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2015-09-04 at 12:25 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionThe toolbox killers.
"For those of you commenting on Bittaker's IQ, yes his IQ was 138. No it's not the highest of all serial killers. When Bittaker was arrested in 1979 he was working as a machinist making airplane parts. Bittaker dropped out of high school. But in 1979 he was making $1,000-a-week. That's around $5,000 in today's money. This guy seriously could have done anything he wanted. But his one and only goal was to torture and murder innocent girls. These documentaries don't always elaborate on the length of time these girls were held. These torture/rape sessions didn't last a couple of hours. Some of these girls were held for days, tortured non-stop. The 5th victim Lynette Ledford, the one who is on the audio tape, was physically destroyed. Norris wasn't even able to commit his rape because Bittaker inserted his pliers inside her vaginal and anal cavities and literally ripped her apart. He was doing that on the audio tape. I've never heard a human being scream in pain like I heard on that tape. For those who want to hear it, TRUST ME, you DON'T. I'm not squeamish, I've seen some terrible things. I've seen some of Maury Travis' videos of his murders. But the Ledford tape is in a category all its own. I wish I never heard it. Of the 25 students in my criminology class only 3 of us stayed in the room. Many dropped the class. Others vomited. It's 18 minutes of the most unbelievably brutal acts imaginable. I don't have many regrets in my life. But I seriously regret listening to that tape. I wish I could get it out of my head. No matter how I try to describe the tape it's not really possible. The fact that a human being did this to another is too much. Bittaker not only LOVED what he did, he listened to the tape constantly and even let neighborhood kids hear it. They reportedly thought it was fake. That's what gets you, that it sounds like a fake "Hollywood" actress screaming. But it's real. It makes perfect sense that the FBI uses the tape to train new agents. It's the most heartbreaking thing I've ever experienced. I don't cry often but I don't mind saying I cried like a baby, almost uncontrollably. It's not an experience I'd wish on anyone. I bet Bittaker would enjoy hearing that this tape has caused 35 years of sadness and pain to anyone who hears it. If anyone on Earth deserves the death penalty it's Bittaker. The only problem would be that he could only die once. There is a special place reserved for him in hell."
I want to hear this.
http://www.liveleak.com/view?i=2ae_1378829009UNJHA (Gujarat): Police are searching for two TV journalists after they were booked for allegedly instigating a 29-year-old man to commit suicide on August 13. The journalists, employed by a local channel, allegedly wanted dramatic footage of the incident.
Kalpesh Suthar, a carpenter, set himself on fire on the premises of Unjha town police station in protest against the atrocities he suffered when he was in the lock-up. He later died in hospital. Police had picked him up on the basis of a complaint filed by his stepmother, Chandrika, in a property dispute. Once he was out of the lock-up, Suthar accused the cops of beating him up.
Investigating officer TK Patel is inquiring into Suthar's death. The two journalists — Kamlesh Rawal and Mayur Rawal — reportedly convinced Suthar to set himself ablaze to "attract national media attention."
Suthar's mobile phone records showed that the journalists had rung him that day from Unjha police station.
Teashop owner Bhuraji Thakore, who was an eyewitness, told police the two reporters had told him that Suthar would pour kerosene over himself and set himself on fire for their footage. But they had insisted the flames would be immediately put out.
Thakore said the journalists continued to shoot as the man burnt to death. They even prevented him from saving Suthar, Thakore said.
Wow, real life nightcrawlers? -
2015-09-04 at 11:34 AM UTC in Was "I have Ashley's address" saga the cringefest of the year?Have you asked yourself why you're so obsessed with her, why her of all people? You probably have, so what was your answer, or at least the possibilities you considered most probable?
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Woody_Allen#Marriages_and_romantic_relationshipsIn 1991, when the relationship began, Allen was 56 and Previn around 21. Asked whether their age difference was conducive to "a healthy, equal relationship", Allen said equality is not necessarily a requirement in a relationship and "The heart wants what it wants. There's no logic to those things. You meet someone and you fall in love, and that's that."
The product of crude biological drive?
Or are you desperately clinging to the remaining remnants, your last ties, to humanity? To having felt some sense of connection and closeness to another human being, or at least the beginnings of what could have been?
What will you do when you finally drive her out of your life for good and there's simply nothing left anymore? -
2015-09-04 at 7:24 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionEverything evokes.
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2015-09-04 at 4:15 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
More like the socially retarded thread amirite?
Let's be honest, why else would the vast majority of people still be here after all these exoduses, clinging to shadows of shadows? -
2015-09-04 at 3:27 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
German Chancellor Angela Merkel said that Germany expected over 800,000 asylum seekers to come this year - over four times more than in 2014. European Union member states agreed in July to take in more than 32,000 migrants to “ease the burden†on Italy and Greece, where the largest numbers have arrived. Another eight-thousand should be allocated by the end of the year, according to the European Union's commissioner for migration.
