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2018-01-01 at 4:54 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!Is that supposed to be a bad thing? Fags have impeccable fashion sense.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2018-01-01 at 5:11 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-12-25 at 6:58 PM UTC in replacing benzos with indica weedThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-12-28 at 9:45 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-12-25 at 12:54 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!With family now. No emotional reaction. I'm just pissed that I have to put up with this for 14 fucking days. I fucking hate small towns, this place is practically out in the middle of nowhere to me and there's nothing to fucking do here. I really should've ordered a gram of etizolam or something so I could just fast forward through this in a warm daze.
My dad also mentioned that my younger brother may be pissed at me (He said he might be a little angry, but he's probably pissed.). That kid was annoying as fuck and had serious emotional problems. Fortunately I used to do steroids and workout pretty heavily, having retained a surprising amount of strength and muscle mass, so I'm pretty confident I could beat his ass if necessary. Still hasn't gotten home.
Fortunately I seemed to have pulled off barely saying anything pretty well, just flowed right into things. They damn well were used to it when I used to live with them.
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2017-12-18 at 11:22 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!
Originally posted by Open Your Mind Are you going to get a job and support your family who took you back in after you abandoned them for years or are you just going to go back to living off government assistance as soon as you have the opportunity to do so?
I'm still on government assistance.
I've accepted that I'm autistic and severely mentally ill, along with having asymmetrical (stunted or delayed, in some ways) development, along with personality variables, that led to this outcome.
I think I may genuinely be mildly psychopathic because it's possible my mother may not have that long to live and what naturally comes to mind is that this may be a positive outcome due to being a burden as well as seeing an early death as preferable for most human beings. More of daddy's money for me if there's one less person around to compete for it.
Southern California sucks. I want to go back to the bay area and live on my own. Well, if you live in or near a downtown area it might be alright. At least I found a dispensary with great deals nearby to act as a replacement for Purple Star and help alleviate my sleep problems.
I am planning on studying computer science/programming and aiming for a high paying job like Lanny did because I've accepted that I need to be able to support myself and receive more money. The Lanny route via the financial industry does have its appeal; my previous thoughts on what to do with my life were completely unrealistic given the state I was in. I wonder if Lanny considers himself a parasite, given what he enables, and if therefore I would still be viewed as one as well.
Career goal: High ROI parasitism.
So I'll probably remain on SSI for 4 years and receive a tuition waiver along with a higher acceptance rate status while going to school full time.
Hey, at least I'm planning to get off it and finally do something with my life. I also don't view the financial industry as unequivocally parasitic.
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2017-12-18 at 11:49 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!
Originally posted by Open Your Mind Has your family asked where you have been and why you left? What did you tell them?
Did you recover your stuff the landlord threw out? Why did he throw out your stuff?
Why did those people want to attack you?
I still don't really understand how you went from living in your own place with government assistance to having to leave your place, lose all your stuff and moving back in with family. What happened? Can you write up a summary?
Not really, he asked surprisingly few questions. It really affected them more than I expected, they really did try looking for me and had me on their minds, or at least pops did. I didn't say much because I'm autistic and have great difficulty conversing after a lifetime of silence and isolating myself. I did tell him I was diagnosed as autistic, along with having psychological problems, and he seems to have accepted that as an excuse for...a great of things that are wrong with me and my life.
Nope, lost everything except my laptop and the clothes I was wearing, along with some cards (debit, ID). Trying to get her to compensate me, I lost about 4K worth of stuff, because I'm pretty sure what she did was illegal, especially if she just threw my firearms in the trash (Lost a nice AR-15 and a CZ something). I did tell her I'd report what she did to the police and pushed the illegality of the firearms issue, so we'll see how it goes. I don't really need the money and nearly everything is replaceable, I really didn't use most things I lost, but I still deserve it (legally) because she had no good reason to do so, she could have at least stacked the most valuable things in the garage in bags or boxes, it would have taken no more effort than throwing them out.
I don't know why they attacked me, it would have been dangerous to ask. I did try to talk about what happened, but they may not have been home and I didn't try again after little effort. He may have just been a violent psychopath.
