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2015-08-05 at 7:10 AM UTC in Mental illness screening for firearms sales
(in fact it's classical champions of conservatism ala Regan who are responsible for our country absolutely ass raping the mentally ill at every turn)
That's a myth. First of all the mental health institutions had serious problems and are nothing to idolize. The drive to close them was also driven in large part by advocacy for the rights of patients/the mentally ill and legal rulings in their favor, and for good reason. They were also supposed to be replaced with community health centers, which never happened, and isn't really the fault of Reagan.
San Francisco spends more on each homeless individual than any other region in the US by a wide margin and it has the worst problems with homelessness. How do you explain that? It's never enough for you people, excuse after excuse. -
2015-08-05 at 6:58 AM UTC in Why the fuck do you post this shit sploo?
My life: Why is this guy so bored all the time? What is this guy even thinking about? Is he staring into space for no reason? What the hell does he do? Does he ever do anything?
The answer to all of those questions is no
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2015-08-04 at 6:35 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionMQ, you made me cry last night because you were so sad in TinyChat. I don't think I could be mean to you anymore. Crying is different for me because my emotions are so blunted and the range diminished, it's just tears coming out of my eyes while in a melancholy mood. I don't think I'm a natural psychopath and could hurt people if I had to actually see it in person, unless, possibly, if I genuinely hated them and felt they deserved it. I really am autistic, which is characterized by an extreme disparity in the systemizing-empathizing (the vicarious experiencing of emotion, reciprocal emotion) scale. It brought to mind how I've hurt and tried to hurt people with my words and what they may have felt given that they likely don't understand my motivations and are innately so much more emotional than I am. Fortunately my mind didn't ruminate on it. I've heard that even Hitler went to great lengths to avoid seeing the suffering he led to, and loved animals. Brought to mind my thoughts on committing acts like that and what could occur under the influence of empathogens or psychedelics, being hit with the full force of what you've done, experiencing what others felt, and being destroyed by it, left as a hollow shell in a catatonic state for the rest of your life. I still feel mildly depressed although it doesn't feel like it effected me that deeply, but maybe that's just because of how shallow my ability to experience emotions is.
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2015-08-04 at 9:10 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionYou know I'm rooting for them, it's really a shame they seem to be avoiding killing people. It would be really interesting to see an intelligently done anime like this with a misanthropic lead character(s), whose goal is to kills as many people as possible, induce mass terror, and do so in very creative and effective ways. Sort of like "Dark Knight" Joker.
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2015-08-04 at 8:19 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionLanny, I'm watching a new anime and it reminded me of you and how much you liked Death Note. This has more of a modern/technological feel and lacks the supernatural element, at least so far. It's very good and seems to have been well received, something I noticed was the surprisingly high number of seeders for the torrent.
http://myanimelist.net/anime/23283/Zankyou_no_Terror -
2015-08-04 at 5:26 AM UTC in Attractive, profoundly burnt out Caucasian male snorts bupropion powder LIVE!!!!!Sploo, you just made the biggest mistake of your virtual life. You were careless, should have made sure nothing you didn't want others to see was in the shot. I now have your physical location.
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2015-08-04 at 5:10 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition"Good, I'm hoping that the Nordic region fails so that leftists will have nothing to idolize. I'm not afraid to admit it."
https://www.reddit.com/r/ShitAmericansSay/comments/3fghtzv/good_im_hoping_that_the_nordic_region_fails_so/
Heheheh, and I meant it too. -
2015-08-04 at 4:57 AM UTC in Anyone been playing Terraria since the 1.3 update?
Fuck, I just blew like half my day yesterday on this shit. This is what I was talking about -_-
Embrace absolute shamelessness and degeneracy. -
2015-08-02 at 8:42 AM UTC in Anyone been playing Terraria since the 1.3 update?What do you know, I just started playing this two days ago. Have pretty much been gaming nearly the entire day non-stop, I think I went close to 24 hours the first day because I wanted to reset my sleep schedule.
I am in aspie heaven. -
2015-08-02 at 2:54 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionWhat ended up happening to your mother in law? Looked through your recent posts and it doesn't seem you ever told us, thought I may have missed it or forgotten.
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2015-08-01 at 5:51 PM UTC in Alcohol is the shit
Fair enough. I remember you trash talked my beloved booze last time you brought it up as a pleb drug but genetic or even environmental differences could account for a lot of the difference in enjoyment. Your last post in TRT was actually inconclusive about your GHB brewing experiment, you said you'd try again. Have you? What was the outcome? If it's not too involved I'd be down to do a DIY. Shrooms are probs on the backburner until I can get in contact with someone I know has a good line on reliable spores (a few months away), so GHB could be something interesting to keep in my closet until then.
I don't recall saying it was inconclusive, I may have mentioned that it hadn't been verified, but later found that it had a few months ago: https://www.reddit.com/r/Drugs/comments/2zwt6d/ghb_via_fermentation_analyzed/
Also plan to continue testing various methods to find the optimal one. Reading about secondary fermentation and bottom vs. top fermenting yeasts, how some can continue the process for much longer and begin to beak down more complex sugars, I'm going to try ale yeast with 10g MSG per liter left for at least two weeks, one for a month, and see if there's a noticeable difference.