Sweden is the most deranged of all.
The Canadian dollar is only worth .76 USD now and they've officially fallen into recession. Australia is also likely headed toward trouble. Silly leftists, their problems were delayed, not avoided. Look at the massive inflation in their real estate bubbles. It's never different this time, and even without a pop there are still massive problems caused by the cost of living and lack of affordability.
I will greatly enjoy seeing nations slowly destroy themselves. -
2015-09-04 at 2:24 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionPeople misunderstand the concept of materialism and confuse it for mindless consumerism.
If you're reading a book you're still deriving and are dependent on material reality for pleasure. So what makes it superior compared to something like buying clothes? Cost effectiveness, environmental impact, the psychological effect and state of mind it promotes? Fundamentally I don't see it as superior, and the clear elitism that people display seems to be contrary to the ideals associated with what they aim for.
I am a material girl and I am not ashamed.
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2015-09-03 at 1:35 PM UTC in Tell me something weird about yourself.
I'm a workaholic. I feel out of touch with reality when I'm not working. When I'm at my job, my problems are distant, I have a role in society, I fit into the big picture. Things have consequences and I have control. When I'm not there I lose my sense of agency and feel nonproductive, my time management and interpersonal skills disappear and my stress returns. I watched my grandmother die this past week and if I'm on the clock, I'm joking and working like it didn't happen but when I'm off I hit the bottle to ruminate. It's like a completely different person seizes my actions when I clock in. Maybe I'm just abnormal in my ability to compartmentalize.
Have you read about the "flow" state? Allegedly people tend to be happiest when they're in it or happier the larger the percentage of their time they spend in it, but I'm particularly skeptical of anything pop-sciency as it tends to be wildly inaccurate or inaccurately portrayed. This is very plausible, though.
Still, this is a recurrent theme I've seen. Is a constant state of distraction really something that should be strived for, truly satisfying and fulfilling, or does it just make an empty existence more bearable and keep away the thoughts of the complete lack of fundamental meaning that pervades conscious existence? A career, wife, children. It's a type of hell to me, but I really can't blame anyone for choosing it and would even consider it the best choice for some, although this wasn't always the case. That doesn't mean I consider it good, just an understandable escape from the pain of being alone and alive. -
2015-09-03 at 1:30 PM UTC in Had another spice overdoseI remember one time I randomly decided to check tinychat and I saw sploo, the asked something along the lines of, "What is he on?" Then I saw him take a toke of a laughably small joint of spice and asked, "Good god, is this what it does to him?". Then he turned off his webcam. That look on his face, how it altered the entirety of it, it was a look of absolute degeneracy, of something that had momentarily ceased to be fully human, driven below what they should have been. Dear god sploo, look into the mirror the next time you do this, look at what you become!
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2015-09-03 at 9:04 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionI know, and I don't want that. Why is a lack of happiness perceived as due to something being wrong? Maybe that's just the way reality is and it's never going to be what you truly want.
PoC: One is the deadliest number: the detrimental effects of social isolation on cerebrovascular diseases and cognition.
http://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pubmed/25537401 -
2015-09-03 at 6:19 AM UTC in Tell me something weird about yourself.
I'm pretty weird in general but if i had to think of something to post ITT i'd say it's pretty weird that i enjoy the taste of anti-biotics. They're tasty as fuck to me for some reason. Ever since i was a kid and i had to get this anti-biotic syrup have i loved the taste.
Mmm, that cherry syrup and bubblegum. Not sure if I've ever had grape, there could be all sorts of flavors I've missed out on.
I wonder if they make drinks like this, but without the medicinal component. Damn, they should seriously have this as a novelty/niche item, but it probably doesn't exist and may be hard to track down if it does.This past year or so I've been extremely withdrawn, I honestly wish I could just go to a different planet and never have to really interact with any other human again. It's weird because I have to talk and interact with literally dozens of people everyday but when I talk to people it's just kind of me nodding my head, saying as little as possible just to get it over with. I used to be the "life of the party" type of guy where I absolutely loved people and having conversations and general fun with tons of people was the thing that got me out of bed in the morning. So literally 30 days from now I'm cutting my house arrest bracelet off, blowing off probation and getting on a plane to the jungles of Cambodia where there is absolutely nothing(that's the point) I don't even care if my family or girlfriend ends up hating me, I'm so fucking done with this place.
Social withdrawal and unrealistic plans can be a sign of the onset of schizophrenia (there are multiple types, btw).