I'm not sure if I mentioned it, but I did go the psych ward and the way they treated me felt incredibly abusive. It was a fucked up experience. I was afraid of getting killed or seriously injured after I called 911 on them 2 days later because I caught the guy that called someone over the first time on the phone again telling someone to tell me not to run this time. I didn't know what they were planning and didn't want to take that chance. Anyway, I had nowhere to go and didn't have a working smartphone, knew no one I could ask for help, so I checked myself into the hospital and told them I was having thoughts of suicide. The abusive experience at the psych ward along with what happened completely freaked me out so when I managed to talk my way into being released and given a taxi ride to the BART (train) I didn't go through with what I had planned with the mental health workers I had spoken to, going to LA to search for my family, which would have been a terrible idea anyway. The police spoke to me at the station and I was taken back under a diagnosis of psychosis, stayed there for around 9-11 days, which was boring as hell, only made things worse, and the dose of risperidone they gave me made me delirious, which is the exact opposite of what it's generally prescribed for, those incompetent fucks.
Oh, after that I was sent to a mental health crisis housing place, which was pretty laidback and alright, but we weren't allowed to leave without staff, later learned landlord was sending messages to the wrong number, didn't get a ride in time, so that's how she ended up throwing everything away. My lease had already ended because she had recently gotten divorced and was planning to move back in. She did message me on my google voice number, which I still had access to and told me let her know when I'd pick up my things, but after that she must have been sending messages to my cell phone number, which I didn't have access to.
The details of everything really aren't that interesting. It was an unfortunate series of events.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-06-20 at 9:21 PM UTC in Whats your favorite anime?I feel terribly uncomfortable when people attempt to get close to me, even online. I can't even do voice or video chats.
Well, to be fair, I am literally au.tistic.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-06-20 at 9:07 PM UTC in Whats your favorite anime?That was a joke, I view an inordinate amount of anime, being a genuine hardcore hiki. I once went two years without having a conversation with anyone, and the 3 year period was really only broken by speaking to 2 psychiatrists about my problems to get medication.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-12-03 at 1:43 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!Well, just spoke to my father for the first time in 9 years. He's coming to see me tomorrow. Takes surprisingly less time to drive up here than I thought. He wasn't angry like I feared, he said he misses and loves me and sounded like he was tearing up at times. That was surprisingly depressing, guess I'm more human than I thought.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-12-01 at 7:40 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-12-01 at 2:16 AM UTC in Lol just got back from a party
Originally posted by Bill Krozby the only thing I've ever made up was how my dead best friend and I dp'd the mexican mister clean for meth and ghb at a gay orgy once at the lake.
You never described him as Mister Clean or even bald, mentioned GHB, or said it was at a lake.
Very interesting that you added these details to an alleged fictional story you wrote. Clear sign that it may have actually occurred.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-11-24 at 4:28 AM UTC in THE OFISH 2017 COLLAGE THREAD!!!
Originally posted by What_a_Kreep My guess, is at least taken ten years ago, not a sexdoll because sex dolls look like Kim kadashian but usually they're blonde and have a broader range of facial expressions (than Kim k, not you). You look very pretty here but very young, the fact that you post this pic now,, after we've seen recent pics that after seeing this prove Snapchat enhancements may hide blemishes but can't erase decades, …..more satisfaction is gained by pming young pics to Sophie for a fished but still rewarding compliment. sharing harmlesls myspace profile pics with a local Woden shoe wearer rather than buried in hundreds of pages of off topic arguments and pictures of mash is a no brainer to me.
Psssst Sophie, let me know if she bites. I'm in a good mood and thought id be a good wingman for a fellow Dutch fellow.
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Post last edited by What_a_Kreep at 2017-08-19T11:57:43.613987+00:00
"Men are by nature merely indifferent to one another; but women are by nature enemies." - Arthur Schopenhauer
My god he was right.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-11-29 at 3:54 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Get Rekt, Faggot!They should remake Child of Rage with sploo as the star.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-06-01 at 8:36 PM UTC in HTS-Phoenix Fan ClubThe following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-06-01 at 8:34 AM UTC in Looking for Love
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2017-08-12 at 7:08 AM UTC in One time I masturbated on my own faceHey, I did that once too mash, but not in the shower. It seemed like it would be hot at the time, but after the semen hit my face and I rapidly went into the refractory period it wasn't that fun anymore.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!