It's extremely easy, I outlined the process before, it's just like homebrewing cheap liquor from sugar water except you add MSG as well.Not supposed to mix it with alcohol, right? This was years ago and I've only did it a total of maybe 5 times. I've also heard it hits females differently. Is that true? The few times I did it always made me feel like I was drunk and on x..Thats the best way to describe it.
Also, concentrations, they can vary drastically per batch, such as 10 fold, which may have been the main factor, along with impurities, which is why I'd highly recommend a reputable darknet vendor, along with proper measurement, a syringe with millimeter measurements, not "caps". -
2015-08-01 at 7:46 AM UTC in Alcohol is the shit
Me and my x did GHB one night. I was sober when we started dosing, but she had already been drinking alcohol. Right after she dosed, she passed out and started going into convulsions. Me and a friend had to rush her to the hospital. When we pulled up she was immediately rushed into emergency. Then we parked my car. As soon as I walked back to the emergency room doors I passed out right in front of some paramedics.. Next thing I knew I was on a stretcher myself. I lost consciousness again while being rolled into the ER, and when I woke up my ex was already awake standing over me crying. She had a knot on her forehead the size of a golf ball. I was so fucked up while I was carrying her to my car she slipped from my hands and hit the concrete..lol. A nurse came in and lectured us about the dangers of GHB. Telling us how many people she'd seen die on GHB overdoses. That was the last time i did that shit.
Alright, now what went wrong in this scenario?
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2015-08-01 at 6:24 AM UTC in Alcohol is the shitGHBcohol is the tastiest and most pleasant I've had, I'd highly recommend trying it out, it's so easy. Standard alcohol feels like shit to me, it's an awful drug. Genetic variation effects drug response, something that most dullards seem to have never considered in their lives.
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2015-08-01 at 5:41 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
The few times I've been in a situation I literally couldn't do anything else I'd start doing things to hurt myself just to break the lack of sensation.
There was actually a study done where people where left in an empty room alone with their thoughts, except for a machine to shock themselves with, and people actually started doing it pretty quickly just to alleviate boredom.
Here it is: http://news.sciencemag.org/brain-beh...their-thoughts
Kind of amusing, and it seems your behavior isn't too abnormal.
Hearing your philosophy on pharmacological enhancement/augmentation and knowing that I helped plant the seed in you makes me feel pleased. -
2015-07-31 at 5:27 AM UTC in asian woman dies while saving her son, she gets sucked into an escaltor
http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=37b_1438138760
these stupid motherfuckers literally knew that that panel was broken and still allowed this to happen, all while fucking standing there watching it happen right in front of their faces. Pathetic.
Apparently they told her, but she didn't listen, although the father did and stood helpless at the bottom watching it unfold. -
2015-07-30 at 7:07 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionI think I really understand how the long-term homeless feel, why they end up the way they do and some spend as much time as possible sleeping, lying immobile on a pile of cardboard or newspaper, having become one with the filth. If things had been different I may have ended up like them. I live like someone who has completely given up on life and only stays alive for a chance to see what's at the end of man. I really don't know what it's supposed to feel like to be human, even as a child the world has never felt like and it's always felt like something critical, a profoundly important piece of live, has always been missing.
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2015-07-29 at 10:44 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionhttps://www.reddit.com/r/sanfrancisco/comments/3exgrf/neighbors_report_series_of_brazen_laptop_thefts/
Hmm, cafes would be pretty good places to rob for laptops, along with some university areas. Imagine setting off a smokebomb along with having the layout memorized and a pre-planned route, or even infrared goggles. Feels a bit too scummy for my taste, though. -
2015-07-29 at 8:33 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionHave you ever talked to your professors about a lack of stimulation, meaning and fulfillment, in your life? Whether they've ever experienced that and how they dealt with it?
May be a bit personal and awkward for most cowards to bring up, I don't know, but you could get some interesting answers and perspectives. -
2015-07-29 at 4:47 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionYou sound like the kind of person that's perfectly suited for opiate addiction. Have you thought about applying to some of the more exciting and elite tech companies, or is competition too fierce and work demands too high (couldn't blame you)? Or what about startups, something fun, innovative, exciting, cutting edge that could change a slice of the world and greatly improve people's lives?
The stagnation and monotony of real life. It's never like the movies. -
2015-07-29 at 3:10 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionProvocative new study finds bullies have highest self esteem, social status, lowest rates of depression
More evidence of the horrors of reality, although I'd look up criticisms of the study first before accepting it.
Lanny, have they actually created persistent memory: https://www.reddit.com/r/technology/comments/3ewxl6/intels_new_storage_chip_is_1000_times_faster_than/
And do you know of a good site/page that lists the most exciting/significant computer developments that will likely be released in the near future? There are so many aspects, so much to keep track of.