'
It's Dolla
https://youtu.be/A5IvyeAeEOMThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-06-27 at 2:29 AM UTC
Originally posted by cerakote So, yeah, so
Mr. Never Lacking, bust a package
Bills can get paid off of rappin', still I keep to trappin'
Used to hunnid sack it, now I fuck an actress
Shit, I'm just thinkin' how it happened
Had to get explicit, had to make it listen
Moving out them pounds, niggas started snitchin'
Loading up them rounds, niggas started missin'
Move it out of town, and Tommy Cruise the mission
Converse with my addictions, don't talk I just listen
Five drugs that I'm mixin', money only thing on my vision
Infatuated with them semi's and 'matics
All of my niggas is thugs with some habits
Like grandma TV, we been with the static
I fuck on this bitch and she say she from Athens
Opiated so I'm demonstratin' my emotion less
Got some real niggas quotin' this, got yo' main bitch hoein shit
Lost a few things as of recent, life is anything but decent
Blow the re-up on my teeth, it's the only time you catch me cheesin'
It's Dolla
https://youtu.be/A5IvyeAeEOM
Watched/listened to the video. Shit go hard FAM. -
2017-06-27 at 3 AM UTCNoticed some interesting effects from Nardil yesterday and today. I was getting constant hypotension, along with some postural hypotension on top of that. Mentioned before that this is a strong sign of reaching efficacy.
Noticed that I didn't experience the same feeling of agoraphobia, strong apprehension and resistance, to going outside to the grocery store. I was much calmer outside, and what was particularly noticeable is that I felt considerably more at ease around others. In general I hate being in stores around others most of all. The more crowded and noisier, the more sensory information, the more I dislike a place.
I'm such an aspie that I generally turn my head 90 degrees away from/at right angles to anyone who's passing me on the sidewalk walking contrary to my direction. I don't even like looking at cars that are passing in the same manner, if the street is closest to the side I'm walking on. Very uncomfortable. I'm so unsocialized that it feels like the standard reaction among animals, threatening.
This diminishing to the point where I'm able to keep facing ahead is a massive difference, a sign of social behavior modulation, because it's normally completely consistent.
Experienced the same thing today, minus the hypotension, although possibly to a lower extent. I did hit my time limit 30 minutes into a walk, but I only had 1 Nardil tablet in my system and probably needed more. That and I need to consistently practice getting used to being outside and around others, see if or how much my time limit increases. -
2017-06-27 at 3:03 AM UTCOne benefit of afinils over stims is that they can feel much more natural. Flmodafinil is great for getting things done, mundane tasks I normally despise (household tasks, cleaning) and go to great lengths, procrastinate for absurd lengths of time relative to the effort and time required, to avoid doing.
This is assuming you have enough self control, the habits developed, to avoid wasting your time binging on or obsessing over stupid shit, time sinks. Then there's the whole issue of getting to bed, which I definitely fucked up last night. -
2017-06-27 at 3:03 AM UTC
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2017-06-27 at 3:07 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice I'm such an aspie that I generally turn my head 90 degrees away from/at right angles to anyone who's passing me on the sidewalk walking contrary to my direction. I don't even like looking at cars that are passing in the same manner, if the street is closest to the side I'm walking on. Very uncomfortable. I'm so unsocialized that it feels like the standard reaction among animals, threatening.
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2017-06-27 at 3:16 AM UTCPharmapseudickles
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2017-06-27 at 3:51 AM UTC
Originally posted by Malice One benefit of afinils over stims is that they can feel much more natural. Flmodafinil is great for getting things done, mundane tasks I normally despise (household tasks, cleaning) and go to great lengths, procrastinate for absurd lengths of time relative to the effort and time required, to avoid doing.
This is assuming you have enough self control, the habits developed, to avoid wasting your time binging on or obsessing over stupid shit, time sinks. Then there's the whole issue of getting to bed, which I definitely fucked up last night.
I've only ever had once batch of Modafinil (sun pharma foil packets)and it felt so great taking them I had my suspicions that they were
something aside from only a pharmaceutical drug. I was also doing a respectable amount of meth at the time for a beginner as well. I suppose a 7-8 month break from 10+ years of alcohol and drug abuse may have regrew/reset my dopamine receptors idk. -
2017-06-27 at 4:20 AM UTC
Originally posted by gLAM gLAM How do you feel when you have to walk past cops or they drive past?
Eh, it's worse, naturally, but not all that much. I mean, I've never really had any problem with them, I'm not involved in anything illegal or carry anything on me, so there's really no reason to worry. Completely understand why others would feel more uncomfortable, though, and I did feel more disturbed by them in the past, that feeling like you're doing something wrong or somehow they know.
Originally posted by RestStop I've only ever had once batch of Modafinil (sun pharma foil packets)and it felt so great taking them I had my suspicions that they were
something aside from only a pharmaceutical drug. I was also doing a respectable amount of meth at the time for a beginner as well. I suppose a 7-8 month break from 10+ years of alcohol and drug abuse may have regrew/reset my dopamine receptors idk.
I wouldn't assume that. There are definitely a lot of people that receive a strong response. There are strong, or even super, responders to pretty much every psychiatric drug.
If you respond so well to meth, have such an affinity for it, derive so much pleasure from it, it makes sense that via similar neurological mechanisms you could strongly like afinils as well.
You should give flmodafinil a try, it's pretty cheap, unscheduled, and the best afinil. It could be a great alternative to meth for you, something you can use regularly, possibly even use it to cut down on binges, if you ever want or ever need to. Lacks negative effects on health or neurological damage, conaiderable downregulation: https://newmind.com/monoaminergics/flmodafinil.htmlThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-06-27 at 4:22 AM UTC
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2017-06-27 at 4:28 AM UTCKill your elfThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