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2017-08-14 at 9:16 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDSCasper, Hydro lost a lot of weight and is now around 150lbs at 5'8.
You're left as the obese person.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-08-12 at 9:09 PM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by NARCassist you think nobody is gonna sit him down when he asks why he hasn't got a mom, and tell him..,
i'm sorry son, but your mom was very mentally ill and committed suicide when you were very young'.
but what he will actually hear is…
'i'm sorry son, but your mom didn't give a shit about you enough to stay around and look after you, you obviously never meant anything to her and she obviously had no desire what so ever to want to see you grow up and see what you became with your life. she obviously had no concern pertaining to protecting you from any harm or dangers you may of faced during your childhood, or to seeing to it that you stayed on the right track and were looked after and had everything you needed. or had any interest in just being there for you on all the countless times during your life when you just needed advice, support or encouragement, or for those times when you just needed your mom, like just for a hug, or to show him he's loved like every child needs countless times while growing up and even as an adult. she simply gave no thought to you what so ever'.
and as time goes by, in his head that will turn into…
fucking bitch, just leaving me like this. i fucking hate her'.
i mean go ahead hydro, do it, you certainly won't regret it if you do. your son on the other hand will regret what you did every day of his fucked up, miserable little life.
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No one's going to fucking tell him that. They may not even know what happened to her due to confidentially, or they may just be told she passed away, which probably happens to a fair amount of adopted children.
Christ you guys are fucking presumptuous condescending cunts.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire! -
2017-07-22 at 3:40 AM UTC in The Retarded Thread: Click Here for AIDS
Originally posted by Captain Falcon Didn't read
You do realize that not everything posted here is meant for you to read, do you? People post things aimed specifically at individuals or those who have an interest in the topic, or what you generally write.
What a fucking dumbass. At least you admit you aren't particularly intelligent, which you repeatedly display and isn't difficult at all to ascertain. Then you also repeatedly make the assumption that simply by making posts of a certain length, on certain matters, is nothing more than an attempt to portray an unwarranted sense of intelligence. Oh, what other reason could there be than to impress strangers on a message board who have no significant impact on your life.
You're like the retarded kid in a middle school class who has the most punchable face around, perpetually wearing a smirk and thinking he's clever when he makes idiotic comments ad nauseum, constantly presuming the motives of others based on what his own stunted mentality, putting down everyone because in your childish worldview everything revolves around how others perceive you.
"Hey, guys, I'm actually rich and retired at a young age, I own all these companies and have business connections, I travel and have done so many cool things in my life, I just bought the Land Rover I always wanted to add to my collection!"
"And despite all this you spend your time on niggasin.space shitposting embarrassingly lame memes and attempting to rile others up by repeating the same phrases over and over again because annoying others pleases your childish sense of humor?"
"Pfft, LOLOLOL, I was trolling you! Look at this guy taking it so seriously and getting angry!"
Falco, if you're ever in the bay area I am 100% serious about meeting up with you and beating the shit out of you. You can treat it as a joke and laugh off the possibility, simply agree to it so you can record the event or go there for your own amusement, to have a story to tell of meeting me IRL. I can see you attempting to go up to me amicably, with a smile on your face and reaching your hand out, never expecting that I would actually be serious, and that even if I was somewhat angry I would be readily disarmed, but I would simply tell you this: "We agreed to the terms and that there would be no backing out of this. I'm giving you 10 seconds to prepare and throw the first strike during that period or I'm beginning without your consent." Then you and anyone that tries to get in my way is getting knocked the fuck out.
If you're afraid of fighting me of all people, unarmed/barehanded, nothing else needs to be said. You are absolutely worthless and pathetic.The following users say it would be alright if the author of this post didn't die in a fire!