Do you actually plan to survive in the jungles of Cambodia? Naturalist and survivalist scenarios tend to be horribly romanticized and inaccurately portrayed, you could very realistically die if you're you're too far from human civilization and have no way to contact emergency services, or at least have an incredibly miserable experience trying to get out of there if you change your mind. -
2015-09-03 at 6:07 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionSorry, I don't celebrate birthdays and don't really like the concept, although I do see the value of interpersonal intertemporal coordination (Third time I've used this term if Lanny was right about me using it once before the last time I used it.). It would likely trigger a profound sense of melancholy if someone made a serious effort due to my capacity for empathy and socialization being so broken/absent, my inability to feel anything genuine towards it despite wanting to, to give the reaction they would want.
Thinking back through life, I've hurt every single person that has tried to get close to me due to my inability to open up and connect to them, to reciprocate their feelings. I am impossible to get through to, no matter the amount, the person, I will always be alone and trapped within myself. -
2015-09-02 at 6:34 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
Dr. Malice, any thoughts on poor boner stiffness and frequent urges to urinate but with little coming out?
Did you ever have your (free) testosterone and estradiol/estrogen levels tested? It's pretty important and you can't gauge it simply by how horny you sometimes are. I posted some studies when I mentioned this before showing that the rates of deficiency for both diabetics and the obese were extremely high.
I had a problem with frequent urges to urinate, but little coming out, when I was likely pre-diabetic. It doesn't necessarily develop immediately, so it could randomly come about, or after some time due to some aspect of your body getting worn down. As crazy mike mentioned, both symptoms could be related to a problem with your prostate. They have things to reduce inflammation and enlargement over time.
I'd definitely set an appointment with a doctor and get tests for both possibilities done. -
2015-09-02 at 6:28 AM UTC in Can we have a jailbait thread? And other things of great import.The lust of this lecherous beast is insatiable. He needs to be excluded from human society for the safety of others.
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2015-09-02 at 5:24 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionISIS Hang Four Hogtied Captives From An A-Frame And Burn Them Alive
http://www.kaotic.com/video/2v3Sihik_2015931084959_t
I like watching people suffer when I'm feeling misanthropic.Apparently, they openly invite suggestions from supporters and followers on Twitter and other social media sites. The execution by drowning in a cage a few months ago was the "winning" suggestion
Savages
Wow, that's awesome! What an age we live in.
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You know what I have the urge to do. My god, the things I could come up with if I dedicated my enormous database and rain man memory combined with an autistic state of devotion/obsession and my ability to find connections and novel solutions/ideas no one else has thought about. -
2015-09-02 at 5:09 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first edition
There is this qt slut at work who wants to fuck me. I didn't realize how fucking slutty she is until she started texting me shit like "I wish I had a dick in my mouth and one in my ass." She's only 19 but she started sending me tit pics and shit so I had to block her number. I'm not going to fuck with her anymore, but it was a nice confidence boost to have someone crave my dick. I wish Butch was 10% as cock hungry as this bitch is. My wife only gets thirsty and wants to get tied down when she is shitfaced drunk. *sigh* You'll always wonder about the road not taken.
http://www.ceretropic.com/pt-141/
http://www.blueskypeptide.com/pt-141-bremelanotide-10-mg.html
Dude, you should totally try this with her. You can easily make it into a makeshift nasal spray using an insulin syringe with the tip cut off.
GHB is another great option. The reports I've read about its effects on sex are incredible. There are surprisingly few good genuine aphrodisiacs.
Do you think she would be up for something like this? They're remarkably safe when used properly, particularly the former, there's really no rational reason I can see to be opposed to trying them, but women tend to have a very poor innate grasp of logic and reasoning, and emotional control. -
2015-09-02 at 1:43 AM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionI'm not sure how much of my extreme anergia is an endogenous deficit and how much is driven by a complete inability to find meaning in anything, experience pleasure, and therefore be driven toward anything. I don't even enjoy the most basic pleasures/comforts, food, warmth, nature, an inability to ever experience relaxation, and other people have become a type of hell.
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2015-09-02 at 1:39 AM UTC in pot smokers are arrogant pricksSo are generalizers and stereotypers.
You need some weed to chill out, man. -
2015-08-31 at 10:12 PM UTC in WDBJ-TV Reporter shooting was a racially motivated hate crime.Not a White (conservative) male, hardly anyone will care and this angle won't be reported much.
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2015-08-31 at 10:07 PM UTC in Had another spice overdoseSploo, during moments like this do you ever think to yourself, "What the hell have I become?"
I wonder if one day your parents are going to get tired of you and your dad's going to let you choke on your own vomit with a deeply depressed and disappointed look on his face, because he knows he's putting you out of your misery, like in that scene from Breaking Bad where Walt lets Jane die.
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2015-08-30 at 5:48 PM UTC in The retarded thread: Fuck, §m£ÂgØL made one first editionBlah, just for fun, could you post her reaction if it's good, maybe even livestream it on tinychat? The latter could be good for you, you'd have some witnesses.